{"id":7686,"date":"2019-03-07T02:06:53","date_gmt":"2019-03-06T23:06:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=7686"},"modified":"2019-03-07T02:31:16","modified_gmt":"2019-03-06T23:31:16","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-axand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=7686","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Ax\u00e2nd"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/image-8.jpeg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/image-8-200x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-6924 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 200px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 200\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/image-8-200x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-6924\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><br \/>\n     O s-o \u021bin tot \u00eentr-un diminutiv.<br \/>\n     Oameni mici, preten\u021bii&#8230;. Ne m\u0103surar\u0103m, \u0219i eu, \u0219i so\u021bia. Ea &#8211; c\u0103-s mai \u00eenalt de-o vreme, eu, adic\u0103 ruleta &#8211; c-am mai dat \u00eenapoi de la ce \u0219tiam odinioar\u0103.<br \/>\n      Planurile coincidentale \u00ee\u0219i desf\u0103\u0219oar\u0103 etapele nestingherite. Vii de la lucru, a nu se crea confuzia cu serviciul, cu dor de bucate alese aburind \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, cu foame de lup \u0219i g\u0103se\u0219ti pe blatul mult a\u0219teptat, umbl\u00e2nd prin m\u0103\u021bi\u0219oarele pisicu\u021belor, un doctora\u0219 cu instrumentarul \u00een ac\u021biune, \u00eentinz\u00e2nd <strong>a\u021bici<\/strong> prin burtica lor pl\u0103p\u00e2nd\u0103.<br \/>\n      C\u00e2t, nu spun. Am \u00een\u0103l\u021bime variabil\u0103. Relaxat sunt de-o \u0219chioap\u0103, seme\u021b ajung p\u00e2n\u0103-n p\u00e2nzele albe, ce-s de c\u00e2teva zile din ce \u00een ce mai albastre, \u00een urma unui proces prim\u0103v\u0103ratic&#8230;. \u0218i-mi amintesc mereu de c\u0103limara cu cerneal\u0103 \u0219i degetele mele aidoma con\u021binutului. C\u0103ma\u0219a scrobit\u0103 cu apret, de mi-o <strong>azur\u0103<\/strong> ne\u00eendem\u00e2narea&#8230;. Nu \u0219tiu ce-o <strong>a\u021binu<\/strong> pe mama s\u0103 nu m\u0103 t\u00e2rnoseasc\u0103 c-un pustiu de p\u0103p\u0103ru\u021b\u0103. ,,<strong>Avu\u0219i<\/strong>, copilu\u021bule, mintea-n cuiburile cu cuci\u0219ori! Doar la vioar\u0103 \u021bi-e g\u00e2ndul! S\u0103 te <strong>axezi<\/strong> pe carte&#8230;.&#8221; Parc\u0103 manualele de deslu\u0219it tainele muzicii, voluminoase \u0219i la prima vedere criptate-n ,,sanscrita&#8221; ne\u0219tiutorului, n-aveau seriozitatea matematicii \u0219i literaturii de rom\u00e2n cu preten\u021bii intelectuale. De parc\u0103 nu mi-ar fi putut fi <strong>azim\u0103<\/strong>, vraja dumnezeiasc\u0103 din care se pl\u0103m\u0103desc raiul \u0219i iadul laolalt\u0103, poteca pe care-o <strong>aurim<\/strong> fiecare dintre noi cu ce g\u0103sim mai bun \u00een suflet.<br \/>\n      \u0218tie \u0219i ea. \u0218tie \u00eentreaga primordial\u0103 familie c\u0103 mama se <strong>axase<\/strong> de la un moment al vie\u021bii mele pe non-muzica viitorului meu, iar eu, \u00eent\u0103r\u00e2tat, ca un taur ce sunt, dar dintr-o extra voin\u021b\u0103, m\u0103 potrivnicisem acestei bru\u0219te p\u0103r\u0103siri. M-a\u0219 fi golit de con\u021binut \u0219i-a\u0219 fi devenit un trup umbl\u0103tor pe c\u0103r\u0103rile nesim\u021bului. O n\u0103luc\u0103&#8230;.<br \/>\n      Am ie\u0219it imediat. Numai c\u0103 n-au \u021b\u00e2\u0219nit lacrimile. \u00cemi trecuser\u0103 poftele culinare st\u00e2rnite de orarul zilnic dep\u0103\u0219it, m\u0103 cuprinsese a\u0219a o mil\u0103&#8230;. O \u00eengrijorare fireasc\u0103&#8230;.