{"id":9993,"date":"2020-08-12T18:50:16","date_gmt":"2020-08-12T15:50:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=9993"},"modified":"2020-08-14T15:26:47","modified_gmt":"2020-08-14T12:26:47","slug":"scriitori-de-azi-nicolai-taicutu-campia-ca-sentiment-antologie-de-poeme-alese-7-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=9993","title":{"rendered":"Scriitori de azi &#8211; Nicolai T\u0103icu\u021bu &#8211; C\u00e2mpia ca sentiment &#8211; Antologie de poeme alese (8)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3-300x268.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"268\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-8749 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3-300x268.jpg 300w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3.jpg 447w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 300px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 300\/268;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3-300x268.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"268\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-8749\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3-300x268.jpg 300w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/1-3.jpg 447w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><br \/>\n<em>din volumul<\/em> <strong>pesemne c\u0103 nu despre mine este vorba \u2013 2016:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>retro<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>printr-o <em>ilustrat\u0103 de epoc\u0103 <\/em><br \/>\ntrimis\u0103 de ion cristofor<br \/>\nrevistei <em>rom\u00e2nia literar\u0103<\/em><br \/>\npe malul r\u00e2ului nenumit<br \/>\ncel din josul movilei, presupun, din c\u00e2mpie<br \/>\nam reg\u0103sit vechiul pian<\/p>\n<p>clapele lui \u00eenc\u0103 erau lovite, c\u00e2nd de criv\u0103\u021b<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd de austru, c\u00e2nd de adierea serii<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd de o m\u00e2n\u0103 str\u0103vezie de mireas\u0103 nenuntit\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong>armur\u0103 pe trup firav<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>poetul a venit la casa p\u0103rinteasc\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 pl\u0103teasc\u0103 taxele anuale<\/p>\n<p>a intrat, nimeni nu i-a ie\u0219it \u00een \u00eent\u00e2mpinare<br \/>\nnu mai avea cine, a l\u0103sat pu\u021binele<br \/>\nbagaje pe prisp\u0103. le-a l\u0103sat \u00een grija unui poem<br \/>\ncare l-a s\u00e2c\u00e2it tot drumul de \u00eentoarcere<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i a plecat la prim\u0103rie<\/p>\n<p>at\u00e2t a a\u0219teptat poemul \u2013<br \/>\nner\u0103bd\u0103tor a scotocit \u00een bagaje<br \/>\na \u00eembr\u0103cat pielea copilului de-alt\u0103dat\u0103 (afar\u0103 era<br \/>\nr\u0103coare), dup\u0103 un st\u00e2lp al pridvorului a g\u0103sit cercul<br \/>\n(ruginit, ce-i drept) \u0219i-acel b\u0103\u021b cu s\u00e2rm\u0103-ndoit\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<br \/>\n\u0219i-a \u00eenceput mersul cu cercul pe vechea c\u0103rare. \u00een urma lui ie\u0219eau \u00een eviden\u021b\u0103 conturul gr\u0103dinii, r\u0103zoarele, umbra<br \/>\ndin spatele casei \u0219i alte umbre importante vara-n gr\u0103din\u0103<br \/>\napoi, satisf\u0103cut, sprijinit de st\u00e2lpul casei<br \/>\ntremur\u00e2nd u\u0219or de emo\u021bie admir\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103<br \/>\nreleva\u021bia cercului ro\u0219cat<br \/>\n\u0219i-\u0219i a\u0219teapt\u0103 poetul<\/p>\n<p><em>din volumul<\/em> <strong>\u0219i cum v\u0103 spuneam\u2026 &#8211; 2017<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>deschidere<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00eencep descrierea proiectului<br \/>\ncu aceast\u0103 t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 fat\u0103<br \/>\nnud \u00een \u0219pagat<br \/>\npeste dis-de-diminea\u021ba zilei:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; coapse fierbin\u021bi, buze \u00een fl\u0103c\u0103ri<br \/>\nduc piezi\u0219<br \/>\nspre act de na\u0219tere prematur\u0103:<\/p>\n<p>vremelnic\u0103 sta\u021bionare<br \/>\nsub c\u0103derea zorilor, \u00een umbra f\u00e2nt\u00e2nii<br \/>\nprintr-un ritual pus la cale<br \/>\nspre aducere-aminte<br \/>\nde gheorghe istrate, poetul<\/p>\n<p><strong>(de)validare cu compromis<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>merg la Bunul Dumnezeu<br \/>\n\u0219i-mi zice: aceast\u0103 nuielu\u0219\u0103<br \/>\ncu care ai dus mieii la p\u0103scut<br \/>\nde azi nu se va mai numi ioanid<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; acest salc\u00e2m uimit el \u00eensu\u0219i<br \/>\n\u00een diminea\u021ba aceasta<br \/>\nde prima sa \u00eenflorire<br \/>\nde azi nu se va mai numi ioanid<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; acest drum \u0219erpuit u\u0219or<br \/>\nde pala de v\u00e2nt a \u00eenser\u0103rii<br \/>\nde azi nu se va mai numi ioanid<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; acea f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 spre care<br \/>\n\u00ee\u021bi vei \u00eendrepta pa\u0219ii<br \/>\ndin ce \u00een ce mai pu\u021bin<br \/>\nde azi nu se va mai numi ioanid<\/p>\n<p><em>nicolai t va fi numele t\u0103u de azi<br \/>\n\u0219i numai al t\u0103u<br \/>\nioanid e-n a\u021bipire o vreme <\/em><br \/>\nmi-a