{"id":8876,"date":"2020-04-11T00:54:18","date_gmt":"2020-04-10T21:54:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=8876"},"modified":"2020-04-11T00:54:18","modified_gmt":"2020-04-10T21:54:18","slug":"scriitori-nina-beldie-caligrafii-stelare-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=8876","title":{"rendered":"Scriitori de azi – Nina Beldie – Caligrafii stelare (4)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Zorile m\u0103 afl\u0103
\nAzi, \u00eengenuncheat\u0103\u2026
\nCu o rug\u0103ciune
\nBat la Cer, la poart\u0103!<\/p>\n

\u00cens\u0103ilez speran\u021b\u0103
\nPicur\u00e2nd cuvinte\u2026
\nLini\u0219te d\u0103-mi, Doamne,
\n\u00cen suflet, \u00een minte!<\/p>\n

Potole\u0219te-mi, Doamne,
\nTumultul din g\u00e2nd,
\nCuminte \u00eel vreau,
\n\u00cen\u021belept \u0219i bl\u00e2nd!
\nRisipe\u0219te, Doamne,
\nM\u0103ri de r\u0103zvr\u0103tire,
\nLas\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 fiu
\nOaz\u0103 de iubire!<\/p>\n

Du c\u00e2t mai departe
\nNop\u021bile-nesomn,
\nIzvor\u00e2nd bezmetic
\nDin gre\u0219eli de om !…<\/p>\n

\u0218i nu m\u0103 l\u0103sa
\nS\u0103 b\u00e2jb\u00e2i pe cale\u2026
\nSufletul mi-l ia,
\n\u00cen m\u00e2inile Tale!\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0218i alin\u0103-l, Doamne,
\nC\u0103 e obosit\u2026
\nDe mult\u0103 tr\u0103ire,
\nDe c\u00e2t s-a min\u021bit!\u2026<\/p>\n

Ocrote\u0219te-i Timpul,
\nScurt c\u00e2t\u0103 e clipa,
\nSim\u021birea s\u0103-i fie
\nRostul, nu risipa!<\/p>\n

Bine ai venit, Toamn\u0103!<\/strong><\/p>\n

E iar\u0103\u0219i Toamn\u0103 \u0219i privesc la calendar\u2026
\nSe scurge Timpul\u2026
\nF\u0103r\u0103 de habar\u2026
\nNep\u0103s\u0103tor,
\nNe ia \u00eenc\u0103 o zi \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 una,
\nFugind z\u0103lud, f\u0103r\u2019 de odihn\u0103,
\n\u00centruna\u2026
\nPromite:
\n\u201eDup\u0103 noapte vine zi,
\nZ\u00e2mbe\u0219te! Iar\u0103\u0219i vei tr\u0103i!\u201d
\nE lacom Timpul!
\nE de-a dreptul un avar,
\nNe ia din via\u021b\u0103 iar \u0219i iar\u2026
\nDar nu ne pas\u0103!\u2026
\nNoi adun\u0103m comori,
\nC\u0103l\u0103torind prin anotimpuri vis\u0103tori,
\n\u00cenve\u0219m\u00e2nt\u00e2ndu-ne \u00een straie potrivite,
\nCu sufletul g\u00e2ndind la neg\u00e2ndite\u2026
\nE Toamn\u0103 iar\u0103\u0219i\u2026
\nEu \u00eei spun:
\n– Bine-ai venit!
\n\u0218i plec s-adun iar amintiri de aur\u2026
\nDincolo de Timp!<\/p>\n

