{"id":24195,"date":"2025-01-26T01:01:59","date_gmt":"2025-01-25T22:01:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24195"},"modified":"2025-01-26T01:01:59","modified_gmt":"2025-01-25T22:01:59","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-aracisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=24195","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Ar\u0103ci\u0219i"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>       Eu am g\u00e2ndit diferit mereu. Auzeniile mele&#8230;.<br \/>\n       &#8230; aveau acel ceva fascinant, \u00een sine, care \u00eemi exalta existen\u021ba, \u00eei d\u0103deau sens \u0219i curaj s\u0103 mearg\u0103 \u00eenainte. Unde? Mereu a fost dificil de anticipat. De fapt imposibil. C\u00e2nd nu cau\u021bi special notele, ci ele te g\u0103sesc, un parcurs predictiv este imposibil. Se <strong>armeaz\u0103<\/strong> singur tr\u0103gaciul compozi\u021bional \u0219i te la\u0219i ghidat de \u0219uvoiul pe care ra\u021biuni nev\u0103zute le controleaz\u0103.<br \/>\n        Eu sus\u021bineam, chiar \u0219i sub influen\u021be alcoolice \u0219i tabagice, c\u0103 timbralitatea este cea care face diferen\u021ba, fondurile sonore cu diferite valen\u021be, c\u0103 sunetele trecute de clasicele chitare electrice, acustice, pianele \u0219i al\u0103murile, chiar simulate, toba clasic\u0103 \u0219i doar ea, nu mai pot inova muzica, n-o mai pot diversifica. Schimb\u0103-le \u0219i vei ob\u021bine ineditul.<br \/>\n       Erau \u00eens\u0103 doar discu\u021bii. La b\u0103utur\u0103. Am mai dus-o, cum spuneam, dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni. Dup\u0103 care i-am pus o definitiv\u0103 cruce. \u0218i fumatului. \u0218i pierderii inutile de timp.<br \/>\n       \u00centre loviturile cauzatoare de moarte, aplicate de Azbi lui Nicu Cotoi, \u0219i finalul colabor\u0103rii cu Sticl\u0103 s-au \u00eent\u00e2mplat mai pu\u021bine remarcabile. Abia dac\u0103 am memorat ceva. Nun\u021bile, bine\u00een\u021beles, c\u00e2teva, vreo dou\u0103 mese festive la Poieni\u021ba, periplurile lui Masc\u0103 \u0219i Sticl\u0103 la caneaua cu vodc\u0103 a grupului Corbu \u0219i o \u00eent\u00e2mplare haioas\u0103 petrecut\u0103 acas\u0103. \u00cen casa lui domn B\u0103dic\u0103.<br \/>\n       Se \u00eenc\u0103lzise bini\u0219or. Era chiar var\u0103, cu u\u0219oare episoade de \u201efrigule\u021b\u201d, exagerat spus. O p\u0103turic\u0103 peste p\u0103tur\u0103 nu strica. Fiindc\u0103 \u021bi se mai <strong>ariceau<\/strong> porii peste noapte, iar dac\u0103 te trezeai, de <strong>aromeli<\/strong> nici c\u0103-\u021bi mai ardea p\u00e2n\u0103 nu \u021bi se regla temperatura corporal\u0103 aproape s\u0103 sim\u021bi c\u0103 faci febr\u0103. Dar uneori este imposibil. Nici cald nu se face, nici somnul nu-\u021bi mai vine p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een zori.<br \/>\n       Recunosc. Mi-a fost ni\u021bel greu s\u0103 revin la starea de nefum\u0103tor convins. O lun\u0103 de zile \u00eencheiat\u0103 am tot servit gume, bomboane &#8211; nu lipseau din buc\u0103t\u0103rie -, orice era \u00een stare s\u0103 m\u0103 distrag\u0103 de la lipsa \u021bigaretei din gur\u0103.