mai spus Bunul Dumnezeu<br \/>\n\u0219i a r\u0103mas sprijinit \u00een toiag<br \/>\ndeasupra-mi<\/p>\n<p><strong>despre oblonul tras \u0219i preschimbare<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8230; \u0219i nici m\u0103car nu \u0219tiu<br \/>\ndac\u0103 se anun\u021base furtun\u0103 \u2013<br \/>\noamenii aveau o nesiguran\u021b\u0103-n  privire<br \/>\nanimalele r\u00e2c\u00e2iau cu copita<br \/>\np\u0103m\u00e2ntul tare al izlazului<br \/>\niarba c\u0103uta s\u0103 ascund\u0103<br \/>\ntrilul bezmetic al p\u0103s\u0103rii<br \/>\npe\u0219tele se l\u0103sa spre afund<\/p>\n<p>astfel,  c\u00e2mpia \u00eemp\u0103cat\u0103 cu sine<br \/>\nse tr\u0103gea dup\u0103 nor, iar<br \/>\ncel chemat ioanid nu mai avea motiv<br \/>\ns\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103 la numele meu:<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;tuna, Doamne, f\u0103r\u0103 ecou<br \/>\n&#8230;ploua, Doamne, f\u0103r\u0103 ropot<\/p>\n<p><strong>cu sfial\u0103 \u0219i respect <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>era un tip clasic de barier\u0103 &#8211;<br \/>\nam dat la manivel\u0103 \u0219i-am ridicat-o<br \/>\n\u0219i pentru c\u0103 eram singurul prin preajm\u0103<br \/>\nam dat liber\u0103 trecere dimine\u021bi<\/p>\n<p>cu sfial\u0103 \u0219i respect<br \/>\ntreceau zorii pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine<br \/>\nca la doi-trei metri de mine<br \/>\ns\u0103 se destrame-n lumina zilei<\/p>\n<p>cu sfial\u0103 \u0219i respect treceau apele<br \/>\n\u00eenstelate \u0219i u\u0219or v\u0103lurite<br \/>\nca la doi-trei metri de mine<br \/>\ns\u0103 devin\u0103 lumina zilei<\/p>\n<p>cu sfial\u0103 \u0219i respect<br \/>\ntrecea prietenul ioanid<br \/>\np\u0103\u0219ind u\u0219or pe boabe de rou\u0103<br \/>\nca la doi-trei metri de mine<br \/>\ns\u0103 dea poezie luminii de azi<\/p>\n<p><strong>o chestiune delicat\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; c\u00e2mpia rom\u00e2n\u0103 este peste tot<br \/>\n\u0219i peste satul meu<br \/>\ndintr-o comun\u0103 urbanizat\u0103 acum \u2013  <\/p>\n<p>pentru ast\u0103zi, la \u00eent\u00e2lnirea fiilor satului<br \/>\nc\u00e2mpia a cerut<br \/>\ns\u0103 i se asigure un loc discret<br \/>\n\u00een partea umbroas\u0103 a s\u0103lii<br \/>\nundeva mai departe<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu prea fie v\u0103zut\u0103 de nimeni<br \/>\nde unde s\u0103 nu deranjeze pe nimeni<\/p>\n<p>\u2026 a\u0219a a \u0219i fost:<br \/>\ntotul a decurs cumsecade<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 ca ea s\u0103 fie luat\u0103 \u00een seam\u0103<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 ca ea s\u0103 deranjeze pe cineva\u2026<\/p>\n<p>la sf\u00e2r\u0219it, s-a ridicat maiestuoas\u0103<br \/>\ncu un cap deasupra celorlal\u021bi<br \/>\nca \u0219i absent\u0103 a servit de pe masa festiv\u0103<br \/>\no felie de cozonac<br \/>\na b\u0103ut un pahar cu suc de cire\u0219e<\/p>\n<p>a privit apoi de jur-\u00eemprejur<br \/>\ni-a cuprins pe to\u021bi cu privirea<br \/>\n\u0219i mul\u021bumit\u0103, a ie\u0219it<\/p>\n<p><strong>diminea\u021b\u0103 de var\u0103 timpurie<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>marea bubuitur\u0103 iscat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een momentul c\u00e2nd se crap\u0103 de ziu\u0103<br \/>\neste preluat\u0103, prin atenuare<br \/>\nde izbucnirea plantelor \u00een floare<\/p>\n<p>(sta\u021bi lini\u0219ti\u021bi! asta<br \/>\ndoar urechea poetului percepe!) <\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00eengeri  vinova\u021bi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>o, Doamne<br \/>\n\u00een josul movilei<br \/>\ncad aripi de \u00eengeri<\/p>\n<p>pe sub stre\u0219ini<br \/>\nde nisip \u0219i pulbere<br \/>\ncad \u021bintele copil\u0103riei<br \/>\ndin jocul cu pra\u0219tia <\/p>\n<p><strong>de drag<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>(dinadins rustic)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; a n\u0103scut monica!<br \/>\n&#8211; un b\u0103iat a n\u0103scut!<br \/>\n&#8211; bravo! felicit\u0103ri!<br \/>\n&#8211; s\u0103 fie s\u0103n\u0103to\u0219i!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>la aflarea acestei ve\u0219ti<br \/>\ncrengile uscate, adunate la<br \/>\ncur\u0103\u021benia de prim\u0103var\u0103 a gr\u0103dinii<br \/>\nvor s\u0103 \u00eenverzeasc\u0103<br \/>\nvor s\u0103 \u00eenfloreasc\u0103<br \/>\nvor s\u0103 rodeasc\u0103&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i de at\u00e2ta dorin\u021b\u0103<br \/>\nse-mbr\u0103\u021bi\u0219eaz\u0103, se aprind \u0219i ard<\/p>\n<p><strong>zarz\u0103r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>vai, vai, vai!