{"id":23726,"date":"2024-09-22T08:59:14","date_gmt":"2024-09-22T05:59:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=23726"},"modified":"2024-09-22T08:59:14","modified_gmt":"2024-09-22T05:59:14","slug":"literadura-nr-33-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=23726","title":{"rendered":"Literadura nr. 33 (6)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Diana TRANDAFIR<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"430\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-11103 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir.jpg 250w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir-174x300.jpg 174w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 250px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 250\/430;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"430\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-11103\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir.jpg 250w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/trandafir-174x300.jpg 174w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>SUFLETUL C\u00c2NT\u0102RE\u0218TE 21 DE GRAME<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>buburuzele str\u0103bat nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2te mii de kilometri-n de\u0219ert<br \/>\n\u0219i tu nu po\u021bi doar s\u0103 fii, mai precis s\u0103 fii tu cu tine, singur<br \/>\ncu des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219ire singur?<br \/>\nNu trebuie s\u0103 fii bun<br \/>\nadic\u0103 nu pentru c\u0103 a\u0219a zic ceilal\u021bi<br \/>\nnu e\u0219ti bun dec\u00e2t dac\u0103 la\u0219i durerea<br \/>\ns\u0103 mearg\u0103 pe jos pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine, paralel\u0103 cu tine<br \/>\num\u0103r la um\u0103r<br \/>\nOricine ai fi, oricine e\u0219ti, poate chiar e\u0219ti un solitar, cine \u0219tie<br \/>\ntot vei nimeri \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi \u00een mu\u0219uroiul<br \/>\npeste care trec plugurile<br \/>\nAminte\u0219te-\u021bi<br \/>\nc\u0103 faci parte din regnul animal, din familia lucrurilor<br \/>\n\u0219i las\u0103 trupul t\u0103u de \u021b\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ia ce form\u0103 dore\u0219te<br \/>\nlas\u0103-te \u00een voia \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rilor ce vin \u0219i iar vin c\u0103tre tine<br \/>\nEu \u00eenc\u0103 mai jonglez cu fraze ad\u00e2nci<br \/>\n\u0219i \u00eentorc tot felul de cartona\u0219e cu fe\u021be \u00een lacrimi<br \/>\n\u0219i, de\u0219i mi-am jurat c\u0103 nu voi sta pe scaunele pe care stau ei acum<br \/>\nbag de seam\u0103 c\u0103 picioarele nu m\u0103 mai \u021bin<br \/>\nDar, cu siguran\u021b\u0103, acesta e o alt\u0103 poveste<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nACOLO E CALD <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00eemi \u00eendes \u00een buzunar p\u00e2inile calde-ale nop\u021bii<br \/>\ndin pricin\u0103 c\u0103<br \/>\nnu vreau s\u0103 mai risc vreo c\u0103dere<br \/>\nLumina m\u0103 tot love\u0219te, m\u0103 tot orbe\u0219te<br \/>\ndar eu \u00eemi v\u0103d lini\u0219tit\u0103 de drum<\/p>\n<p>pantofii mei au avut t\u0103lpile lustruite<br \/>\npentru o via\u021b\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 cusur<br \/>\nAcum, degeaba-mi fr\u0103m\u00e2nt m\u00e2inile<br \/>\nc\u0103ut\u00e2nd fel de fel de motive<\/p>\n<p>a fost o c\u0103l\u0103torie pl\u0103cut\u0103&#8230; la urm\u0103, c\u00e2inii s-au culcat cumin\u021bi la picioarele mele<br \/>\nsuna clopo\u021belul ca pentru recrea\u021bia mare<br \/>\n\u0219i am experimentat \u021bip\u0103tul acela<br \/>\nce nu las\u0103 s\u0103 se aud\u0103 vreun sunet<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n Vasile Adrian Iftime<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>    N\u0103scut la data de 29 februarie 1976, \u00een ora\u0219ul Piatra Neam\u021b.