{"id":14909,"date":"2021-06-12T16:42:12","date_gmt":"2021-06-12T13:42:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=14909"},"modified":"2021-06-12T16:55:26","modified_gmt":"2021-06-12T13:55:26","slug":"literadura-nr-20-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=14909","title":{"rendered":"Literadura nr. 20 (6)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Florentina Loredana DALIAN<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dalian-1-e1600691349144.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10833 lazyload\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dalian-1-285x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"285\" height=\"300\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 285px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 285\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10833\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dalian-1-285x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"285\" height=\"300\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Scrisori netrimise 5<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2teva r\u0103spunsuri, probabil, n-am s\u0103 le aflu<br \/>\nniciodat\u0103. N-am s\u0103 \u015ftiu de ce, bun\u0103oar\u0103, fericirea<br \/>\nse pl\u0103te\u015fte cu lacrimi. Mai de bun gust ar fi fost<br \/>\ns\u0103 o po\u0163i cump\u0103ra cu bani, a\u015fa cum \u00ee\u0163i cumperi<br \/>\nbatistele sau&#8230; locul de veci. N-am s\u0103 \u015ftiu nici de<br \/>\nce, uneori, e at\u00e2t de greu s\u0103 facem alegeri. De ce,<br \/>\nuneori, oricum am alege, o umbr\u0103 insinuant\u0103 ne<br \/>\n\u00eenso\u0163e\u015fte de-a lungul drumului. De ce am prefera<br \/>\nca poate al\u0163ii s\u0103 aleag\u0103 pentru noi. De ce c\u0103r\u0103rile<br \/>\npe care umbl\u0103m ni se par mai pu\u0163in interesante<br \/>\ndec\u00e2t cele pe care n-am c\u0103lcat niciodat\u0103 sau pe<br \/>\ncare doar le-am atins, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd am dat de<br \/>\nindicatorul \u201eStrict interzis\u201d.<br \/>\nDup\u0103 ce dep\u0103\u015fisem emo\u0163ia re\u00eent\u00e2lnirii cu<br \/>\nMihnea, m-a apucat panica. O panic\u0103 pe care nu<br \/>\nmi-o puteam exterioriza, fiind nevoit\u0103 s\u0103 o \u00een\u0103bu\u015f<br \/>\n\u00een mine. Eram prizonier\u0103. Dar nu prizonier\u0103 \u00eentr-o<br \/>\n\u0163ar\u0103, \u00eentr-o cas\u0103, ci prizoniera h\u0103\u0163i\u015fului<br \/>\npropriului suflet. Nu mai \u015ftiam. Nu mai \u015ftiam<br \/>\ndac\u0103 procedasem bine. Eram fericit\u0103. Prezen\u0163a lui<br \/>\nMihnea \u00een via\u0163a mea era cel mai minunat lucru<br \/>\ncare mi se putea \u00eent\u00e2mpla. Atunci de ce<br \/>\nsufeream? De ce sim\u0163eam nevoia s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u015fi<br \/>\nchiar o f\u0103ceam uneori? Sufletul rebel nu asculta<br \/>\nnumai mesajul fericirii, nu voise s\u0103 \u015ftearg\u0103, s\u0103<br \/>\nuite nici pe cel al durerii pres\u0103rate \u00een urm\u0103.<br \/>\nCrezusem c\u0103 desp\u0103r\u0163irea de Sabin Ladaru va fi<br \/>\nfost simpl\u0103, formal\u0103, ca un fapt ce oricum ar fi<br \/>\nurmat \u015fi trebuia s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple. N-a fost s\u0103 fie.