{"id":8911,"date":"2020-04-17T00:57:46","date_gmt":"2020-04-16T21:57:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=8911"},"modified":"2020-04-17T00:57:46","modified_gmt":"2020-04-16T21:57:46","slug":"scriitori-nicolai-taicutu-70-biodiversitate-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=8911","title":{"rendered":"Scriitori de azi – Nicolai T\u0103icu\u021bu – 70 o biodiversitate \u00een gri (5)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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la un cap\u0103t de mas\u0103 prelung\u0103 stau eu
\niar la cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t st\u0103 nicolai t<\/p>\n

eu, singur\/ nicolai t singur
\n\u0219i \u00eentre noi, c\u00e2t e masa de mare
\no unic\u0103 singur\u0103tate\/ una
\no singur\u0103tate cu dubl\u0103 personalitate
\n\u00een care, de at\u00e2ta auto-\u00eenluminare
\nnu mai distingi
\nnici partea mea de singur\u0103tate
\n\u0219i nici pe cea a lui nicolai t<\/p>\n

o lum\u00e2nare aprins\u0103 se preumbl\u0103
\nde la un col\u021b la altul al mesei
\nd\u0103 contur unicei umbre
\nurm\u0103rit\u0103 fiind
\n\tde privirea \u00eengem\u0103nat\u0103
\n\t\t\ta eului-nicolai t <\/p>\n

eroziune
\n\t\u0219i acela\u0219i praf<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00eentre joi \u0219i vineri
\npoate fi \u00eenc\u0103 o zi de post
\n(adic\u0103 joivineri)
\nla fel de s\u0103rac\u0103 prin alipire
\nca orice zi de post<\/p>\n

nicolai t, din neaten\u021bie
\na pierdut nuielu\u0219a verde de salcie
\n\u0219i-acum d\u0103 contur propriei umbre
\ndoar cu slaba-i privire<\/p>\n

a\u0219a plec<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00eentre mine
\n\u0219i poarta pe care-am
\navut inten\u021bia s-o \u00eenchid \u00een urma mea
\nnu mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne
\nnici un spa\u021biu liber
\n(despre timp, nici at\u00e2t!)<\/p>\n

simt cum aceasta, imediat
\nmi s-a lipit de spate
\nlesne \u0219i u\u0219oar\u0103
\ncu vedere direct\u0103 la via\u021ba mea
\npetrecut\u0103 \u00een casa p\u0103rinteasc\u0103<\/p>\n

aceea\u0219i diminea\u021b\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

pe potecile nop\u021bii
\nprin iarb\u0103 m\u0103runt\u0103 \u0219i miri\u0219ti
\n\u00eentomnat trece nicolai t<\/p>\n

de pe aripa lui de \u00eenger
\ncade roua dimine\u021bii
\n\u00eentr-un \u0219uvoi rece
\nde ap\u0103 ne-nceput\u0103<\/p>\n

dintr-o scrisoare de-adio<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00een lumea asta
\n\u00een care stau piezi\u0219
\ncu fruntea prosternat\u0103 la picioare<\/p>\n

las s\u0103 m\u0103 petreac\u0103 o diligen\u021b\u0103
\nf\u0103r\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103tori\/ \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 cai
\ncu un ins pe capr\u0103
\nce biciuie v\u00e2nt <\/p>\n

interior cu lumin\u0103 aparent\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

din fereastra aceea
\nf\u0103r\u0103 peretele de \u00eencadrare
\nsuspendat\u0103\/ prins\u0103 de cer numai<\/p>\n

