{"id":8783,"date":"2020-03-25T23:08:27","date_gmt":"2020-03-25T20:08:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=8783"},"modified":"2020-03-25T23:08:27","modified_gmt":"2020-03-25T20:08:27","slug":"scriitori-nina-beldie-caligrafii-stelare-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=8783","title":{"rendered":"Scriitori de azi – Nina Beldie – Caligrafii stelare (2)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Din necuv\u00e2ntu-\u021bi
\n\u00een\u0103l\u021bat-ai zid,
\nca nici m\u0103car cu g\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu te-ating.
\nDin cea uitare ce te-a dus departe
\nZid plin de spini, de tine m\u0103 desparte\u2026
\nDin m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea-\u021bi cea nerostuit\u0103,
\nDe pasul ce te-a dus, strivit\u0103,
\nai alungat \u0219i zorii meni\u021bi de prima raz\u0103,
\nca visul s\u0103 nu vin\u0103
\n\u0219i mintea-mi blestemat\u0103
\ns\u0103 tot r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 treaz\u0103\u2026
\n\u2026\u0218i obosit\u0103, inima-mi se-ntreab\u0103,
\nde-oi mai g\u0103si drum \u00eenspre tine vreodat\u0103\u2026
\n\u0218i-atunci, din necuv\u00e2ntu-\u021bi, din a ta uitare,
\nTot n\u0103scocesc minciun\u0103,
\nS\u0103-i fie alinare\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0218i se f\u0103cea\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Se f\u0103cea c\u0103 era iar prim\u0103var\u0103,
\nNebun\u0103, n\u0103valnic\u0103\u2026
\nM-a prins pe nepreg\u0103tite,
\nMai aveam ceva Dor de albul z\u0103pezilor,
\nDar, nu \u0219i nu!
\nEa a venit, cotropitoare
\nDe meleag de suflet!
\n\u0218i se f\u0103cea c\u0103 purtam iar\u0103\u0219i
\nrochi\u021ba aceea cu negru \u0219i alb,
\ncu mii de puncte juc\u0103u\u0219e
\ncu guler cro\u0219etat de bunica,
\ntocmai pentru a alunga
\nincertitudinea placid\u0103 a negrului-alb\u2026
\n\u0218i se f\u0103cea c\u0103 au \u00eenflorit s\u0103lbatic cai\u0219ii,
\nzarz\u0103rii, corcodu\u0219ii\u2026
\nO, da! Mai ales corcodu\u0219ii z\u0103naticii,
\n\u0219i m\u0103 strigau pe nume\u2026
\nMi-l \u0219tiau de la Ursitoarea
\nCea Bun\u0103-B\u0103tr\u00e2n\u0103,
\nMenitoarea bucuriilor mele,
\nSub semnul florilor lor albe\u2026
\n\u0218i se f\u0103cea c\u0103 alergam, alergam,
\nSub cerul de albastru zdren\u021buit
\nDe c\u00e2te o pufo\u0219enie alb\u0103, alb\u0103,
\nAdunat\u0103 din lacrimile mele,
\nVenite de nu-\u0219tiu-unde, de nu-\u0219tiu-c\u00e2nd\u2026
\n\u0218i se f\u0103cea c\u0103 mai adun
\nDin poveste de Trestian\u0103,
\nBr\u00e2ndu\u0219e multe, multe,
\nCa mul\u021bi s\u0103 fie ghemii aurii, piuitori,
\nCe vor n\u0103p\u0103di ograda\u2026
\n\u0218i se f\u0103cea c\u0103 Bunica m\u0103 strig\u0103\u2026
\nC\u0103, hai, hai fat\u0103, e gata m\u00e2ncarea!\u2026
\n\u0218i se f\u0103cea c\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc, \u00eenghi\u021bind cu noduri,
\nrostuite de lacrimi, nebune,
\nvenite
\nde nu-\u0219tiu-unde, de nu-\u0219tiu-ce\u2026
\n\u0218i se mai f\u0103cea c\u0103 adorm
\nDuc\u00e2nd cu mine \u00een somn
\nzbuciumat de at\u00e2ta hoin\u0103real\u0103,
\nurmele lacrimilor\u2026
\nBunica m\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie \u0219i \u0219opte\u0219te
\nC\u0103 \u0219i m\u00e2ine e o zi\u2026
\n\u0218i se face c\u0103 azi, \u00een zori \u00eenc\u0103 nedeslu\u0219i\u021bi,
\nurma lacrimilor e \u00eenc\u0103 pe obrajii mei,
\nacolo, l\u00e2ng\u0103 urme de alte at\u00e2tea tr\u0103iri\u2026
\n\u0218i se face c\u0103 azi este un alt
\nMai e \u0219i m\u00e2ine o zi,
\nVenit de nu-\u0219tiu-unde, de nu-\u0219tiu-cum\u2026
\n\u0218i Bunica murmur\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie
\nS\u0103 \u00eemi amintesc s\u0103 \u0219tiu-de-ce\u2026<\/p>\n

