{"id":24986,"date":"2025-10-10T00:27:50","date_gmt":"2025-10-09T21:27:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24986"},"modified":"2025-10-10T00:27:50","modified_gmt":"2025-10-09T21:27:50","slug":"literadura-nr-37-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24986","title":{"rendered":"Literadura nr. 37 (4)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Gabriela BOTICI<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sonet CXL (Prea mult fum)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Cafeaua de toamn\u0103 cu gust de rutin\u0103<br \/>\nm-ascunde \u00een mine, \u00een pl\u00e2nset \u0219i-n ur\u0103,<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd verdele sacru se stinge-n natur\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i terne prezen\u021be se-aud \u00een surdin\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>V\u00e2ntul se \u00eembat\u0103-n t\u0103cerea obscur\u0103,<br \/>\nora\u0219ul respir\u0103 doar fum de ma\u0219in\u0103,<br \/>\nprin stropii de ploaie, r\u0103ceala hain\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eemi isc\u0103 c\u0103derea \u0219i-o nou\u0103 fisur\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u00een sufletul \u0219ubred de frigul ce-ascunde<br \/>\nseninul \u0219i via\u021ba ce-au fost \u00eentr-o var\u0103.<br \/>\nB\u0103taia din inimi se fr\u00e2nge-n secunde<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i tinde, nebun\u0103, cu-o for\u021b\u0103 avar\u0103,<br \/>\nspre triluri de p\u0103s\u0103ri pe ritmuri rotunde<br \/>\n\u00een care prezentul nu \u0219tie s\u0103 piar\u0103.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nSonet CXLIII (A venit toamna!)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Cuib\u0103rit-a toamna \u00eentr-un col\u021b din mine<br \/>\n\u0219i se preg\u0103te\u0219te s\u0103 mai stea o vreme<br \/>\npentru nostalgia clipelor supreme,<br \/>\nadun\u00e2nd cu team\u0103 litere aldine.<\/p>\n<p>Printre ceruri arse \u0219i hibride teme,<br \/>\nfire albe-n plete, cu tr\u0103iri str\u0103ine,<br \/>\nne-n\u021beleas\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103, totu\u0219i, m\u0103 re\u021bine,<br \/>\nvrea s\u0103 creasc\u0103-n via\u021b\u0103, poate, prea devreme.<\/p>\n<p>A\u0219ezat\u0103-n suflet, printre g\u00e2nduri multe,<br \/>\nvine parc\u0103-n prip\u0103, mintea o dezbrac\u0103<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eentrebe, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 asculte<\/p>\n<p>visurile mele ce mai cred \u00een joac\u0103.<br \/>\nVara o preschimb\u0103 \u00een sim\u021biri oculte,<br \/>\nadormind frumosul, verdele s\u0103-l coac\u0103.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nSonet CXLIV (Ve\u0219tejire)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Toamna m\u0103 surprinde, nu-mi vine a crede<br \/>\nc\u0103 timpul se na\u0219te ca apoi s\u0103 piar\u0103,<br \/>\nse propte\u0219te-n c\u00e2ntul cu miros de var\u0103,<br \/>\nve\u0219tejind frumosul, clipa c\u00e2nd se-ncrede<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentr-o ve\u0219nicie care ne m\u0103soar\u0103<br \/>\nfiece secund\u0103, prins\u0103-n trepiede,<br \/>\nc\u0103ci numai credin\u021ba are ochi \u0219i vede,<br \/>\n\u0219i v\u0103z\u00e2nd misterul, are har \u0219i zboar\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i ne-ncurajeaz\u0103-n fiecare sear\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 p\u0103\u0219im cu verv\u0103-n noaptea care vine.<br \/>\nEste doar o umbr\u0103, fila ce separ\u0103<\/p>\n<p>trupul ce se scurge-n zilele pu\u021bine<br \/>\nde eternitatea, limpede \u0219i clar\u0103,<br \/>\nprins\u0103-n praf de stele \u0219i \u00een rime fine.