s-a retras lumina<\/p>\n

vizibil a r\u0103mas, \u00eentru pomenire
\nun z\u00e2mbet trist<\/p>\n

fructe de p\u0103dure
\n(poem stenic)<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00een toamna asta frunzele n-or s\u0103 mai cad\u0103
\nele se vor ridica, vor \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba zborul
\n\u0219i pentru c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 mai este soare ce
\nproduce o insola\u021bie r\u0103coroas\u0103, vor trece
\npeste gardul \u00eenalt al gr\u0103dinii publice
\n\u0219i vor lua forma unor p\u0103s\u0103ri exotice
\nce vor uita sensul de zbor (\u00eendr\u0103gostite de
\nsoare fiind) \u0219i se vor r\u0103t\u0103ci suav
\n\u00een anotimpuri necunoscute de noi
\ndin care, pe timpul toamnei t\u00e2rzii
\n\u0219i al iernii prelungi, \u00een noapte prelung\u0103
\nse va \u00eencropi prim\u0103vara
\n\t\t\t\u00eentr-un simplu ciripit<\/p>\n

asta le vorbea \u00eendr\u0103gosti\u021bilor nicolai t
\nst\u00e2nd pe o banc\u0103 \u00een parcul tradi\u021bional
\n\u0219i b\u00e2nd un ceai c\u0103ldu\u021b de fructe de p\u0103dure<\/p>\n

plante carnivore<\/strong><\/p>\n

am v\u0103zut furnica mu\u0219c\u00e2nd din greier
\n\u0219i greierele continua s\u0103 c\u00e2nte din aripi<\/p>\n

am v\u0103zut viespea mu\u0219c\u00e2nd din albin\u0103
\n\u0219i albina continu\u0103 s\u0103 regurgiteze miere<\/p>\n

am v\u0103zut luna mu\u0219c\u00e2nd din soare
\n\u0219i ziua continu\u0103 s\u0103 dea aceea\u0219i lumin\u0103<\/p>\n

am v\u0103zut
\nt\u00e2n\u0103ra mu\u0219c\u00e2nd bl\u00e2nd um\u0103rul iubitului
\n\u0219i um\u0103rul n-a s\u00e2ngerat \u0219i a continuat
\n\ts\u0103 sus\u021bin\u0103 bra\u021bul protector<\/p>\n

numai plantele carnivore, care m-au z\u0103rit
\n\u00eenc\u0103 la prima or\u0103 a dimine\u021bii
\nnu vor s\u0103 se manifeste\/
\nr\u0103m\u00e2n deschise-n frumuse\u021bea lor rar\u0103
\n\u0219i-a\u0219teapt\u0103 a mea trecere<\/p>\n

convins fiind<\/strong><\/p>\n

coceanul singur net\u0103iat \u0219i
\nuitat \u00een mijlocul c\u00e2mpului
\nla dispozi\u021bia vitregiilor iernii
\nst\u0103 indiferent \u00een umbra iepurelui
\nindiferent st\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba viscolului <\/p>\n

st\u0103 pe \u0219tiuta convingere c\u0103
\ntimpul lui a trecut
\nst\u0103 precum b\u0103tr\u00e2nul
\n\u00een fa\u021ba crucii de piatr\u0103
\npe care singur \u0219i-a comandat-o
\npe care singur \u0219i-a scris-o<\/p>\n

c\u00e2ine b\u0103tr\u00e2n<\/strong><\/p>\n

e-un c\u00e2ine \u00eencol\u021bit de-o diminea\u021b\u0103
\ncare i-a deranjat somnul
\n\u0219i-acum nu-\u0219i g\u0103se\u0219te ast\u00e2mp\u0103r<\/p>\n

\u00een curtea ta \u00eencol\u021bit este c\u00e2inele
\nde primele raze de soare
\n\u00eent\u0103r\u00e2tat este \u0219i nu \u00een\u021belege de ce?<\/p>\n

c\u0103 doar tu l-ai m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat c\u00e2nd s-a l\u0103sat seara
\ncu ultimele raze ale soarelui l-ai m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat<\/p>\n

i-ai citit \u00een privire nedumerirea\u2026 <\/p>\n

tu \u0219tii bine asta, l-a \u00eencol\u021bit b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021bea\u2026
\n\tconvinge-l \u0219i pe el<\/p>\n

singur c\u00e2teodat\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

pe uli\u021ba satului
\npustie \u00een ceasul amiezii de var\u0103
\ntrece doar revenirea mea <\/p>\n