<br \/>\n    De profesie: avocat titular \u00een cadrul Baroului Neamt, licen\u021biat al Universit\u0103\u021bii Al.I. Cuza Ia\u0219i, 1999.<br \/>\nVolume publicate:<br \/>\n Via\u021ba printre rime,  Editura UZPR, Bucure\u0219ti 2023<br \/>\nA publicat \u0219i colaboreaz\u0103 cu revistele:<br \/>\n Cervantes, Spa\u021bii Culturale, Zbor spre \u00een\u0103l\u021bimi, Contrast Literar, Caligraf, Acolada Nord Literar BOEM@, Antares \u2013 Gala\u021bi,  Sintagme Literare,   Litere<br \/>\nAntologii<br \/>\n    Antologia Poe\u021bi clasici \u0219i contemporani \u00een esen\u021be lirice,  2024, Editura Celestium.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dovad\u0103 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>dragostea e oarb\u0103<br \/>\ndoar gura ta \u0219i fruntea se reazem\u0103<br \/>\nde g\u00e2ndurile mele<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd t\u0103cerea vorbe\u0219te \u00een priviri.<\/p>\n<p>nu tulbura lini\u0219tea ce se-nfirip\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eentre un da \u0219i un nu<br \/>\nr\u0103t\u0103ci\u021bi printre pietre \u0219i dor <\/p>\n<p>dragostea e oarb\u0103<br \/>\ndoar bra\u021bele noastre se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc<br \/>\npe furi\u0219<br \/>\nla lumina zilei <\/p>\n<p>dragostea are pre\u021b de dumping<br \/>\ne in c\u0103dere vertiginoasa<br \/>\nsau \u00eentr-un salt in gol<br \/>\ndoar zeii se mai prefac c\u0103 potrivesc zarurile deja aruncate.<\/p>\n<p>uneori dragostea n-are pre\u021b<br \/>\nde aceea mai \u0219i moare de at\u00e2ta singur\u0103tate <\/p>\n<p>dragostea e oarb\u0103 dar \u00een ochii t\u0103i<br \/>\nv\u0103d amintirea mea pe un col\u021b de carte po\u0219tal\u0103<br \/>\n\u00cenc\u0103 mai cred c\u0103 m\u0103 iube\u0219ti<br \/>\nnu caut azi vreo dovad\u0103<br \/>\n   Dragostea e oarb\u0103 de prea multe cuvinte.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nColivii de timp<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>ne minte o var\u0103 cu picioarele scurte<br \/>\ncu visele purtate de zei pe la mese<br \/>\nHai! Gust\u0103 iubito din p\u0103catul meu<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 nu-i prea t\u00e2rziu in lume<br \/>\n\u0219i ni se face dor de noi <\/p>\n<p>vezi, departe, pe dealuri e bruma strugurilor vii<br \/>\ndin coasta lui Adam ai plecat spre tine<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 te-am g\u0103sit in via\u021ba ultimei iubiri. <\/p>\n<p>E\u0219ti ca prima oar\u0103<br \/>\nun sur\u00e2s de copil<br \/>\nnimic nu s-a schimbat \u00een afar\u0103 de<br \/>\nTine<br \/>\npor\u021bi pe chip fiori de tei<br \/>\nIar \u00een rest un semn de regret spre aceea\u0219i chirie<br \/>\npe care doar iernile au pl\u0103tit-o<br \/>\nprimei tinere\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p>azi, gr\u0103be\u0219te-te iubito<br \/>\nse anun\u021b\u0103 o toamn\u0103 lung\u0103<br \/>\nIar noi nu mai \u0219tim s\u0103 ne spunem pe nume<br \/>\nde\u0219i ieri, chiar ieri, \u00een lini\u0219tea luminii<br \/>\na cazut un \u00eenger p\u0103zitor pe um\u0103rul t\u0103u st\u00e2ng <\/p>\n<p>cuvintele au t\u0103cut peste un veac de uitare<br \/>\niar vinul s-a acrit de at\u00e2ta b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021be f\u0103r\u0103 nunt\u0103 <\/p>\n<p>ne minte o var\u0103 iubito<br \/>\ne ultima var\u0103<br \/>\niar noi umbl\u0103m descul\u021bi prin colivii de timp<br \/>\n\u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 mai zbur\u0103m spre ziua de ieri.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nFlorentina Loredana DALIAN<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dalian-1-e1600691349144.