{"id":9417,"date":"2020-06-23T13:13:10","date_gmt":"2020-06-23T10:13:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=9417"},"modified":"2020-06-23T13:13:10","modified_gmt":"2020-06-23T10:13:10","slug":"nostri-nicolai-taicutu-dincolo-semn-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=9417","title":{"rendered":"De-ai no\u0219tri! – Nicolai T\u0103icu\u021bu – Dincolo de semn (2)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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am intrat \u00een sala \u00een care profesoara de istorie
\nfosta-mi coleg\u0103 de clas\u0103 loreta era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103
\nde siguran\u021ba \u00eenser\u0103rii \u00een plin\u0103 zi c\u00e2nd
\ntr\u0103ie\u0219ti iluzia c\u0103 muntele se chirce\u0219te \u00een poala c\u00e2mpiei
\nera \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 zic
\ns\u0103 ia cuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 de conduita mea civic\u0103
\nde ieri\/ de\u0219i o \u0219tia\/ de azi \u0219i de m\u00e2ine<\/p>\n

m-am a\u0219ezat pe scaunul f\u0103r\u0103 speteaz\u0103
\npe taburet\/ singurul vizibil \u00een sal\u0103
\nca pentru un tuns chilug ca-n armat\u0103
\ncu spatele la peretele alb proasp\u0103t v\u0103ruit
\npeste permanenta igrasie\/ sim\u021beam asta \u00een n\u0103ri
\ncu fa\u021ba spre catedra nesemnificativ\u0103
\n\u0219i spre profesoar\u0103\/ la care am remarcat vocea
\ndogit\u0103 uscat-tamponat\u0103 cu vat\u0103 ce
\na umplut rapid p\u00e2n\u0103 la refuz sala \u0219i
\nprivirea ei\/ a loretei\/ fixat\u0103 la
\no jum\u0103tate de metru deasupra capului meu\u2026<\/p>\n

vocea mi-a-nfundat urechile \u0219i-apoi
\nun \u021biuit prelung a pus st\u0103p\u00e2nire pe mine
\nprivind buimac cum pe catedr\u0103
\nau ap\u0103rut \u0219i-au disp\u0103rut la fel de repede
\ncartea de versuri \u0219i buchetul de flori pe care
\ncu c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00een urm\u0103
\n\t\t\tle-am oferit prietenei mele
\nla o \u00eent\u00e2lnire \u00een parc \u0219i \u00een prezen\u021ba loretei\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00eentre privirea \u0219i \u00eentreb\u0103rile loretei
\n\t\t\tnu era nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103
\n\u00eentre privirea \u0219i motiva\u021biile loretei
\n\t\t\tnu era nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103
\n\u00eentre loreta \u0219i r\u0103spunsurile mele
\n\t\t\tnu era nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 un timp
\nvocea s-a retras dincolo de catedr\u0103
\n\t\tdincolo de colega mea.
\ns-a dus dup\u0103 ea \u0219i loreta
\n\t\tfor\u021b\u00e2nd oarecum u\u0219a la ie\u0219ire.
\nam r\u0103mas singur fixat de acea privire
\ncare acum c\u00e2teva clipe a fost a loretei\/ la o
\njum\u0103tate de metru deasupra capului meu
\n\u00een at\u00e2rnare f\u0103r\u0103 balans\/ cu taburet cu tot.<\/p>\n

iz<\/strong><\/p>\n

dintr-o amintire
\npoemul deschide u\u0219a budoarului
\n\u0219i-o prive\u0219te-n oglinda vene\u021bian\u0103<\/p>\n

carnea i s-a plictisit \u00een b\u0103ltoaca de lavand\u0103
\ntenul i s-a scof\u00e2lcit p\u00e2ntecu-i e buh\u0103it
\npielea-i flasc\u0103 peste \u0219old\u2026<\/p>\n

vine \u00eengerul cu amendamentele \u0219i zice:
\niat\u0103 loc propice pentru scaie\u021bi \u0219i panselu\u021be\u2026
\nz\u0103re\u0219te apoi poemul chircit l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103
\n\u00eel ia la bra\u021b \u0219i pleac\u0103 oarecum cu regrete.<\/p>\n