bate din poart\u0103 \u00een poart\u0103
\nstrig\u0103 numele \u0219tiute
\ndar nimeni nu-i r\u0103spunde<\/p>\n

nu-i grab\u0103, \u00ee\u0219i zice
\np\u00e2n\u0103 la casa p\u0103rin\u021bilor mei
\ndin margine de sat
\ne cale lung\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

singur
\n\tsunt descris
\nde urmele pa\u0219ilor mei
\n\u00een praful drumului
\n\u0219i de chem\u0103rile pierdute
\npeste por\u021bi \u00eentredeschise<\/p>\n

bat din poart\u0103 \u00een poart\u0103
\nstrig numele \u0219tiute
\n\u0219i nimeni nu-mi r\u0103spunde<\/p>\n

nu disper: c\u00e2\u021biva, deja-i z\u0103resc
\nm\u0103 a\u0219teapt\u0103 la casa p\u0103rinteasc\u0103<\/p>\n

cuvintele nu-\u0219i mai au rostul <\/strong><\/p>\n

umbrele serii
\nse-adun\u0103 la masa hanului p\u0103r\u0103sit
\nla margine de sat\/ la margine de lume<\/p>\n

nu se mai aduc carafe cu vin
\nnu se mai ciocnesc pocale
\nci doar hangi\u021ba, aceea\u0219i hangi\u021b\u0103 frumoas\u0103
\n\u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 toat\u0103 \u00een negru
\ndar f\u0103r\u0103 floare ro\u0219ie \u00een p\u0103r
\naduce fiec\u0103reia c\u00e2te o ulcic\u0103 dogit\u0103
\ncandel\u0103, acum, cu o lumin\u0103 mic\u0103 \u00een ea
\nat\u00e2t c\u00e2t s\u0103 le pun\u0103 u\u0219or \u00een eviden\u021b\u0103 <\/p>\n

n-am fost \u00een stare<\/strong><\/p>\n

am revenit singur \u00een sat
\nf\u0103r\u0103 copii am revenit
\nf\u0103r\u0103 noii mei prieteni<\/p>\n

am intrat pe drumul nou
\n\u00een sat, singur am intrat<\/p>\n

erau case noi
\nerau case renovate
\ncase care mi s-au p\u0103rut str\u0103ine
\ncase care nu aveau cum s\u0103 m\u0103 recunoasc\u0103<\/p>\n

oamenii locului treceau unul pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 altul
\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i dea bine\u021be (s-a m\u0103rit satul
\nmi-am zis, nu se mai cunosc \u00eentre ei)
\neu \u00eei salutam
\n\t\u00eemi r\u0103spundeau din complezen\u021b\u0103
\n\t\t\u0219i treceau mai departe<\/p>\n

nu mai st\u0103teau la intersec\u021bie la taclale
\nnu mai puneau \u021bara la cale
\ndeci, nu aveam cui s\u0103 m\u0103 al\u0103tur<\/p>\n

am str\u0103b\u0103tut satul de la un cap\u0103t la altul
\nsingur l-am str\u0103b\u0103tut
\n\tsingur \u0219i dezam\u0103git<\/p>\n

dincolo de marginea satului
\nam plecat pe drumul pe care plecasem ultima dat\u0103
\npeste gardul cimitirului
\njalnic m-au \u00eent\u00e2mpinat cei cunoscu\u021bi, cons\u0103tenii mei
\ncare, precum \u00eentr-un cor vorbit
\n\u00eemi repro\u0219au: n-ai fost \u00een stare, nicule,
\neram acas\u0103, to\u021bi cei de aici eram acas\u0103
\nn-ai fost \u00een stare s\u0103 ne g\u0103se\u0219ti
\nasta e, iar noi n-avem cum s\u0103-\u021bi ur\u0103m
\ndrum bun!<\/p>\n

rug\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00een acest an \u0219aptezeci
\ndeschide-mi, Doamne
\ncu lumina m\u00e2inii tale poarta zilei<\/p>\n

