{"id":2691,"date":"2015-12-20T11:15:12","date_gmt":"2015-12-20T08:15:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=2691"},"modified":"2015-12-20T11:15:12","modified_gmt":"2015-12-20T08:15:12","slug":"muzica-122","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=2691","title":{"rendered":"Ora de muzic\u0103 122"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563.jpeg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2692 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563.jpeg 720w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 225px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 225\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2692\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/image5-e1450599265563.jpeg 720w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u0218tiu cum privi\u021bi articolele astea mai ales voi, prietenii mei, cei care doar sta\u021bi admirativ muzicii \u00eemprejur: str\u00e2mb \u0219i cu m\u00e2na la ceaf\u0103 sc\u0103rpin\u00e2nd scalpul sau chiar cu degetele \u00een frunte r\u0103sfir\u00e2nd firele r\u0103mase \u00een breton.<br \/>\nA fost dificil \u0219i m\u0103 simt deseori jenat s\u0103 v\u0103d jinduind pe unul \u0219i pe altul la podoaba mea capilar\u0103, efectul unei ,,boale&#8221; care a\u0219eza aleatoriu b\u0103nu\u021bi de un leu, cinci sau doar un ban de piele fin\u0103, extra, din nimic. A\u0219a lung \u0219i bogat cum \u00eel \u0219ti\u021bi disp\u0103rea peste noapte de zici c\u0103 nu fusese niciodat\u0103. Cele dou\u0103 solu\u021bii estetice r\u0103m\u00e2neau ori \u00een sensul uniformiz\u0103rii, o chelie ,,deas\u0103&#8221;, ori o mascare p\u00e2n\u0103 ce-\u0219i revenea \u00een fire. Cum nu mi-a stat bine niciodat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 nimic \u00een cap, am ales CO2-ul. \u0218i dac\u0103 ,,invidia&#8221; ar fi r\u0103mas doar la partea masculin\u0103&#8230;.<br \/>\nL\u0103s\u00e2nd p\u0103rul la o parte, azi leg\u0103tur\u0103 indisolubil\u0103 cu muzica, continui s\u0103 v\u0103 vorbesc, chiar dac\u0103 mult prea tehnic, despre bucuria mea de-a descoperi \u0219i de a fi incitat de minunile inginere\u0219ti ale programatorilor software, simt eu c\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 aceast\u0103 eliberare \u0219i \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219ire a\u0219 fi tr\u0103it \u00een zadar \u0219i n-a\u0219 vrea s\u0103-mi par\u0103 r\u0103u peste ani c\u0103 n-am spus la timp ce era de spus. \u00cen privin\u021ba ultimei afirma\u021bii m\u0103 simt oarecum vinovat c\u0103 am ajuns \u00een situa\u021bia \u00een care ast\u0103zi sunt privit, nu-mi dau seama din ce pozi\u021bie \u00eenc\u0103, drept o ciud\u0103\u021benie c\u00e2nd m\u0103 mai ia gura pe dinainte \u0219i \u00eencep s\u0103 pun cifre, neverosimile altora, c\u00e2ntecelor mele \u0219i asta doar pentru c\u0103 am fost nevoit o perioad\u0103 din via\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 le \u021bin \u00eenchise \u00eentr-un cerc restr\u00e2ns de cunoa\u0219tere. Motivul l-am mai etalat, unele sem\u0103nau cu altele deja cunoscute, altele erau mult prea intime \u0219i o alt\u0103 parte adun\u0103 pe cele prea scurte, prea tehnice, prea&#8230;.. C\u00e2nd cineva care o ascult\u0103 vine cu un argument de genul acesta \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 mai bine o \u021bii pentru m\u0103t\u0103lu\u021b\u0103 \u0219i a\u0219a am f\u0103cut, n-a\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 ro\u0219esc la g\u00e2nduri nerostite din partea celor mai drastici judec\u0103tori \u0219i critici: muzicienii de carier\u0103.<br \/>\nDe acul lor am avut parte \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 cunoasc\u0103 pe din\u0103untrul crea\u021biei, presta\u021bia mea ,,chinezeasc\u0103&#8221; era \u00eenfierat\u0103 la fiecare not\u0103 folcloric\u0103, dar cum-necum tot m-am ridicat deasupra dojanelor lor \u0219i fondate, \u0219i nefondate, cu acest atu remarcabil: cunoa\u0219terea. C\u00e2nd a hot\u0103r\u00e2t curiozitatea din mine s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eendrepte pe drumul \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103rii nu luasem \u00een calcul c\u0103 voi ajunge s\u0103 \u00eentind o m\u00e2n\u0103 de ajutor celor neini\u021bia\u021bi \u0219i nici nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 voi ajunge s\u0103 cap\u0103t o pozi\u021bie privilegiat\u0103, un fel de scut \u00eempotriva gurii slobode de muzicant. Din acel moment s-au ab\u021binut s\u0103 m\u0103 atace direct. Pozi\u021bia mea printre ei a devenit una marginal\u0103, cum \u0219i doream, un amestec cu d\u00e2n\u0219ii era un risc pe care nu mi-l puteam asuma, aveam experien\u021ba unor escalad\u0103ri de rela\u021bie cu ei din care am ie\u0219it mereu \u00een pierdere, dar deosebit\u0103. La u\u0219\u0103 la mine existau doar apelative care \u00eencepeau cu Domnule \u0219i se terminau cu Fulgeric\u0103, prin alte p\u0103r\u021bi se r\u00e2dea de ne\u00eendem\u00e2narea mea. Consolarea pentru un astfel de minus, evident \u0219i pentru mine, mi-a adus-o nu alcoolul, tovar\u0103\u0219 multor frustr\u0103ri, ci aceast\u0103 degringolad\u0103 hazardat\u0103 \u00een lumea fantasticelor transform\u0103ri de sunet. Tare-a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 pute\u021bi ,,vedea&#8221; aceast\u0103 lume de neatins, dar de \u00eenchipuit \u00een infinite moduri, a\u0219a cum eu o percep \u0219i spun, nu este o banalitate cum nu poate fi niciuna dintre maximele filozofice, c\u0103 lumea toat\u0103 ar deveni mai bun\u0103 dac\u0103 ochii ei ar privi prin cei ai creatorilor de muzic\u0103. Nici nu \u0219ti\u021bi prin ce t\u0103r\u00e2muri v\u0103 poate purta&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0218tiu cum privi\u021bi articolele astea mai ales voi, prietenii mei, cei care doar sta\u021bi admirativ muzicii \u00eemprejur: str\u00e2mb \u0219i cu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":2692,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,1,116],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2691"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2691"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2691\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2693,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2691\/revisions\/2693"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2692"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2691"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2691"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2691"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}