{"id":25318,"date":"2026-01-23T01:10:45","date_gmt":"2026-01-22T22:10:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=25318"},"modified":"2026-01-23T01:10:45","modified_gmt":"2026-01-22T22:10:45","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-astruci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=25318","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Astruci"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>       Tribut&#8230;. Un soi de obliga\u021bie prins\u0103-n mentalul \u0219chiop al degetelor.<br \/>\n       Tribula\u021bie ce a smuls nu numai lacrimi de durere, ci \u0219i de neputin\u021b\u0103. \u0218ti\u021bi c\u00e2t nerv poate aduna sufletul din ast\u0103 pricin\u0103? Maxim! To\u021bi nervii fojg\u0103ind subcutanat, \u00eentr-o escalad\u0103 rapid\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een creier, cobor\u00e2\u021bi \u00een membrul cel mai viguros \u0219i cel mai \u00eendem\u00e2natic &#8211; de fapt ne\u00eendem\u00e2natic la toate cele -, m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103 \u0219i termina\u021bia ei prin care se descarc\u0103 toate frustr\u0103rile: pumnul. Aplicat materialelor cele mai dure ie\u0219ite \u00een cale: zid, \u021bevi, scoar\u021b\u0103 de copac, lemnul acoperi\u0219ului. Doare&#8230;. Dar a\u0219a \u00eei dai o lec\u021bie neputincioasei. Lipsitei de vlag\u0103, de precizie, de voin\u021b\u0103. Amintirile&#8230;. C\u00e2t s\u0103 te dezam\u0103geasc\u0103 profund. Arcu\u0219ul tremura de oboseal\u0103, sfrijitele degete st\u00e2ngi &#8211; de la m\u00e2na st\u00e2ng\u0103 \u0219i st\u00e2ngace &#8211; abia dac\u0103 mai puteau executa am\u0103r\u00e2te serii de optimi \u00een ritm moderat&#8230;. La vioar\u0103 nu f\u0103cusem mare br\u00e2nz\u0103, nu-l apucasem pe Claudiu Vornicelu nici m\u0103car de tivul cracilor pantalonilor de concert, pianului abia dac\u0103 \u00eei putusem dezv\u0103lui taina transpozi\u021biei degetelor pe o octav\u0103, clarinetul nu-mi \u0219optise taina dublelor sunete &#8211; performan\u021b\u0103 atins\u0103 de cel mai mare clarinetist al nostru&#8230;; abia l-am g\u0103sit; p\u0103i, este posibil ca-n Wikipedia s\u0103 figureze Udil\u0103 \u0219i Mielu\u021b\u0103 \u0219i Aurelian Octav Popa s\u0103 nu fie de g\u0103sit? (mi se plimba Octav prin bil\u0103, nu \u00eens\u0103 \u0219i restul numelui) -, a\u0219a cum o f\u0103cea maestrul. Un zero barat \u00een des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219ire, asta eram! \u0218i s\u0103 nu pot nici m\u0103car un ciocan s\u0103-l \u00eenv\u00e2rt dup\u0103 voie? Asta chiar punea capac tuturor. Cu letcoanele&#8230;. Alte dezn\u0103dejdi acuplate celorlalte. B\u0103, dar chiar nu-s \u00een stare de nimic? Facultate nu, fiindc\u0103 degeaba \u201evezi\u201d matematic\u0103 dac\u0103 la examene se dau bazaconii sau nu le nimere\u0219ti inten\u021biile testorilor, nicio configura\u021bie <strong>astral\u0103<\/strong> geometric\u0103 nu se aliniaz\u0103 la dorin\u021bele tale de a adera la casta intelectualilor, muzic\u0103 cu chiu \u0219i vai, meserie te halesc f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 te pot \u00eenghi\u021bi. Halal! \u00cen momentele supreme de c\u0103dere psihic\u0103, concluzionam c\u0103 degeaba mi-am <strong>asuprit<\/strong> bietele degete, r\u0103mase \u00een urm\u0103 cu cre\u0219terea \u0219i cu coordonarea &#8211; c\u0103ci le <strong>aspream<\/strong> existen\u021ba periodic sau la nevoie cu fel de fel de pedepse; nu le iei \u201eg\u00e2tul\u201d, dar un bici pe spinare tot le aplici; o plesnire peste col\u021buri de obiecte tari, c\u00e2t s\u0103 tremure \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be lec\u021bia muncii asidue -, c\u0103 degeaba am \u00eencercat s\u0103 le leg cu a\u021be imaginare de min\u021bile con\u0219tientiz\u0103rii, nu mai era nimic de f\u0103cut. \u0218i-ntr-o profund\u0103 dezam\u0103gire m\u0103 cufundam, m\u0103 l\u0103sam moale patului, lacrimilor&#8230;.<br \/>\n        Momentul cheie&#8230;. I-am zis casa Mo\u0219escu, de\u0219i&#8230;. Nu puteam sta \u00eenc\u0103 precum caprele de pe m\u0103gura Fi\u0219icilor. Abrupta pant\u0103 a lateralelor &#8211; spre doamna Chircu \u0219i spre Gheba &#8211; nu m\u0103 primise, \u00een ciuda voin\u021bei mele declarate, \u201eDe azi \u00eenainte pot s\u0103 stau!\u201d, cu niciun bra\u021b deschis, cu niciun arici pentru t\u0103lpile \u00eenc\u0103l\u021b\u0103rilor, cu nicio plas\u0103 de siguran\u021b\u0103. Alunecam&#8230;.<br \/>\n       A\u0219a m-am trezit rememor\u00e2nd momentul \u00een care Tamba \u00eemi spusese: \u201eStai pe scar\u0103, Fulgeric\u0103!\u201d; cum dracu st\u0103tea el? La doamna Ichim. Pe buc\u0103t\u0103rie \u0219i magazii. Pe spate. C\u00e2nd am sim\u021bit c\u0103-mi fuge un picior, apoi cel\u0103lalt \u0219i cu totul m\u0103 duceam la vale. \u00cen mai pu\u021bin de o secund\u0103  m-am prins de dumnezeu \u0219tie ce. Hol\u021b\u0219urub, cut\u0103. Habar n-am. C\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc \u0219i s\u0103 nu m\u0103 trezesc \u00een gr\u0103dina doctorului Iancu pe vreun bolovan. Fiindc\u0103 \u0219tiam senza\u021bia, fiindc\u0103 sim\u021beam \u00eenc\u0103 durerea celor dou\u0103 ur\u00e2te c\u0103z\u0103turi: una pe terenul de fotbal de la \u0218coala de muzic\u0103 de la Buz\u0103u, direct pe radius cu corpul meu \u0219i al unui coleg \u0219i una din v\u00e2rful gardului de la Vlahu\u021b\u0103, de la trei metri, pe acela\u0219i bra\u021b st\u00e2ng, f\u0103cut sandwich \u00eentre corp \u0219i cel mai nepotrivit cataroi din gr\u0103dina liceului. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tribut&#8230;. Un soi de obliga\u021bie prins\u0103-n mentalul \u0219chiop al degetelor. 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