{"id":9266,"date":"2020-06-13T23:34:46","date_gmt":"2020-06-13T20:34:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=9266"},"modified":"2020-06-13T23:39:34","modified_gmt":"2020-06-13T20:39:34","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-amusii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=9266","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Amu\u0219ii"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/image-8.jpeg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/image-8-200x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-6924 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 200px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 200\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/image-8-200x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-6924\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><br \/>\n        Nu cerusem nimic p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een seara aceea de 5 noiembrie 1988, la ora 17:30, fiindc\u0103 nu mai speram s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc vreodat\u0103 acas\u0103. \u00centre mine \u0219i ai mei&#8230;.<br \/>\n        ,,Pantaloni. R\u0103m\u00e2n cu \u0103\u0219tia. Geaca albastr\u0103 \u0219i&#8230;&#8221; \u00cenc\u0103l\u021b\u0103ri nu mai \u0219tiu ce. A venit bietul coleg cu limba scoas\u0103, cu m\u00e2na \u00eentins\u0103 c\u0103tre poart\u0103 c\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219teapt\u0103 \u0219oferul. Mintea se g\u0103sea \u00een cel mai ame\u021bitor <strong>anafor<\/strong>, spinarea se <strong>ancol\u0103<\/strong> de sp\u0103tar \u0219i-n bezna autobuzului c\u0103utam un sens mie. Cine mai sunt.<br \/>\n         M\u0103 volatilizasem. Disp\u0103rusem din vechiul mine, pierisem ca \u0219i alt\u0103dat\u0103 din memoria colectiv\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 reu\u0219it\u0103 de recompunere, nimic nu m\u0103 mai \u00eendrept\u0103\u021bea s\u0103 reocup pustiul l\u0103sat \u00een urm\u0103. Practic murisem, iar dac\u0103 re\u00eenviam \u00een ochii mei \u0219i ai celorlal\u021bi avea s\u0103 fie sub o alt\u0103 \u00eenf\u0103\u021bi\u0219are, alt comportament \u0219i alt\u0103 accep\u021biune. Chiar dac\u0103 purtam \u00eenc\u0103 acela\u0219i nume. <strong>Anilor<\/strong> trecu\u021bi li se punea cruce, noul avatar trebuia s\u0103 schimbe paradigmele toate. Deja nu mai eram de ceva vreme Sorina\u0219, C\u0103lina\u0219, Tilin, Kala, primisem la \u00eenceputul stagiului militar consemnul C\u0103lin A.. Pierisem din catastiful minorilor de exact 18 luni, \u0219tiam s\u0103 m\u0103 echipez la vitez\u0103, s\u0103 bat pas de defilare, s\u0103 dorm iepure\u0219te, s\u0103 muncesc ca un bou \u0219i s\u0103 nu-mi mai fie dor de cas\u0103. C\u00e2ntatul trecuse pe ultimul plan. M\u0103 <strong>anexai<\/strong>, deci, cu totul maturit\u0103\u021bii.<br \/>\n         Lumini pu\u021bine. \u00cen cel mai bun caz chioare, scoase din perele becurilor \u0219oselelor de sat, sporadice, difuze, \u00eenl\u0103crimate de burni\u021ba de pe geamurile autobuzului.<br \/>\n        ,,Mergi \u00eenainte \u0219i la primul col\u021b faci dreapta dup\u0103 autogar\u0103.&#8221; Adormisem ca pruncii. M\u0103 trezisem \u00een indica\u021bii ne\u0219tiind pe ce lume sunt. De la sediul Tagcm erau vreo 500 de metri de mers cu piciorul p\u00e2n\u0103 la gar\u0103. Bani luasem cu \u00eemprumut pentru bilet \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 vreo c\u00e2\u021biva lei pentru ceva de glojdit. Dac\u0103 mai g\u0103seam la ora aceea. Speram m\u0103car la Buz\u0103u. O cor\u0103bioar\u0103 \u0219i un mozaic. Buz\u0103u&#8230;. ,,Dac-a\u0219 trece pe la&#8230;&#8221; Ce g\u00e2nduri din alt\u0103 via\u021b\u0103.<br \/>\n        \u0218i-ntr-adev\u0103r. R\u00e2mnicul p\u0103rea o stafie, rece, desfrunzit, pustiit. Casa noastr\u0103 la fel. Cufundat\u0103 \u00een bezn\u0103 la primele ore ale dimine\u021bii, cu c\u0103\u021beaua gata s\u0103 se-nfrupte din mine, f\u0103r\u0103 niciun r\u0103spuns la cioc\u0103nelile mele \u00een geamul de la fosta buc\u0103t\u0103rie a domni\u0219oarei Mitzi, defuncta vecin\u0103 de la \u00eenceputul anilor &#8217;80. Nimeni.<br \/>\n        Se cuib\u0103rise \u00een mine tot frigul de afar\u0103. A deschis tata. Mirat. Nu apucasem s\u0103 <strong>apelez<\/strong> telefonic. A trezit tot familionul. Bucurie ca din somn. Molcom\u0103. ,,M\u0103n\u00e2nci? Dezbrac\u0103-te. Stai l\u00e2ng\u0103 sob\u0103 ca s\u0103 te \u00eenc\u0103lze\u0219ti.&#8221; La ceasul acela matinal \u00ee\u0219i cam r\u00e2njea m\u0103selele finisate \u00een <strong>angobe<\/strong>, c\u0103rbunii \u00ee\u0219i d\u0103duser\u0103 oful cu vreo dou\u0103 ore \u00eenainte. M-am b\u0103gat \u00een plapum\u0103. \u0218i-am dormit c\u00e2teva ceasuri. Lumina zilei r\u0103m\u0103sese la fel de stearp\u0103, dezv\u0103luind o goliciune greu descriptibil\u0103, \u00eenghe\u021b\u00e2nd at\u00e2t c\u00e2t r\u0103m\u0103sese din via\u021ba lui &#8217;88. \u0218i s-a dep\u0103rtat l\u0103s\u00e2nd o umbr\u0103 \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103toare. \u00cen locul ei o lum\u00e2nare.<br \/>\n        La 2 aveam tren \u00eenapoi. Nici nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2te vorbe reu\u0219isem s\u0103 ne spunem. Plutea \u00een cas\u0103 o t\u0103cere nefireasc\u0103, o team\u0103&#8230;. S\u0103r\u0103cia.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nu cerusem nimic p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een seara aceea de 5 noiembrie 1988, la ora 17:30, fiindc\u0103 nu mai speram s\u0103 m\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9266"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9266"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9266\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9269,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9266\/revisions\/9269"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9266"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9266"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9266"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}