<\/p>\n<p>lovit \u00een floare de-o brum\u0103 t\u00e2rzie<br \/>\nzarz\u0103rul nu a mai rodit<\/p>\n<p>din apropierea mea, de pe ramul sterp<br \/>\nse ive\u0219te acest poem trist<\/p>\n<p><strong>uneori <\/strong><br \/>\n<em>(fragment de balad\u0103)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>din arborele pitic<br \/>\na zburat o pas\u0103re mic\u0103:<\/p>\n<p>un f\u00e2lf\u00e2it s-a auzit \u2013 <\/p>\n<p>dar<br \/>\nnu s-a v\u0103zut cum<br \/>\ndin arborele pitic<br \/>\na zburat o pas\u0103re mic\u0103&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>de-ale noastre <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>sub cerul meu zboar\u0103 \u00eengeri<br \/>\njos, foarte jos<br \/>\nrazant cu firul ierbii m\u0103runte<br \/>\nm\u0103 \u00eempiedic de ei<br \/>\n\u0219i dau adesea s\u0103 cad<\/p>\n<p>se \u00eempiedic\u0103 de mine \u0219i ei<br \/>\n\u0219i dau adesea s\u0103 zboare mai sus<br \/>\ndar nu, \u00eemi r\u0103m\u00e2n pe cerul pleoapei <\/p>\n<p>tr\u0103im \u00eempreun\u0103 o simbioz\u0103 a zborului<br \/>\n\u0219i, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd<br \/>\nrealiz\u0103m asta<\/p>\n<p><strong>poetul simte asta<br \/>\npe propria piele<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>la mine-n b\u0103r\u0103gan<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ajung\u0103 don quijote<br \/>\ns\u0103 se lupte \u0219i-aici cu morile de v\u00e2nt<br \/>\nacestea (ele, morile de v\u00e2nt)<br \/>\nsub greutatea spicelor<br \/>\ns-au cufundat \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n<p>\u00een locul lor s-au ridicat<br \/>\nmovile de nisip g\u0103lbui<br \/>\n\u00eenvelit \u00een sol m\u0103nos&#8230;<br \/>\ndar don quijote<br \/>\nn-avea de unde s\u0103 \u0219tie asta, a\u0219a c\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i-acum bezmetice\u0219te printre ele<br \/>\nle \u00eempunge cu lancea, love\u0219te<br \/>\ncu sabia-n v\u00e2nt (a se vedea:<br \/>\ncad pale de v\u00e2nt \u00een urma lui)<br \/>\nrosinanta intr\u0103 \u00een rut \u0219i isc\u0103<br \/>\nn\u0103r\u0103vi\u021bii cai liberi adu\u0219i de ho\u021bi<br \/>\n\u0219i slobozi\u021bi, din valea co\u021bof\u00e2\u0219tei<br \/>\nde pe r\u00e2mnice<\/p>\n<p>movile r\u0103zvr\u0103tite<br \/>\nluate-n copite de cai<br \/>\n\u00een joc nebun de fulgere \u0219i tain\u0103<br \/>\nlas\u0103 \u00een urm\u0103 don quijote<br \/>\ndin vina lui sau nu<\/p>\n<p><strong>conformitate<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>stan a&#8217; b\u0103r\u0103g\u0103ni\u021bei a c\u0103zut<br \/>\nde-a curmezi\u0219ul drumului<br \/>\n&#8211; a\u0219a i-a fost s\u0103 fie<br \/>\ns\u0103-l lase inima-n amiaza mare<br \/>\n\u00een toiul verii, de unul singur<br \/>\n\u00een praful \u00eenalt p\u00e2n\u0103 la glezn\u0103<br \/>\nfierbinte<\/p>\n<p>stan a&#8217; b\u0103r\u0103g\u0103ni\u021bei, cel atent<br \/>\nla mersul c\u00e2mpului de-o via\u021b\u0103<br \/>\nst\u0103 acum, f\u0103r\u0103 jen\u0103, r\u0103scr\u0103c\u0103nat<br \/>\n\u00een haine sub\u021biri, decolorate, tocite<br \/>\nc\u0103zut la doi pa\u0219i de f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103<\/p>\n<p>se r\u0103core\u0219te<br \/>\nde fapt, se r\u0103ce\u0219te precum<br \/>\napa pe care a b\u0103ut-o hulpav<br \/>\ndirect din g\u0103leat\u0103<br \/>\nprecum apa care se scurge<br \/>\ndin bota de lemn greu, umed<br \/>\nr\u0103mas\u0103-ntr-o r\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i ea<br \/>\npeste el<\/p>\n<p>\u2026\u00eencet<br \/>\numbra cumpenei f\u00e2nt\u00e2nii<br \/>\n\tcruce-i ridic\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong>c\u00e2ntec<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>din ochiul meu se desprinde<br \/>\ncamera \u00eentr-un dans \u00een care<br \/>\nse aude doar fo\u0219netul pa\u0219ilor t\u0103i<br \/>\npe podeaua ceruit\u0103 <\/p>\n<p>pa\u0219ii t\u0103i \u00een dansul privirilor mele<br \/>\npe podeaua afundat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een p\u0103m\u00e2ntul reav\u0103n \u0219i rece<br \/>\nal c\u00e2mpiei \u00een desprim\u0103v\u0103rare<\/p>\n<p>degetele tale pe umerii mei<br \/>\ns\u00e2nge \u00een trestie c\u00e2nt\u0103toare<br \/>\numerii mei sub degetele tale<br \/>\npaji\u0219tea unde mieii \u0219tiu bine<br \/>\nc\u0103 e timp de \u00een\u021b\u0103rcare<\/p>\n<p><strong>contrast<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>mica pas\u0103re neagr\u0103, cea<br \/>\ncu cel mai tainic tril<br \/>\nnu mai \u0219tie zborul<\/p>\n<p>s-a a\u0219ezat aici<br \/>\n\u00een gr\u0103dina mea<br \/>\npe floarea unicului crin alb<br \/>\n\u0219i s-a uitat pe sine<\/p>\n<p><strong>poem cu revenire<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8211; versul acesta simplu<br \/>\ncu toat\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103rc\u0103tura lui inefabil\u0103<br \/>\nm\u0103 \u0219tie pe de rost<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i \u00een timp ce \u00eel transcriu<br \/>\n\u00een joac\u0103, cu degetul<br \/>\n\u00een praful fin de pe geam<br \/>\nel m\u0103 recit\u0103 &#8211;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>fostul copil intr\u0103 \u00een casa bunicilor<br \/>\ncu sfiala v\u00e2rstei \u0219i a bunei-cuviin\u021be<\/p>\n<p>deschide u\u0219a camerei lui<br \/>\n(a\u0219a i-a r\u0103mas \u00eentip\u0103rit \u00een minte<br \/>\nc\u0103 aceasta-i camera lui<br \/>\ncum, de altfel, era \u0219i a fra\u021bilor<br \/>\nsau a verilor lui)<br \/>\no deschide u\u0219or<br \/>\nde parc\u0103 s\u0103 nu deranjeze somnul<br \/>\ninstalat aici sub praful fin<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;\u0219tie c\u0103 pe peretele-acela<br \/>\nsub p\u00e2nza \u00eengro\u0219at\u0103 de p\u0103ianjen<br \/>\nse afl\u0103 fotografia lor, a bunicilor<br \/>\n\u00eeng\u0103lbenit\u0103\/ \u0219tears\u0103 de vreme<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;cu o raz\u0103 de lumin\u0103 luat\u0103<br \/>\ndin fereastra abia deschis\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i cu umezeala din ochii lui<br \/>\ntrage cortina p\u00e2nzei de p\u0103ianjen<br \/>\nde o parte \u0219i de alta a ramei<br \/>\nprecum perdelele la fereastr\u0103<br \/>\ncu unghi \u00eendreptat spre cer<br \/>\n\u0219i a\u0219teapt\u0103 s\u0103 apar\u0103 din fotografie<br \/>\nz\u00e2mbetul \u2013 acel z\u00e2mbet<br \/>\ncare nu se poate uita <\/p>\n<p><strong>ca s\u0103 vezi!