Sui\u0219 \u0219i cobor\u00e2\u0219 e via\u021ba mea<\/strong><\/p>\n

Am urcat mun\u021bi
\n\u0219i am c\u0103zut \u00een h\u0103u
\n\u0219i am strigat mereu la Dumnezeu,
\nfie cu sufletu-mi plin de uimire,
\nfie cu suflet plin de r\u0103zvr\u0103tire\u2026
\n\u0218i mi-a fost sete,
\ndrum pustiu p\u0103\u0219ind\u2026
\n\u0218i mi-a atins speran\u021ba, suflet mistuit
\n\u0219i am v\u0103rsat o lacrim\u0103\u2026
\nNu!… Fost-au multe, multe!…
\nDoar Dumnezeu e cel ce, poate le aude\u2026
\nAm str\u00e2ns \u00een suflet prima raz\u0103
\nDin zori ce insomniile-mi vegheaz\u0103,
\nAm r\u00e2s, m-am \u00eencruntat,
\nchiar f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fi avut vrere,
\n\u0219i bucuriile-mi au izbucnit – numai p\u0103rere\u2026
\n\u0218i am visat, tot c\u0103ut\u00e2nd s-ating senin,
\nDe-un strop de Cer, eu, suflet s\u0103-mi anin\u2026
\n\u2026 Da, am c\u0103zut \u00een h\u0103u\u2026
\nDurere, groaznic chin al meu\u2026
\n\u0218i astea, simt, le \u0219tie Dumnezeu\u2026
\nM-am r\u0103zvr\u0103tit\u2026
\nNechibzuita mea fiin\u021b\u0103
\nDorit-a oarecare biruin\u021b\u0103\u2026
\n\u0218i-nvins\u0103 am fost
\n\u0218i r\u0103zvr\u0103tirea-mi f\u0103r\u2019 de rost
\n\u0218i sufletu-mi, el, bietul,
\nNedumerit \u0219i prost,
\nM-a \u00eentrebat, cu mare luare-aminte,
\nS\u0103 nu m\u0103-nfurie:
\n \u201eDin toate, dob\u00e2ndit-ai ceva minte?! \u201d
\n\u0218i mintea g\u00e2ndul de r\u0103spuns a rostuit\u2026
\nDar am t\u0103cut\u2026 R\u0103spunsul, tot gre\u0219it\u2026
\nPromisiuni de a nu a mai gre\u0219i
\nErau f\u0103r\u0103 de rost\u2026
\n\u0218i nici de am\u0103git iar, suflet prost\u2026<\/p>\n

De-ar fi\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

De-ar fi s\u0103 mai renasc
\n\u0218i s\u0103 fiu doar o floare,
\nEu a\u0219 purta senin\u0103,
\nve\u0219m\u00e2ntul cel de soare\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0218i dac\u0103 Timp \u0219i Vreme,
\nm\u0103 vor sec\u0103tui,
\nCu inima mereu \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103,
\nEu voi iubi, iubi
\n\u0219i p\u0103s\u0103ri \u0219i un c\u00e2ntec
\n\u0219i vifor, ploi, ninsoare
\n\u0219i Dorul cel amarnic,
\nde Nu-\u0218tiu-Ce\u2026
\nM\u0103 doare!…<\/p>\n

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De vorb\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 de cuvinte<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nu m-am v\u0103zut de mult cu mine,
\nNici nu m-am auzit\u2026
\nA\u0219a c\u0103, se cuvine,
\nS\u0103-mi dau un telefon\u2026
\n\u0219i la cafea s\u0103 m\u0103 invit,
\ns\u0103 dep\u0103n eu cu mine
\ng\u00e2nduri peste timp\u2026
\n\u0218i formez num\u0103rul
\nM\u0103 preg\u0103tesc s\u0103 spun \u201eAlo!\u201d,
\nrobotul \u00eemi r\u0103spunde monoton
\nc\u0103 nu sunt disponibil\u0103 – a vorbi\u2026
\nm\u0103-ntreb:
\nOare pe unde-oi hoin\u0103ri?!
\nCafeaua-mpr\u0103\u0219tie aroma sa amar\u0103
\n\u0219i se r\u0103ce\u0219te-n cea\u0219c\u0103\u2026
\nPrivesc pe geam afar\u0103\u2026
\nE toamn\u0103, v\u00e2nt \u0219i frunze r\u0103v\u0103\u0219ite
\nCa ni\u0219te g\u00e2nduri, niciodat\u0103 adormite\u2026
\n\u2026 \u0218i sun din nou\u2026
\nDe ast\u0103 dat\u0103 am noroc!
\nMinune! \u00cemi r\u0103spund pe loc!
\n\u2026 Da! Voi veni! Dar, f\u0103 te rog un ceai,
\nCu mult\u0103 miere, dac\u0103 ai!
\nS\u0103 povestim \u0219i s\u0103 ne ascult\u0103m,
\nDe Toamna cea amar\u0103 s\u0103 uit\u0103m!
\n\u2026 E toamn\u0103, v\u00e2nt \u0219i frunze r\u0103v\u0103\u0219ite
\nCu mine stau de vorb\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 de cuvinte\u2026<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t e de trist\u0103 frunza toamnei!<\/strong><\/p>\n