la margine de glie <\/strong><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd nu mai aveau de pus sapa la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103
\nspre sear\u0103 se adunau pe la por\u021bi \u0219i dintr-una
\n\u00eentr-alta puneau de-o balad\u0103 iar dac\u0103
\ntimpul \u00eei presa puneau doar de poezie scurt\u0103<\/p>\n

acum mo\u0219ii mei trecu\u021bi la odihn\u0103 prelung\u0103
\nse-adun\u0103 t\u0103cu\u021bi la c\u00e2rcium\u0103 \u0219i
\n\t\tla mese u\u0219oare de plastic
\nadaug\u0103 singur\u0103t\u0103\u021bii spuma c\u00e2torva halbe de bere
\na\u0219tept\u00e2nd ca poetul s\u0103-i bage \u00een seam\u0103.<\/p>\n

fotografia<\/strong><\/p>\n

singura preten\u021bie a bunicului
\nc\u00e2nd l-am scos la pozat
\npe taburet
\n\u00een fa\u021ba blocului
\na fost s\u0103 se disting\u0103 foarte clar
\nla developare
\naroma florilor de c\u00e2mp
\ndin s\u0103cule\u021bul legat
\nla-ncheietura m\u00e2inii drepte
\ncea purt\u0103toare de toiag.<\/p>\n

ritual<\/strong><\/p>\n

i-am s\u0103rutat m\u00e2na tat\u0103lui meu
\n\t\t\u0219i el nu m-a observat
\ni-am s\u0103rutat cre\u0219tetul tat\u0103lui meu
\n\t\t\u0219i el nu m-a sim\u021bit<\/p>\n

din bra\u021bele lui
\n\tpeste cre\u0219tetul lui
\ns-a \u00een\u0103l\u021bat Iisus sprijinit de aer
\nde patru aripi: dou\u0103 aripi din umeri \u0219i
\ndou\u0103 aripi-c\u00e2rm\u0103 din labele picioarelor<\/p>\n

\u0219i-a mai fost necesar\u0103 lum\u00e2narea de la \u00cenviere
\n\u021binut\u0103 acum de mine \u00een c\u0103u\u0219ul palmei
\n\t\t\u0219i ap\u0103rat\u0103 de ploaie \u0219i de v\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n

\u00een trecere<\/strong><\/p>\n

eram \u00een trecere prin sat
\n\t\u0219i-am zis s\u0103-mi v\u0103d bunicii\u2026
\nla poarta casei b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0219ti
\n\trezema\u021bi de c\u00e2te un st\u00e2lp al por\u021bii
\nm-au \u00eent\u00e2mpinat o t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 \u0219i-un t\u00e2n\u0103r ce
\nzisu-mi-au:
\nnu are rost s\u0103 intri unchiule
\n\t\tnu ai pe cine vedea
\nli s-a uscat \u0219i coliva\u2026
\nprime\u0219te aceste boabe de gr\u00e2u!<\/p>\n

ca pentru rug\u0103ciune am \u00eentins m\u00e2inile \u2013
\ndin c\u0103u\u0219ul palmei lor\/ \u00een c\u0103u\u0219ul palmei mele
\nnisip rece vine\u021biu trecea.<\/p>\n

sur\u00e2s<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00een tinere\u021be\/ ca \u0219i acum\/
\nmi-a pl\u0103cut s\u0103 citesc versuri
\npe banc\u0103-n cimitir\u2026<\/p>\n

m\u0103 ag\u0103\u021b de termina\u021bia ultimului vers
\ntranscris \u00een praf sub\u021bire arhaic \u0219i
\no rostesc \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103 la rim\u0103<\/p>\n

deja simt mi\u0219carea aerului cum m\u0103 recit\u0103
\n\u0219i de departe din cap\u0103tul aleii cum
\ndou\u0103 mog\u00e2lde\u021be \u2013 p\u0103rin\u021bii mei
\ndin umbra c\u00e2te unui fir de iarb\u0103 pitic\u0103
\n\u00eemi fac semne de bun\u0103 revedere.<\/p>\n

dincolo de semn<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 nici un sprijin la cobor\u00e2rea sc\u0103rii
\nsau poate doar umbra ca o proptea
\ninsensibil rezemat\u0103 de mine\u2026<\/p>\n