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nSONET CXXVIII (Crinul)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00ce\u0219i scuturar\u0103 crinii petalele de var\u0103.<br \/>\nCe lung\u0103-i a\u0219teptarea. S\u0103-i v\u0103d \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103!<br \/>\nSim\u021bi-voi iar iubirea, de ei \u00eenmiresmat\u0103,<br \/>\no tres\u0103rire cald\u0103, a\u0219a, ca prima oar\u0103?<\/p>\n<p>Atingeri de m\u0103tase, fur\u00e2nd privirea toat\u0103,<br \/>\nemo\u021bia va curge \u00een lumea bl\u00e2nd\u0103, rar\u0103,<br \/>\ngr\u0103dinile cu visuri, acorduri de chitar\u0103,<br \/>\n\u0219i \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103ri de dor, t\u0103cere colorat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Tu \u0219tii s-aduci credin\u021b\u0103, \u0219i c\u00e2ntec, \u0219i lumina,<br \/>\nprin sf\u00e2nta adiere de v\u00e2nt abia \u0219optit,<br \/>\nc\u0103ci lumea-ncremene\u0219te \u00een vraja-\u021bi cristalin\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>\u0219i gust\u0103 ve\u0219nicia oricine-i ispitit,<br \/>\nprin simpla ta prezen\u021b\u0103 e\u0219ti zbor de violin\u0103,<br \/>\n\u00een via\u021b\u0103 \u0219i \u00een moarte curaj ai \u00eempletit.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n  Manuela Camelia SAVA<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"160\" height=\"160\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-12695 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3.jpg 160w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3-150x150.jpg 150w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 160px) 100vw, 160px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 160px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 160\/160;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"160\" height=\"160\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-12695\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3.jpg 160w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/cami-sava-3-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 160px) 100vw, 160px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00e2nd <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Cuvinte ro\u0219ii ne scriu moartea<br \/>\nNe definesc destinul<br \/>\nRug\u0103ciunea de sear\u0103 se pierde<br \/>\n\u00centre mun\u021bi<br \/>\nFixez aburul serii \u00een mine<br \/>\nCa s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi dea un contur aproximativ<br \/>\nTu ridici dou\u0103 degete \u00een sus<br \/>\nPrivirea ta spune tot<br \/>\nAi dat drumul oftatului<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd \u021bi-am dat un telefon<br \/>\nLumina cuvintelor nu te-a alinat<br \/>\n\u00cen acel apel eram eu<br \/>\nEra fiin\u021ba pe care o treci cu vederea<br \/>\nPentru c\u0103 dac\u0103 ai lua-o cu tine peste tot<br \/>\nAi l\u0103sa \u00een urma ta u\u0219ile vrai\u0219te<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nTelefonul ro\u0219u<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Telefonul ro\u0219u spune o poveste n\u0103scut\u0103 prea t\u00e2rziu<br \/>\ndespre noi doi<br \/>\nCum s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi scriu pe silabe te iubesc?