{"id":21264,"date":"2023-06-11T11:48:00","date_gmt":"2023-06-11T08:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=21264"},"modified":"2023-06-11T11:48:00","modified_gmt":"2023-06-11T08:48:00","slug":"literadura-nr-28-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=21264","title":{"rendered":"Literadura nr. 28 (7)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Sherzod ARTIKOV<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sherzod Artikov s-a n\u0103scut \u00een 1985, \u00een ora\u0219ul<br \/>\nMarghilan din Uzbekistan. A absolvit Institutul<br \/>\nPolitehnic Fergana, \u00een 2005. A fost unul dintre<br \/>\nc\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103torii concursului literar na\u021bional \u201eMy Pearl<br \/>\nRegion\u201d la sec\u021biunea de proz\u0103, \u00een 2019. \u00cen 2020, prima<br \/>\nsa carte de autor \u201eSimfonia toamnei\u201d a fost publicat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een Uzbekistan de c\u0103tre editura Yangi Asr Avlodi. \u00cen<br \/>\n2021, lucr\u0103rile sale au fost publicate \u00een antologiile<br \/>\nnumite World Writers in Bangladesh, Asia sings \u0219i<br \/>\nMediterranean Waves \u00een Egypt, \u00een limba englez\u0103. \u00cen<br \/>\n2021, a participat la Congresul Interna\u021bional al<br \/>\nScriitorilor, organizat \u00een Argentina, la conferin\u021ba<br \/>\ninterna\u021bional\u0103 de literatur\u0103 sub denumirea \u201eMundial<br \/>\ninsurgencial cultura\u201d, dedicat\u0103 vie\u021bii \u0219i operei lui<br \/>\nFederico Garcia Lorca, la Festivalul Interna\u021bional de<br \/>\nPoezie din Tunisia, la T\u00e2rgul Interna\u021bional de Poezie<br \/>\ndin Singapore. Anul acesta a fost premiat drept<br \/>\n\u201eAmbasador al P\u0103cii Globale\u201d de c\u0103tre Funda\u021bia Iqra,<br \/>\n\u201eAmbasador Interna\u021bional al P\u0103cii\u201d de c\u0103tre Forumul<br \/>\nLiterar Mondial pentru Pace \u0219i Drepturile Omului \u0219i a<br \/>\nprimit \u201eCertificat de prietenie\u201d, \u0219i alte certific\u0103ri de la<br \/>\n\u201eRevista Cardenal\u201d, \u00een Mexic. \u00cen prezent, este<br \/>\nconsultantul literar al site-ului cultural din Pakistan,<br \/>\n\u201eSindh Courier\u201d, reprezentantul \u0219i delegatul \u00een<br \/>\nUzbekistan al revistei de literatur\u0103 a Mexicului \u2013<br \/>\nRevista Cardenal \u2013 \u0219i al revistei de literatur\u0103 \u0219i art\u0103 din<br \/>\nChile \u2013 Casa Bukowski.<br \/>\nScrierile sale au fost publicate \u00een mai multe reviste \u0219i<br \/>\nziare din Uzbekistan. Apoi traduse \u00een limbile rus\u0103,<br \/>\nenglez\u0103, turc\u0103, s\u00e2rb\u0103, sloven\u0103, macedonean\u0103, spaniol\u0103,<br \/>\nitalian\u0103, polonez\u0103, albanez\u0103, rom\u00e2n\u0103, francez\u0103, greac\u0103,<br \/>\nebraic\u0103, portughez\u0103, bengalez\u0103, arab\u0103, chinez\u0103,<br \/>\nindonezian\u0103, persan\u0103 \u0219i urdu.<br \/>\n\u00cen plus, scrierile sale au fost publicate \u00een reviste literare,<br \/>\nziare \u0219i site-uri web din Rusia, Ucraina, Turcia,<br \/>\nMuntenegru, Serbia, Slovenia, Anglia, Germania,<br \/>\nGrecia, Italia, Spania, Rom\u00e2nia, Polonia, Israel,<br \/>\nBelgia, Albania, Macedonia, Kazahstan, Bangladesh,<br \/>\nPakistan, China, Arabia Saudit\u0103, India, Indonezia, Irak,<br \/>\nIordania, Siria, Liban, Yemen, Iran, Egipt, Peru,<br \/>\nBolivia, Argentina, Columbia, Chile, SUA, Mexic,<br \/>\nCosta Rica, Guatemala \u0219i Nicaragua.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Simfonia toamnei<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Existen\u021ba altor anotimpuri e o minciun\u0103<br \/>\nNu-i dec\u00e2t toamn\u0103 \u00een ast\u0103 lume, drag\u0103<br \/>\n(Shukhrat Arif)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u00cent\u00e2rziasem la restaurantul \u201eLe Procope\u201d. Maftuna<br \/>\najunsese deja \u0219i st\u0103tea la o mas\u0103, r\u0103sfoind o revist\u0103 de<br \/>\nmod\u0103 cu coperte ro\u0219u \u00eenchis, s\u0103-i treac\u0103 timpul.<br \/>\nB\u0103rbatu-s\u0103u nu se vedea nic\u0103ieri.<br \/>\nAi \u00eent\u00e2rziat prea mult, zise ridic\u00e2ndu-se s\u0103 m\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2mpine cu un z\u00e2mbet pe obraz.<br \/>\nM-am a\u0219ezat obosit pe scaunul din fa\u021ba ei.<br \/>\nAm avut o gr\u0103mad\u0103 de lucru la ambasad\u0103.<br \/>\nMaftuna a \u00eenchis revista, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 dea crezare scuzei<br \/>\nmele \u0219i f\u0103cu semn unuia dintre chelneri.<br \/>\nAm comandat carne alb\u0103 de ra\u021b\u0103 pr\u0103jit\u0103, spuse \u00een timp<br \/>\nce r\u0103sfoia meniul pe care mi-l \u00eentinse. Tu ce comanzi?<br \/>\nAdu-mi o omlet\u0103 cu sup\u0103 de ceap\u0103, m-am adresat<br \/>\nchelnerului \u00een francez\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 a deschide meniul.<br \/>\nDe b\u0103ut?, a \u00eentrebat el.