&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>un tren a deraiat la \u0219es<br \/>\n(anecdotic, f\u0103r\u0103 motiv)<\/p>\n<p>avea dou\u0103 locomotive<br \/>\nc\u00e2te una la fiecare cap\u0103t <\/p>\n<p>una dintre ele, de la sine \u00een\u021beles<br \/>\nnu-\u0219i avea rostul <\/p>\n<p>cum tot f\u0103r\u0103 rost a fost<br \/>\n\u0219i aceast\u0103 deraiere<br \/>\ns\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219it\u0103 \u00een toiul zilei<br \/>\n\u00eentr-un lan de  gr\u00e2u<br \/>\npres\u0103rat cu maci <\/p>\n<p><strong>poem f\u0103r\u0103 preten\u021bii<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>pentru asta<br \/>\ns\u0103 lu\u0103m un exemplu:<br \/>\nse face c\u0103<br \/>\nla \u00eent\u00e2lnirea mea cu florile<br \/>\nnu le vorbesc, nu \u00eemi vorbesc<br \/>\n&#8211; ar fi o eroare, cred &#8211;<br \/>\nci ne privim lung, chiar prelung<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 spre sear\u0103<\/p>\n<p>pentru c\u0103:<br \/>\neu le g\u00e2ndesc, ele m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc<br \/>\n\u0219i dac\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile ni se potrivesc<br \/>\niese ceva nemaipomenit<\/p>\n<p>adic\u0103, mint:<br \/>\npomenit de al\u021bii, dar altfel!<\/p>\n<p><strong>leg\u0103nat de cump\u0103na f\u00e2nt\u00e2nii<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>mi-am rezervat o insul\u0103 solitar\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een c\u00e2mpie\/ \u0219i nu oriunde<br \/>\nci \u00een c\u00e2mpia rom\u00e2n\u0103<\/p>\n<p>e o insul\u0103 mic\u0103<br \/>\nce se arat\u0103 doar<br \/>\nprintr-o f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 cu cump\u0103n\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i un salc\u00e2m<\/p>\n<p>de fapt salc\u00e2mul<br \/>\ne cump\u0103na f\u00e2nt\u00e2nii<br \/>\niar f\u00e2nt\u00e2na e<br \/>\nr\u0103d\u0103cina salc\u00e2mului \u2013 <\/p>\n<p>se sus\u021bin reciproc<br \/>\nde ani buni, dar<br \/>\nnumai sim\u021bindu-mi prezen\u021ba<\/p>\n<p>iar eu, din respect<br \/>\n\u00een fiecare zi<br \/>\ntrec cu g\u00e2ndul pe-acolo<br \/>\n\u0219i mai scot o g\u0103leat\u0103 de ap\u0103<br \/>\npentru p\u0103s\u0103rile cerului<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nspre sacrificiu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00een lipsa mea copil\u0103ria<br \/>\na dus scrijelitura aceea de la genunchi<br \/>\nla r\u00e2ul mic al c\u00e2mpiei<br \/>\na sp\u0103lat-o<br \/>\nbine\/ bine a sp\u0103lat-o<br \/>\n\u0219i a l\u0103sat-o acolo<br \/>\npe malul apei<br \/>\ns\u0103 se \u00eenzdr\u0103veneasc\u0103<br \/>\nde la sine<br \/>\ns\u0103 devin\u0103<br \/>\nceea ce avea s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mpine acum \u2013<br \/>\no pal\u0103 de v\u00e2nt de prim\u0103var\u0103<\/p>\n<p>(adu-\u021bi aminte, mi s-a zis<br \/>\nr\u0103nirea genunchiului a fost<br \/>\npornirea spre rug\u0103\/ spre bine<br \/>\na ducerii mieilor la ima\u0219<br \/>\niar tu<br \/>\n\tnevinovat ai fost<br \/>\n\u0219i alt\u0103 devenire<br \/>\nnici c\u0103 se putea\u2026)  <\/p>\n<p><strong>co\u021bof\u00e2\u0219te<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>(etimologie necunoscut\u0103!)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>poetul spune (sau<br \/>\nare numai impresia c\u0103 spune):<br \/>\ncaii c\u00e2mpiei nu sunt fal\u0219i<br \/>\nsunt confunda\u021bi cu efemeridele de<br \/>\ncele mai multe ori, pentru c\u0103<br \/>\nei tot revin<br \/>\npe aer, pe ap\u0103, cel mai mult<br \/>\npe abur revin<br \/>\nc\u0103l\u0103ri\u021bi de fata morgana<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentreba\u021bi-i de asta<br \/>\npe fo\u0219tii ho\u021bi de cai<br \/>\nsau mai bine \u0219i mai corect<br \/>\npe \u0219eful lor, f\u0103nu\u0219 neagu<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd \u00eel ve\u021bi \u00eent\u00e2lni pe valea co\u021bof\u00e2\u0219tii<br \/>\nspre p\u0103durea s\u0103lciorii<br \/>\ndintre gradi\u0219tea \u0219i r\u00e2mnic<\/p>\n<p><strong>demult<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>nicolai<br \/>\nnu te \u00eentrista<br \/>\nmina ta mohor\u00e2t\u0103 acum<br \/>\ne \u00eencrustat\u0103 \u00een poarta acasei<br \/>\niar casa, pe r\u0103bojul c\u00e2mpiei\u2026<\/p>\n<p>au avut grij\u0103 p\u0103rin\u021bii<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u021bi scrijeleasc\u0103<br \/>\nspre aducere aminte<br \/>\ngrija<br \/>\n\t\u0219i nu<br \/>\n\t\tpatima<br \/>\nce \u021bi-a fost \u021binut\u0103<br \/>\nla umbra pu\u021bin\u0103 a salc\u00e2mului<br \/>\nca pe un p\u00e2r\u00e2u domol<br \/>\nmeandrat \u00een zeci de<br \/>\n\tsemne de \u00eentrebare<br \/>\n\tstilizate<br \/>\n\u0219i puse cap la cap<\/p>\n<p><strong>dimine\u021bi \u00eembujorate \u00eenc\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>pe haturile c\u00e2mpiei rom\u00e2ne<br \/>\nmo\u0219 nicolai t rostogole\u0219te cercul<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd cu m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103, c\u00e2nd cu cea