<br \/>\nE prea t\u00e2rziu<br \/>\nNu \u00eencap \u00een aceast\u0103 t\u0103cere<br \/>\nNu \u00eencap \u00een aceast\u0103 \u00een aceast\u0103 moarte lent\u0103<br \/>\nSt\u0103m \u00eenghesui\u021bi \u00een aceast\u0103 iubire<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nCum e o convorbire telefonic\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>De la 2000 de metri lumea e mic\u0103<br \/>\nMun\u021bii sunt alba\u0219tri telefonul era ro\u0219u<br \/>\nNu era un telefon ca oricare<br \/>\nM\u0103 puneam s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi povestesc tot felul de idei<br \/>\nCare \u00eemi trec prin minte<br \/>\nTu ai fi r\u00e2s<br \/>\nAi fi f\u0103cut glume inteligente<br \/>\n\u0219tii c\u0103 sunt femeia care \u00ee\u0219i cump\u0103r\u0103 iluzii de la magazinul din col\u021b<\/p>\n<p>\u021ai-a\u0219 fi spus c\u0103 am visat ceva frumos<br \/>\nDep\u0103\u0219ise\u0219i linia ro\u0219ie<br \/>\nPe care ai stabilit-o c\u00e2ndva<br \/>\nEram \u0219ocat\u0103 \u00een visul acela c\u0103 \u00eendr\u0103zneai at\u00e2t de multe<br \/>\n\u00cen realitate nu ar exista niciun s\u0103rut<br \/>\nOchii t\u0103i m-ar face scrum<br \/>\nM\u00e2inile tale cu m\u0103nu\u0219i negre<br \/>\nAr str\u00e2nge-n c\u0103u\u0219ul palmelor to\u021bi ghe\u021barii<br \/>\nTelefonul nu avea receptor<br \/>\nAltfel \u021bi-a\u0219 fi \u0219optit<br \/>\nC\u0103 mi-e dor&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n  Alexandra-Iulia ZECHERU<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0218i mai e ceva<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>    C\u00e2nd eram la gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103 \u00eemi pl\u0103ceau cifrele. Ni se puneau adeseori \u00eentreb\u0103ri ca \u201eP\u00e2n\u0103 la c\u00e2t \u0219tii s\u0103 numeri?\u201d. Mai t\u00e2rziu, prin clasele primare, noi, colegii, ne \u00eentrebam reciproc: \u201eTu c\u00e2te adun\u0103ri po\u021bi face \u00een zece minute? Dar de scris, c\u00e2t \u00ee\u021bi ia s\u0103-\u021bi scrii temele?\u201d. Nu b\u0103nuiam atunci c\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103ri, care s\u0103 cuprind\u0103 acel \u201ec\u00e2t\u201d \u0219i care s\u0103 a\u0219tepte un num\u0103r drept r\u0103spuns, voi auzi din ce \u00een ce mai des, nu doar cu privire la \u0219coal\u0103.<br \/>\n    P\u00e2n\u0103 la c\u00e2t stai afar\u0103 cu prietenii? La c\u00e2t \u021bi-ai pus alarm\u0103? C\u00e2t vrei s\u0103 mai dormi? C\u00e2te ore ai \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat azi? Tu c\u00e2te rujuri ai? C\u00e2t ai sl\u0103bit s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na asta? C\u00e2t \u00ee\u021bi ia s\u0103 ajungi p\u00e2n\u0103 la mine? C\u00e2t \u0219i iar c\u00e2t&#8230; \u00centreb\u0103rile acestea, chiar \u0219i puse cu moliciune \u00een glas, rup ceva din tine. Azi \u00ee\u021bi smulg c\u00e2teva r\u0103m\u0103\u0219i\u021be, m\u00e2ine, o buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi dai seama c\u0103 o parte consistent\u0103 din tine s-a dus. Nu \u0219tii unde s-a dus. S-a risipit, s-a evaporat, s-a topit, a ars-o ceva sau cineva, orice putea s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple cu ea. Dar consta\u021bi c\u0103 nu mai e. O asemenea \u00eentrebare, chiar dac\u0103 nu las\u0103 s\u0103 ias\u0103 la iveal\u0103 o a\u0219teptare v\u0103dit\u0103 din partea celui care o pune, \u00ee\u021bi induce \u00eendoiala. Te face s\u0103-\u021bi spui \u201eAr trebui s\u0103 m\u0103 gr\u0103besc\u201d. Te \u00eentrebi dac\u0103 nu cumva exist\u0103 un adev\u0103r, o realitate de net\u0103g\u0103duit, \u00een spatele cuvintelor. Dac\u0103 tu e\u0219ti cel care gre\u0219e\u0219te \u0219i ei \u0219tiu mai bine? Doar \u021bi s-a spus c\u0103 via\u021ba e scurt\u0103 \u0219i, ca s\u0103-\u021bi ajung\u0103 timpul s\u0103 faci c\u00e2t mai multe, e\u0219ti nevoit s\u0103 te mai \u0219i gr\u0103be\u0219ti, s\u0103 mai \u0219i alergi. Dar dac\u0103 tu nu vrei s\u0103 alergi? Dac\u0103 tu preferi s\u0103 nu s\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219e\u0219ti fiecare lucru \u00eenceput, ba chiar s\u0103 mai la\u0219i \u0219i lucruri ne\u00eencepute, de care s\u0103 nu te atingi niciodat\u0103? Poate c\u0103 e mai bine s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti pu\u021bine \u0219i intens dec\u00e2t s\u0103 exi\u0219ti \u00een multe \u0219i s\u0103 ai doar tentative neduse p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t de a tr\u0103i.