<br \/>\nSuc de portocale, a r\u0103spuns mai \u00eent\u00e2i Maftuna.<br \/>\n\u0218i mie la fel, am ad\u0103ugat scurt.<br \/>\nDup\u0103 ce chelnerul a plecat, Maftuna privi \u00een jur,<br \/>\n\u00eentinz\u00e2ndu-\u0219i g\u00e2tul. Avea o prospe\u021bime, ochii \u00eei erau<br \/>\ncaptivan\u021bi \u0219i era bine \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103, probabil pentru c\u0103 se<br \/>\nafla \u00eentr-o stare bun\u0103. P\u0103rul ei \u00eenchis la culoare r\u0103v\u0103\u0219it<br \/>\npeste umerii-i goi \u0219i rochia de aceea\u0219i culoare, lan\u021bul<br \/>\nstr\u0103lucitor de la g\u00e2t o f\u0103ceau s\u0103 arate \u0219i mai atr\u0103g\u0103tor.<br \/>\nNu ar\u0103\u021bi bine, \u00eemi zise, privindu-m\u0103 atent. \u00cen orice caz,<br \/>\nsper c\u0103 nu e\u0219ti sup\u0103rat fiindc\u0103 nu a venit so\u021bul meu.<br \/>\nNu, deloc, doar c\u0103 sunt uimit. Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00een\u0219el, ma\u021bi<br \/>\ninvitat \u00eempreun\u0103.<br \/>\nA avut ceva de f\u0103cut urgent.<br \/>\n\u00cen scurt\u0103 vreme, chelnerul ne-a adus comanda pe o<br \/>\ntav\u0103. Am b\u0103ut destul suc de portocale \u00eenainte de a<br \/>\nm\u00e2nca. Ea a \u00eenceput s\u0103-\u0219i m\u0103n\u00e2nce ra\u021ba \u00een por\u021bii<br \/>\nmici, cu ajutorul unor tac\u00e2muri str\u0103lucitoare.<br \/>\nRestaurantul era aglomerat. Cei aduna\u021bi aici<br \/>\n\u00eencercau s\u0103 se \u00eenveseleasc\u0103 unul pe altul sub pretextul<br \/>\nunei cine \u00een jurul mesei, \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219indu-\u0219i \u00eengrijor\u0103rile<br \/>\nzilnice \u0219i probabil oboseala acumulat\u0103 de-a lungul<br \/>\nzilei. O melodie de jazz \u00ee\u021bi \u021biuia strident \u00een urechi \u0219i,<br \/>\nca atare, cineva care nu era obi\u0219nuit cu asta sau c\u0103ruia<br \/>\n\u00eei pl\u0103cea singur\u0103tatea s-ar fi sim\u021bit ca \u00eentrat \u00eentr-un<br \/>\nNr. 28\/iunie\/2023<br \/>\n30<br \/>\nmagazin, nu \u00eentr-un restaurant. Probabil de aceea m\u0103<br \/>\ndurea capul \u0219i mi-am pierdut lini\u0219tea.<br \/>\n\u00cemi place Parisul, zise Maftuna, m\u00e2nc\u00e2nd \u0219i rotindu\u0219i<br \/>\nfurculi\u021ba \u00een aer. \u00cen special climatul. Vreau s\u0103 stau<br \/>\nmai mult aici. \u00cei voi spune so\u021bului meu s\u0103<br \/>\nprelungeasc\u0103 viza. E posibil?<br \/>\n\u00cen loc de r\u0103spuns, b\u00e2ndu-mi supa, am cl\u0103tinat din cap,<br \/>\n\u00een semn c\u0103 e posibil. Pofta de m\u00e2ncare a Maftunei mi<br \/>\ns-a transmis \u0219i mie \u00een cur\u00e2nd \u0219i am continuat s\u0103<br \/>\nm\u0103n\u00e2nc \u00een acela\u0219i fel, f\u0103r\u0103 a mai acorda aten\u021bie durerii<br \/>\nmele de cap. Chit c\u0103 nu sunt un expert \u00een m\u00e2nc\u0103ruri,<br \/>\nsupa de ceap\u0103 mi s-a p\u0103rut acr\u0103, iar omleta cam prea<br \/>\npr\u0103jit\u0103 de buc\u0103tari.<br \/>\nTe-a\u0219 \u00eentreba ceva, dac\u0103 nu te superi, spuse Maftuna,<br \/>\n\u00een timp ce-mi tr\u0103geam \u00een minte concluziile legate de<br \/>\nm\u00e2ncare. Dar e o \u00eentrebare prosteasc\u0103. Mi-a venit \u00een<br \/>\nminte aceea\u0219i \u00eentrebare \u0219i \u00een ziua \u00een care ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit<br \/>\nla Louvre. Po\u021bi r\u0103spunde dac\u0103 vrei, dac\u0103 nu, nu e<br \/>\nnevoie.<br \/>\nCe fel de \u00eentrebare? , am zis, oprindu-m\u0103 din m\u00e2ncat.<br \/>\nA ezitat o clip\u0103:<br \/>\nParisul este supranumit \u201eora\u0219ul dragostei\u201d, zise<br \/>\nvesel\u0103, ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-\u0219i din\u021bii albi perla\u021bi. Este adev\u0103rat?<br \/>\nExist\u0103 un zvon ne\u00eentemeiat de genul acesta printre<br \/>\noameni &#8211; am spus, timp \u00een care mi-a \u00een\u021bepenit g\u00e2tul \u0219i<br \/>\nb\u00e2lb\u00e2iala a revenit.<br \/>\nSe mai zice c\u0103 fran\u021buzoaicele sunt frumoase.<br \/>\nSincer, n-am dat importan\u021b\u0103.<br \/>\nDar nu ar\u0103\u021bi deloc ca o persoan\u0103 c\u0103reia nu-i pas\u0103.<br \/>\nOra\u0219ul \u0103sta nu e un punct de interes pentru mine.<br \/>\nSlujba mea e aici, deci sunt aici. \u0218i mai am un obicei:<br \/>\ndac\u0103 ora\u0219ul nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103, nici oamenii lui nu m\u0103<br \/>\nintereseaz\u0103.<br \/>\nTrebuie s\u0103 fi fost impresionat\u0103 c\u0103 am vorbit clar \u0219i<br \/>\nsuccint \u0219i a izbucnit deodat\u0103 \u00een r\u00e2s.<br \/>\nE un obicei bun, a zis, continu\u00e2nd s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 \u0219i apoi a<br \/>\n\u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce cu \u0219i mai mult\u0103 poft\u0103 dec\u00e2t<br \/>\n\u00eenainte. \u00cemi place carnea alb\u0103 de ra\u021b\u0103. Aici o prepar\u0103<br \/>\ndelicios. Excelent!