<\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u0218tiu c\u00e2nd gre\u0219esc. Orice matur \u0219tie lucrul \u0103sta. \u0218tiu c\u00e2nd sunt nedrept, dar nu \u0219tiu s\u0103 se fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat vreodat\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Eu sunt sortit gre\u0219elii prin \u00eens\u0103\u0219i natura mea fizic\u0103 \u0219i psihic\u0103. A\u0219a sunt construit. S\u0103 \u0219utez cu piciorul prost, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 pot da peste cap, s\u0103 nu \u00een\u021beleg \u00een anumite momente cuvintele altora, s\u0103 nu-mi pot dirija degetele corect c\u00e2nt\u00e2nd o partitur\u0103, s\u0103 nu-mi aduc aminte cuvinte, pur \u0219i simplu nu-mi vin. Este un soi de boal\u0103 probabil ca \u0219i r\u0103ul de ma\u0219in\u0103. De aceea n-am devenit \u0219ofer, dar \u0219i dintr-o cunoa\u0219tere de sine complet\u0103. Este mai mult dec\u00e2t frustrant s\u0103 fii con\u0219tient c\u0103 nu po\u021bi, c\u0103 nu-\u021bi va ie\u0219i niciodat\u0103 perfect sau m\u0103car indulgent de bine. Sunt lucruri care m\u0103 dor, dar m-am obi\u0219nuit s\u0103 le suport, am \u00een\u021beles cine sunt, unde s\u0103-mi v\u00e2r coada \u0219i c\u00e2nd. De aceea am putut s\u0103 fac o transpunere aproape unu la unu cu via\u021ba Aurei St\u00e2ngaciu. Ea avea m\u00e2ini dar nu le putea mi\u0219ca, eu nu le puteam struni, ea ar fi debordat de mi\u0219care dar nu avea cum, eu am avut momente c\u00e2nd eram paralizat de voin\u021b\u0103, ea era izolat\u0103 fizic de restul lumii, eu treceam pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ceilal\u021bi dar nu m\u0103 b\u0103gau \u00een seam\u0103.<\/p>\n\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Am sup\u0103rat un prieten, de fapt el s-a \u00eencr\u00e2ncenat dup\u0103 un comentariu pe care mi-am permis s\u0103-l fac. \u0218tiam ce va urma, \u00eens\u0103 nu m-am putut opri. S\u0103 v\u0103 spun o \u00eent\u00e2mplare, cu toate c\u0103 se poate s\u0103 o mai fi f\u0103cut-o vreodat\u0103, dac\u0103 nu \u00een scris, sigur verbal. Ca tot c\u0103l\u0103torul de r\u00e2nd, \u0219i eram obi\u0219nuit de prin anii de liceu cu mersul trenurilor, mi-am rezervat singuratic un loc. Lume fel de fel. Comportamente pestri\u021be. Plictiseal\u0103 de drum \u0219i \u00eenchipuiri cu ochii pe fereastr\u0103. Nu mi le aduc aminte pe toate. Cunosc ca \u0219i al\u021bi naveti\u0219ti \u0219i ultimul fir de praf de marginea c\u0103ii ferate \u0219i firul de iarb\u0103 verde dar \u0219i p\u0103lit de toamn\u0103. Oamenii calmi \u0219i cuviincio\u0219i \u00een mare majoritate. Apar \u0219i extravagan\u021bi al\u0103turi de ie\u0219iri la ramp\u0103 deosebite \u0219i atunci toate capetele iscodesc curioase pe culoar sau peste marginea de sus a canapelei. Sunt \u0219i bizari dar \u0219i am\u0103r\u00e2\u021bi destui, pleca\u021bi cu min\u021bile, \u0219chiopi, orbi, v\u00e2nz\u0103tori de ziare \u0219i chilipirgii, \u021bigani, \u021b\u0103rani, or\u0103\u0219eni, fete pisicite, macho freza\u021bi, ascult\u0103tori de manele, rebusi\u0219ti, cititori de \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turi biblice. Un habitat neconven\u021bional populat pentru zece minute sau mai mult. S\u0103 fac o parantez\u0103. C\u00e2nd nu scriu, \u00eenjur \u0219i destul de mult. Revenim. \u00centotdeauna am avut un ochi care a