bat un cui \u00een peretele alb al cavoului
\n\u0219i-l fixez \u00een memorie ca pe un semn
\nadumbrit\u0103 adiere imaterial\u0103<\/p>\n

vin cu tabloul p\u0103rin\u021bilor \u021binut str\u00e2ns la piept
\n(cu fotografia lor spre inima mea
\nspre s\u00e2ngele meu) s\u0103-l pun \u00een cuiul
\ndin dreapta candelei cu vedere la capacul
\nmetalic verde vopsit
\ns\u0103-l pun lumin\u0103 s\u0103-nroureze
\nvenirea mea rar\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

din cui se pierde tabloul\u2026 o umbr\u0103 firav\u0103
\nse prelinge spre picioarele mele descul\u021be
\n\u0219i nu mai ajunge s\u0103-i simt r\u0103coarea \u00een talp\u0103
\ns\u0103-i simt m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea\u2026
\n– umbra tabloului \u00eencet se resoarbe-n perete
\n– curge \u0219i cuiul d\u00e2r\u0103 sub\u021bire sub lespede<\/p>\n

\u00een timp ce eu m\u0103 ridic pe scar\u0103
\nca \u0219i c\u00e2nd a\u0219 pluti \u00eentr-un z\u00e2mbet
\npe diagonala deschiderii din care capacul
\n(despre care vorbeam \u00eentr-un paragraf anterior)
\na plecat pu\u021bin \u00een zbor de prob\u0103.<\/p>\n

habitat<\/strong><\/p>\n

doamna
\ncea c\u0103zut\u0103 din poezie-n b\u0103ltoac\u0103 de sc\u00e2rn\u0103
\nlocuie\u0219te \u00eentr-un sicriu\/ m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 s\u0103 poat\u0103 tr\u0103i
\n\u00eentr-un sicriu\/ face dragoste \u00eentr-un sicriu \u0219i-\u0219i
\ntranscrie \/ un simulacru\/ versurile \u00een acela\u0219i sicriu<\/p>\n

ast\u0103zi a auzit bubuituri afar\u0103\/ nu a\u0219a de
\nputernice \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 se sperie\/ dar\/ din simpl\u0103
\ncuriozitate de femeie\/ a ridicat de-o \u0219chioap\u0103
\ncapacul sicriului \u0219i a v\u0103zut cum acolo
\nla marginea drumului\/ dincolo de b\u0103l\u0103riile
\nde sub strea\u0219ina co\u0219ciugului ei \u00eenflorea magnolia<\/p>\n

ar fi trebuit s\u0103 scoat\u0103 c\u00e2teva sunete de uimire
\ndar g\u00e2tlejul ei nu a r\u0103spuns imboldului
\n\u0219i s-a retras sub capac\/ chipurile f\u0103r\u0103 probleme.<\/p>\n

necesitate<\/strong><\/p>\n

dup\u0103 ce am f\u0103cut conversa\u021bie
\ncu poemul unei domni\u0219oare neprih\u0103nite
\n\u0219i i-am sugerat o form\u0103 acceptabil\u0103 pentru tipar
\nam sim\u021bit nevoia s\u0103 deschid poarta
\nspre invadare, cuvintelor str\u0103zii<\/p>\n

acestea s\u0103-mi sparg\u0103 carapacea sub
\ncare-mi place s\u0103 visez \u0219i-apoi
\ns\u0103 mi-o orneze, pe-acolo pe unde \u00eenc\u0103
\nse mai scurg versuri firave spre
\npoemul sarcastic, cu \u00eenjur\u0103turi.<\/p>\n

antologie<\/strong><\/p>\n

deschid cartea \u0219i
\nm\u0103 citesc f\u0103r\u0103 pic de efort
\ndin cap p\u00e2n\u0103-n picioare
\n(\u00eentotdeauna acesta e sensul)<\/p>\n

\u0219i pentru c\u0103 nu-mi vine s\u0103 cred
\nc\u0103 totul e a\u0219a de simplu
\nde acolo de jos\/ de la picioare
\n\u00eencep s\u0103 urc pe vers \u0219i s\u0103
\nreconstruiesc poem dup\u0103 poem
\n(cumva invers crea\u021biei?)
\ncu bucurie \u0219i durere
\n\u0219tiind c\u0103 niciodat\u0103 n-o s\u0103 mai ajung
\nla prefa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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