<br \/>\nOchii i-au str\u0103lucit pentru o clip\u0103, m\u0103 privea din c\u00e2nd<br \/>\n\u00een c\u00e2nd cum \u00eemi sorb sucul de portocale cu pl\u0103cere.<br \/>\nAsta \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu toat\u0103 lumea iube\u0219te Parisul, care<br \/>\ne faimos \u00een toat\u0103 lumea.<br \/>\nConcluzia ta e m\u0103rea\u021b\u0103.<br \/>\nCred c\u0103 am f\u0103cut o descoperire.<br \/>\nRedescoperi ora\u0219ul \u00een propriul t\u0103u mod?, am \u00eentrebat-o,<br \/>\nchicotind u\u0219or.<br \/>\nDe ce nu?, ad\u0103ug\u0103 Maftuna, cu fa\u021ba str\u0103luncindu-i<br \/>\n\u0219i mai mult. \u00cel redescop\u0103r \u0219i sunt at\u00e2t de \u00eenc\u00e2ntat\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 fac asta. Sun\u0103 la fel, am zis, pres\u00e2nd un \u0219erve\u021bel<br \/>\npe buze \u0219i apoi b\u00e2nd din nou.<br \/>\nContinuarea conversa\u021biei \u00een acela\u0219i mod mi-a<br \/>\nafectat \u00een cur\u00e2nd apetitul. Maftuna se comporta<br \/>\nciudat ast\u0103zi, trec\u00e2nd dincolo de o simpl\u0103<br \/>\ncuriozitate liber\u0103.<br \/>\nDac\u0103 nu-\u021bi plac aceste feluri de m\u00e2ncare, poate ar<br \/>\ntrebui s\u0103 comand\u0103m altele?, spuse privindu-m\u0103<br \/>\nuimit\u0103 cum d\u0103deam la o parte m\u00e2ncarea din fa\u021ba mea.<br \/>\nNu-i nevoie. N-am nicio poft\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 de azi<br \/>\ndiminea\u021b\u0103 &#8211; am zis, min\u021bind-o, ca s\u0103 n-o r\u0103nesc.<br \/>\nDe \u00een\u021beles. M\u0103 simt deodat\u0103 cople\u0219it\u0103 aici. Nu-i<br \/>\ndestul aer. Ce-ar fi s\u0103 facem un tur cu ma\u0219ina prin<br \/>\nora\u0219?, a \u0219optit u\u0219or, \u00eenclin\u00e2ndu-\u0219i capul spre mine.<br \/>\nAuzindu-i oferta, m-am \u00eencruntat. Mi-am amintit<br \/>\nc\u0103 nu scrisesem \u00eenc\u0103 scenariul pentru un eveniment<br \/>\ncultural care urma s\u0103 se \u021bin\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na viitoare la<br \/>\nambasad\u0103. Peste asta, g\u00e2ndul de a-mi a\u0219eza capul<br \/>\npe o pern\u0103, s\u0103 dorm, p\u0103rea s\u0103 fie singurul remediu<br \/>\nla corpul meu extenuat. Dar, din cine \u0219tie ce motive,<br \/>\nn-am \u00eendr\u0103znit s\u0103 spun \u201enu\u201d Maftunei.<br \/>\nOK.<br \/>\nS-a sim\u021bit pu\u021bin nelini\u0219tit\u0103 de r\u0103spunsul meu,<br \/>\ndreg\u00e2ndu-\u0219i glasul \u0219i tu\u0219ind de c\u00e2teva ori. Apoi,<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 tragere de inim\u0103, puse furculi\u021ba pe mas\u0103, \u021bin\u00e2nd<br \/>\ncu\u021bitul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<br \/>\nCina s-a terminat, spuse ea, chem\u00e2nd chelnerul \u0219i<br \/>\nf\u0103c\u00e2nd socotelile \u00een grab\u0103 cu el. Acum, s\u0103 ie\u0219im la<br \/>\naer proasp\u0103t c\u00e2t mai cur\u00e2nd, sunt frustrat\u0103 aici.<br \/>\nTermin\u00e2ndu-ne cina, am ie\u0219it afar\u0103, \u00eenconjura\u021bi de<br \/>\noameni be\u021bi. Maftuna nu \u0219i-a pierdut cump\u0103tul pe<br \/>\nstrad\u0103, de\u0219i buna ei dispozi\u021bie fusese deranjat\u0103 de<br \/>\ncomportamentul meu. Men\u021bin\u00e2ndu-\u0219i alura dreapt\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i p\u0103\u0219ind pe tocuri \u00eenalte, merse cu demnitate c\u0103tre<br \/>\n\u201eCitroen\u201d-ul ro\u0219u parcat \u00een lateral.<br \/>\nCadoul so\u021bului meu, zise, ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-mi-l. L-a \u00eenchiriat<br \/>\nca s\u0103 v\u0103d ora\u0219ul. E at\u00e2t de bun la suflet, \u00eenc\u00e2t&#8230;<br \/>\nAm detectat cu u\u0219urin\u021b\u0103 tonul caustic din<br \/>\ncomentariul ei. M-am a\u0219ezat pe locul din fa\u021b\u0103 al<br \/>\nma\u0219inii, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 dau prea mult\u0103 aten\u021bie. Maftuna<br \/>\nr\u0103mase o vreme la aer, apoi se a\u0219ez\u0103 la volan \u0219i porni.<br \/>\nTe-ar deranja s\u0103 mergem la Arcul de Triumf?, m\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eentreb\u0103 \u00een timp ce rulam pe autostrad\u0103.<br \/>\nFiind \u00een visurile mele, nu i-am r\u0103spuns la timp.<br \/>\nCe-i at\u00e2t de interesant la arcul \u0103sta? am \u00eentrebat-o<br \/>\ndup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, privind Parisul \u00eenv\u0103luit de<br \/>\n\u00eentuneric.<br \/>\nInteriorul ma\u0219inii p\u0103rea sufocant. Am\u00e2ndoi am<br \/>\nl\u0103sat geamurile.<br \/>\nPoate n-o fi interesant pentru tine, pentru c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti<br \/>\naici de mult timp. Dar pentru al\u021bii, este. De<br \/>\nexemplu, pentru mine. Dumnezeu \u0219tie c\u00e2nd voi mai<br \/>\najunge aici!<br \/>\nAjung\u00e2nd la Arcul de Triumf, Maftuna opri ma\u0219ina<br \/>\n\u0219i cobor\u00ee. Nu erau mul\u021bi oameni \u00een fa\u021ba arcului, doar<br \/>\nvreo c\u00e2\u021biva care se plimbau m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<br \/>\nRemark a scris despre arc, \u0219tiai?, zise apropiinduse-<br \/>\n\u0219i \u00eentorc\u00e2ndu-se c\u0103tre mine.