privit pe cel nevoia\u0219, b\u0103tut de soart\u0103, cu o mil\u0103 nesf\u00e2r\u0219it\u0103. Sufletul pe din\u0103untru m\u0103 doare \u00een acele momente p\u00e2n\u0103 la epuizare, m\u0103 cople\u0219e\u0219te o stare din care cu greu ies. \u00cemi trebuiesc c\u00e2teva ore s\u0103-mi suprim sau mai bine zis organismul s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eencheie dup\u0103 legile lui proprii degringolada. S\u0103rmana c\u0103l\u0103toare urcase de la Zoi\u021ba. Purta \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 nu o po\u0219et\u0103 ci o cutie de carton legat\u0103 cu sfoar\u0103. Primul lucru pe care \u00eel fac de obicei este s\u0103 oftez, al doilea s\u0103 ridic, spuneam \u0219i alt\u0103dat\u0103, ateu ochii c\u0103tre Dumnezeu \u0219i al treilea s\u0103-l \u00eentreb de ce at\u00e2ta nedreptate. E suficient s\u0103 privesc un astfel de om ca s\u0103-mi declan\u0219ez o fibrila\u021bie sufleteasc\u0103 de durat\u0103. Cobor la Buz\u0103u. Mergeam la un examen \u0219i aveam timp destul c\u00e2t s\u0103-mi port pa\u0219ii agale pe Colonel Buzoianu, dar privirile \u00eemi sunt atrase de purt\u0103toarea de cutie de carton. T\u0103iase strada printr-un loc nepermis de parc\u0103 se gr\u0103bea foarte tare. Unde? \u0102l de sus \u0219tia! Fluier de poli\u021bai, chestionare, \u00eencercare de amendare. Eu cu ochii \u021bint\u0103 spre ei. \u00cencerc s\u0103 traversez pe zebr\u0103 dar un bolid nervos \u00eemi taie calea \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 un sim\u021b al conserv\u0103rii dezvoltat, azi ne-am fi \u00eent\u00e2lnit la parastasul de \u0219apte ani. Ce eram pornit s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenfig \u00een reprezentan\u021bii de ordine, dar ce poft\u0103 \u0219i pretext c\u0103p\u0103tasem ca s\u0103-l pun \u00een contrapondere cu ilegitima obstruc\u021bie de cet\u0103\u021bean ordinar sau chiar mai pu\u021bin dec\u00e2t obi\u0219nuit. C\u00e2t s\u0103 dureze hot\u0103r\u00e2rea de-a m\u0103 r\u0103\u021boi, de-a striga la ei c\u0103 exagereaz\u0103, c\u0103 n-au nici un drept \u0219i mai ales compasiune pentru un biet tr\u0103itor? O secund\u0103.<\/p>\n\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0At\u00e2t mi-a trebuit \u0219i \u00een privin\u021ba prietenului. Dac\u0103 sunt acuzat de prostie poate s\u0103 o fac\u0103, dac\u0103 sunt acuzat de ne\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103 de asemenea, dac\u0103 dore\u0219te s\u0103-mi pun\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 o promisiune neonorat\u0103, una \u0219i at\u00e2t, poate s\u0103-mi bat\u0103 obrazul, dar s\u0103-mi pun\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 faptul de a nu fi drept \u0219i corect e total necinstit. \u0218i eu n-am fost altfel niciodat\u0103 dec\u00e2t corect p\u00e2n\u0103 la a m\u0103 autocalifica, \u00een g\u00e2nd, nedrept.