{"id":24638,"date":"2025-05-07T21:28:54","date_gmt":"2025-05-07T18:28:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24638"},"modified":"2025-05-07T21:28:54","modified_gmt":"2025-05-07T18:28:54","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-asanasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24638","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Asana\u0219i"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>       C\u00e2nd e s\u0103 fac una&#8230;.<br \/>\n       O fac. M\u0103 socotesc \u00een minte c\u0103 am produs \u00eenc\u0103 un e\u0219ec \u0219i merg mai departe. Este inevitabil.<br \/>\n       M\u0103 v\u0103d undeva l\u00e2ng\u0103 un gard, aproape \u00eengr\u0103m\u0103dit \u00een col\u021bul cu care f\u0103cea un unghi \u00eentre marjele lui 100 \u0219i 110 grade, evident cu por\u021bile de la strad\u0103, \u00eenh\u0103inurat. \u00cen marginea extrem\u0103 a cartierului S\u00e2rbi, cum arunci venind de la Buz\u0103u cu trenul, o nevinovat\u0103 h\u00e2rtie, \u00een dulcea tradi\u021biei rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti degrevat\u0103 de civism, \u00eenapoi vreo 300 de metri de la podul ce-\u021bi pic\u0103 parc\u0103 \u00een cap c\u00e2nd iei calea cartierului dinspre Costieni. M\u0103 tot fr\u0103m\u00e2nt\u0103 cum de nu se inund\u0103 toat\u0103 acea zon\u0103, fiindc\u0103 strada este o ulicioar\u0103 ce se termin\u0103 \u00een malul ecartamentului c\u0103ii ferate \u0219i dac\u0103 ridici privirea te ia cu ame\u021beli p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 atingi zenitul. S-o fi pus pe <strong>asan\u0103ri<\/strong> administra\u021bia ulterior \u201evizitei\u201d mele unice, pe vreo re\u021bea de canalizare, altfel nu v\u0103d cum nu s-ar fi umplut fund\u0103tura de ploile ce au tot b\u00e2ntuit R\u00e2mnicul, cel pu\u021bin de la Noe man B\u0103sescu \u00eencoace. \u00cen groapa aceea, n-ar fi putut tr\u0103i oameni mai departe de condi\u021bia personajelor din romanul omonim al lui Eugen Barbu. \u021aigani stabili\u021bi cu de la sine putere, escalad\u00e2nd coliba p\u00e2n\u0103 la a deveni o c\u0103su\u021b\u0103 modest\u0103, pipernicit\u0103, \u00eenzestrat\u0103 de la poarta p\u00e2n\u0103 la u\u0219\u0103 cu o alee \u00eengust\u0103 \u0219i vreo doi butuci de vie c\u00e2t s\u0103 ofere vara umbra at\u00e2t de pl\u0103cut\u0103 firii lor lene\u0219e. De\u0219i dracu m\u0103 pusese s\u0103 accept s\u0103 fiu a doua oar\u0103 \u00een preajma unor oameni pe care realmente nu-i suport \u0219i luasem \u0219i clapele cu mine, nu apucasem s\u0103 m\u0103 dau la ele mai mult de un program. Se blocase \u0219i nu mai pornea. M\u0103 mir cum totu\u0219i se alimentase. Curentul nici cu stabilizator nu reu\u0219ea s\u0103 ating\u0103 180 de vol\u021bi. Aidoma celui g\u0103sit \u00een buzele \u0219techerului la Voetin, la c\u0103min. De-ar fi fost acesta baiul. Desigur nu. Ci \u201eoamenii\u201d. \u201eParveni\u021bi\u201d c\u00e2t s\u0103-\u0219i permit\u0103 s\u0103 pun\u0103 pe mas\u0103 c\u00e2te ceva de-ale gurii, modest, c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu par\u0103 chiar s\u0103r\u0103cii c\u00e2nd le intrau \u00een curte neamurile. Fiindc\u0103 acela care nu \u0219tie ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat pauper, ca s\u0103 compare ce am afirmat, ar putea merge \u0219i acum \u00een \u201eDallas\u201d-ul r\u00e2mnicean spre a lua \u00een priviri c\u00e2teva mostre reale. O afirma\u021bie f\u0103r\u0103 vreun g\u00e2nd s\u0103 <strong>atentez <\/strong>la \u201eficsonomia\u201d etniei, ci doar s-o prezint a\u0219a cum este, a\u0219a cum am perceput-o \u0219i a\u0219a cum n-o s\u0103 reu\u0219esc vreodat\u0103 s\u0103-i dau credit. Poate g\u00e2ndesc astfel fiindc\u0103 <strong>asociez<\/strong> culoarea, vorba \u0219i mirosul, comportamentul cu ceva cu care n-am dorit niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 intru \u00een contact. N-ar fi avut niciun efect toate \u201esperieturile\u201d mamei, toate interdic\u021biile, dac\u0103 eu \u00eensumi n-a\u0219 fi avut visceral o aversiune pentru ei. Da. Se pune \u0219i \u00eentrebarea, pertinent\u0103. \u0218i totu\u0219i, dac\u0103 tot nu-i suferi, de ce ai tot c\u00e2ntat cu ei? Drept s\u0103 spun, \u00een prima perioad\u0103, la primele c\u00e2nt\u0103ri, nici nu le-am sim\u021bit prezen\u021ba. Eram entuziasmat c\u0103 eram pus la treab\u0103 \u0219i-mi puteam etala pu\u021binele \u00eendem\u00e2n\u0103ri pe claviaturi. \u0218i c\u0103 puteam diminea\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tig ni\u0219te bani. Doar c\u00e2nd s-au \u00eendesit nun\u021bile a \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 agaseze prezen\u021ba lor. \u00cen 1990 \u00een toamn\u0103. C\u00e2nd \u00eencepuser\u0103 cu duiumul. Dar nici atunci nu sim\u021bisem \u00eentru totul. S\u00e2mb\u0103ta \u0219i duminica \u00eentregi, cap-coad\u0103, obosit, luni \u0219i mar\u021bi \u00eentr-o ame\u021beal\u0103 de nedescris. St\u00e2nd \u00een acel col\u021b de curte, spre orele mai mari dintre cele mici ale nop\u021bi, rememor\u00e2nd cele 16 plus una nun\u021bi \u0219i dup\u0103 ce am <strong>asistat<\/strong> la g\u00e2lceava \u021biganilor transformat\u0103 \u0219i-ntr-o mic\u0103 b\u0103taie \u201edomestic\u0103\u201d, de curte, \u00een \u201efamilie\u201d, mi-am promis c\u0103 acestea vor fi doar o amintire ur\u00e2t\u0103. Mi-am promis \u00een locul cel mai nea\u0219teptat de pe lume, \u00eenconjurat de ultimii oameni de pe lume c\u0103 nu voi mai fi <strong>aservit<\/strong> niciunuia dintre <strong>asia\u021bii<\/strong> c\u00e2nt\u0103re\u021bi c\u00e2tu\u0219i de pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>C\u00e2nd e s\u0103 fac una&#8230;. O fac. M\u0103 socotesc \u00een minte c\u0103 am produs \u00eenc\u0103 un e\u0219ec \u0219i merg mai<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24638"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24638"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24638\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24639,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24638\/revisions\/24639"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24638"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24638"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24638"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}