{"id":2200,"date":"2015-08-23T07:33:07","date_gmt":"2015-08-23T04:33:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=2200"},"modified":"2015-08-23T07:33:07","modified_gmt":"2015-08-23T04:33:07","slug":"zanganele-24","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=2200","title":{"rendered":"Z\u0103ng\u0103nele C"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2201 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20.jpg 360w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 214px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 214\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2201\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/image20.jpg 360w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p>       Mirarea pentru spasmul scriitoricesc de acum c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00eenc\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i face loc c\u00e2nd \u0219i c\u00e2nd \u0219i-mi pune degetul la t\u00e2mpl\u0103 a sminteal\u0103.<br \/>\n       M-am ales totu\u0219i cu c\u00e2teva beneficii de pe urma nebuniei inexplicabile de a pune a l\u00e2ng\u0103 b, e l\u00e2ng\u0103 x \u0219i multe alte combina\u021bii, am trecut la etapa&#8230;. Nici nu \u0219tiu \u00een c\u00e2te feluri mi s-a mai spus. Echivocul a pornit de la primul ,,oa&#8221; de f\u0103t venit pe lume. Unii m-au numit Sorin, al\u021bii Iulian, o parte s-a bucurat enorm c\u0103 pusesem cap\u0103t unui supliciu de nou\u0103 luni, cealalt\u0103 s-a m\u00e2hnit c\u0103 nu reprezentam o e\u0219uare la malul facerii. De la puiul meu la ireaz\u0103, de la lumina mea la prostule, de la g\u00e2g\u00e2lice la copchilu&#8217; naibii. Deruta \u0219i imprecizia sunt probabil defectele primilor mei ani de via\u021b\u0103 fiindc\u0103 dup\u0103 aceea n-a mai contat, am acceptat s\u0103 mi se spun\u0103 \u00een fel \u0219i chip, numai s\u0103 mi se spun\u0103. N-am sc\u0103pat de apelativul ,,\u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u021b\u00e2natule&#8221; \u0219i ,,boule&#8221;, de ,,ne\u00eendem\u00e2natic&#8221; nu se punea problema, ,,de\u0219tept&#8221; am fost prea pu\u021bin etichetat, \u00een schimb c\u00e2nd venea vorba despre muzic\u0103 gratul\u0103rile curgeau cu nemiluita. ,,Talentat&#8221; domnule, ,,auz perfect&#8221;, ,,bun&#8221; \u00eentr-o generalizare bizar\u0103. \u00cen punctele astea am pus eu mereu un semn de pauz\u0103 lung c\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 dumiresc \u0219i s\u0103 pricep iota cuvintelor lor. Este adev\u0103rat c\u0103 ghiceam cu u\u0219urin\u021b\u0103 cele note, dar nu acela\u0219i lucru se \u00eent\u00e2mpla cu m\u00e2inile \u0219i aici eram eu \u00eencurcat de neconcordan\u021b\u0103. Ori eu eram a\u0219a cum spuneau ei, ori \u00ee\u0219i r\u0103ceau gura de poman\u0103 din complezen\u021b\u0103, ceea ce \u00eensemna c\u0103 erau din alte sfere \u0219i eram cantitate neglijabil\u0103 \u00een ochii lor. Mai exist\u0103 o posibilitate. Eram colacul lor de salvare, ,,geniul&#8221; incipient care \u00eei f\u0103cea ferici\u021bi \u00een ciuda lipsei lor intelectuale. P\u00e2n\u0103 la verdictul final al dumeririi pun o virgul\u0103.<br \/>\n         Anii au zburat, eu nu. Din team\u0103, din dragoste, din ne\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103 am preferat teritoriul natal. Oriunde m-a\u0219 fi dus cu g\u00e2nd de r\u0103m\u00e2nere sau cu pas trec\u0103tor m\u0103 r\u0103scolea dorul, o chestiune care \u00een accep\u021biune fizic\u0103 exterioar\u0103, ce v\u0103d ochii, ce aude urechea \u0219i ce mirosuri \u0219i gusturi prind nasul \u0219i gura, p\u0103rea la prima vedere un v\u00e2rtej sanguin \u0219i o tres\u0103rire de inim\u0103. Mai pleac\u0103 dac\u0103 mai po\u021bi. Cu c\u00e2t cei din preajma ta \u00ee\u021bi devin mai simpatici, mai apropia\u021bi, cu at\u00e2t mai pu\u021bin reu\u0219e\u0219ti s\u0103 te rupi de cas\u0103, strad\u0103 \u0219i ora\u0219. Insignifinatul \u0219i banalul \u0103la tinde s\u0103 te ridice \u00een ochii tuturor. \u0102la mic, \u0103la mare, \u0103la din clasa a&#8230;, \u0103la de la televizor, \u0103la de pe scen\u0103, \u0103la al lui C\u0103lin, \u0103la de la taraf, \u0103la de la sta\u021bie, \u0103la cu coresponden\u021ba, \u0103la din capul listei, \u0103la sub\u021birelu&#8217;, \u0103la cu chitara, \u0103la care-a scos&#8230;, \u0103la cu Manciulea, \u0103la care bate tabl\u0103, \u0103la cu coad\u0103, \u0103la nebun, \u0103la cu fes, \u00een fine, \u0103la! Z\u0103u dac\u0103 nu m-am sim\u021bit important chiar dac\u0103 numele nu f\u0103cea nici dou\u0103 parale, \u0219i \u00een fa\u021ba unora nu figurai nici fizic ca egal, dar\u0103mite s\u0103 te pun\u0103 pe un soclu ca al lui. Elevul C\u0103lin, b\u0103iatul de la muzic\u0103, soldatul C\u0103lin A. Sorin bun la toate, chiar \u0219i la arest, l\u0103c\u0103tu\u0219ul mecanic C\u0103lin, l\u0103utarul \u0103la din neamul C\u0103lin, tablagiul lui C\u0103lin. Astea sunt personific\u0103rile normale. Ce na\u0219te din tinichigiu, tablagiu moare. Sunt \u00eens\u0103 multe apelative pe care vr\u00e2nd-nevr\u00e2nd le percepi ca fiind tenden\u021bioase, umilitoare de-a dreptul, amenin\u021b\u0103toare. Din panoplia lor multe \u00eencep cu b\u0103. B\u0103 \u0219mechere, b\u0103 \u021bigane, b\u0103 nimicule, b\u0103 te omor, b\u0103&#8230;.<br \/>\n        Ast\u0103zi toate acestea sunt \u00een urm\u0103, azi c\u00e2nd pentru prima oar\u0103 m-am sim\u021bit cu adev\u0103rat om, azi c\u00e2nd orice pat\u0103, fie c\u0103 era, fie inventat\u0103 de ochi iscoditori \u00een nod de papur\u0103, s-a \u0219ters cu un singur cuv\u00e2nt, aruncat fie \u0219i din nelini\u0219tea celorlal\u021bi de-a se situa pe pozi\u021bia secund\u0103: Scriitorule! Ast\u0103zi \u00eenchei un capitol, o fil\u0103 ultim\u0103 Z\u0103ng\u0103nelii.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mirarea pentru spasmul scriitoricesc de acum c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00eenc\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i face loc c\u00e2nd \u0219i c\u00e2nd \u0219i-mi pune degetul la t\u00e2mpl\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":2201,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2,97],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2200"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2200"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2200\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2202,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2200\/revisions\/2202"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2201"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2200"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2200"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2200"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}