<br \/>\nMerse destul de mult, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi a\u0219tepte r\u0103spunsul.<br \/>\nA trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103resc pasul pentru a o ajunge.<br \/>\nAm citit cartea, am zis c\u00e2nd am ajuns-o. Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een\u0219el, era despre un medic evreu \u0219i amanta acestuia.<br \/>\nMaftuna \u0219i-a \u00eenclinat capul pe o parte \u0219i a privit \u00een<br \/>\ndirec\u021bia \u00een care st\u0103team.<br \/>\nE ceva ce n-ai citit?, m\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103, apropiindu-se \u0219i<br \/>\nstudiindu-m\u0103 din cap p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een picioare. Ceva ce nu<br \/>\n\u0219tii? Ai citit Balzac, Hugo, Dickens, Marquez. Iat\u0103, \u0219i<br \/>\nRemark. Vorbe\u0219ti franceza \u0219i engleza fluent. E\u0219ti un<br \/>\ntranslator bun \u0219i e\u0219ti chipe\u0219.<br \/>\nApoi s-a apropiat dintr-o dat\u0103. M-a lovit parfumul<br \/>\nfeminin \u00eemb\u0103t\u0103tor pe care-l r\u0103sp\u00e2ndea. Distan\u021ba dintre<br \/>\nnoi se scurtase mult \u0219i \u00eei puteam chiar auzi respira\u021bia.<br \/>\nRespira greu \u0219i avea privirea a\u021bintit\u0103 pe mine. C\u00e2nd<br \/>\nm-a s\u0103rutat pasional, m-am pierdut cu firea, mai \u00eent\u00e2i,<br \/>\n\u00eentruc\u00e2t totul se petrecuse dintr-odat\u0103. C\u00e2nd mi-am<br \/>\nrevenit, am f\u0103cut doi pa\u0219i \u00een spate, \u00eemping\u00e2nd-o.<br \/>\nComportamentul meu i-a r\u0103nit m\u00e2ndria.<br \/>\nLa\u0219ule!, m-a admonestat, r\u00e2z\u00e2nd veninos.<br \/>\nOric\u00e2t am \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 controlez, m-am \u00eenfuriat<br \/>\nfoarte tare la cele spuse de ea.<br \/>\nAr trebui s\u0103 bravez c\u0103 flirtez cu o femeie m\u0103ritat\u0103?,<br \/>\nam ridicat vocea.<br \/>\nVoi, b\u0103rba\u021bii, sunte\u021bi to\u021bi la fel, a continuat,<br \/>\ndep\u0103rt\u00e2ndu-se \u0219i apoi \u00eenghe\u021b\u00e2nd pe loc. Nu doar tat\u0103l<br \/>\nmeu, care m-a dat acelui om necinstit c\u00e2nd aveam<br \/>\n\u0219aisprezece ani, ori acea persoan\u0103 care nu-\u0219i poate<br \/>\naminti zilele \u00een care m-a tr\u0103dat, nici doar tu, care te<br \/>\n\u00eenchini la tine \u00eensu\u021bi.<br \/>\nMi-am \u00eentors capul c\u0103tre Arcul de Triumf, ca s\u0103 nu<br \/>\nprivesc la ea \u0219i am r\u0103mas \u00een pozi\u021bia aceea c\u00e2teva<br \/>\nminute. Maftuna \u00eenc\u0103 r\u00e2dea, \u00eempro\u0219c\u00e2nd venin. Nu<br \/>\nar\u0103ta ca femeia modest\u0103 care se plimbase cu mine la<br \/>\nLouvre acum patru zile \u0219i venise la ambasad\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eempreun\u0103 cu so\u021bul ei, s\u0103-\u0219i prelungeasc\u0103 viza<br \/>\nalalt\u0103ieri. S-a \u00eendreptat brusc c\u0103tre ma\u0219in\u0103. La<br \/>\n\u00eenceput, n-am vrut s-o urmez c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut-o<br \/>\nplec\u00e2nd. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, am mers, f\u0103r\u0103 tragere de inim\u0103.<br \/>\nDeschide u\u0219a, Maftuna!, i-am zis c\u00e2nd am ajuns.<br \/>\nIgnor\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, a c\u0103lcat accelera\u021bia. Sim\u021bindu-m\u0103<br \/>\nnenorocit, am alergat la unul dintre taxiurile goale<br \/>\nde pe marginea drumului.<br \/>\nTe rog urm\u0103re\u0219te Citroen-ul acela ro\u0219u!, i-am zis<br \/>\ncelui mai apropiat \u0219ofer.<br \/>\nAcesta nu mi-a refuzat cererea \u0219i a urm\u0103rit-o la vitez\u0103<br \/>\nmoderat\u0103.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd a \u00eencercat s\u0103 o prind\u0103, Maftuna a m\u0103rit viteza,<br \/>\nchit c\u0103 nu conducea deloc \u00eencet.<br \/>\nCe naiba! S-a s\u0103turat cu via\u021ba?, zise \u0219oferul<br \/>\nscutur\u00e2ndu-\u0219i capul, surprins. E posibil s\u0103 conduci<br \/>\nat\u00e2t de repede \u00een ora\u0219?<br \/>\nLa virajul de-a lungul Senei, un camion a ap\u0103rut pe<br \/>\npartea opus\u0103, de parc\u0103 ar fi picat din cer. Maftuna<br \/>\nde-abia a reu\u0219it s\u0103 vireze la st\u00e2nga. Ca urmare,<br \/>\nma\u0219ina ei a fost azv\u00e2rlit\u0103 pe marginea drumului, cu<br \/>\nzgomot strident de fr\u00e2n\u0103 zdrobit\u0103. Ma\u0219ina care<br \/>\nvenea a claxonat \u0219i a trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea. C\u00e2nd am<br \/>\ncobor\u00e2t din taxi, am alergat c\u0103tre ea, cu inima<br \/>\nb\u0103t\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi ias\u0103. Maftuna st\u0103tea nemi\u0219cat\u0103, cu<br \/>\ncapul pe volan, \u00een mod miraculos nev\u0103t\u0103mat\u0103.<br \/>\nDeschide u\u0219a!, i-am strigat, lovind geamul de<br \/>\nc\u00e2teva ori. Deschide, \u00ee\u021bi zic!