<br \/>\nLadaru era decanul Facult\u0103\u0163ii la care predam. Un<br \/>\nom de care oricine se putea lesne \u00eendr\u0103gosti. Din<br \/>\npunctul de vedere al femeii, avea un singur defect,<br \/>\nce-i drept major \u2013 era \u00eensurat. Tr\u0103isem cu el<br \/>\np\u0103catul \u015fi durerea de a m\u0103 fi \u00eendr\u0103gostit de cine nu<br \/>\ntrebuie. Dac\u0103 m-a\u015f fi \u00eendr\u0103gostit numai eu! P\u00e2n\u0103<br \/>\nla urm\u0103 mi-ar fi trecut. Dar c\u00e2nd via\u0163a \u00ee\u015fi propune<br \/>\ns\u0103 te fac\u0103 minge de baseball, nu-\u015fi pierde vremea<br \/>\ncu jum\u0103t\u0103\u0163i de m\u0103sur\u0103. Ori tot, ori nimic!<br \/>\nRela\u0163ia dintre noi, dac\u0103 ar fi s\u0103 judec\u0103m dup\u0103<br \/>\nfapte, mai mult nu fusese, dec\u00e2t fusese. C\u00e2teva<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2lniri scurte, pe fug\u0103, cu ochii pe ceas, ce mai<br \/>\nvia\u0163\u0103! \u00cens\u0103 leg\u0103turile, acelea invizibile, care se<br \/>\n\u0163es dincolo de noi, de voin\u0163a noastr\u0103, fuseser\u0103<br \/>\nmult mai puternice. Aveam s\u0103 cap\u0103t aceast\u0103<br \/>\ncertitudine abia \u00een momentul rupturii, care nu<br \/>\nvoia s\u0103 rup\u0103 nimic, ba \u00eenc\u0103, c-un soi de<br \/>\n\u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnicie, parc\u0103 mai tare suda. Cu acea<br \/>\ndisperare a iremediabilului.<br \/>\nI-o spusesem repede, \u00eentr-o pauz\u0103, dintr-o<br \/>\nrespira\u0163ie, privindu-l \u00een ochi, gr\u0103bit\u0103 s\u0103 termin,<br \/>\ns\u0103 pot ajunge la punctul final \u00een care s\u0103-mi spun<br \/>\n\u201egata, am sc\u0103pat!\u201d. De parc\u0103 se scap\u0103 at\u00e2t de<br \/>\nu\u015for! Am fost at\u00e2t de st\u00e2ngace \u00eenc\u00e2t n-am f\u0103cut<br \/>\nnicio introducere, n-am umblat cu fine\u0163uri, cu<br \/>\nmenajamente, nu m-am g\u00e2ndit la efectul de<br \/>\nm\u0103ciuc\u0103 \u00een moalele capului pe care vorbele<br \/>\nmele l-ar fi avut asupra sa. Nimic. Brutal, scurt<br \/>\n\u015fi la obiect: \u201e\u015etii, trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i spun ceva, vreau<br \/>\ns\u0103 afli de la mine. Ia loc! Nu, nu mai t\u00e2rziu&#8230;<br \/>\nacum! M-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit. Am \u00eent\u00e2lnit un b\u0103rbat<br \/>\nminunat, am \u00eenceput o rela\u0163ie frumoas\u0103,<br \/>\ndeocamdat\u0103 de la distan\u0163\u0103, dar \u00een cur\u00e2nd m\u0103 voi<br \/>\nduce la el. Vreau s\u0103 intru frumos \u015fi curat \u00een<br \/>\ntemplul dragostei&#8230;\u201d \u015ei-am mai continuat a\u015fa,<br \/>\nde-a valma, p\u00e2n\u0103 ce m-am oprit cu \u201eam vrut s\u0103<br \/>\n\u015ftii\u201d. Hm&#8230; ca \u015fi cum \u201e\u015ftiutul\u201d ar fi suprema<br \/>\naspira\u0163ie a omenirii. Nu tu \u201eiart\u0103-m\u0103\u201d, nu \u201e\u00eemi<br \/>\npare r\u0103u\u201d sau ceva de genul acesta. A, da! Mi se<br \/>\npare c\u0103 i-am mul\u0163umit pentru frumuse\u0163ea<br \/>\nclipelor, acelea, pu\u0163ine, pe care mi le d\u0103ruise \u015fi<br \/>\npentru limpezimea lacrimilor ale c\u0103ror izvor<br \/>\nfusese. Lacrimile te apropie ceva mai mult de<br \/>\nm\u00e2ntuire.