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-1\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dalian-1-e1600691349144.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"315\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10833 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 300px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 300\/315;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dalian-1-e1600691349144.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"315\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10833\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Atingerea lui Horus<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>    Vasul de croazier\u0103 \u201eMiss Sara\u201d \u00ee\u0219i continua curgerea lin\u0103 pe apele Nilului, alunecare misterioas\u0103 \u00eentre Assuan \u0219i Luxor. Era vreme superb\u0103 de plaj\u0103, cei mai mul\u021bi aleseser\u0103 puntea superioar\u0103 (nivelul IV) pentru baia de soare \u0219i piscin\u0103, \u00een timp ce admirau zona de\u0219ertic\u0103 de pe malurile uria\u0219ului \u0219erpuitor. Eu alesesem altceva.<br \/>\n    \u00cembr\u0103cat\u0103 (la drept vorbind, mai mult dezbr\u0103cat\u0103) \u00eentr-un slip ro\u0219u minuscul, la care asortasem o pereche de cercei din rubin, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-mi s\u00e2nii liberi, s\u0103 zburde antrena\u021bi de \u00eenvolburarea apei din jacuzzi, m\u0103 delectam tol\u0103nit\u0103 pe spate, cu capul, al c\u0103rui p\u0103r \u00eel str\u00e2nsesem sus, rezemat de bazin, cu ochii \u00eenchi\u0219i, vis\u00e2nd la lumi nedescoperite. \u00cen m\u00e2na st\u00e2ng\u0103 \u021bineam un pahar din cel mai fin cristal umplut cu un vin rubiniu, o adev\u0103rat\u0103 comoar\u0103 nu doar pentru calit\u0103\u021bile sale, c\u00e2t \u0219i din pricina pre\u021bului. \u00cen Egiptul preponderent musulman, turi\u0219tilor nu le era interzis vinul, dar, dac\u0103 te ardea setea, pl\u0103teai pe un pahar cam c\u00e2t pe zece sticle. M\u0103 aflam singur\u0103 \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perea destinat\u0103 pentru SPA, pre\u021buind fiecare clip\u0103, \u00een lumina lum\u00e2n\u0103rilor ce fuseser\u0103 aranjate circular pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 bazin, sorbind foarte \u00eencet din vinul acela, ca dintr-o licoare destinat\u0103 numai zeilor. Se mai afla o saun\u0103, separat\u0103 printr-o u\u0219\u0103 de sticl\u0103 perfect transparent\u0103, unde se deshidrata cu s\u00e2rg omul meu, \u0219i el la fel de singur pe acolo, cu paharul lui de vin alb.<br \/>\nDeodat\u0103 am sim\u021bit o respira\u021bie deasupra mea \u0219i, deschiz\u00e2nd ochii, am v\u0103zut o fa\u021b\u0103 m\u0103slinie, prea frumoas\u0103 ca s\u0103 fie adev\u0103rat\u0103, z\u00e2mbindu-mi discret \u00een col\u021bul gurii. P\u0103rea c\u0103 \u00eensu\u0219i Zeul Horus, st\u0103p\u00e2nul cerului \u0219i al \u00eentregului Egipt, se cobor\u00e2se din \u00een\u0103l\u021bimi spre a-mi \u021bine companie \u00een acel r\u0103sf\u0103\u021b, c\u0103ruia m\u0103 dedasem cu voluptate. Adev\u0103rul era mai prozaic, domnul m\u0103 \u00eembia cu un masaj, ar\u0103t\u00e2nd spre una din u\u0219ile care duceau \u00eenspre camere discrete. Omul meu, care v\u0103zuse scena de dincolo de u\u0219a din sticl\u0103 a saunei, se apropie s\u0103 afle ce-i. Expun\u00e2ndu-i situa\u021bia, m-a \u00eencurajat s\u0103 m\u0103 duc. I-am spus c\u0103 pre\u021bul mi se p\u0103rea prea piperat, a insistat c\u0103 asta nu-i treaba mea, c\u0103 doar nu pl\u0103team eu, \u0219i, ca s\u0103 d\u0103m la pace p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, l-am delegat s\u0103 negocieze cu zeul, ceea ce a \u0219i f\u0103cut, pl\u0103tind suma pe loc, apoi retr\u0103g\u00e2ndu-se \u00een sauna lui.