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Z\u0103ng\u0103nele XXIX. \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u0218tiu c\u00e2nd gre\u0219esc. Orice matur \u0219tie lucrul \u0103sta. \u0218tiu c\u00e2nd sunt nedrept, dar nu \u0219tiu s\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":1000,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1,97],"tags":[58,68,139,48],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/999"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=999"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/999\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1002,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/999\/revisions\/1002"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1000"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=999"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=999"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=999"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u0218tiu c\u00e2nd gre\u0219esc. Orice matur \u0219tie lucrul \u0103sta. \u0218tiu c\u00e2nd sunt nedrept, dar nu \u0219tiu s\u0103 se fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat vreodat\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Eu sunt sortit gre\u0219elii prin \u00eens\u0103\u0219i natura mea fizic\u0103 \u0219i psihic\u0103. A\u0219a sunt construit. S\u0103 \u0219utez cu piciorul prost, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 pot da peste cap, s\u0103 nu \u00een\u021beleg \u00een anumite momente cuvintele altora, s\u0103 nu-mi pot dirija degetele corect c\u00e2nt\u00e2nd o partitur\u0103, s\u0103 nu-mi aduc aminte cuvinte, pur \u0219i simplu nu-mi vin. Este un soi de boal\u0103 probabil ca \u0219i r\u0103ul de ma\u0219in\u0103. De aceea n-am devenit \u0219ofer, dar \u0219i dintr-o cunoa\u0219tere de sine complet\u0103. Este mai mult dec\u00e2t frustrant s\u0103 fii con\u0219tient c\u0103 nu po\u021bi, c\u0103 nu-\u021bi va ie\u0219i niciodat\u0103 perfect sau m\u0103car indulgent de bine. Sunt lucruri care m\u0103 dor, dar m-am obi\u0219nuit s\u0103 le suport, am \u00een\u021beles cine sunt, unde s\u0103-mi v\u00e2r coada \u0219i c\u00e2nd. De aceea am putut s\u0103 fac o transpunere aproape unu la unu cu via\u021ba Aurei St\u00e2ngaciu. Ea avea m\u00e2ini dar nu le putea mi\u0219ca, eu nu le puteam struni, ea ar fi debordat de mi\u0219care dar nu avea cum, eu am avut momente c\u00e2nd eram paralizat de voin\u021b\u0103, ea era izolat\u0103 fizic de restul lumii, eu treceam pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ceilal\u021bi dar nu m\u0103 b\u0103gau \u00een seam\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Am sup\u0103rat un prieten, de fapt el s-a \u00eencr\u00e2ncenat dup\u0103 un comentariu pe care mi-am permis s\u0103-l fac. \u0218tiam ce va urma, \u00eens\u0103 nu m-am putut opri. S\u0103 v\u0103 spun o \u00eent\u00e2mplare, cu toate c\u0103 se poate s\u0103 o mai fi f\u0103cut-o vreodat\u0103, dac\u0103 nu \u00een scris, sigur verbal. Ca tot c\u0103l\u0103torul de r\u00e2nd, \u0219i eram obi\u0219nuit de prin anii de liceu cu mersul trenurilor, mi-am rezervat singuratic un loc. Lume fel de fel. Comportamente pestri\u021be. Plictiseal\u0103 de drum \u0219i \u00eenchipuiri cu ochii pe fereastr\u0103. Nu mi le aduc aminte pe toate. Cunosc ca \u0219i al\u021bi naveti\u0219ti \u0219i ultimul fir de praf de marginea c\u0103ii ferate \u0219i firul de iarb\u0103 verde dar \u0219i p\u0103lit de toamn\u0103. Oamenii calmi \u0219i cuviincio\u0219i \u00een mare majoritate. Apar \u0219i extravagan\u021bi al\u0103turi de ie\u0219iri la ramp\u0103 deosebite \u0219i atunci toate capetele iscodesc curioase pe culoar sau peste marginea de sus a canapelei. Sunt \u0219i bizari dar \u0219i am\u0103r\u00e2\u021bi destui, pleca\u021bi cu min\u021bile, \u0219chiopi, orbi, v\u00e2nz\u0103tori de ziare \u0219i