st\u00e2ng\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een func\u021bie de ilumina\u021bia ar\u0103turii &#8211; <\/p>\n<p>de fapt, rote\u0219te nimbul pe care prietenul ioanid<br \/>\ni l-a dat la plecare, dincolo, lui<br \/>\noferindu-i-se un altul<br \/>\nde aceea\u0219i natur\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nintrare \u00een zi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>diminea\u021ba aceasta e o p\u0103rere \u2013<\/p>\n<p>un cal alearg\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la impresia de zbor<br \/>\ncu zorii al\u0103turi, nestruni\u021bi<\/p>\n<p>fl\u0103c\u0103rile rena\u0219terii \u00eel ard<br \/>\ndin coam\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103-n copite <\/p>\n<p>r\u00e2u argintiu r\u0103m\u00e2ne \u00een urma lui<br \/>\nacela\u0219i r\u00e2u din care, cu sfial\u0103<br \/>\nla intrarea \u00een zi<br \/>\n\u00ee\u0219i potole\u0219te setea<\/p>\n<p><strong>tentativa neao\u0219\u0103 a datului pe brazd\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>mi s-a impus sau doar mi s-a spus<br \/>\nnu mai conteaz\u0103 acum care-cum<br \/>\ns\u0103 scriu altfel despre c\u00e2mpie&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>drept urmare, l-am invitat prietene\u0219te<br \/>\npe brazilianul amado, s\u0103 zicem<br \/>\ncu pampasul sud-american cu tot<br \/>\nla o descriere de tain\u0103<br \/>\ndar am avut probleme cu<br \/>\ndezvoltarea pe orizontal\u0103 a troscotului<br \/>\n\u0219i nu numai<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i-atunci mi s-a \u0219optit, din cer sau din p\u0103m\u00e2nt<br \/>\n(tot una e):\/ n\u021b, nu se poate, ia vezi tu!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>perseverent, am \u00eencercat un fel de plimbare<br \/>\n\u0219i cu al\u021bi scriitori de prin pusta ungar\u0103, de prin<br \/>\nstepa rus\u0103, de prin tundra \u021b\u0103rilor nordice<br \/>\n\u0219i de fiecare dat\u0103 am avut probleme<br \/>\nba cu t\u0103i\u0219ul pe cant al frunzei de papur\u0103<br \/>\nba cu revenirea dropiei la cuib<br \/>\nba cu urletul lupilor singuratici&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i de fiecare dat\u0103 mi s-a \u0219optit<br \/>\ndup\u0103 cum v\u0103 spuneam \u0219i mai devreme<br \/>\ndin cer sau din f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103, c\u0103 pentru mine<br \/>\ntot una e: n\u021b, nu se poate, ia vezi tu!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>asigurare primar\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>pe scena mic\u0103, aruncat\u0103 \u00een fundul<br \/>\nunei s\u0103li de clas\u0103 din \u0219coala mea<br \/>\nmodest\u0103, de la \u021bar\u0103, cu cortin\u0103 sub\u021bire<br \/>\nde p\u00e2nz\u0103 pr\u0103fuit\u0103, eram eu, copilul<br \/>\n\u00een recitare cu poezia<\/p>\n<p>(autorul poeziei era, probabil<br \/>\nvictor  tulbure &#8211; victor de la victorie<br \/>\ntulbure de la&#8230; aici, logic, nu mi-era clar!)<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103, \u00een poezie, era vorba de mama<br \/>\nsau de z\u00e2mbitoarea \u021b\u0103r\u0103nime muncitoare<br \/>\nc\u0103 eu recitam poezia sau<br \/>\npoezia m\u0103 recita pe mine<br \/>\ninteresa prea pu\u021bin, important era c\u0103<br \/>\nde dup\u0103 cortin\u0103, domnul \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103tor<br \/>\n\u00eemi ordona rostirea<br \/>\n\u0219i m\u0103 str\u00e2ngea precum \u00een cle\u0219te (prin cortin\u0103)<br \/>\nde g\u00e2t cu dou\u0103 degete de la o m\u00e2n\u0103<br \/>\n(cu cealalt\u0103 \u021binea cartea<br \/>\ndeschis\u0103 la poezie \u0219i-mi sufla)<br \/>\nca eu, de emo\u021bie, s\u0103 nu cad de pe scen\u0103<br \/>\nla un a\u0219a eveniment important<br \/>\n\u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 fac de r\u00e2s<\/p>\n<p><strong>mir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>fi\u021bi lini\u0219ti\u021bi!<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd o s\u0103 vin la serbarea literar\u0103<br \/>\nde sf\u00e2r\u0219it de an (c\u0103 vorba vine, nu?)<br \/>\nnu-mi voi l\u0103sa acas\u0103 mantia c\u00e2mpiei<\/p>\n<p>asta \u0219i pentru c\u0103 straiele mi-au fost sfin\u021bite<br \/>\npe altarul bisericii din sat<br \/>\nde preotul nicanor burjakovski &#8211; <\/p>\n<p>na\u0219ul meu de botez<br \/>\nbasarabean de origine polonez\u0103<\/p>\n<p>primit \u00een anii 40 de c\u00e2mpia rom\u00e2n\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i prin hirotonire<br \/>\nc\u0103s\u0103torit cu viorica, \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103toarea din sat<\/p>\n<p><strong>echilibru<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>floarea de salc\u00e2m e auster\u0103 \u2013<br \/>\nea nu cere arborelui, pe care-l orneaz\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i-i d\u0103 s\u0103m\u00e2n\u021b\u0103, nimic mai mult<br \/>\ndec\u00e2t \u00eei cere ghimpele de pe aceea\u0219i creang\u0103<\/p>\n<p>aici, numai noi facem diferen\u021ba<br \/>\n\u00eentre frumos\/ floarea \u0219i ur\u00e2t\/ ghimpele<br \/>\nasemenea \u00eentre fericire \u0219i durere <\/p>\n<p>echilibrul dintre acestea este dat<br \/>\nde esen\u021ba tare a salc\u00e2mului<br \/>\nun amestec armonios de fulger \u0219i ger<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\ncu soarele-n zimbir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>nu mi-e clar nici acum. \u00eemi strigau:<br \/>\nvezi c\u0103 se pierde anotimpul sau<br \/>\nvezi c\u0103 \u021bi se pierde anotimpul?