<br \/>\nA deschis u\u0219a. Am tras-o afar\u0103. Apoi am dus-o pe<br \/>\nunul dintre locurile de-a lungul Senei.<br \/>\nVia\u021ba ta nu conteaz\u0103 deloc?!, am strigat c\u00e2t de tare<br \/>\nam putut.<br \/>\nMaftuna se holba la mine f\u0103r\u0103 expresie, de parc\u0103 ar<br \/>\nfi privit \u00een gol.<br \/>\nDa, a\u0219a. Nu-i treaba ta!<br \/>\nSt\u0103tea jos, cu capul plecat \u0219i tremur\u00e2nd. Aparent,<br \/>\naccidentul care nu o r\u0103nise, avusese un efect negativ<br \/>\nasupra psihicului ei \u0219i era extrem de speriat\u0103. Nici mie<br \/>\nnu-mi trecuser\u0103 teama \u0219i emo\u021bia. Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea cu<br \/>\nputere, \u00een timp ce st\u0103team \u00een picioare \u00een fa\u021ba ei.<br \/>\nSunt s\u0103tul\u0103 de tot, zise Maftuna, privind r\u00e2ul gr\u0103bit.<br \/>\nCum septembrie era pe sf\u00e2r\u0219ite, era r\u0103coare iar<br \/>\ntemperatura sc\u0103zuse un pic. \u00cen Paris era o briz\u0103 u\u0219oar\u0103<br \/>\nde trei-patru zile, cerul era acoperit de nori de culori<br \/>\ndiferite \u0219i uneori mai veneau \u0219i pic\u0103turi de ploaie.<br \/>\nChiar \u0219i azi, vremea era \u00eenchis\u0103, cerul era noros, luna<br \/>\ncare str\u0103lucise \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 de var\u0103 era ascuns\u0103 \u00een<br \/>\nspatele lor, ceea ce te ducea cu g\u00e2ndul la o ploaie de<br \/>\ntoamn\u0103 \u00eenainte de zori.<br \/>\nN-ai aprins farurile ma\u0219inii, i-am zis, a\u0219ez\u00e2ndu-m\u0103<br \/>\nl\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.<br \/>\n\u0218i-a aruncat o privire dezgustat\u0103 \u00eenspre ma\u0219in\u0103.<br \/>\nCitroen-ul ro\u0219u, Citroen-ul prea ro\u0219u, zise, repet\u00e2ndo<br \/>\nde c\u00e2teva ori.<br \/>\n\u00cenc\u0103 tremura. Acum, de la frig. Mi-am dezbr\u0103cat<br \/>\nhaina \u0219i i-am pus-o pe umeri. Mi-a mul\u021bumit \u00een<br \/>\n\u0219oapt\u0103. N-a mai zis nimic de atunci. Nici eu n-am mai<br \/>\ndeschis gura.<br \/>\nTata a vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 m\u0103rite c\u00e2nd aveam \u0219aisprezece ani,<br \/>\na zis Maftuna, privind iar r\u00e2ul \u0219i sp\u0103rg\u00e2nd prima<br \/>\nlini\u0219tea. N-a \u021binut cont de tinere\u021bea mea. Nici de<br \/>\nlacrimile mele. \u00cemi amintesc mult acele vremuri. Doar<br \/>\n\u00eemplinisem \u0219aisprezece ani. Eram o fat\u0103 de vis.<br \/>\nVoiam s\u0103 studiez dreptul. A\u0219 fi citit multe c\u0103r\u021bi, a\u0219 fi<br \/>\n\u00eenv\u0103\u021bat limbi str\u0103ine. Ca toate fetele, aveam dulci<br \/>\nfantezii. \u0218i \u00eentr-o zi, s-a terminat totul. M-am m\u0103ritat.<br \/>\n\u0218tiam c\u0103 m\u0103 voi c\u0103s\u0103tori \u00eentr-o zi, dar nu m-a\u0219 fi<br \/>\ng\u00e2ndit s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple at\u00e2t de devreme. M-am c\u0103s\u0103torit<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fi apucat s\u0103 p\u0103\u0219esc \u00eentr-o via\u021b\u0103 independent\u0103.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd eram copil\u0103, \u00eemi imaginam c\u0103 so\u021bul meu va<br \/>\nsem\u0103na cu Darcy, personajul principal din \u201eM\u00e2ndrie<br \/>\n\u0219i judecat\u0103\u201d. \u00cemi doream s\u0103 fie nobil, loial \u0219i curajos<br \/>\nca acesta, iar \u00een via\u021ba real\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 adesea total<br \/>\ndiferit. Atunci am v\u0103zut cu am\u0103r\u0103ciune st\u00e2nd \u00een fa\u021ba<br \/>\nmea un b\u0103rbat care era total opusul lui Darcy. Cu toate<br \/>\nacestea, n-am spus un cuv\u00e2nt \u0219i nu m-am opus tat\u0103lui<br \/>\nmeu. Chiar \u0219i mama l-a aprobat, zic\u00e2nd c\u0103 toat\u0103 lumea<br \/>\nface a\u0219a. Deci m-am m\u0103ritat. S\u0103 zic drept, nu mi-a<br \/>\npl\u0103cut so\u021bul meu. N-am avut niciodat\u0103 sentimente<br \/>\npentru el (\u0219i nici acum). Am fost dezam\u0103git\u0103. Nici el<br \/>\nn-avea nevoie de mine. \u0218tiam c\u0103 m\u0103 va tr\u0103da. Au<br \/>\ntrecut zile, s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, luni, de atunci. Nici m\u0103car n-am<br \/>\nremarcat. Pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 sim\u021beam ca \u00eentr-un mediu<br \/>\nstr\u0103in. Ca urmare, pofta mea de via\u021b\u0103 s-a diminuat pe<br \/>\nzi ce trece. Am tr\u0103it a\u0219a timp de opt ani. Visurile mi<br \/>\ns-au risipit ca fumul, n-am mai avut nicio inten\u021bie de<br \/>\na deveni avocat, n-am mai citit multe c\u0103r\u021bi, pasiunea<br \/>\npentru limbile str\u0103ine s-a stins. Era ca \u0219i cum nu mai<br \/>\nexista niciun sens \u00een via\u021ba mea. \u00cen al optulea an al<br \/>\nc\u0103sniciei mele, am aflat c\u0103 sunt \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103. Crede-m\u0103,<br \/>\na fost ca \u0219i c\u00e2nd a ap\u0103rut de undeva un sens. Am<br \/>\nfost at\u00e2t de fericit\u0103 c\u0103 Dumnezeu \u00eemi d\u0103duse fericirea<br \/>\nde a fi mam\u0103 \u00een locul aspira\u021biilor mele de dinainte.