{"id":24249,"date":"2025-02-09T00:25:22","date_gmt":"2025-02-08T21:25:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24249"},"modified":"2025-02-09T00:25:22","modified_gmt":"2025-02-08T21:25:22","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-arbanas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24249","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Arb\u0103na\u0219"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>         Cine \u00een locul meu n-ar fi g\u00e2ndit astfel?<br \/>\n        Cum a fost dup\u0103? Exact ca naiba. Dezn\u0103dejdea cea mai mare m\u0103 f\u0103cuse ghem \u00een pat, \u00eemi amor\u021bise toate sim\u021burile, doar g\u00e2ndurile se perindau r\u0103zle\u021be f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 poat\u0103 fixa vreun moment anume &#8211; cum altfel?, toate fuseser\u0103 anume; puteam \u00eentinde o m\u00e2n\u0103 ca s\u0103 le ating. Singurul aparat func\u021bional r\u0103m\u0103sese glanda lacrimal\u0103, incontrolabil\u0103.<br \/>\n        N-am a m\u0103 certa cu nimeni. Sunt amintiri cu duiumul, \u00eenc\u0103 insuficiente pentru rela\u021bia unui copil cu proprii p\u0103rin\u021bi, \u0219i de-ar dura o mie de ani, parc\u0103 tot nu-s de-ajuns, iar faptul c\u0103 am rev\u0103zut cele dou\u0103 rafturi, atelierul, de\u0219i mi-s \u00een ochi \u00een fiecare zi de patru luni de zile, doar \u00een urm\u0103 cu o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 m-au r\u0103scolit profund. Chiar am avut o vorb\u0103 cu cel&#8230; de sus, chiar l-am \u00eentrebat de ce. N-a r\u0103spuns. Nu l-am mai deranjat de atunci&#8230;.<br \/>\n        \u00cen fine&#8230;. Eram t\u00e2n\u0103r, ei erau tineri \u00een 1995, nimeni nu g\u00e2ndea c\u0103 num\u0103r\u0103toarea invers\u0103 \u00eencepuse deja. Pentru fiecare. \u0218i cine nu \u00ee\u0219i pune problema c\u0103 viitorul se estompeaz\u0103 zi de zi, merge mai departe. Erau doar anotimpuri, vitrege ca ele unele, \u00eembietoare \u0219i pline de speran\u021b\u0103 celelalte, erau doar vremuri incontestabile ca veridicitate, \u00eens\u0103 inacceptabile ca derulare.<br \/>\n        Via\u021ba mea se schimbase de o vreme. \u00cen bine. Eram pe cont propriu, dependen\u021ba voit\u0103 timp de un an \u0219i jum\u0103tate luase sf\u00e2r\u0219it. Disp\u0103ruse orice lips\u0103 de \u00eempotrivire la chestiuni care, departe de a fi cerin\u021be, \u00ee\u021bi incumbau datorii de \u201enerefuzat\u201d. Se terminase cu \u201e<strong>arar\u0103\u021bi<\/strong>?\u201d, nu mai <strong>ar\u0103ceam<\/strong> viile, nu-mi mai <strong>arendau<\/strong> \u201eparcela\u201d artistic\u0103 niciunul dintre \u201epatroni\u201d, nu mai aveam de pus <strong>arpagic<\/strong>, nu-mi mai <strong>ar\u0103meam<\/strong> obrajii pe c\u00e2mpia b\u0103l\u0103cenilor, n-o mai luam pe <strong>ar\u0103tura<\/strong> din spatele casei ca s\u0103 ajung la vreun pr\u0103\u0219it sau la vreun cules de porumb (floarea soarelui era \u00een spatele b\u0103l\u021bii, acolo unde m\u0103car pre\u021b de dou\u0103-trei f\u00e2\u021be sim\u021beam o parte de libertatea cu care venisem de acas\u0103) \u0219i sc\u0103pasem de to\u021bi acei tipi cu totul <strong>arhaici<\/strong> cu care eram nevoit s\u0103-mi duc traiul zilnic. De la clien\u021bi la vecini, la s\u0103teni \u0219i cine \u0219tie ce str\u0103in aciuat prin c\u00e2rciumioara de la \u0219u\u0219a. Fusese o perioad\u0103 c\u00e2nd chiar \u00eemi f\u0103cea pl\u0103cere s\u0103 me\u0219teresc, s\u0103 pun la punct ce era dezordonat, s\u0103 adaug ceva nou, s\u0103-mi pun semn\u0103tura pe treburile gospod\u0103re\u0219ti rurale ca \u0219i cum a\u0219 fi fost la mine. Dup\u0103 primele luni de asidu\u0103 munc\u0103, dup\u0103 mutarea definitiv\u0103 a soacrei la mama m\u0103-sii so\u021biei, entuziasmul meu a sc\u0103zut la mai pu\u021bin de jum\u0103tate. Un gen de silnicie mai c\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bintuia \u00een camer\u0103, ultimul bastion al lini\u0219tii, transformat\u0103 \u00een refugiu, dup\u0103 ce se n\u0103scuse Miki. Pl\u0103cerea se dusese pe apa s\u00e2mbetei, se \u00eencheiase cu ultima \u201ec\u0103r\u0103mid\u0103\u201d, cu ultima grind\u0103, cu ultima plac\u0103 de azbociment depus\u0103 pe c\u0103priorii uria\u0219i, cu ultima plac\u0103 de pal de pe tavan, cu ultima balama pus\u0103 la cele trei u\u0219i&#8230;.<br \/>\n       Fier cump\u0103rasem, tabl\u0103, o ambutisasem bucat\u0103 cu bucat\u0103, electrozi, clan\u021be cu yale&#8230;. S\u0103 d\u0103inuie, s\u0103 aib\u0103 utilitate. G\u00e2ndisem la bun\u0103stare, planificasem cu mul\u021bi pa\u0219i \u00eenainte viitorul. Ne dezvolt\u0103m, d\u0103 lumea buluc la bere, vodc\u0103, rom, coniac, p\u00e2ine, dulciuri \u0219i alte nimicuri alimentare, vine lumea gr\u0103mad\u0103 la discoteci \u0219i baluri. Ne lu\u0103m ma\u0219in\u0103, n-o putem l\u0103sa la poart\u0103, o introducem pe u\u0219ile de trei metri. Fac ni\u0219te u\u0219i metalice de acces de st\u0103 m\u00e2\u021ba-n coad\u0103 \u0219i to\u021bi b\u0103l\u0103cenii cu gura c\u0103scat\u0103!<br \/>\n       La ce munc\u0103 am prestat la ele, te cred \u0219i eu. \u00cenc\u0103 nu era profilul p\u0103trat la \u00eendem\u00e2na oricui, costa de te durea sufletul&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cine \u00een locul meu n-ar fi g\u00e2ndit astfel? Cum a fost dup\u0103? Exact ca naiba. Dezn\u0103dejdea cea mai mare m\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24249"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24249"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24249\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24250,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24249\/revisions\/24250"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24249"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24249"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24249"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}