Timpul meu<\/strong><\/p>\n

Eu nu-mi m\u0103sor existen\u021ba
\nCu clepsidra cea cu nisip\u2026
\nCea care ar trebui s\u0103-mi vorbeasc\u0103
\nDe un Timp\u2026
\nClepsidra mea are clipe de ieri \u0219i de azi\u2026
\nAzi-ul ce \u00eemi mai d\u0103 mie
\nR\u0103gaz\u2026
\nIar M\u00e2inele meu
\nmi-l m\u0103soar\u0103 un dor
\nag\u0103\u021bat de un cap\u0103t de zi\u2026
\nDe visuri\u2026
\nDe-un nor\u2026
\nDe Ieri, de azi, poate de M\u00e2ine\u2026
\n\u00cen minte, t\u0103cere, t\u0103cere r\u0103m\u00e2ne\u2026
\nClepsidra, care m\u0103soar\u0103 Timpu-mi z\u0103lud,
\nDin ceea ce am fost, din c\u00e2te mai sunt,
\nNu are boabe m\u0103runte, m\u0103runte de nisip\u2026
\nEa adun\u0103 clip\u0103 de clip\u0103 din
\nC\u00e2t-am tr\u0103it\u2026
\n\u0218i, ca un des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219it gr\u0103dinar,
\nLe spore\u0219te-ntr-un M\u00e2ine\u2026<\/p>\n

Relativ.
\nIndecis.
\n\u2026 Iar \u0219i iar\u2026<\/p>\n

Z\u0103d\u0103rnicie<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nici piatra aruncat\u0103
\ndin pra\u0219tia n\u0103t\u00e2ng\u0103
\n\u0219i nici z\u0103brele de colivie
\nn-au putut s-ating\u0103
\naripa mea
\n\u0219i zborul s\u0103 mi-l curme,
\nchiar de pe straiul meu de suflet
\nl\u0103sat-au urme\u2026
\nnici valul, cel care nu iart\u0103
\npasul l\u0103sat dovad\u0103
\nvreodat\u0103,
\nnu a putut s\u0103 duc\u0103 \u00een ad\u00e2nc
\numbra-mi cea reflectat\u0103
\npe nisip\u2026
\nde-aceea Marea murmur\u0103 mereu
\nla r\u0103s\u0103rit \u0219i-apus,
\ntot Dorul meu\u2026
\nnici noaptea,
\nc\u00e2t de-ntunecat\u0103
\ns-ar fi vrut
\ns\u0103 \u00eemi apun\u0103 visuri,
\nn-a putut\u2026
\n\u0219i-n bezna nop\u021bii,
\nchiar de nori umbrit,
\nAries e tot acolo,
\nUnde \u00eei e menit\u2026
\n\u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 zbor,
\nam umbr\u0103 pe nisip
\n\u0219i-o constela\u021bie\u2026
\n\u0219i mai visez, tr\u0103ind!<\/p>\n

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G\u00e2ndul de tine Din necuv\u00e2ntu-\u021bi \u00een\u0103l\u021bat-ai zid, ca nici m\u0103car cu g\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu te-ating. Din cea uitare ce te-a<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":8653,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,321],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8783"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8783"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8785,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8783\/revisions\/8785"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}