fac\u0103-se voia ta
\nla trecerea pragului
\nca pasul meu \u0219ov\u0103ielnic
\ns\u0103 prind\u0103 curaj<\/p>\n

cuv\u00e2ntul meu
\ncontur s\u0103 prind\u0103
\nde poem<\/p>\n

anotimp ascuns<\/strong><\/p>\n

c\u00e2ndva m\u0103re\u021b, arborele din fa\u021ba mea
\nanul acesta \u0219i-a ascuns florile \u0219i frunzele
\n\u00eentr-un anotimp numai de el \u0219tiut<\/p>\n

eu cel din fa\u021ba arborelui
\n\u00eemi ascund privirea \u0219i anii mul\u021bi
\nde mine \u00eensumi
\n\u00eentr-un anotimp pe care nu-l \u0219tiu \u00eenc\u0103<\/p>\n

dar \u00eel \u00eentrez\u0103resc \u00een arborele
\ndin fa\u021ba mea<\/p>\n

dintr-un ritual <\/strong><\/p>\n

– m\u0103 preg\u0103tesc de sear\u0103 –
\nprive\u0219te-m\u0103, Doamne, cu \u00eeng\u0103duin\u021b\u0103
\nprime\u0219te-m\u0103, te rog! <\/p>\n

am chemat animalele cur\u021bii mele
\n\u0219i de pe ima\u0219ul etern
\n\u00een grajd le-am chemat<\/p>\n

am chemat p\u0103s\u0103rile
\nde pe cerul gr\u0103dinii mele
\n\u00een cuib le-am chemat<\/p>\n

am chemat pe\u0219tii din lacul nesecat
\nal privirilor prietenilor mei
\nprintre care erau \u0219i privirile mele
\n\u00eengem\u0103nate, de altfel
\n\u00een stuf\u0103ri\u0219 le-am chemat<\/p>\n

\u0219i le-am pus drept reazem somnului
\nm\u00e2na dreapt\u0103 a p\u0103rin\u021bilor mei
\ndu\u0219i \u00eentru odihna cea ve\u0219nic\u0103<\/p>\n

l-am chemat, apoi, pe nicolai t
\n(dac\u0103 se poate spune \u0219i-a\u0219a)<\/p>\n

l-am omenit cu un p\u0103h\u0103rel de \u021buic\u0103
\n\u0219i cu o vorb\u0103 de duh l-am binecuv\u00e2ntat
\n(vorb\u0103, care, de fapt, \u00eel ocrotise toat\u0103 ziua)
\n\u0219i de aici, din foi\u0219orul meu de verde
\ni-am oferit un cap\u0103t de c\u00e2mpie
\nbine \u00eenierbat, bine cultivat, drept perin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i ea
\n acolo\t<\/strong><\/p>\n

pas\u0103re-i \u0219i cioara
\ndar nimeni nu a spus despre ea:
\nce tril frumos emite!<\/p>\n

pentru c\u0103 nu are cum –
\ncronc\u0103nitul ei pare
\nzi de post negru<\/p>\n

iar zbenguiala ei
\n\u00een zbor ame\u021bitor
\n\u00een c\u00e2rd fiind, anun\u021b\u0103
\nschimbarea vremii \u00een r\u0103u<\/p>\n

de la dreapta la st\u00e2nga<\/strong><\/p>\n

eu citesc \u00een ochii ei
\nun recent roman de dragoste
\nrescris, ca oricare altul<\/p>\n

ea cite\u0219te \u00een ochii mei
\ntot un roman de dragoste
\nnu acela\u0219i, ci altul, invers
\nde la epilog c\u0103tre prolog<\/p>\n

\u0219i
\ncam asta e!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

masa \u00eennoptat\u0103 la un cap\u0103t de mas\u0103 prelung\u0103 stau eu iar la cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t st\u0103 nicolai t eu, singur\/ nicolai<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":8652,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,321],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8911"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8911"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8911\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8912,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8911\/revisions\/8912"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8652"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8911"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8911"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8911"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}