<\/p>\n<p>oricum, umblam pe uli\u021b\u0103 cu soarele-n zimbir<br \/>\n(paporni\u021b\u0103, pentru o zon\u0103 mai extins\u0103<br \/>\nde \u00een\u021belegere) \u0219i nu era nici noapte nici zi<br \/>\nc\u0103ci printre \u00eempletiturile de papur\u0103 uscat\u0103<br \/>\nnu se difuza o lumin\u0103 prea clar\u0103 <\/p>\n<p>plecasem pe uli\u021b\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 dau ceva bine\u021be la ceas timpuriu<br \/>\ns\u0103 mai trag un semn sub linia vie\u021bii<br \/>\ns\u0103 aduc din cealalt\u0103 parte a satului<br \/>\ndin loturile gr\u0103dinilor \u0219i livezilor<br \/>\nc\u00e2teva fructe, c\u00e2teva legume pentru osp\u0103\u021b<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 bag de seam\u0103 c\u0103, \u00eentre timp, soarele<br \/>\ns-a aciuat \u00een zimbirul ce-l aveam \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103<br \/>\ncu bun\u0103 inten\u021bie s-a rostogolit ca o minge<br \/>\nde lumin\u0103, ca-ntr-un joc de copil<br \/>\npentru v\u00e2rsta a treia, pe care o am<\/p>\n<p><strong>cititorul de scrisori<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>din drumul meu, du-te vino<br \/>\ndintre dou\u0103 ora\u0219e<br \/>\nm-am oprit pe colin\u0103<br \/>\nla umbra unui nuc<br \/>\ns\u0103 fac scrisoare c\u00e2mpiei<br \/>\n\u00een care s\u0103-i spun<br \/>\nc\u0103 nu am uitat-o<br \/>\nc\u0103 a r\u0103mas aceea\u0219i pentru mine<br \/>\nacasa mea \u0219i c\u0103<br \/>\ncel ce-i va aduce<br \/>\n\u0219i-i va citi scrisoarea<br \/>\n(nu pentru c\u0103 ea ar fi analfabet\u0103<br \/>\nci din respect<br \/>\npentru vederea ei sl\u0103bit\u0103)<br \/>\neste prietenul meu<br \/>\nori fiul acestuia<br \/>\nori fiul fiului acestuia<br \/>\ntot prieten de-al meu<br \/>\ndin tat\u0103 \u00een fiu<\/p>\n<p><strong>alteritate<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>1. m\u0103 c\u0103utam<br \/>\n          de\u0219i-mi spuneam<br \/>\n                        c\u0103 n-are rost<br \/>\npe sub frunze uscate<br \/>\n\t\tscormoneam<br \/>\nprintre frunze intrate \u00een putrefac\u021bie<br \/>\n\t\t\tunde doar<br \/>\nnervurile lor tremurau<br \/>\nprecum venele pe sub pielea uscat\u0103<\/p>\n<p>frunza c\u0103zut\u0103 \u00een humusul prim\u0103verii<br \/>\n\u00eemi \u00eempodobea m\u00e2inile, picioarele<br \/>\n\u0219i, mai ales, ochii cu r\u0103spuns la bine\u021be<br \/>\ncu reverbera\u021bie-n clipiri<\/p>\n<p>2. cu rost ne\u00eentemeiat<br \/>\npu\u021bine sunt frunzele uscate<br \/>\n\t\tpurtate de v\u00e2nt<br \/>\n\tastfel, ca pe frunz\u0103<br \/>\n\tm\u0103 \u021bine Dumnezeu \u00een palm\u0103<br \/>\n\t\u0219i-mi desc\u00e2nt\u0103: nicolai, nicolai<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t face-te-ai ov\u0103z la cai<br \/>\npentru toamn\u0103, pentru iarn\u0103<br \/>\npentru-a ta venire, doamn\u0103!<\/p>\n<p>3. strivitor de frunze e\u0219ti nicolai<br \/>\n\u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnic le afunzi cu c\u0103lc\u00e2iul<br \/>\n\t\u00een aleea parcului<br \/>\n\tca \u0219i c\u00e2nd ai vrea s\u0103 st\u00e2rpe\u0219ti<br \/>\ntoate ou\u0103le omizilor<br \/>\n\u00een ciud\u0103 \u00eenv\u00e2r\u021bi c\u0103lc\u00e2iul<br \/>\njum\u0103tate de cerc<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd la st\u00e2nga, c\u00e2nd la dreapta<br \/>\nalerg\u00e2nd \u00een \u00eent\u00e2mpinarea aerului rotitor<br \/>\ndin spatele c\u0103lc\u00e2iului<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd la dreapta, c\u00e2nd la st\u00e2nga,<br \/>\n\u0219i pentru a c\u00e2ta oar\u0103, haihui<br \/>\nui\u021bi de fluturi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nun titlu de glorie<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>la ie\u0219irea din claustrofobia<br \/>\npricinuit\u0103 de acei pere\u021bi uterini<br \/>\nce-mi camufleaz\u0103<br \/>\nprivirea la ora timpurie a zilei<br \/>\nmi-o constr\u00e2ng \u0219i mi-o direc\u021bioneaz\u0103<br \/>\nspre negru \u2013 cojan fiind<br \/>\ncred c\u0103 e o afundare \u00een cernoziomice<br \/>\nstraturi \u2013 amorfe la privit\/ granulare la pip\u0103it<br \/>\ncu miros de p\u0103m\u00e2nturi str\u0103bune<br \/>\narhicunoscute<\/p>\n<p>repet:<\/p>\n<p>la ie\u0219irea din claustrofobia<br \/>\narhetipului de \u021barc parental<br \/>\nm\u0103 \u00eentind pe spate cu ochii \u00een soare<br \/>\n(cu ochii larg deschi\u0219i spre soare)<br \/>\n\u0219i cu clipiri rare, neobservabile<br \/>\ncontinuit\u0103\u021bii de privire insistent\u0103<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 ce soarele \u00ee\u0219i pierde forma<br \/>\n\u00een lumin\u0103<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 ce lumina<br \/>\nse resoarbe toat\u0103 \u00een soare<br \/>\n\u0219i soarele \u00een ochii mei se pierde<\/p>\n<p>pe spinare simt<br \/>\ndrumurile furnicii sau<br \/>\nale apelor freaticului<br \/>\n\u00een trecerea lor zilnic\u0103 circular\u0103<br \/>\nsimt m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierile nev\u0103zute ale fetei morgana<br \/>\nsau poate numai ideea de rod prinde contur<br \/>\npe pielea mea de pe omopla\u021bi<br \/>\nde pe coapse&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>spre sear\u0103 \u00eentre oglinzile<br \/>\naranjate ca s\u0103-mi reflecte anii<br \/>\nuna \u00eentr-alta<br \/>\nmi se