{"id":24690,"date":"2025-05-28T23:50:24","date_gmt":"2025-05-28T20:50:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24690"},"modified":"2025-05-28T23:50:24","modified_gmt":"2025-05-28T20:50:24","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-avanbec","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24690","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Avanbec"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>        Obosit, dar \u00eemplinind voia personal\u0103.<br \/>\n       Am renun\u021bat&#8230;. De fapt&#8230;. C\u00e2nd s\u0103 mai \u0219i scriu? Trei zile, de vreo trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eencoace, concediu, patru, r\u0103mase, din care dou\u0103 chinuindu-mi glasul s\u0103 emit\u0103 frecven\u021bele potrivite portativelor, cu dispens\u0103 de octav\u0103 dincolo de linia mijlocie, una \u00een care doar se <strong>ascult\u0103<\/strong>, sunetist pur, \u0219i ultima tot \u00een gama notelor emise de al\u021bii, copil\u0103ret sc\u0103pat pe scen\u0103 de pl\u0103cerea sadicilor p\u0103rin\u021bi \u0219i dup\u0103 nici jum\u0103tate de an de a\u0219a-zis\u0103 \u0219colarizare \u0219i a lor, ajuns\u0103 la paroxismul vedetismului infantil.<br \/>\n       O pauz\u0103 for\u021bat\u0103 \u00een care am gustat toat\u0103 am\u0103r\u0103ciunea pricinuit\u0103 de majoritatea concet\u0103\u021benilor. Nu g\u00e2ndi\u021bi la alegeri. N-au a face. Doar comportamentul lor zilnic, nestingherit, feroce, f\u0103r\u0103 interes &#8211; de\u0219i a\u021bi crede invers; deloc; nu banii, nu profitul pot trece drept scop, ambele sunt numai o consecin\u021b\u0103 a mersului societ\u0103\u021bii contemporane, bezmetic\u0103, haotic\u0103, dezm\u0103\u021bat\u0103, \u00eemb\u0103tat\u0103 de tipi \u0219i tipe tembele (adineauri v\u0103zui o \u201etem\u0103\u201d de dezbatere, chipurile na\u021bional\u0103: \u201ecum s\u0103 avem tenul frumos \u0219i luminos\u201d; am r\u00e2s \u00een sine de idio\u021benie; te pui, cucoan\u0103, \u0219i te speli pe fa\u021b\u0103 zdrav\u0103n, dai jos buielile, iar dup\u0103 te sco\u021bi la soare cum te-a l\u0103sat mama natur\u0103, s\u0103 te mai rumene\u0219ti ni\u021bel) -, batjocoritor, nep\u0103s\u0103tor&#8230;. Nu mai \u00een\u0219ir&#8230;. E suficient s\u0103 trec zilnic prin jungla asta, cu greutatea deja postulat\u0103 a insuportabilit\u0103\u021bii.<br \/>\n       M\u0103 mai consoleaz\u0103 cele c\u00e2teva ore pe care le petrec acas\u0103.<br \/>\n       1998. O oaz\u0103 de speran\u021b\u0103 s-a \u00eenfiripat pentru vreo lun\u0103. Se \u00eentorsese Masc\u0103, trecusem prin teama rateului vocii lui, la miezul nop\u021bii dintre ani, a doua zi la \u201eciorba de potroace\u201d, cu toate \u201evedetele\u201d ora\u0219ului pe capul nostru &#8211; nu fusese de ajuns Revelionul, \u0219tiin\u021ba \u0219i preg\u0103tirea precare ori nu la nivelul salv\u0103rii cu brio; ne-am pricopsit \u0219i c-un \u0219ef de local, Huru, f\u0103c\u00e2nd pe ap\u0103r\u0103torul madamei Radu, <strong>asmu\u021bit<\/strong> din proprie ini\u021biativ\u0103 asupra noastr\u0103 cu o agresivitate de speriat -, procurora\u0219i, avoc\u0103\u021bei, directora\u0219i&#8230; (la R\u00e2mnic, toate \u201edemnit\u0103\u021bile\u201d sunt diminutivabile, din pricini evidente; pe c\u00e2t de slabi preg\u0103ti\u021bi sunt, afi\u0219area rangului \u0219i preten\u021biile de recunoa\u0219tere sunt duble), petrecusem c\u00e2teva luni \u00een prepeleacul lui Matei de la fostul complex me\u0219te\u0219ug\u0103resc \u0219i, de campionatul de fotbal, ne \u00eentorsesem la Tess. Venise chiar \u0219i Bebi acas\u0103. O bucurie, a\u0219a, de dragul unor ani din urm\u0103, spulberat\u0103 repede. Bebi \u0219i-a f\u0103cut bagajele \u0219i s-a returnat \u00een cizma mediteraneean\u0103, Masc\u0103 a f\u0103cut cale \u00eentoars\u0103 la Dorohoi, imediat dup\u0103 ce Matei deschisese Onix-ul.<br \/>\n       P\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103-l inaugureze&#8230;. Devenisem \u201eac\u021bionar\u201d la lucr\u0103rile lui. Dou\u0103 mari \u0219i late. Precum datoriile mele antamate pentru ceea ce urma s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple din acel an \u00eenainte. \u00cen baza rela\u021biei muzicale, r\u0103mas\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een vigoare &#8211; dar nu pentru mult timp; Solaris avea s\u0103 se dizolve dup\u0103 nici trei luni -, m-a angajat s\u0103-i construiesc un chio\u0219c, \u00een care s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eenceap\u0103 afacerea de comer\u021b. O chestie p\u0103trat\u0103 la baz\u0103, \u00eenalt\u0103 c\u00e2t puteam \u00eentinde m\u00e2inile \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 vreo dou\u0103zeci de centimetri mai sus, <strong>asumat\u0103<\/strong> de unul singur. Da. Pe un v\u00e2nt nebun, la \u0219osea, unde \u00ee\u0219i d\u0103 aere \u0219i mai \u0219i, eu ticluiam scheletul solo. Eu t\u0103iam. Nici nu mai \u0219tiu cu ce. Bine\u00een\u021beles, n-aveam flex, nu se inventase \u00eenc\u0103 pentru noi. Nu \u00een anul ce-a urmat destructur\u0103rii definitive a economiei rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti. C\u00e2nd muncitorii erau da\u021bi afar\u0103&#8230;. Aproape to\u021bi. A\u0219a c\u0103 toate debit\u0103rile s-au produs cu&#8230; arc electric. Ca-n armat\u0103. La Independen\u021ba. Dup\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 patru luni, zece ani. La fel ca-n prima zi ca sudor, m-a prins flama. \u0218i-am tras noaptea \u00een noaptea ce-a urmat un pl\u00e2ns&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Obosit, dar \u00eemplinind voia personal\u0103. Am renun\u021bat&#8230;. De fapt&#8230;. C\u00e2nd s\u0103 mai \u0219i scriu? Trei zile, de vreo trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24690"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24690"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24690\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24691,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24690\/revisions\/24691"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24690"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24690"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24690"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}