<br \/>\nG\u00e2ndul de a avea un copil \u0219i de a deveni mam\u0103 m-a<br \/>\numplut de fericire. Astfel c\u0103 am \u00eenceput s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc \u00eentr-un<br \/>\nmod diferit. \u00centr-o zi c\u00e2nd m-am dus la spital, mi-am<br \/>\nv\u0103zut copilul pe un monitor. Doctorul a r\u00e2s \u0219i a zis<br \/>\nc\u0103 face baie cu m\u00e2nu\u021bele tremur\u00e2nd. De fapt, copilul<br \/>\nmeu se sc\u0103lda, flutur\u00e2ndu-\u0219i m\u00e2inile. Apoi am \u00eenceput<br \/>\ns\u0103-i vorbesc \u00een fiecare zi. \u00cei spuneam pove\u0219ti noaptea<br \/>\n\u0219i \u00eei cump\u0103ram haine pentru c\u00e2nd \u00eel voi na\u0219te. Era ca<br \/>\n\u0219i cum mi se re\u00eentorsese pofta de via\u021b\u0103.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd eram \u00een luna a cincea, \u00eentr-o zi de vineri, so\u021bul<br \/>\nmeu a venit acas\u0103 t\u00e2rziu. Mirosea a parfum de<br \/>\nfemeie \u0219i era beat. M-a insultat sever, m-a b\u0103tut<br \/>\nholb\u00e2ndu-\u0219i ochii \u0219i \u021bip\u00e2nd ca un animal. Cum<br \/>\nsim\u021beam durerea profund\u0103 a loviturilor sale \u00een tot<br \/>\ncorpul, ceva p\u0103rea s\u0103 se fi rupt \u00een mine \u00een acel<br \/>\nmoment, iar inima mea sensibil\u0103 a strigat, presim\u021bind<br \/>\nceva mai r\u0103u de at\u00e2t. \u00cen ziua urm\u0103toare mi-am pierdut<br \/>\ncopilul, la spital.<br \/>\nMaftuna a izbucnit \u00een lacrimi. Suspina \u0219i pl\u00e2ngea.<br \/>\nUmerii i se scuturau violent \u0219i, pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd, i se sim\u021bea<br \/>\nun ecou dureros \u00een voce.<br \/>\nA\u0219a c\u0103 am petrecut mult timp \u00een spital, f\u0103r\u0103 a-mi<br \/>\nrec\u0103p\u0103ta cuno\u0219tin\u021ba. Am fost devastat\u0103 \u0219i profund<br \/>\ndeprimat\u0103. Nu voiam s\u0103 v\u0103d pe nimeni, z\u0103ceam acolo<br \/>\ntoat\u0103 ziua, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103sesc camera. Nu voiam s\u0103-i v\u0103d<br \/>\nnici m\u0103car pe p\u0103rin\u021bii mei. De so\u021bul meu \u00eemi era<br \/>\nsc\u00e2rb\u0103. Nu-mi puteam imagina traiul \u00een aceea\u0219i cas\u0103<br \/>\ncu cineva cu care nu eram fericit\u0103 \u0219i pe care acum<br \/>\n\u00eencepusem s\u0103-l ur\u0103sc. Dar am continuat s\u0103 tr\u0103im<br \/>\n\u00eempreun\u0103. Tata m-a l\u0103sat cu el, d\u00e2ndu-mi asigur\u0103ri c\u0103<br \/>\nvoi avea un alt copil. Amuzant, nu? De ce sunt via\u021ba<br \/>\n\u0219i oamenii a\u0219a? Nu pot g\u0103si r\u0103spunsuri la aceste<br \/>\n\u00eentreb\u0103ri. Comportamentul so\u021bului meu e chiar mai<br \/>\nridicol. B\u0103rbatul care m-a lovit \u0219i \u0219i-a ucis copilul ma<br \/>\nadus la Paris s\u0103 m\u0103 distrez.<br \/>\nAcum pl\u00e2ngea uit\u00e2ndu-se la mine, inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea cu<br \/>\nputere \u0219i \u00eencercam s\u0103 n-o privesc.<br \/>\nPrima zi \u00een care am ajuns aici, n-am p\u0103r\u0103sit hotelul.<br \/>\nNici m\u0103car nu-mi place ora\u0219ul \u0103sta care e visul a<br \/>\nmilioane de oameni, deoarece rana din suflet nu mi sa<br \/>\nvindecat. Am stat \u00een fa\u021ba ferestrei toat\u0103 ziua. A\u0219a<br \/>\narat\u0103 Turnul Eiffel privit de la fereastr\u0103. B\u0103rbatul meu<br \/>\na plecat diminea\u021ba \u0219i s-a \u00eentors seara. S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat la<br \/>\nfel \u0219i \u00een zilele urm\u0103toare. Am privit ora\u0219ul prin<br \/>\nfereastr\u0103 toat\u0103 ziua. \u00cen a patra zi, i-am cerut so\u021bului<br \/>\nmeu s\u0103 m\u0103 duc\u0103 la casa memorial\u0103 a lui Hugo. A fost<br \/>\nde acord. M-a l\u0103sat acolo singur\u0103, spun\u00e2ndu-mi c\u0103 m\u0103<br \/>\nva lua \u00eentr-o or\u0103. Am fost l\u0103sat\u0103 singur\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba<br \/>\nmuzeului scriitorului meu favorit. C\u00e2nd am intrat, era<br \/>\no \u00eent\u00e2lnire \u00een holul principal. Era mai mult o<br \/>\nceremonie de prezentare, dec\u00e2t o \u0219edin\u021b\u0103. La scurt\u0103<br \/>\nvreme apoi, mi s-a confirmat.<br \/>\n\u00ce\u021bi aminte\u0219ti ziua aceea? Era o prezentare a operei lui<br \/>\nHugo, pe care ai tradus-o \u00een uzbec\u0103, \u0219i le spuneai<br \/>\noamenilor despre Hugo \u0219i rolul acestuia \u00een viziunea<br \/>\nasupra lumii printre cititorii uzbeci. Cum st\u0103team<br \/>\nprivindu-te, dintr-un motiv anume am sim\u021bit c\u0103 am<br \/>\nuitat durerea care-mi torturase sufletul at\u00e2t amar de<br \/>\nvreme, rana sa nevindecat\u0103, \u0219i \u00ee\u021bi ascultam discursul<br \/>\ncu pl\u0103cere, ca \u0219i cum m-a\u0219 fi \u00eentors la cei \u0219aisprezece<br \/>\nani ai mei. Apoi, te-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00een persoan\u0103. Ai spus<br \/>\nc\u0103 lucrezi la ambasad\u0103.