<br \/>\nL-am sim\u0163it f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-se mic, retras \u00een sine, parc\u0103<br \/>\nne\u00een\u0163eleg\u00e2nd mesajul. A gr\u0103it, totu\u015fi, cu voce<br \/>\nsc\u0103zut\u0103: \u201eDa, e firesc, era normal. Cred c\u0103, \u00eentr-un<br \/>\nfel, am fost tot timpul con\u015ftient c\u0103 asta avea<br \/>\ns\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple. La c\u00e2t e\u015fti de minunat\u0103, nu se<br \/>\nputea s\u0103 fi observat numai eu&#8230;\u201d. Mi-a mai urat<br \/>\napoi s\u0103 fiu fericit\u0103, s\u0103 am parte de tot binele pe<br \/>\ncare \u201ecu siguran\u0163\u0103, \u00eel meri\u0163i\u201d.<br \/>\nCe simplu mi-ar fi fost dac\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenjura,<br \/>\ndac\u0103 m-ar fi lovit! M-a\u015f fi bucurat c\u0103 se termin\u0103,<br \/>\na\u015f fi r\u0103suflat u\u015furat\u0103. Dar a\u015fa? M\u0103 iubise! Sabin<br \/>\nm\u0103 iubea, de\u015fi nu mi-o spusese niciodat\u0103. De<br \/>\nteam\u0103 \u2013 cum avea s\u0103 m\u0103rturiseasc\u0103 mai t\u00e2rziu \u2013<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu m\u0103 lege mai tare de el, con\u015ftient c\u0103 trebuia<br \/>\ns\u0103-mi urmez drumul. Pu\u0163inii b\u0103rba\u0163i din via\u0163a<br \/>\nmea, chiar dac\u0103 zg\u00e2rci\u0163i la vorbe, fiecare \u00een felul<br \/>\ns\u0103u, \u00eemi oferiser\u0103 at\u00e2ta iubire, \u00eenc\u00e2t abia o<br \/>\nputeam duce. Eu p\u0103r\u0103sisem de fiecare dat\u0103,<br \/>\nhot\u0103r\u00e2t, f\u0103r\u0103 a privi \u00een urm\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 l\u0103s\u00e2nd, \u00een<br \/>\nfiecare dintre ei, o parte din mine, pe care n-aveam<br \/>\ncum s-o mai cap\u0103t \u00eenapoi. Lui Sabin,<br \/>\nsim\u0163isem c\u0103 i-am l\u0103sat cea mai mare parte \u015fi,<br \/>\npoate, cea mai de pre\u0163. Aveam totu\u015fi resurse,<br \/>\npr\u0103v\u0103lisem peste Mihnea o avalan\u015f\u0103 de iubire.<br \/>\nDup\u0103 anun\u0163ul meu, Sabin a plecat,<br \/>\nt\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-\u015fi povara pa\u015filor peste covorul a\u0219ternut<br \/>\ndin sufletul s\u0103u. Glumisem odat\u0103 cu el:<br \/>\n\u201eAten\u0163ie, cad suflete! Grij\u0103 mare pe unde<br \/>\nc\u0103lc\u0103m&#8230;\u201d.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd \u00eel mai \u00eent\u00e2lneam, era re\u0163inut,<br \/>\nprotocolar, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 a reu\u015fi s\u0103 ascund\u0103 un<br \/>\nghimpe st\u00e2njenitor. O singur\u0103 dat\u0103 l-am prins<br \/>\n\u00eentre patru ochi \u015fi am profitat de ocazie s\u0103-mi<br \/>\nexprim nemul\u0163umirea:<br \/>\nCredeam&#8230; c\u0103 putem r\u0103m\u00e2ne m\u0103car prieteni.<br \/>\nA\u015fa cum e\u015fti cu celelalte \u2013 cu Marga, cu Ioana&#8230;<br \/>\nA r\u0103spuns cu ochii \u00een gol:<br \/>\n&#8211; Sigur c\u0103 da. Trebuie doar&#8230; s\u0103 mai treac\u0103 timp.<br \/>\nNu \u015ftiu c\u00e2t. At\u00e2t c\u00e2t va fi nevoie ca s\u0103 se umple<br \/>\ngolul care s-a creat aici, un mare gol&#8230;, \u00eemi arat\u0103<br \/>\nspre inim\u0103. Pentru a putea fi prieteni, eu trebuie<br \/>\ns\u0103 redevin acel Ladaru care am fost \u00eenainte.<br \/>\n\u00cen\u0163elegi?