arat\u0103 tatuat pe spate<br \/>\nnumele de referin\u021b\u0103: <em>b\u0103r\u0103gan<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>cu timpul<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>desprinderea de c\u00e2mpie se face \u00een timp<br \/>\ncu ieri, cu azi, cu m\u00e2ine<br \/>\nprecum scoica fosil\u0103<br \/>\najuns\u0103 \u00een cea mai pur\u0103 lumin\u0103<br \/>\npe versantul muntelui<br \/>\n&#8211; de fel, vie\u021buitoare fiind peste ere<br \/>\npe fundul m\u0103rii &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>mi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 asta<br \/>\nca o expunere pe colina solar\u0103<br \/>\n\tmie, poetului-geolog<br \/>\n\t\tcrescut \u00een c\u00e2mpie<\/p>\n<p><strong>fat\u0103 morgana<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 obi\u0219nuitele ritualuri<br \/>\nacum, c\u00e2nd plec de-acas\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een josul apei<br \/>\nm\u0103-ntreb: cine mi-a trimis<br \/>\nacest tovar\u0103\u0219 de companie<br \/>\ncare se t\u00e2r\u00e2ie pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 umbra mea<br \/>\nsprin\u021bar, u\u0219or, pufos<br \/>\n\u0219i-mi linge t\u0103lpile<br \/>\npe sensul invers al<br \/>\ndirec\u021biei mele de mers?<\/p>\n<p><strong>prezum\u021bie<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>poetul se sprijinea de malul r\u00e2ului<br \/>\nmeticulos<br \/>\n\u00ee\u0219i cl\u0103tea un vis \u00een lumina zorilor<br \/>\n\u0219i cugeta:<br \/>\no arip\u0103 nu cade niciodat\u0103<br \/>\ncade fluturele, ea r\u0103m\u00e2ne zbor<\/p>\n<p>a\u0219a \u0219i malul acesta cade, cade<br \/>\no s\u0103 ajung s\u0103 m\u0103 sprijin<br \/>\nde partea lui erodat\u0103<br \/>\npr\u0103bu\u0219it\u0103, care<br \/>\na fost c\u00e2ndva mal<\/p>\n<p><strong>poem caprin<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>din \u021barc<br \/>\ndirect \u00een obor, la t\u00e2rg<br \/>\ns\u0103riser\u0103 iezii c\u0103pri\u021bei<br \/>\n\u00eentru \u00eent\u00e2mpinarea<br \/>\ns\u0103rb\u0103torilor pascale \u2013 <\/p>\n<p>uimirea \u021bop\u0103ia<br \/>\ndin ochii lor<br \/>\n\u00een ochii cump\u0103r\u0103torilor<br \/>\n(nu) \u0219i invers <\/p>\n<p><strong>du\u0219ii<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>dusu-te-ai, ionele<br \/>\ndusu-te-ai, marioar\u0103:<br \/>\ncu g\u00e2ndul la voi<br \/>\nsunt decusear\u0103<\/p>\n<p>obiect de cult, obiect tabu<br \/>\nsalc\u00e2mi sub arsura vremii<br \/>\nsunte\u021bi acu<\/p>\n<p>mi se taie calea&#8230;<br \/>\nce alai sub ziu\u0103<br \/>\nghimpii mi-l sugrum\u0103?<\/p>\n<p>ce alai pe zare<br \/>\npoart\u0103 coroane<br \/>\nde flori de salc\u00e2m<br \/>\nartificiale?<\/p>\n<p>of, mi se n\u0103zare<br \/>\nde-acea moarte oare!?<\/p>\n<p><strong>scutul indiferen\u021bei<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00eentr-o peregrinare de-a bu\u0219ilea spre c\u00e2mpie<br \/>\npe o v\u0103ioag\u0103, am g\u0103sit un poem ca \u0219i mort<br \/>\naici dragostea, cu sfial\u0103, se \u00eentrez\u0103rea la periferie<\/p>\n<p>era o ran\u0103 spre vindecare<\/p>\n<p>p\u0103rea doar, spre vindecare&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>dragostea \u00eencerca s\u0103-l men\u021bin\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 intre \u00een el, de jur-\u00eemprejur<br \/>\npe sub coaja groas\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eent\u0103rit\u0103 de absen\u021ba mea    <\/p>\n<p><strong>me\u0219ii n-aveau nicio vin\u0103 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>cine e\u0219ti tu de-mi ceri<br \/>\nnumele \u0219i prenumele \u0219i porecla?<br \/>\npoate-mi vrei \u0219i denumirea \u0219tiin\u021bific\u0103,<br \/>\npe latine\u0219te? \u2013 <\/p>\n<p>m-am trezit tam-nisam apostrof\u00e2nd<br \/>\n\u00een st\u00e2nga \u0219i-n dreapta<br \/>\ncu un arsenal de \u00eentreb\u0103ri<br \/>\naruncate de pe marginea \u0219an\u021bului<br \/>\nunde-mi uscam me\u0219ii<br \/>\nf\u0103cu\u021bi din c\u00e2rpa groas\u0103 a iernii<\/p>\n<p>cred c\u0103 monologul &#8211; u\u0219or previzibil &#8211; era<br \/>\nadecvat unui decor minuscul, de p\u00e2nze sub\u021biri<br \/>\nnumai bun de studiat la un microscop binocular<br \/>\nde paleontolog&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>fie zis: \u00een \u0219an\u021b, sub pojghi\u021ba de ghea\u021b\u0103, \u00eentrev\u0103d<br \/>\nc\u0103ma\u0219a broa\u0219tei mumificat\u0103 ce-nvele\u0219te cu grij\u0103<br \/>\nun fluier de picior, pe fund de vale arhaic\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong>despre seara care va veni<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>departe sau aproape<br \/>\nnu-s \u00een stare<br \/>\ns\u0103 apreciez distan\u021bele<\/p>\n<p>pe zare sau mai aproape<br \/>\noricum<br \/>\n\u00een spatele gr\u0103dinii<\/p>\n<p>pierdu\u021bi \u00een lumin\u0103 obscur\u0103<br \/>\ndragii mei p\u0103rin\u021bi<br \/>\n\u00eemping o poart\u0103 \u00eenalt\u0103<br \/>\ndin lemn de ulm, u\u0219oar\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een calea soarelui<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103-mi \u021bin\u0103 seara, dincolo<\/p>\n<p><strong>beton armat<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>crescut din flora spontan\u0103 a c\u00e2mpiei<br \/>\nla \u00eenceput<br \/>\ncopacul a fost ocolit de drumuri&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>dup\u0103 