<br \/>\nAm vorbit despre Hugo \u0219i literatura francez\u0103. Am<br \/>\ncitit aproape toate scrierile lui Hugo. C\u00e2nd ai auzit<br \/>\nasta, \u021bi s-a luminat fa\u021ba. Acesta era \u0219i scriitorul t\u0103u<br \/>\npreferat.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd m-am \u00eentors de la muzeu, m-am sim\u021bit mult mai<br \/>\n\u00eenviorat\u0103. Cum furtuna mi se oprise la grani\u021bele<br \/>\nsufletului, durerea \u0219i oful disp\u0103ruser\u0103, doar de data<br \/>\naceasta dup\u0103 o lung\u0103 perioad\u0103 de timp, am sim\u021bit pace<br \/>\n\u0219i lini\u0219te. Am deschis fereastra \u0219i am privit \u00een jur. Mia<br \/>\nvenit ideea c\u0103 via\u021ba e, de fapt, frumoas\u0103; nu e doar<br \/>\n\u00een negru \u0219i alb. Cel mai interesant lucru a fost c\u0103 am<br \/>\nm\u00e2ncat cu mare poft\u0103 \u00een seara aceea \u0219i am dormit<br \/>\nlini\u0219tit\u0103 \u00een timpul nop\u021bii, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc anxioas\u0103.<br \/>\nSpusese\u0219i c\u0103 te vei duce la Louvre \u00een fiecare weekend.<br \/>\nMai erau dou\u0103 zile p\u00e2n\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u0219itul s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nii. Dup\u0103<br \/>\naceste dou\u0103 zile, m-am trezit duminic\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i<br \/>\nm-am dus la Louvre. Ca s\u0103 te g\u0103sesc. Imediat ce am<br \/>\najuns, am fost uimit\u0103. Era un spa\u021biu mare \u0219i plin de<br \/>\noameni. Din fericire, mi-am amintit ce zisese\u0219i despre<br \/>\npictura Monei-Lisa. Am \u00eentrebat \u0219i am g\u0103sit camera<br \/>\nunde era plasat\u0103 pictura. Am mers acolo \u0219i te-am<br \/>\nv\u0103zut printre oamenii din jurul tabloului. Eram at\u00e2t de<br \/>\nfericit\u0103. M-am apropiat, ca s\u0103-\u021bi atrag aten\u021bia. St\u0103teai<br \/>\nacolo, ocupat s\u0103 notezi ceva \u00een carnet. Te-am privit \u00een<br \/>\nlini\u0219te. M-ai observat, chiar dac\u0103 nu imediat. Ai<br \/>\nz\u00e2mbit v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-m\u0103. Am avut o conversa\u021bie grozav\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een ziua aceea despre Mona Lisa \u0219i am f\u0103cut turul<br \/>\nmuzeului \u00eempreun\u0103.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd m-am \u00eentors la hotel, so\u021bul meu, care bea<br \/>\n\u0219ampanie, a spus c\u0103 mai avem dou\u0103 zile p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ne<br \/>\nexpire viza. Apoi l-am implorat s\u0103 o prelungeasc\u0103. Ma<br \/>\nprivit cu surprindere. Am reu\u0219it s\u0103-l conving. Chiar<br \/>\n\u00eemi doream s\u0103 mai stau \u00een Paris. Nici m\u0103car nu \u0219tiam<br \/>\nde ce, pur \u0219i simplu voiam s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n, nu voiam s\u0103<br \/>\nmerg \u00een alt\u0103 parte, av\u00e2nd un sentiment nou care se<br \/>\ntrezise \u00een inima mea.<br \/>\nDou\u0103 zile mai t\u00e2rziu, so\u021bul meu \u0219i cu mine am mers la<br \/>\nambasad\u0103. Te-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit din nou acolo. Ne-ai ajutat<br \/>\ncu prelungirea vizei. So\u021bul meu \u021bi-a mul\u021bumit \u0219i te-a<br \/>\ninvitat la cin\u0103. Am fost chiar \u0219i mai fericit\u0103 c\u00e2nd ai<br \/>\nacceptat. M-am trezit de diminea\u021b\u0103 vis\u00e2nd la aceast\u0103<br \/>\ncin\u0103. A trecut mult\u0103 vreme de c\u00e2nd nu m-am mai uitat<br \/>\n\u00een oglind\u0103. M-am a\u0219ezat \u00een fa\u021ba ei pentru prima oar\u0103.<br \/>\n\u00cen mod normal, a\u0219 fi purtat o rochie de ocazie. De data<br \/>\nasta, mi-a fost greu s\u0103 aleg una. Mi-am descoperit, de<br \/>\nasemenea, l\u0103n\u021bi\u0219orul de aur, care z\u0103cuse neatins ani<br \/>\nde zile \u00een valiza mea. Odat\u0103 cu trecerea timpului, de-abia<br \/>\n\u00eemi st\u0103p\u00e2neam entuziasmul. Dup\u0103 amiaz\u0103, so\u021bul<br \/>\nmeu a ie\u0219it, pretinz\u00e2nd c\u0103 are treab\u0103. Mi-a cerut s\u0103-l<br \/>\nscuz pentru c\u0103 nu vine. A\u0219a am venit singur\u0103 \u00eencoace,<br \/>\n\u00een ma\u0219ina pe care a \u00eenchiriat-o. M-am sim\u021bit mult mai<br \/>\nrelaxat\u0103 \u00een restaurant. \u0218tiam asta. Pentru c\u0103 am avut<br \/>\nprivilegiul de a conversa. Asta m-a distras un pic. Ca<br \/>\nurmare, \u021bi-am pus ni\u0219te \u00eentreb\u0103ri stupide la cin\u0103. Mam<br \/>\ncomportat ur\u00e2t. Am uitat s\u0103 m\u0103 controlez. De bun\u0103<br \/>\nseam\u0103, m-ai considerat slab\u0103 de \u00eenger. \u0218i eu m-am<br \/>\nur\u00e2t. Acest sentiment mi-a pus st\u0103p\u00e2nire pe tot corpul<br \/>\n\u0219i m-a acoperit de v\u0103lul ru\u0219inii. Din aceast\u0103 cauz\u0103, mam<br \/>\nurcat \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103, pentru a sc\u0103pa de acest sentiment<br \/>\ncare \u00eencepuse s\u0103-mi macine sufletul. Dar am suferit<br \/>\nmai r\u0103u acolo. M-am cufundat \u00een agonie \u0219i am condus<br \/>\ncu vitez\u0103, deoarece ajunsesem la concluzia absurd\u0103 c\u0103<br \/>\nacest sentiment, care se \u00eenr\u0103ut\u0103\u021bea, m\u0103 va p\u0103r\u0103si dac\u0103<br \/>\nmor. Sentimentul de autodetestare motiveaz\u0103 fiecare<br \/>\npersoan\u0103 s\u0103 se comporte \u00een acest fel. Acela\u0219i lucru sa<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2mplat cu mine \u00eenainte s\u0103-mi apar\u0103 camionul \u00een<br \/>\nfa\u021b\u0103. Dar am fost speriat\u0103 c\u00e2nd a ap\u0103rut ma\u0219ina. Nu<br \/>\neram \u00een stare s\u0103 mor. N-am fost destul de tare, am fost<br \/>\nslab\u0103.