{"id":1510,"date":"2015-05-21T16:18:35","date_gmt":"2015-05-21T13:18:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=1510"},"modified":"2015-05-21T16:18:35","modified_gmt":"2015-05-21T13:18:35","slug":"rosebud","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=1510","title":{"rendered":"Rosebud"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Am plecat spre\u00a0cas\u0103, \u00eentr-un t\u00e2rziu, a plecat camionul, s-a livrat \u0219i comanda asta la timp. R\u0103suflu u\u0219urat. E 12:45. Noaptea.<\/p>\n

Urc sc\u0103rile, obosit, ame\u021bit, cu ultimile f\u0103r\u00e2me de energie. Intru \u00een cas\u0103, las geanta cu laptopul \u00eentr-un col\u021b, l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103. M\u0103 strecor tiptil \u00een camera copiilor, s\u0103 \u00eei v\u0103d. Dorm, micu\u021bii, sunt sigur c\u0103 m-au a\u0219teptat p\u00e2n\u0103 li s-au \u00eenchis ochi\u0219orii. Ma uit la ei. C\u00e2nd s-au f\u0103cut a\u0219a mari?! B\u0103iatul mai ieri era c\u00e2t perna, \u0219tiu m\u0103sura asta pentru c\u0103 numai a\u0219a, leg\u0103nat pe pern\u0103, cu c\u00e2ntecele, adormea.<\/p>\n

Prins \u00een agita\u021bia asta nebun\u0103, a lumii care nu mai are r\u0103bdare s\u0103 a\u0219tepte ca lucrurile s\u0103 se a\u0219eze, nu \u00eemi pot da seama c\u00e2nd au trecut anii. Ieri, da, ieri parc\u0103 eram la maternitate, pun\u00e2ndu-i primul s\u0103rut din via\u021ba lui de copil pe ochi\u0219orii ce abia atunci cercetau, pentru prima dat\u0103, lumea. F\u0103ceam cu schimbul cu so\u021bia, leg\u0103n\u00e2ndu-l p\u00e2n\u0103 adormeam cu el \u00een bra\u021be. \u0218i ce dr\u0103gu\u021b era c\u00e2nd a \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i legene, ca un r\u0103\u021boi, primii lui pa\u0219i!<\/p>\n

Aruncat dintr-un termen \u00een altul, cu analize lunare \u0219i scaden\u021be, cu zbateri de mai bine, am uitat ce repede trece timpul. Am uitat cine sunt \u0219i ce vreau eu de fapt. M-a prins lumea \u00een v\u00e2ltoarea ei, m-a \u00eenv\u00e2rtit \u0219i ame\u021bit, m-a aruncat dintr-o st\u00e2nc\u0103 \u00een alta, m-a b\u0103gat la fund \u0219i m-am zb\u0103tut s\u0103 ies. Ah, cum se duc oamenii…<\/p>\n

\u0218i m\u00e2\u021ba<\/em> asta mic\u0103… C\u00e2nd ne-am cunoscut prima dat\u0103 m\u0103 privea cu ni\u0219te ochi mici, de t\u0103ciune, nepricep\u00e2nd prea multe din ceea ce era \u00een jurul ei. Azi se g\u0103te\u0219te cu br\u0103\u021b\u0103ri de plastic \u0219i probeaz\u0103 \u00een oglind\u0103 pantofii maic\u0103-sii. Iar c\u00e2nd ajung c\u00e2t \u00eenc\u0103 nu au adormit, alearg\u0103 \u00een bra\u021bele mele strig\u00e2nd \u201ete iubesc, tati\u201d. C\u00e2nd oare s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat transformarea asta?! C\u0103\u00a0ieri parc\u0103 silabisea prin cas\u0103 \u201ema-ma-ma-ma, ta-ta-ta-ta\u201d. Ieri parc\u0103 ne \u00eengrijoram c\u0103 nu ia \u00een greutate, c\u0103 nu \u00eei merge diversificarea, c\u0103 nu bea prea multe lichide… Ah, c\u00e2t de repede cresc copiii…<\/p>\n

Te sim\u021bi prins f\u0103r\u0103 sc\u0103pare \u00een aceast\u0103 curs\u0103 de \u0219oareci \u00een care, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eendoial\u0103, vei sf\u00e2r\u0219i epuizat. F\u0103r\u0103 vitalitate, f\u0103r\u0103 dorin\u021ba de via\u021b\u0103. \u0218i toate astea, pentru a le asigura condi\u021bii mai bune copiilor t\u0103i. Dar cine vor fi ei? Vor fi aproape ni\u0219te str\u0103ini, cu care realizezi c\u0103 ai petrecut doar 2-3 ore din fiecare zi a vie\u021bii tale de p\u0103rinte. C\u00e2t de trist, nu-i a\u0219a?!<\/p>\n

Asta aveam eu \u00een suflet c\u00e2nd am decis s\u0103 avem primul copil? Cu siguran\u021b\u0103 nu!<\/p>\n

Dar copiii mei oare de asta au nevoie? Ast\u0103zi, prizonier al lumii demente de afar\u0103, stresat \u0219i obosit, m\u0103 strop\u0219esc la ei c\u00e2nd calc pe juc\u0103riile \u00eentinse \u00een toat\u0103 casa. M\u00e2ine, probabil, c\u00e2nd ei vor fi pleca\u021bi pe calea lor, voi privi cu ochi \u00eenl\u0103crima\u021bi o cas\u0103 prea goal\u0103 de juc\u0103rii, cu o ordine nefireasc\u0103 \u0219i rece.<\/p>\n

Azi m\u0103 sup\u0103r c\u00e2nd, dup\u0103 o zi stresant\u0103 la munc\u0103, \u00eei apuc\u0103 s\u0103 fac\u0103 precum indienii \u00een timp ce sar pe c\u0103lu\u021bii lor de plu\u0219 prin cas\u0103. M\u00e2ine, da, nu mai departe de m\u00e2ine, c\u00e2nd ei vor fi plecat din casa noastr\u0103, voi m\u00e2ng\u00e2ia cu ochii \u00een lacrimi mult \u00eencerca\u021bii c\u0103lu\u021bi de plu\u0219, care nu vor mai avea nici un\u00a0indian\u00a0<\/em>s\u0103-i m\u00e2nuiasc\u0103.<\/p>\n

Iar timpul se scurge viclean, ca un Columb modern, p\u0103c\u0103lindu-m\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eel dau la schimb pe oarece zorzonele lucioase. Timpul acesta pre\u021bios, care nu este al meu.<\/p>\n

\u00cei m\u00e2ng\u00e2i \u00eencet, pe c\u0103p\u0219or, \u0219optindu-mi ruga tardiv\u0103 \u201eS\u0103 m\u0103 ierta\u021bi, copiii mei!\u201d<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n

\u00cenchid \u00eencet u\u0219a camerei lor \u0219i un cuv\u00e2nt se tot \u00een\u0219urub\u0103 \u00een minte, tulbur\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 – ROSEBUD<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Am plecat spre\u00a0cas\u0103, \u00eentr-un t\u00e2rziu, a plecat camionul, s-a livrat \u0219i comanda asta la timp. R\u0103suflu u\u0219urat. E 12:45. Noaptea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1512,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2,1],"tags":[249,216,68,248,224,139],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1510"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1510"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1510\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1514,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1510\/revisions\/1514"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1512"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1510"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1510"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1510"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}