chilipirgii, \u021bigani, \u021b\u0103rani, or\u0103\u0219eni, fete pisicite, macho freza\u021bi, ascult\u0103tori de manele, rebusi\u0219ti, cititori de \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turi biblice. Un habitat neconven\u021bional populat pentru zece minute sau mai mult. S\u0103 fac o parantez\u0103. C\u00e2nd nu scriu, \u00eenjur \u0219i destul de mult. Revenim. \u00centotdeauna am avut un ochi care a privit pe cel nevoia\u0219, b\u0103tut de soart\u0103, cu o mil\u0103 nesf\u00e2r\u0219it\u0103. Sufletul pe din\u0103untru m\u0103 doare \u00een acele momente p\u00e2n\u0103 la epuizare, m\u0103 cople\u0219e\u0219te o stare din care cu greu ies. \u00cemi trebuiesc c\u00e2teva ore s\u0103-mi suprim sau mai bine zis organismul s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eencheie dup\u0103 legile lui proprii degringolada. S\u0103rmana c\u0103l\u0103toare urcase de la Zoi\u021ba. Purta \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 nu o po\u0219et\u0103 ci o cutie de carton legat\u0103 cu sfoar\u0103. Primul lucru pe care \u00eel fac de obicei este s\u0103 oftez, al doilea s\u0103 ridic, spuneam \u0219i alt\u0103dat\u0103, ateu ochii c\u0103tre Dumnezeu \u0219i al treilea s\u0103-l \u00eentreb de ce at\u00e2ta nedreptate. E suficient s\u0103 privesc un astfel de om ca s\u0103-mi declan\u0219ez o fibrila\u021bie sufleteasc\u0103 de durat\u0103. Cobor la Buz\u0103u. Mergeam la un examen \u0219i aveam timp destul c\u00e2t s\u0103-mi port pa\u0219ii agale pe Colonel Buzoianu, dar privirile \u00eemi sunt atrase de purt\u0103toarea de cutie de carton. T\u0103iase strada printr-un loc nepermis de parc\u0103 se gr\u0103bea foarte tare. Unde? \u0102l de sus \u0219tia! Fluier de poli\u021bai, chestionare, \u00eencercare de amendare. Eu cu ochii \u021bint\u0103 spre ei. \u00cencerc s\u0103 traversez pe zebr\u0103 dar un bolid nervos \u00eemi taie calea \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 un sim\u021b al conserv\u0103rii dezvoltat, azi ne-am fi \u00eent\u00e2lnit la parastasul de \u0219apte ani. Ce eram pornit s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenfig \u00een reprezentan\u021bii de ordine, dar ce poft\u0103 \u0219i pretext c\u0103p\u0103tasem ca s\u0103-l pun \u00een contrapondere cu ilegitima obstruc\u021bie de cet\u0103\u021bean ordinar sau chiar mai pu\u021bin dec\u00e2t obi\u0219nuit. C\u00e2t s\u0103 dureze hot\u0103r\u00e2rea de-a m\u0103 r\u0103\u021boi, de-a striga la ei c\u0103 exagereaz\u0103, c\u0103 n-au nici un drept \u0219i mai ales compasiune pentru un biet tr\u0103itor? O secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0At\u00e2t mi-a trebuit \u0219i \u00een privin\u021ba prietenului. Dac\u0103 sunt acuzat de prostie poate s\u0103 o fac\u0103, dac\u0103 sunt acuzat de ne\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103 de asemenea, dac\u0103 dore\u0219te s\u0103-mi pun\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 o promisiune neonorat\u0103, una \u0219i at\u00e2t, poate s\u0103-mi bat\u0103 obrazul, dar s\u0103-mi pun\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 faptul de a nu fi drept \u0219i corect e total necinstit. \u0218i eu n-am fost altfel niciodat\u0103 dec\u00e2t corect p\u00e2n\u0103 la a m\u0103 autocalifica, \u00een g\u00e2nd, nedrept.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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