<br \/>\n    Am \u00eencercat, totu\u0219i, o perioad\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 adaptez oamenilor cu care convie\u021buiesc. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 uit mai des la ceas. Ia uite, dac\u0103 \u00eel fac \u00een ritmul meu, cutare lucru \u00eemi ia 15 minute. Hai s\u0103-l fac \u00een 10. Am devenit ceva mai rapid\u0103 \u00een general, m\u0103 obi\u0219nuisem cu noua mea stare. Primeam cu mai mult\u0103 u\u0219urin\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103rile cu \u201ec\u00e2t\u201d. Sigur c\u0103 ele continuau s\u0103-mi r\u0103peasc\u0103 ceva, dar nu mai sim\u021beam o ruptur\u0103, ci doar o desprindere. Ba chiar, uneori, \u00eemi puneam eu singur\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103ri cu \u201ec\u00e2t\u201d. \u00centr-o zi, \u00eens\u0103, \u00eemi spune o prieten\u0103: \u201eEu \u00eentr-o or\u0103 citesc 50 de pagini. Tu c\u00e2te pagini cite\u0219ti \u00eentr-o or\u0103?\u201d. Ceva s-a cutremurat \u00een mine. Trebuia s\u0103 ne cronometr\u0103m \u0219i pl\u0103cerile, lucrurile care, chiar dac\u0103 ne-ar putea fi luate de cineva, ar continua s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u00een noi? Atunci \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 am intrat \u00eentr-un joc ale c\u0103rui reguli nu le cunosc \u0219i nu le voi cunoa\u0219te niciodat\u0103 pe deplin. Sau, mai bine zis, am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat con\u0219tiincios regulile de baz\u0103, dar excep\u021biile care fac dintr-un participant la joc un \u00eenving\u0103tor mereu \u00eemi vor sc\u0103pa.<br \/>\n    Nu m-am cronometrat pentru a vedea c\u00e2te pagini citesc \u00eentr-o or\u0103. Mi se p\u0103rea c\u0103 a\u0219 fi rupt vraja lecturii. Totu\u0219i, mi-am dat seama c\u0103 am nevoie de mai mult de o or\u0103 ca s\u0103 citesc 50 de pagini. Poate de dou\u0103 ore? De mai mult de dou\u0103 sau poate de mai pu\u021bin? N-a\u0219 \u0219ti s\u0103 spun. Cert e c-ar fi p\u0103cat s\u0103 te gr\u0103be\u0219ti \u0219i c\u00e2nd cite\u0219ti. E ca \u0219i cum \u00een loc de a savura o pr\u0103jitur\u0103, gust\u00e2nd din ea cu cea mai mic\u0103 linguri\u021b\u0103 din sertar, ai mu\u0219ca direct, termin\u00e2nd-o din c\u00e2teva \u00eembuc\u0103turi. De ce e posibil ca mie s\u0103-mi ia de dou\u0103 ori mai mult s\u0103 citesc 50 de pagini fa\u021b\u0103 de c\u00e2t \u00eei ia prietenei mele? Poate pentru c\u0103 nu citesc niciodat\u0103 printre r\u00e2nduri. Uneori \u00eemi imaginez c\u0103 m\u0103 aflu \u00eentr-un dialog cu cartea din m\u00e2na mea. Un dialog \u00een care tac cel mai mult \u0219i \u00een care s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b s\u0103 ascult. A citi printre r\u00e2nduri ar \u00eensemna s\u0103 ascult doar \u00eenceputul \u0219i sf\u00e2r\u0219itul replicii c\u0103r\u021bii, at\u00e2t c\u00e2t s\u0103-i pot r\u0103spunde. Dar eu nu citesc pentru a-mi auzi vocea interioar\u0103 \u00eeng\u0103im\u00e2nd un r\u0103spuns. Citesc pentru a primi r\u0103spunsuri, pentru a-mi descre\u021bi fruntea, cum se spune. \u0218i ar mai fi ceva. Subliniez cu creionul fiecare fraz\u0103 care