<br \/>\n    M-am extras lene\u0219\u0103 din bazin, ajutat\u0103 de F\u0103t-Frumos, pe care acum aveam posibilitatea s\u0103-l privesc pe de-a-ntregul. Pe to\u021bi zeii, \u00een frunte cu Isis \u0219i Osiris, asemenea ispite n-ar trebui l\u0103sate s\u0103 umble libere printre oameni! Sem\u0103na mai degrab\u0103 cu Sobek, zeul apelor, al inunda\u021biilor, considerat \u0219i zeul fertilit\u0103\u021bii.<br \/>\n    Dar mie \u00eemi pl\u0103cea mai mult s\u0103-i spun Horus. Vai mie, Horuse, nu m\u0103 mai privi a\u0219a, c\u0103 eu, cu d-\u0103\u0219tia ca tine, pot r\u0103m\u00e2ne \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 doar din priviri!<br \/>\nMay I take my wine? \u2013 \u00eel \u00eentreb, nu at\u00e2t de dragul vinului, c\u00e2t mai mult ca s\u0103 scap de starea ce m\u0103 p\u0103lise \u00een prezen\u021ba lui.<br \/>\n    Of course, zise, cu z\u00e2mbetul \u0103la fermec\u0103tor \u0219i se \u00eentoarse el \u00eensu\u0219i s\u0103-mi aduc\u0103 paharul.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd mi l-a \u00eenm\u00e2nat, degetele ni s-au atins u\u0219or, iar fenomenele electrostatice \u0219i-au f\u0103cut sim\u021bit\u0103 prezen\u021ba prin mici stelu\u021be \u0219i ciupituri la nivelul epidermelor noastre.<br \/>\n    Electricity! \u2013 zise r\u00e2z\u00e2nd \u0219i arunc\u00e2ndu-mi o privire at\u00e2t de intens\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t m-am sim\u021bit de-a dreptul str\u0103puns\u0103. De electricity, se-n\u021belege.<br \/>\n    Electriciy pe m\u0103-ta! Cum fac eu s\u0103 scap de starea de blegeal\u0103 care m-a cuprins, s\u0103-mi recap\u0103t \u00eenapoi puterea mea de femeie st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103 pe sine \u00een aproape orice situa\u021bie? Un g\u00e2nd par\u0219iv m\u0103 ispitea cu ideea c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 mai las naibii controlul, c\u0103 via\u021ba nu e mereu numai despre control, dac\u0103 chiar vrei s\u0103 o tr\u0103ie\u0219ti, nu doar s\u0103 te tr\u0103iasc\u0103 ea pe tine. Dar o mie de alte g\u00e2nduri puneau piedici g\u00e2ndului par\u0219iv. Ce mai, eram varz\u0103 \u0219i-mi venea s\u0103-l zg\u00e2rii pe ochii. Ba \u00eenc\u0103 mi-am dat seama c\u0103 nemernicul \u0219tie, \u0219tie c\u0103 i se cunoa\u0219te testosteronul chiar \u0219i \u00een firele de p\u0103r din urechi, e perfect con\u0219tient de efectul n\u0103ucitor de mascul alfa pe care-l are asupra unei biete fiin\u021be ca mine \u0219i, concomitent cu aceast\u0103 con\u0219tientizare, a mai venit una la pachet, anume cea a propriei mele goliciuni, pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 decen\u021ba lui \u00eenve\u0219m\u00e2ntat\u0103-n alb. M-am \u00eenro\u0219it p\u00e2n\u0103-n v\u00e2rful urechilor \u0219i m-am l\u0103sat condus\u0103 de el, sus\u021bin\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 u\u0219or de un cot, printr-un coridor lung aflat \u00een semiobscuritate. C\u00e2t timp am str\u0103b\u0103tut holul, am luat decizia c\u0103 e cazul s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de minunata \u00eent\u00e2mplare, s\u0103 m\u0103 las \u00een voia acestor m\u00e2ini cu degete lungi de artist, orice vor fi urmat s\u0103 fac\u0103 m\u00e2inile acelea \u00een urm\u0103toarea or\u0103. M\u0103 cuprinsese o stare de extaz \u0219i ner\u0103bdare, parc\u0103 u\u0219a aceea din cap\u0103t nu se mai apropia.