<br \/>\n\u00cen\u0163elegeam. Dar mai \u00een\u0163elegeam \u015fi c\u0103<br \/>\nacel Ladaru de dinainte nu va mai exista. Iubirea<br \/>\ne ca o transformare chimic\u0103 ireversibil\u0103. \u00centr-o<br \/>\nastfel de reac\u0163ie, dou\u0103 substan\u0163e se contopesc,<br \/>\nrezult\u00e2nd o a treia. Reac\u0163ia de disociere, \u00een sens<br \/>\ninvers, nu mai poate avea loc. De aceea, cei care<br \/>\nau fost atin\u015fi de iubire, chiar dac\u0103 o pierd sau nu<br \/>\no mai vor, n-au alt\u0103 \u015fans\u0103 dec\u00e2t s\u0103-\u015fi continue<br \/>\ndrumul cu noua \u201ecompozi\u0163ie\u201d, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd vor<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2lni o alt\u0103 iubire, c\u00e2nd va avea loc o alt\u0103<br \/>\ntransformare&#8230;<br \/>\nNu regretam desp\u0103r\u0163irea de Sabin,<br \/>\ntrebuia s-o fac, nu le puteam avea pe am\u00e2ndou\u0103<br \/>\ndeodat\u0103, voiam s\u0103 m\u0103 ofer \u00eentreag\u0103 lui Mihnea<br \/>\n\u015fi a\u015fa se \u015fi cuvenea. Fa\u0163\u0103 de mine, fa\u0163\u0103 de el \u015fi<br \/>\nde Sabin. N-aveam nevoie de compromis, de<br \/>\nascunzi\u015furi \u2013 prea-i plin\u0103 lumea de ele. Ce-i<br \/>\ndrept, nici de o suferin\u0163\u0103 \u00een plus n-a\u015f fi avut<br \/>\nnevoie. Nici de sentimentul de vinov\u0103\u0163ie pe<br \/>\ncare-l aveam, mai cu seam\u0103 fa\u0163\u0103 de Mihnea,<br \/>\nsentiment care a st\u00e2rnit panica aceea teribil\u0103 \u2013<br \/>\ns\u0103-i spun? s\u0103 nu-i spun? Ce-o s\u0103 cread\u0103? Avea<br \/>\nvreun sens? P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, fusese. Se terminase.<br \/>\nVenisem f\u0103r\u0103 lan\u0163uri, f\u0103r\u0103 paranteze ne\u00eenchise la<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2lnirea cu el. Dar oare&#8230; nu mai f\u0103cea \u00eenc\u0103<br \/>\nparte din mine? \u015ei dac\u0103 da, cum trebuia<br \/>\ngestionat\u0103 situa\u0163ia? De cine trebuia s\u0103 fug? De<br \/>\nSabin, de Mihnea, de mine? Unde s\u0103 fugi, unde<br \/>\ns\u0103 te-ascunzi de tine \u00eensu\u0163i? Cu ce lac\u0103te s\u0103 te<br \/>\nfereci \u00eempotriva ta? Ce gardieni s\u0103 a\u015fezi de paz\u0103<br \/>\nla por\u0163ile sufletului? M\u0103 b\u00e2ntuiau fr\u0103m\u00e2nt\u0103ri. \u015ei<br \/>\nNae plecase. Altfel, poate nu mi-ar fi trebuit<br \/>\nmult s\u0103 m\u0103 urc \u00een ma\u015fin\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103-i strig: \u201eD\u0103-i<br \/>\nbice, birjar! \u00cenapoi \u00een \u0163ar\u0103!\u201d Uit\u00e2nd c\u0103 nicio \u0163ar\u0103,<br \/>\nniciun ocean nu te poate feri de propria<br \/>\ncon\u015ftiin\u0163\u0103, de propriul p\u0103cat ori&#8230; de poverile pe<br \/>\ncare le por\u0163i, sub form\u0103 de cruce, \u00een suflet. Cum,<br \/>\nmai ales, nu te poate feri de \u00een\u015fel\u0103toarea dantel\u0103<br \/>\na iubirii.<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/1-1-e1623505075919.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-1\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14910 lazyload\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/1-1-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"169\" height=\"300\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 169px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 169\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14910\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/1-1-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"169\" height=\"300\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><br \/>\n<em>Grafica: Cornelia Ionescu Ciurumelea<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Dana BANU<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/banu-2-e1623505183303.