<br \/>\n      Risipit\u0103 ca-ntotdeauna c-un tratament infailibil: munc\u0103 pe-mp\u0103r\u0103\u021bia altuia. Fiindc\u0103 pe tarlaua proprie s-a dovedit ineficient, nenum\u0103ratele <strong>ax\u0103ri<\/strong> pe scenariile sumbre \u00een loc s\u0103 se risipeasc\u0103, mai mult se-ngr\u0103m\u0103deau sub umbela (nicio eroare lexical\u0103 \u0219i lips\u0103 literal\u0103) \u00eencreng\u0103turilor sinapso-letale. \u00cen parteneriat <strong>axial<\/strong> cu tot \u0219irul de e\u0219ecuri constructive (doar muzicale, uneori tinichigere\u0219ti).<br \/>\n      Ziua 2 pe un garaj situat \u00eentre dou\u0103 corpuri de cas\u0103, a c\u0103rui acoperire nu mai putea fi am\u00e2nat\u0103, cocoa\u0219ele internitei se sf\u0103r\u00e2maser\u0103 de at\u00e2ta ar\u0219i\u021b\u0103 \u0219i ploi. Ziua 2 c-un plan de definitivare, ferice de-o prognoz\u0103 favorabil\u0103 la-nt\u00e2i al lui m\u0103r\u021bi\u0219or. Aproape de reu\u0219it\u0103. Uitasem, dup\u0103 o pauz\u0103 de mai bine de \u0219ase luni, c\u0103 orice leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu o parte existent\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi r\u0103pe\u0219te minutele cu neb\u0103gare de seam\u0103, se-nfrupt\u0103 din ele lacom\u0103, devor\u00e2ndu-le. Acum este 10, acum trece pr\u00e2nzul \u0219i-ngusta zi se transform\u0103-n negur\u0103 de noapte. Neguric\u0103 de nor adumbritor, a ploicic\u0103 abscons\u0103 (de-nceput \u0219i final micirea).<br \/>\n      Din culme scrutezi h\u0103t, p\u00e2n\u0103 la etajele 10 ale blocurilor turn din capul Centrului, \u00eens\u0103 \u0219i-n curtea p\u0103rinteasc\u0103 a colegului de breasl\u0103 Florin P., lipit\u0103 de-a clientului, \u0219i-o azv\u00e2rlitur\u0103 de le\u021bi mai departe. Din profilul mi\u0219c\u0103tor abia am putut deslu\u0219i c\u00e2teva <strong>axuri<\/strong> dup\u0103 care s\u0103 refac tr\u0103s\u0103turile comune fiu-tat\u0103, am l\u0103sat totu\u0219i loc certitudinii dup\u0103 recertificarea fratelui Cristi. Nu de aceea\u0219i siguran\u021b\u0103 s-a bucurat chipul salutat \u00een ograda vecinului acestuia. Cine-i? Teren gol, o peluz\u0103 \u00eenchiz\u0103, un cote\u021b pentru oare&#8230;. Geac\u0103 albastr\u0103. O sclipire dup\u0103 zece minute. O \u00eenc\u0103lcare de proprietate, din culp\u0103 (puteai s\u0103 m\u0103 pici cu cear\u0103, n-a\u0219 fi b\u0103nuit c\u0103 teritoriul era p\u00eernu\u0219ian), m\u0103 a\u0219teptam la confirmare ochind \u00een strad\u0103 autoturismul parcat (ia-l de unde nu-i)&#8230;. O poveste din vremurile bune de la Tess, c-un Masc\u0103 pe post de vulpoi \u00een poiata lui Floric\u0103 (pozne nevinovate cu gir)&#8230;.<br \/>\n     ,,- Cristi, \u0103sta-i doctora\u0219ul de-mi oper\u0103 ieri m\u00e2\u021bi\u0219oarele!&#8221;<br \/>\n     \u00cel vezi ieri, \u00eel vezi azi (nu-s eu de luceaf\u0103r eminescian)&#8230;. \u0218i-apoi niciodat\u0103.<br \/>\n     Nu-i vremea de fic\u021biune, nu-s nici baliverne <strong>axate<\/strong> pe exploatarea aten\u021biei cu orice pre\u021b, este un adev\u0103r pe care \u00eenc\u0103-l explorez. La vedere.<br \/>\n     A\u0219a cum ,,<strong>azeri<\/strong>&#8221;-s ultima not\u0103 \u00een scara pentatonic-vocabulesc\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>O s-o \u021bin tot \u00eentr-un diminutiv. Oameni mici, preten\u021bii&#8230;. Ne m\u0103surar\u0103m, \u0219i eu, \u0219i so\u021bia. Ea &#8211; c\u0103-s mai \u00eenalt<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7686"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7686"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7686\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7693,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7686\/revisions\/7693"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7686"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7686"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7686"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}