{"id":23564,"date":"2024-08-11T01:39:53","date_gmt":"2024-08-10T22:39:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=23564"},"modified":"2024-08-11T01:39:53","modified_gmt":"2024-08-10T22:39:53","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-arabist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=23564","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Arabist"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>        Nimeni nu face ce-i place cu adev\u0103rat.<br \/>\n       Ce-i pl\u0103cea. Acum treizeci \u0219i de ani, acum dou\u0103zeci \u0219i, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum vreo cincisprezece (ce noroc pe mine, are limba rom\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i numerale f\u0103r\u0103 gen \u0219i declinare; \u201eDou\u0103sprezece!\u201d, m-a corectat domn Vasile ast\u0103zi) \u00eenc\u0103 speram c\u0103 \u201evisele se \u00eemplinesc\u201d, c\u0103 interminabilele ore de pierdut cu ce \u021bi-e mai drag pe lume se vor prelungi la nesf\u00e2r\u0219it. P\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi, c\u00e2nd la r\u0103scruce de g\u00e2nduri porne\u0219ti pe alt drum. \u0218i-n locul lirei iei&#8230;.<br \/>\n       \u201e<strong>Apuca\u0219i<\/strong>, b\u0103iete, pe c\u0103i gre\u0219ite.\u201d Mi-o zicea mama la un moment dat, sper\u00e2nd s\u0103 se aleag\u0103 de mine ceva mai de soi. Ceea ce ea dorise pentru mine, speran\u021bele ei, se risipiser\u0103 \u0219i, ca unuia c\u0103ruia nu-i mai r\u0103m\u0103sese nimic altceva de f\u0103cut, i se ofer\u0103 ultima \u0219ans\u0103. \u201eTe duci cu tac-tu la munc\u0103. La facultate n-ai luat, violonist n-ai ajuns&#8230;\u201d Da, urmase alt\u0103dat\u0103 \u201eDin cauza Aurichii. \u021ai-a m\u00e2ncat creierii!\u201d. Acum, dup\u0103 ce devenisem om a\u0219ezat la casa altuia, so\u021bie \u0219i copil, cu at\u00e2t mai mult trebuia s\u0103 fiu ceea ce&#8230;. Nu fusesem niciodat\u0103 altfel. \u00cemi \u0219tiam datoria, \u0219tiam prea bine de ce f\u0103cusem cei doi pa\u0219i. Desigur, din iubire. Ei, de-a\u0219 fi avut \u0219i putere de decizie mai mult\u0103, \u0219i credibilitate suficient\u0103, i-a\u0219 fi putut demonstra mamei c\u0103 nu eu eram vinovat pentru micile necazuri, pentru lipsurile materiale&#8230;. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 pornisem la fel ca ei, de la nimic, chiar mai bine pu\u021bin, dar raportat la vremurile acelea. Vremuri c\u00e2nd cei mai b\u0103tr\u00e2iori &#8211; nu mai mari 40 &#8211; te \u00eenl\u0103turau ca s\u0103 le fie bine lor, care nu \u021bineau cont c\u0103 \u0219i tu ai nevoi, c\u0103 \u0219i tu trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci, s\u0103 supravie\u021buie\u0219ti greu de pe o zi pe alta, c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 faci tot ceea ce nu-\u021bi place \u0219i ceea ce te umile\u0219te p\u00e2n\u0103 tu \u00eensu\u021bi s\u0103 ajungi s\u0103 nu te mai consideri om. \u00cen loc s\u0103 ocupi un loc \u00een <strong>areopag<\/strong>, la loc de cinste, s\u0103 te al\u0103turi ultimelor creaturi cu form\u0103 uman\u0103, dar cu niciun dram de umanitate. Totul pornind din armat\u0103. Un \u0219ir de evenimente care nu se mai terminau. Loturi de indivizi f\u0103r\u0103 caracter, f\u0103r\u0103 scrupule, r\u0103i cu totul. \u0218i chestiunile astea trenau zi de zi, te l\u0103sau f\u0103r\u0103 de <strong>ap\u0103r\u0103ri<\/strong>, <strong>ap\u0103s\u00e2nd<\/strong> pe suflet.<br \/>\n         Se vede \u0219i-n poza f\u0103cut\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 soba de la unchiul Gheorghe \u0219i tanti Fia ce fel de copil eram \u0219i ce adult cuminte puteam deveni dac\u0103 nu aveam de-a face cu to\u021bi&#8230;. Al\u021bii s-ar fi l\u0103udat c\u0103-l \u0219tiu pe \u0219mecherul \u0103la, pe golanul cel\u0103lalt, pe muzicantul nu \u0219tiu care sau cine \u0219tie ce alt\u0103 fa\u021b\u0103 autoimpus\u0103 prin diferite mijloace mai pu\u021bin sau deloc ortodoxe. Nici nu puteam pune pre\u021b pe astfel de cuno\u0219tin\u021be, se \u00eent\u00e2mplaser\u0103 cu totul \u00een via\u021ba mea.<br \/>\n        Cuminte \u00een sensul c\u0103 n-a\u0219 fi ajuns s\u0103 am anumite reac\u021bii, c\u0103 nici bun\u0103 ziua n-a\u0219 fi dat unor asemenea persoane, ba chiar le-a\u0219 fi ocolit f\u0103r\u0103 t\u0103gad\u0103. A fost totu\u0219i \u0219i un mod de a m\u0103 ap\u0103ra \u00eentr-o lume de unde n-a\u0219 fi putut evada aproape niciodat\u0103. Instinctul&#8230;.<br \/>\n       Nu era nevoie s\u0103-mi mai spun\u0103 mama c\u0103 n-am ce c\u0103uta s\u0103 am vreo leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu Tamba. Din cele c\u00e2teva situa\u021bii \u00een care m\u0103 pusese \u00een fa\u021ba faptelor \u00eemplinite conchisesem c\u0103 un viitor a\u0219a cum c\u0103utasem nu putea fi nici la R\u00e2mnicu S\u0103rat \u0219i nu cu el. Prea-l tr\u0103gea a\u021ba spre tipologiile \u201e<strong>arom\u00e2ne<\/strong>\u201d, prea-i r\u00e2dea musta\u021ba la <strong>ar\u0103pime<\/strong>. Iar eu nu suportam defel na\u021bia&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nimeni nu face ce-i place cu adev\u0103rat. Ce-i pl\u0103cea. Acum treizeci \u0219i de ani, acum dou\u0103zeci \u0219i, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum vreo<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":6924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,318],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23564"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23564"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23564\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23565,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23564\/revisions\/23565"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23564"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23564"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23564"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}