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-2\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14911 lazyload\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/banu-2-264x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"264\" height=\"300\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 264px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 264\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14911\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/banu-2-264x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"264\" height=\"300\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Li\u0219ca (I)<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>din romanul \u00een lucru ,,Ultimii ani\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Printre tejghelele scoase \u00een strad\u0103, doldora cu<br \/>\ncoloniale \u0219i delicatese, baticuri \u0219i stambe,<br \/>\nportocale, smochine, vedre cu vinuri \u0219i putini cu<br \/>\nicre negre, fripturi date prin cimbru \u0219i mujdei<br \/>\n\u00eentinse pe funduri de lemn \u0219i iepuri tra\u0219i de piele<br \/>\nat\u00e2rna\u021bi la vedere.<br \/>\nPrintre oameni care ie\u0219eau din via\u021b\u0103 purta\u021bi \u00een<br \/>\ndricuri cu 24 de cai \u00eenh\u0103ma\u021bi ce \u00eei duceau spre<br \/>\nmorm\u00e2nt, copii-sacagii care \u00ee\u0219i rupeau oasele<br \/>\nc\u0103r\u00e2nd g\u0103le\u021bi cu ap\u0103 din Dun\u0103re pentru cei care<br \/>\nnu apucaser\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i trag\u0103 ap\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103, la<br \/>\nrobinet. Printre t\u00e2rfe sulemenite \u0219i cert\u0103re\u021be,<br \/>\nnebuni, salepgii, simigii, zdrahoni cu cu\u021bitul la<br \/>\nciorap sau la cizm\u0103, aprinz\u00e2ndu-\u0219i \u021big\u0103rile cu<br \/>\nh\u00e2rtii de 100 de lei \u0219i g\u00e2ndind c\u0103 anii lor nu se<br \/>\nvor termina vreodat\u0103.<br \/>\nPe Calea Regal\u0103 a Br\u0103ilei \u00eenceputului de secol<br \/>\nXX printre to\u021bi \u0219i toate trecea Li\u0219ca \u00een docarul ei<br \/>\naurit, c\u0103ptu\u0219it cu satin violet.<br \/>\nP\u0103rul negru peste care era petrecut\u0103 o b\u0103sm\u0103lu\u021b\u0103<br \/>\nruginie. Spr\u00e2ncenele codate \u0219i ochii sclipind<br \/>\naventurii precum felinarele de pe chei.<br \/>\nLi\u0219ca \u00een\u021belegea prea bine de ce femeile locului<br \/>\nerau de neuitat. Nu pentru frumuse\u021be ci pentru<br \/>\nc\u0103 iubeau mult \u0219i aprig. De asemenea, aveau<br \/>\nb\u0103rba\u021bi pe m\u0103sur\u0103. Seduc\u021bia le era \u00eens\u0103\u0219i<br \/>\nvoluptatea iar pl\u0103cerile, f\u0103r\u0103 fr\u00e2u.<br \/>\nLi\u0219ca, trandafirul negru al Br\u0103ilei.<br \/>\nFlorile ro\u0219ii ale salc\u00e2milor din Vii\u0219oara, de la<br \/>\nmarginea Br\u0103ilei, o cuno\u0219teau pe de rost.<br \/>\nCrescuse s\u0103lbatic\u0103 printre ele. P\u0103rea un m\u00e2nz cu<br \/>\nstea alb\u0103 \u00een frunte c\u00e2nd, prim\u0103vara, alerga \u00een<br \/>\n\u00eent\u00e2mpinarea norilor, \u00eenvelit\u0103 \u00een parfumul lor.