<br \/>\nMaftuna s-a ridicat \u0219i s-a dus la malul r\u00e2ului. A privit<br \/>\naparen\u021ba sa \u00eentunecoas\u0103 \u00een noapte \u0219i a ascultat Sena<br \/>\nc\u00e2teva minute. Apoi, s-a \u00eentors f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103. Nu mai<br \/>\npl\u00e2ngea, se calmase \u0219i era mai bine.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd toamna intr\u0103 \u00een vie\u021bile noastre, \u00eei e greu<br \/>\nprim\u0103verii s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103, zise, privind \u00een dep\u0103rtare<br \/>\npeste r\u00e2u \u0219i a oftat, \u00eencep\u00e2nd s\u0103 spun\u0103 un poem:<br \/>\nAm a\u0219teptat pe cineva, sper\u00e2nd ceva,<br \/>\nAm privit la cer ca un plop.<br \/>\nN-am putut m\u0103car s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc precum c\u0103derea<br \/>\nfrunzelor,<br \/>\nCa \u0219i c\u00e2nd \u00eenc\u0103 a\u0219 avea nevoie de tine.<br \/>\nLimba abia tremur\u0103 ca o frunz\u0103,<br \/>\n\u00cenving\u0103toarea toamn\u0103 \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tie din nou fum.<br \/>\nA\u0219 picta lumea \u00eentr-o culoare frumoas\u0103,<br \/>\n\u00cemi pare r\u0103u, toamna a venit \u00eenaintea ta, iart\u0103-m\u0103&#8230;*<br \/>\nDup\u0103 ce a spus poemul, mi-a luat haina \u00een m\u00e2ini, a<br \/>\n\u00eemp\u0103turit-o cu grij\u0103 \u0219i mi-a a\u0219ezat-o al\u0103turi. Am<br \/>\nprivit-o t\u0103cut.<br \/>\nPlec m\u00eeine din Paris, a spus, arunc\u00e2nd priviri \u00een jur \u0219i<br \/>\na fost brusc dezam\u0103git\u0103 c\u00e2nd ochii ni s-au \u00eent\u00e2lnit. De<br \/>\nfapt, la fel ca \u0219i tine, nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 ora\u0219ul acesta<br \/>\ndeloc. Motivul pentru care am r\u0103mas aici mai mult nu<br \/>\na fost frumuse\u021bea lui.<br \/>\nM-am ridicat \u0219i am ezitat dac\u0103 s\u0103-i spun ceva. Sincer,<br \/>\nnu \u0219tiam sigur dac\u0103 s-o l\u0103muresc sau s-o consolez.<br \/>\nCum m-am aplecat c\u0103tre ea, Maftuna s-a retras \u0219i a<br \/>\ngesticulat \u00een semn de refuz. Am r\u0103mas unde eram \u0219i<br \/>\nnu era niciun sunet \u00een mine: niciun cuv\u00e2nt care s\u0103 o<br \/>\nfac\u0103 s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 sau s\u0103 o lini\u0219teasc\u0103. Ochii \u00eemi<br \/>\nerau \u00eentuneca\u021bi \u0219i capul plin de g\u00e2nduri confuze, de<br \/>\nparc\u0103 s-ar fi l\u0103sat bezna pe mine.<br \/>\nDup\u0103 un timp, a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se dep\u0103rteze \u0219i, f\u0103r\u0103 a-\u0219i<br \/>\nlua la revedere, s-a dus c\u0103tre ma\u0219ina ale c\u0103rei lumini<br \/>\nerau \u00eenc\u0103 aprinse. F\u0103r\u0103 a se \u00eentoarce, a stat din nou<br \/>\ndreapt\u0103 \u0219i a mers cu demnitate, ap\u0103s\u00e2nd pe tocurile<br \/>\n\u00eenalte.<br \/>\nCitroenule ro\u0219u, prea ro\u0219ule Citroen, a mai zis \u00een timp<br \/>\nce pleca. Darul so\u021bului meu, darul \u201eamabilului\u201d meu<br \/>\nso\u021b&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Poemul din text \u00eei apar\u021bine lui de Shuhrat Arif<\/p>\n<p>Traducere \u00een englez\u0103 de Nilufar Mukhammadjonova<br \/>\nTraducerea \u00een rom\u00e2n\u0103:<br \/>\nFlorentina Loredana Dalian<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sherzod ARTIKOV Sherzod Artikov s-a n\u0103scut \u00een 1985, \u00een ora\u0219ul Marghilan din Uzbekistan. A absolvit Institutul Politehnic Fergana, \u00een 2005.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":21210,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,329],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21264"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21264"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21264\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21265,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21264\/revisions\/21265"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21210"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21264"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21264"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21264"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}