st\u00e2rne\u0219te ceva \u00een mine. Dac\u0103 sunt mai multe fraze semnificative, gr\u0103itoare, pe aceea\u0219i pagin\u0103, m\u0103 semnez \u00een dreptul paragrafului care le cuprinde. Acelea\u0219i cuvinte subliniate le recitesc imediat dup\u0103 ce s-au \u00eent\u00e2lnit cu creionul. Nu pentru c\u0103 nu le-a\u0219 fi \u00een\u021beles de la \u00eenceput. Ci pentru c\u0103 a citi o fraz\u0103 de mai multe ori e ca \u0219i cum ai repeta aceea\u0219i s\u0103rutare \u00eenceat\u0103. E aceea\u0219i, dar intona\u021bia g\u00e2ndului \u0219i starea sufletului o fac de fiecare dat\u0103 s\u0103 fie altfel. E aceea\u0219i \u0219i, totu\u0219i, e alta.<br \/>\n    Dar acum realizez c\u0103 problema nu este nici la genera\u021bia mea, nici mine. Ci la noi to\u021bi, la \u00eentreaga omenire. De ce \u201eC\u00e2te pagini are?\u201d este una din primele \u00eentreb\u0103ri pe care le punem c\u00e2nd ni se recomand\u0103 o carte? De ce num\u0103rul paginilor reprezint\u0103 o prioritate pentru noi \u00een alegerea unei c\u0103r\u021bi? Mi se pare uneori c\u0103 \u00een urechile c\u0103r\u021bii \u00eentrebarea \u201eC\u00e2te pagini are?\u201d sun\u0103 a\u0219a cum sun\u0103 pentru noi \u201eC\u00e2\u021bi ani ai?\u201d. Aproape c\u0103 e\u0219ti mai interesat de num\u0103rul paginilor dec\u00e2t de con\u021binutul propriu-zis. Uite a\u0219a, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne d\u0103m seama, ajungem s\u0103 simplific\u0103m, s\u0103 materializ\u0103m, s\u0103 sintetiz\u0103m lucrurile. Ne \u00eendep\u0103rt\u0103m de esen\u021b\u0103, de tot ce ascunde semnifica\u021bii ad\u00e2nci, de subtilit\u0103\u021bi, \u0219i ne \u00eenconjur\u0103m \u00eengrijor\u0103tor de mult de aparen\u021be clare. Totul se reduce la cifre, c\u00e2nd adev\u0103rata frumuse\u021be este a literelor. La \u00eenceput a fost Cuv\u00e2ntul&#8230; Cuv\u00e2ntul&#8230; \u0218i mai e ceva. De ce sunt paginile c\u0103r\u021bilor numerotate?<br \/>\n    De-a lungul timpului, am observat cum \u0219i scrisul se poate rezuma la cantit\u0103\u021bi. Ne distan\u021b\u0103m de noi \u00een\u0219ine, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-ne lumea interioar\u0103 p\u0103tat\u0103 de cantit\u0103\u021bi. Cum putem crede c\u0103 cinci pagini \u00eenseamn\u0103, pentru noi \u00een\u0219ine, mai mult dec\u00e2t dou\u0103? Cum r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu tr\u0103irile din momentul actului creator, cu strig\u0103tul pe care s-a cl\u0103dit un simplu cuv\u00e2nt? Un singur cuv\u00e2nt poate s\u0103 spun\u0103 mai mult dec\u00e2t o propozi\u021bie. O fraz\u0103 poate aprinde \u00een tine ce n-a aprins o pagin\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103. Dac\u0103 tot ne l\u0103ud\u0103m c\u0103 scriem din suflet, de ne num\u0103r\u0103m paginile proasp\u0103t scrise? \u0218i mai e ceva. Uit\u0103m c\u0103 printre r\u00e2ndurile scrise se ascund at\u00e2tea g\u00e2nduri c\u0103rora nu \u00eendr\u0103znim sau poate nu apuc\u0103m s\u0103 le d\u0103m forma cuv\u00e2ntului. De unde s\u0103 \u0219tie cititorul c\u0103 dou\u0103 pagini pot fi mai g\u00e2ndite, mai tr\u0103ite, mai sim\u021bite, dec\u00e2t cinci? Numerele sunt ale exteriorului, ale lumii cu \u00eenceput \u0219i sf\u00e2r\u0219it. Nu putem num\u0103ra ce e \u00een\u0103untru. De pild\u0103, po\u021bi m\u0103sura c\u00e2te g\u00e2nduri \u0219i grup\u0103ri de g\u00e2nduri ai \u00eentr-un moment? Dar c\u00e2te emo\u021bii, c\u00e2te st\u0103ri te pot \u00eencerca la auzul unei ve\u0219ti din exterior care \u00ee\u021bi spune ceva \u0219i \u00een lumea l\u0103untric\u0103? De aceea, cantit\u0103\u021bile ne \u00eendep\u0103rteaz\u0103 de adev\u0103rul fiin\u021bei noastre.