<br \/>\nIarna sidefie o g\u0103sea mereu gata s\u0103 \u021bin piept<br \/>\ncriv\u0103\u021bului. R\u00e2z\u00e2nd, privindu-l \u00een ochi \u0219i el topindu-se<br \/>\nprecum un b\u0103rbat slav \u00eendr\u0103gostit \u0219i p\u0103tima\u0219.<br \/>\nSupun\u00e2ndu-se \u00een fa\u021ba saniei tras\u0103 de cai a Li\u0219c\u0103i,<br \/>\ncare t\u0103ia p\u0103durea de salc\u00e2mi fix \u00een dou\u0103 \u0219i<br \/>\n\u00eembl\u00e2nzea v\u00e2ntul.<br \/>\nPe vremea aceea era \u00eenc\u0103 un mic trandafir ro\u0219u<br \/>\ns\u0103lbatic ag\u0103\u021bat de garduri \u00een a\u0219teptarea tat\u0103lui ei,<br \/>\nc\u0103pitanul Cyril, plecat mereu pe ape, h\u0103t<br \/>\ndeparte, prin lumi pe care \u0219tia c\u0103 le va descoperi<br \/>\n\u0219i ea \u00eentr-o zi.<br \/>\nMaic\u0103-sa, mic\u0103, rece \u0219i fran\u021buzoaic\u0103, adus\u0103 de<br \/>\ntaic\u0103-su de la Marsilia \u0219i niciodat\u0103 obi\u0219nuit\u0103 cu<br \/>\noamenii locului, o \u00eenv\u0103\u021base tot ce \u0219tia \u0219i ce<br \/>\ng\u00e2ndea despre lume. Cum c\u0103 Br\u0103ila seam\u0103n\u0103 cu<br \/>\nMarsilia de exemplu. Are str\u0103zi radiale, \u00een<br \/>\nform\u0103 de soare cu toate razele ajung\u00e2nd la<br \/>\nDun\u0103re. Indiferent pe unde mergi, ajungi \u00eentr-un<br \/>\nsf\u00e2r\u0219it la Dun\u0103re.<br \/>\nApoi maic\u0103-sa a luat drumul ciulinilor. A plecat<br \/>\n\u00eentr-o zi \u0219i dus\u0103 a fost. S-o fi \u00eentors \u00een Marsilia<br \/>\nei, g\u00e2ndi Li\u0219ca, iar dintr-un trandafir mic \u0219i<br \/>\nag\u0103\u021b\u0103tor deveni unul de gr\u0103din\u0103, pu\u021bin mai<br \/>\n\u00eenchis la culoare.<br \/>\nLa 13 ani, singur\u0103 \u00eentr-un ora\u0219 ca Br\u0103ila, \u00eentr-un<br \/>\nsecol aflat \u00een anii lui de \u00eenceput. Se sim\u021bea<br \/>\nliber\u0103, etern\u0103 \u0219i invincibil\u0103.<br \/>\nS\u0103lb\u0103ticia ei se bucura de singur\u0103tate \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i v\u0103zu<br \/>\nde cale f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 stea pe g\u00e2nduri.<br \/>\nSe mut\u0103 \u00een casa din centru. Pe Strada Regal\u0103,<br \/>\ncol\u021b cu Grivi\u021bei, chiar l\u00e2ng\u0103 m\u0103cel\u0103ria ce vindea<br \/>\ncarne de c\u0103mil\u0103 \u0219i avea u\u0219ile vopsite \u00een alb.<br \/>\nCasa de la marginea ora\u0219ului, din Vii\u0219oara, o<br \/>\n\u00eenchise. Lu\u0103 cu ea servitorii \u0219i deveni st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103.<br \/>\nDintr-un trandafir oarecare de gr\u0103din\u0103 deveni<br \/>\nunul ro\u0219u, purpuriu, imperial.<br \/>\nOra\u0219ul \u00ee\u0219i primi copila \u0219i o crescu f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-i<br \/>\nascund\u0103 nimic. Platanii cei \u00eenal\u021bi, s\u0103lciile<br \/>\nml\u0103dioase, salc\u00e2mii parfuma\u021bi, mugurii negri ai<br \/>\nfrasinilor, o primir\u0103 pe Li\u0219ca, trandafirul Br\u0103ilei,<br \/>\nca pe una de-a lor. Cre\u0219tea singur\u0103 \u00een mijlocul<br \/>\nora\u0219ului f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 cear\u0103 prea mult. Oferea \u00eens\u0103<br \/>\ntuturor din ce avea.<br \/>\nColinda ora\u0219ul f\u0103r\u0103 oprire. Deja negustorii o<br \/>\n\u0219tiau, nebunii o vedeau ca pe o prieten\u0103, copiii<br \/>\nstr\u0103zii ca pe una de-a lor, \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u00een straie<br \/>\nbogate, care \u00eei ajuta.