ce coroana i s-a \u00eemplinit<br \/>\npe-aproape, s-a ivit o c\u0103r\u0103ruie<br \/>\n(c\u00e2\u021biva ani la r\u00e2nd l-a \u00eenso\u021bit<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd pe o parte, c\u00e2nd pe alta) \u2013<br \/>\ntoamna<br \/>\nfrunzele \u0219i fructele lui c\u0103zute<br \/>\nnu \u00eengreunau trecerea, ci doar<br \/>\n\u00eembr\u0103cau c\u0103rarea pentru iarn\u0103<\/p>\n<p>tot pe-aproape a fost ocolit<br \/>\napoi ani buni, de un drum sub\u021bire \u2013<br \/>\ntoamna<br \/>\nfrunzele lui c\u0103zute<br \/>\nnu blocau trecerea, \u00een \u0219an\u021bul \u00eentrez\u0103rit<br \/>\nse-adunau culcu\u0219 peste iarn\u0103<br \/>\npentru iepuri \u0219i alte jivine<\/p>\n<p>mai \u00eencoace a venit drumul de-asfalt<br \/>\nnu unul, ci dou\u0103 drumuri au venit<br \/>\nperpendiculare<br \/>\n\u0219i la intersec\u021bia lor<\/p>\n<p>s-a nimerit s\u0103 fie copacul nostru<br \/>\nunicul \u00een zona aceea de c\u00e2mpie&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>cu greu a fost ocolit, devenind<br \/>\nun sens giratoriu, func\u021bionabil<\/p>\n<p>dar acum toamna frunzele c\u0103zute<br \/>\npe  carosabil deranjau, chipurile<br \/>\ntrecerea \u0219i estetica urban\u0103<br \/>\n(cobor\u00e2t\u0103 \u0219i ea \u00een c\u00e2mpie odat\u0103<br \/>\ncu asfaltul, cu aceea\u0219i temperatur\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eencins\u0103 \u0219i cu acela\u0219i miros de gudron)<br \/>\npeste noapte, \u00een locul copacului<br \/>\noamenii de la salubritate au ridicat <\/p>\n<p>din beton, un colos-monument<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i nimeni nu \u0219tie<br \/>\ndac\u0103 \u00een monument<br \/>\neste zidit sau nu<br \/>\ncopacul<\/p>\n<p><strong>retroviziune<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00eenainte de a pleca la biseric\u0103<br \/>\ns-a \u00eendep\u0103rtat de sine pu\u021bin<br \/>\nat\u00e2t c\u00e2t s\u0103 se poat\u0103 f\u0103li<br \/>\n\u00een oglinda dimine\u021bii, c\u0103<br \/>\nce m\u00e2ndru b\u0103rbat era el, bunicul<br \/>\ncu batista alb\u0103, scrobit\u0103<br \/>\nlimpezit\u0103 \u00een sineal\u0103, c\u0103lcat\u0103 cu grij\u0103<br \/>\ncu ma\u0219ina cu t\u0103ciuni<br \/>\n\u00eemp\u0103turit\u0103 \u00een triunghi<br \/>\n\u0219i a\u0219ezat\u0103 cu un col\u021b \u00een afar\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een buzunarul de la piept<br \/>\nde bunica, t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 femeie<br \/>\nde cas\u0103, ce-l urmeaz\u0103<br \/>\ncu drag<\/p>\n<p><strong>ritual cu pepene negru<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>p\u0103rin\u021bii<br \/>\nmereu b\u0103tr\u00e2nii mei p\u0103rin\u021bi<br \/>\nau despicat seara \u00een dou\u0103<\/p>\n<p>ca pe un pepene negru au despicat-o<br \/>\nera \u00een prima faz\u0103 a coacerii, pepenele<br \/>\ncenu\u0219iu-\u00eenchis s-a deschis<br \/>\nsub lama cu\u021bitului<\/p>\n<p>zeama amar\u0103 a p\u00e2rgului se scurgea<br \/>\npe masa aurie a lunii<br \/>\nse scurgea<br \/>\npentru c\u0103 mama scobise cu m\u00e2na<br \/>\njum\u0103tatea ei de pepene\/<br \/>\npentru c\u0103 tata scobise cu m\u00e2na<br \/>\njum\u0103tatea lui de pepene<\/p>\n<p>deasupra mesei<br \/>\ndin m\u00e2na mamei se scurgea<br \/>\nzeama amar\u0103 a p\u00e2rgului<br \/>\ndeasupra mesei<br \/>\ndin m\u00e2na tatei se scurgea<br \/>\nzeama amar\u0103 a p\u00e2rgului<br \/>\npeste trupul meu gol \u00eentins<br \/>\npe masa aurie a lunii<\/p>\n<p><strong>gre\u0219eala <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>acum stau ca un bleg<br \/>\n\u0219i privesc cum apa tulbure<br \/>\n\u00eemi spal\u0103 picioarele descul\u021be<\/p>\n<p>de fapt, aceast\u0103 ap\u0103 tulbure<br \/>\n\u00eemi murd\u0103re\u0219te picioarele<br \/>\ncurate fiind pentru<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2mpinarea dimine\u021bii Domnului<\/p>\n<p>dintr-un altruism prost \u00een\u021beles<br \/>\nam ie\u0219it pe cale<br \/>\nimediat dup\u0103 ploaia de var\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i-am zis: sunt fericit<br \/>\nlua\u021bi-mi patria<br \/>\n\u0219i face\u021bi-i loc la voi \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103<br \/>\nbeneficia\u021bi \u0219i voi<br \/>\nde noul ambient \u0219i de roadele ei!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>marea buluceal\u0103 a venit:<br \/>\nbucuro\u0219i, cei din vecin\u0103tate<br \/>\nmi-au ferfeni\u021bit patria<br \/>\nbucuro\u0219i \u0219i incon\u0219tien\u021bi au pus<br \/>\n\u00een gr\u0103dina lor buc\u0103\u021bi<br \/>\nmai mici sau mai mari<br \/>\ndin patria mea<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i mi-au \u00eentors spatele<\/p>\n<p>f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi mul\u021bumeasc\u0103<br \/>\nmi-au \u00eentors spatele<br \/>\na\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103 se iveasc\u0103 soarele<br \/>\n\u00een timp ce apa tulbure, surplusul de ap\u0103<br \/>\ndin gr\u0103dinile lor, se scurgea<br \/>\npeste picioarele mele curate<\/p>\n<p><strong>sacralitatea cap\u0103tului de c\u00e2mpie<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>era prim\u0103var\u0103 t\u00e2rzie \u0219i tata<br \/>\nm-a scos, eu t\u00e2n\u0103r fiind<br \/>\nla prima pra\u0219il\u0103<\/p>\n<p>acolo, \u00een calea mea<br \/>\n\u0219i a 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