<br \/>\n       Una era s\u0103 sose\u0219ti la cr\u00e2\u0219m\u0103 pe zi, s\u0103 mai dai din m\u00e2ini emfatic la discu\u021bii, s\u0103 te vad\u0103 \u0219i interlocutorul cum te lamentezi, liber de han\u021be, s\u0103 suferi de <strong>aritmie<\/strong> f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u021bi fie team\u0103 c\u0103 pici \u0219i de frig chiar s\u0103 te ia mama gaia \u0219i s\u0103 crapi cu niciun ajutor pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine \u0219i alta fusese at\u00e2tea luni \u00eencep\u00e2nd cu ianuarie, c\u00e2nd nu puteai deschide pliscul de fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu-\u021bi \u00eenghe\u021be notele \u0219i <strong>arietei<\/strong> de pahar s\u0103 nu-i mai po\u021bi sus\u021bine recitativul melodic. Era c\u0103ldu\u021b, eram chiar \u00eenc\u00e2ntat s\u0103 ajung acas\u0103. M\u0103 \u00eencerca un soi de fericire. A\u0219a cum mi se \u00eent\u00e2mpla \u00een adolescen\u021b\u0103. Mai s\u0103 zburd, mai s\u0103 compun melodii \u201ecelebre\u201d, a\u0219a cum \u00eemi \u00eenchipuiam c\u00e2teodat\u0103 c\u0103 vor fi. Sosisem acas\u0103. Din ce motiv nu luasem cheile? Probabil le uitasem. \u00cencrez\u0103tor, am b\u0103tut la geam. U\u0219or, de c\u00e2teva ori, am a\u0219teptat. Nicio mi\u0219care. Am b\u0103tut iar. Mai tare, dar cu aceea\u0219i jen\u0103 ca prima dat\u0103, s\u0103 n-o trezesc pe Miki. Nicio \u0219ans\u0103. F\u0103r\u0103 jen\u0103, am aruncat pumnii \u00een geamuri. \u00cen zadar. Dup\u0103 ce m-am mai lamentat cam 20 de minute, \u00een \u00eentuneric, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 caut solu\u021bii. Ie\u0219ea din discu\u021bie s\u0103 dorm \u00een cu\u0219ca c\u00e2inelui. Prea insalubr\u0103. \u0218i nu de alta, mi-era mil\u0103 de Fifi s-o las f\u0103r\u0103 culcu\u0219. Pe teras\u0103, de m-a\u0219 fi a\u0219ternut pe mas\u0103, m-ar fi luat curentul pe trei p\u0103r\u021bi. De pe banc\u0103 a\u0219 fi c\u0103zut. La toalet\u0103 \u00een niciun caz. Mai \u00een\u021bepenisem pe tron de at\u00e2tea nevoi abstinente, \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u021b\u00e2nate. Toate variantele se epuizaser\u0103. Trebuia totu\u0219i s\u0103 intru \u00een cas\u0103. \u00cencepuse s\u0103 m\u0103 pi\u0219te pe la m\u00e2ini, pe corp, purtam doar un tricou. For\u021bez, \u00eemi zic, geamul de la sufragerie sau \u00eel sparg. Aude Corina, \u0219i mai bine. Nu?, m\u0103car intru \u00een cas\u0103, n-o s\u0103 mor f\u0103r\u0103 m\u00e2ncare o sear\u0103. Sufrageria era dezafectat\u0103. Mutasem catrafusele, patul, \u0219ifonierul, televizorul, tot ce era necesar \u00een camera din fa\u021b\u0103. Mai mic\u0103, mai c\u0103lduroas\u0103, mai primitoare. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eu am g\u00e2ndit diferit mereu. Auzeniile mele&#8230;. &#8230; aveau acel ceva fascinant, \u00een sine, care \u00eemi exalta existen\u021ba, \u00eei d\u0103deau<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24195"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24195"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24195\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24196,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24195\/revisions\/24196"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}