<br \/>\n\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, deschise u\u0219a \u0219i m\u0103 invit\u0103 galant \u00een sala de masaj. Apoi, cu acela\u0219i z\u00e2mbet fermec\u0103tor, peste care \u00eemi venea s\u0103-i tuflesc o grenad\u0103, \u00eemi prezent\u0103 maseuza \u0219i disp\u0103ru cu o fluturare din m\u00e2n\u0103. Vedea-te-a\u0219 b\u0103tr\u00e2n \u0219i ur\u00e2t \u0219i orb \u0219i maseur! Uite-a\u0219a, i le-am \u00eengr\u0103m\u0103dit pe toate \u00een g\u00e2nd, s\u0103 mai scap de frustrare. Dar nelini\u0219tea mea era \u00eenc\u0103 acolo, prezent\u0103, Horus nu binevoise s\u0103 o ia cu el, \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eemi sim\u021beam corpul \u00eencordat ca un arc \u0219i str\u0103b\u0103tut pe de-a-ntregul de electricity.<br \/>\n    Maseuza \u00eemi ar\u0103t\u0103 patul, dar eu am sim\u021bit nevoia s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219ez pe un scaun, s\u0103 mai trag o du\u0219c\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 procesez cele \u00eent\u00e2mplate. F\u0103c\u00e2nd aceasta, mi-au picat ochii pe ea cu adev\u0103rat. Am r\u0103mas siderat\u0103. Sem\u0103na mai degrab\u0103 cu o sob\u0103 de teracot\u0103, un ansamblu mi\u0219c\u0103tor, \u00eenve\u0219m\u00e2ntat \u00een straie groase maro, din cre\u0219tet p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een t\u0103lpi, de i se vedeau numai ochii printr-o fant\u0103 \u00eengust\u0103 t\u0103iat\u0103 \u00een materialul burk\u0103i, \u0219i palmele de care avea nevoie s\u0103 maseze. Acolo, la 40 de grade, eu muream de cald \u00een slipul care abia m\u0103 acoperea, iar acest\u0103 femeie trebuie c\u0103 se cocea la propriu, fiind nevoit\u0103 s\u0103 suporte acel harna\u0219ament c\u0103ruia \u00eei b\u0103nuiam \u0219i niscaiva lan\u021buri prinse cu lac\u0103te pe dedesubt. Imaginea cu noi dou\u0103 era at\u00e2t de contrastant\u0103 \u0219i de \u0219ocant\u0103 \u2013 una, nou\u0103zeci\u0219icinci la sut\u0103 goal\u0103, cealalt\u0103 nou\u0103zeci\u0219icinci la sut\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103, \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape am uitat de Ispita mea de mai devreme. La fel trebuie s\u0103 i se fi p\u0103rut \u0219i omului meu, care a ap\u0103rut \u00een u\u0219\u0103, zic\u00e2nd c\u0103 a venit s\u0103-mi lase bani pentru bac\u0219i\u0219, \u00eentruc\u00e2t \u0219tia c\u0103 plecasem f\u0103r\u0103 nimic la mine. Bine\u00een\u021beles c\u0103 mai \u00eent\u00e2i a r\u00e2s pe seama mea: \u201eChiar credeai c\u0103 ai pus-o cu frumu\u0219elul \u0103la? Era clar c\u0103 o s\u0103 te  aduc\u0103 la o \u00eembrobodit\u0103. Ha, ha!\u201d Ha, ha, vas\u0103zic\u0103 de aia fusese el at\u00e2t de relaxat \u0219i de generos! \u0218tia dinainte ce se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla, numai eu, fraiera&#8230; \u00cemi venea s\u0103-i tr\u00e2ntesc \u0219i \u0103stuia o grenad\u0103 \u00eentre din\u021bi, dar \u2013 una, c\u0103 n-aveam grenad\u0103, a doua \u2013 c\u0103 \u00eemi era mai necesar viu dec\u00e2t mort. L-am rugat doar s\u0103 \u00eemi aduc\u0103 urgent o \u021bigar\u0103, ceea ce a \u0219i f\u0103cut, dup\u0103 ce i-a l\u0103sat ciubucul fetei, la pachet cu indica\u021bia s\u0103 zdrobeasc\u0103 la mine cu n\u0103dejde, ca la strugurii din tocitoare.<br \/>\n     \u00cei cerusem permisiunea s\u0103 fumez acolo. Mi-o acordase, de\u0219i \u00eemi d\u0103deam seama ce presupunea pentru ea. Dar ora aia de masaj costa c\u00e2t probabil un salariu lunar minim de la ei; c\u00e2t prive\u0219te ciubucul \u2013 nu m\u0103 \u00eendoiam de faptul c\u0103 omul meu, generos din fire, \u00eei l\u0103sase c\u00e2t pentru zece. St\u0103team despuiat\u0103 pe un scaun, cu paharul \u00eentr-o m\u00e2n\u0103, cu \u021bigara \u00een alta. Zei\u021ba masajelor privea \u00een jos, la v\u00e2rfurile bocancilor. Eu \u00eemi studiam pedichiura perfect\u0103, g\u00e2ndind c\u0103, dac\u0103 nu eram turist\u0103, \u00een \u021bara aceea a\u0219 fi fost pus\u0103 la zid \u0219i omor\u00e2t\u0103 cu pietre. Sau ag\u0103\u021bat\u0103 de picioare, cu capul \u00een jos, prad\u0103 oric\u0103rei viet\u0103\u021bi care ar fi vrut s\u0103 se \u00eenfrupte. Dar altfel, n-aveam nicio grij\u0103, turi\u0219tilor le sunt suportate, de dragul banilor, comportamentele care pentru ei sunt inadmisibile.