<br \/>\n    C\u00e2t\u0103 vreme nu este publicat \u0219i \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219it cu ceilal\u021bi, scrisul este cel mai \u201eal nostru\u201d. M-am \u00eentrebat \u0219i eu, a\u0219a cum au f\u0103cut-o \u0219i al\u021bii, dac\u0103 scriu pentru a m\u0103 elibera sau pentru a-mi aminti, pentru a retr\u0103i. N-am \u0219tiut s\u0103-mi r\u0103spund precis. Probabil, totu\u0219i, pentru a m\u0103 elibera. Am auzit pe cineva spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 i-a luat trei ore s\u0103 scrie un eseu. Cum a\u0219 putea lua \u00een considerare c\u0103 eliberarea mea dureaz\u0103 trei ore? Cum s\u0103 m\u0103sor ceva at\u00e2t de pur cum este eliberarea? \u0218i dup\u0103 cele trei ore ce am s\u0103 fac? Am s\u0103 m\u0103 simt din nou \u00eenl\u0103n\u021buit\u0103? \u0218i m-am mai \u00eentrebat ceva. M-am \u00eentrebat de ce scriu. Sigur c\u0103 m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 r\u0103spunsul este dat de circumstan\u021be. Scrisul pentru un concurs, pentru societate, ar primi un r\u0103spuns, iar scrisul \u00eentr-un jurnal, pentru tine \u0219i at\u00e2t, cu totul altul. \u00cen al doilea caz e mai greu de r\u0103spuns \u0219i n-a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 gr\u0103besc, a\u0219a cum am observat c\u0103 trebuie f\u0103cut \u00een via\u021ba cotidian\u0103. Dar \u00een primul, cred c\u0103 scriu pentru c\u0103 din tot ce pot face asta am impresia c\u0103 fac cel mai bine.<br \/>\n    \u0218i mai e ceva. Sunt c\u00e2\u021biva oameni, dup\u0103 p\u0103rerea mea cam ano\u0219ti, care spun: \u201eScriu cartea asta \u00een doi ani, un an vor dura formalit\u0103\u021bile pentru publicare, vreo \u0219ase ani va fi agreat\u0103 de c\u0103tre cititori \u0219i pe urm\u0103 va fi uitat\u0103.\u201d. Dup\u0103 mine, crea\u021bia \u2013 tocmai pentru c\u0103 tu creezi ceva \u2013 trebuie s\u0103 o vezi ve\u0219nic\u0103. S\u0103 o proiectezi pe o durat\u0103 nedeterminabil\u0103. De-asta creezi. Ca s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 ceva \u0219i \u00een afara ta, atemporal, f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u0219it. Destul c\u0103 pe acest p\u0103m\u00e2nt noi avem sf\u00e2r\u0219it. M\u0103car crea\u021biile noastre, ceea ce iese din noi, ce \u021b\u00e2\u0219ne\u0219te, pentru c\u0103 nu poate fi st\u0103vilit, s\u0103 n-aib\u0103 final.<br \/>\n    \u0218i-ar mai fi multe de zis, de scris, de citit. Dar n-avem timp. Vezi c\u0103 e\u0219ti deja \u00een \u00eent\u00e2rziere. S\u0103 te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti, totu\u0219i, la acel ceva nespus \u00een fraze, dar sim\u021bit \u00een afara lor. Mereu mai e ceva.         \t       <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gabriela BOTICI Sonet CXL (Prea mult fum) Cafeaua de toamn\u0103 cu gust de rutin\u0103 m-ascunde \u00een mine, \u00een pl\u00e2nset \u0219i-n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":24966,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,329],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24986"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24986"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24986\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24987,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24986\/revisions\/24987"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/24966"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24986"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24986"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24986"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}