C\u00e2t e de trist\u0103 frunza Toamnei,
\nC\u00e2nd verdele \u0219i-l pr\u0103p\u0103de\u0219te!…
\nDar, din durerea-i arz\u0103toare,
\nCuv\u00e2nt de-a povesti, g\u0103se\u0219te!…
\nDespre ce-a fost \u0219i despre c\u00e2te a sim\u021bit
\n\u0218i despre via\u021ba ce-n Lumin\u0103 a tr\u0103it\u2026
\nAsemenea frunzei triste,
\nDin Toamna f\u0103r\u2019 de Timp, sim\u021bim
\n\u0219i noi povara din Vremea – Anotimp\u2026
\n\u0218i nu rostim cuv\u00e2nt din tot ce am tr\u0103it\u2026
\nDoar adun\u0103m \u00een suflet, tot ceea ce-am iubit\u2026<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t e de trist\u0103 frunza Toamnei,
\nC\u00e2nd verdele \u0219i-l pr\u0103p\u0103de\u0219te!…
\nEa nu va \u0219ti nicic\u00e2nd,
\nC\u0103-n Sufletul de Om,
\nPereche \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103se\u0219te!…<\/p>\n

\u0218i m-a\u0219 duce, de m-a\u0219 duce\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

De m-a\u0219 duce, m-a\u0219 tot duce,
\nDrum-urcu\u0219, drum cu r\u0103scruce,
\nTot cu Dor, tot cu senin,
\nSufletu-mi ca s\u0103-mi alin,
\nM-a\u0219 ruga la Cel-de-Sus,
\nS\u0103- mi ierte p\u0103cat de-ajuns,
\nR\u0103m\u0103\u0219ag f\u0103r\u2019 rostuire
\n\u0218i tr\u0103dare de iubire\u2026
\n\u0218i toate c\u00e2te-am uitat,
\npentr-un M\u00e2ine mai curat,
\nS\u0103-mplinesc tot ce-am visat,
\nDrum urc\u00e2nd, drum cobor\u00e2nd,
\nPentr-un Dor mereu t\u00e2njind\u2026<\/p>\n

De m-a\u0219 duce, m-a\u0219 tot duce,
\nDrum-urcu\u0219, drum cu r\u0103scruce,
\nM-a\u0219 ruga, m-a\u0219 tot ruga,
\nS\u0103 m\u0103 ierte Inima!…<\/p>\n

T\u0103m\u0103duitoare r\u0103zbunare<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 Nu voi mai c\u0103dea \u00een capcan\u0103, Lun\u0103,
\nS\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi \u0219optesc \u00een nesomn
\nVisuri creionate
\nCu ochii deschi\u0219i,
\nCa mai apoi, s\u0103 chicote\u0219ti cu stelele
\nDe speran\u021bele mele\u2026
\n\u2026 N-am s\u0103 m\u0103 mai las am\u0103git\u0103, Lun\u0103,
\nS\u0103 am \u00eencredere c\u0103
\n\u00cemi va \u00eendeajuns lumina ta,
\nS\u0103 alunge rebele umbre din vise,
\nCa mai apoi, s\u0103 r\u00e2zi-h\u00e2rb \u0219tirb,
\nDe Niagara spaimelor mele\u2026
\n\u2026 Eu n-am s\u0103-mi \u00eenc\u00e2lcesc
\nNici minte, nici suflet,
\nCu repro\u0219uri, cu zise-venin\u2026
\n\u2026 dar am s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur, Lun\u0103,
\nam s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur,
\nde nori umbrind z\u0103lud,
\nte vor stinge,
\nchiar \u0219i vremelnic\u2026
\npentru c\u0103 \u00een \u00eentunericul-cel-\u00eentuneric,
\n\u0219i chicoteli \u0219i r\u00e2sul-h\u00e2rb \u0219tirb
\nvor apune\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026 eu m\u00e2ine,
\nVoi avea r\u0103s\u0103rit\u2026
\nT\u0103m\u0103duitoare r\u0103zbunare, Lumina!<\/p>\n

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B\u0103t\u00e2nd la poarta Cerului Zorile m\u0103 afl\u0103 Azi, \u00eengenuncheat\u0103\u2026 Cu o rug\u0103ciune Bat la Cer, la poart\u0103! \u00cens\u0103ilez speran\u021b\u0103 Picur\u00e2nd<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":8653,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,321],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8876"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8876"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8876\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8879,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8876\/revisions\/8879"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8876"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8876"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8876"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}