<br \/>\n    Eu \u0219i Zei\u021ba masajelor, dou\u0103 lumi at\u00e2t de asem\u0103n\u0103toare \u0219i totu\u0219i at\u00e2t de diferite prin destin! Poate chiar era so\u021bia lui Horus, aveau o mic\u0103 afacere \u00eempreun\u0103, el racola cliente, ea le masa. Totul \u00een regul\u0103. At\u00e2ta doar c\u0103, \u00een timp ce lui i se permitea s\u0103 umble printre cliente precum \u00eens\u0103\u0219i personificarea P\u0103catului, ea trebuia s\u0103 fie \u0219tears\u0103, asuprit\u0103, inexistent\u0103. O clip\u0103, i-am surprins privirea asupra mea. Ce g\u00e2ndea, ce sim\u021bea? N-am sim\u021bit-o deloc ostil\u0103, a\u0219a cum poate ar fi fost normal. Poate imaginea trupului meu neobr\u0103zat de indecent \u00een goliciunea lui o f\u0103cea s\u0103 simt\u0103 o oarecare revan\u0219\u0103? Poate se imaginase pentru o clip\u0103 schimb\u00e2nd locul cu mine? Habar n-am.<br \/>\n    \u00cencercam s\u0103-mi imaginez ce se afl\u0103 sub acele p\u00e2nze de sac, p\u0103rea o femeie t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 care probabil avea un trup armonios, poate chiar apetisant.<br \/>\nCeea ce m-a \u0219ocat \u00eens\u0103 a fost expresivitatea privirii ei. Eu nu puteam transmite cu tot corpul expus vederii cu neru\u0219inare ceea ce ea transmitea prin acea privire: \u0219i resemnare, \u0219i demnitate, \u0219i triste\u021be, \u0219i nostalgie. A\u0219 fi str\u00e2ns-o \u00een bra\u021be, dar m-am temut c\u0103 ar fi fost un gest necugetat \u0219i susceptibil la interpret\u0103ri. Totu\u0219i, am sim\u021bit nevoia s\u0103 m\u0103 acop\u0103r, oarecum din solidaritate, \u0219i m-am repezit la un prosop. D\u00e2ndu-\u0219i seama de motiva\u021bia gestului meu, mi-a luat prosopul din m\u00e2n\u0103, ad\u0103ug\u00e2nd:  \u201eNo, no, it\u2019s OK.\u201d. \u00cencurajat\u0103 cumva, i-am \u00eentins paharul care mai avea o urm\u0103 de vin \u0219i \u021bigara din care mai r\u0103m\u0103seser\u0103 vreo trei fumuri. A z\u00e2mbit \u00eencurcat\u0103, parc\u0103 sim\u021beam c\u0103 ar fi fost curioas\u0103, dar mii de ani de interdic\u021bii nu puteau fi \u0219ter\u0219i at\u00e2t de u\u0219or. M-am uitat dup\u0103 camere, nu erau, am invitat-o iar, spun\u00e2ndu-i c\u0103 suntem doar noi \u0219i nu voi spune nim\u0103nui, dar a refuzat politicos \u00een continuare. M-a invitat pe patul de masaj \u0219i, cu o for\u021b\u0103 pe care nu i-a\u0219 fi b\u0103nuit-o, ap\u0103s\u00e2nd puncte de care habar nu aveam c\u0103 exist\u0103, dar\u0103mite c\u0103 sunt at\u00e2t de dureroase, a scos din mine to\u021bi g\u0103rg\u0103unii, laolalt\u0103 cu imaginea nedrept de ispititoare a Zeului Horus. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Diana TRANDAFIR SUFLETUL C\u00c2NT\u0102RE\u0218TE 21 DE GRAME buburuzele str\u0103bat nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2te mii de kilometri-n de\u0219ert \u0219i tu nu po\u021bi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":23689,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,329],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23726"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23726"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23726\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23727,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23726\/revisions\/23727"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/23689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23726"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23726"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23726"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}