<br \/>\n\u00cei pl\u0103cea mai ales la Pia\u021b\u0103 \u0219i \u00een Cet\u0103\u021buie. Casele<br \/>\nmari \u0219i solide, cu stucaturi scorojite \u0219i gr\u0103dinile<br \/>\nlor care o priveau de dincolo de gardurile din<br \/>\nfier formate din suli\u021be vopsite \u00een negru cu capete<br \/>\naurii.<br \/>\nVegeta\u021bia ora\u0219ului era prima care o acceptase.<br \/>\nFlorile din co\u0219urile \u021big\u0103ncilor. Gr\u0103dina, copacii,<br \/>\nierburile, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i cele uscate din borcanele<br \/>\nb\u0103canilor, toate o adoptaser\u0103 ca pe una de-a lor.<br \/>\nDe aceea nu se sim\u021bea niciodat\u0103 singur\u0103.<br \/>\nIlia\u0219, servitorul tat\u0103lui ei, era mereu \u00een urma<br \/>\nLi\u0219c\u0103i, c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu i se \u00eent\u00e2mple copilei ceva.<br \/>\nC\u0103pitanul i-o d\u0103duse \u00een grij\u0103. Niciun bandit nu<br \/>\nse putea apropia cu g\u00e2nd necurat. Umbla<br \/>\nnoaptea lini\u0219tit\u0103 pe cheiuri. Num\u0103ra vapoarele,<br \/>\nstelele, \u00eei f\u0103cea semne lunii cu m\u00e2na.<br \/>\nC\u0103pitanul Cyril ajungea acas\u0103 cam de 2 ori pe<br \/>\nan. St\u0103tea pu\u021bin \u0219i pleca apoi ca m\u00e2nat de v\u00e2nt.<br \/>\nEra un om de ap\u0103. P\u0103m\u00e2ntul \u00eei f\u0103cea r\u0103u.<br \/>\nLi\u0219ca avea cufere \u00eentregi cu lucruri mici pe care<br \/>\ntat\u0103l ei i le aducea din lungile lui c\u0103l\u0103torii:<br \/>\niminei ro\u0219ii cu fir auriu, \u0219aluri vene\u021biene, cutii<br \/>\nmuzicale de argint cu balerine \u00eembr\u0103cate parc\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een fum, globuri de z\u0103pad\u0103 colorate pe care dac\u0103<br \/>\nle scuturai, orice iarn\u0103 devenea o poveste.<br \/>\nDin cuferele acelea \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bea tuturor prin<br \/>\ncartierele s\u0103race ale Br\u0103ilei.<br \/>\nComorofca \u00eei pl\u0103cea cel mai mult \u0219i mai mult.<br \/>\nCu\u021bitarii o iubeau. Era sora lor mai mic\u0103.<br \/>\nHamalii din port \u00eei f\u0103ceau loc s\u0103 treac\u0103 prin<br \/>\nmul\u021bime iar ea le \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bea tuturor daruri<br \/>\nneobi\u0219nuite pentru ei. O cutie muzical\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2na<br \/>\nunui cu\u021bitar \u00eel poate face s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<br \/>\nLi\u0219ca f\u0103cu astfel cuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 cu sufletul adev\u0103rat<br \/>\nal oamenilor str\u0103zii, al s\u0103racilor, al celor<br \/>\ndec\u0103zu\u021bi, ocoli\u021bi \u0219i huli\u021bi. Ea \u00eei iubea. Ei o<br \/>\niubeau. \u0218i secolul \u00ee\u0219i vedea de anii lui \u00eenainte.<br \/>\nApoi a primit vestea c\u0103 vasul tat\u0103lui ei a fost<br \/>\nprins de furtun\u0103 \u0219i tras \u00een ad\u00e2ncuri. Nimeni nu a<br \/>\nsc\u0103pat \u00eentreg. Li\u0219ca a devenit trandafirul negru<br \/>\nal ora\u0219ului.<br \/>\nPrivea sear\u0103 de sear\u0103 Dun\u0103rea \u0219i nu \u00ee\u0219i dorea<br \/>\ndec\u00e2t s\u0103 plece \u00een lume departe. S\u0103 afle, s\u0103 vad\u0103,<br \/>\ns\u0103 cunoasc\u0103.<br \/>\nAvea de acum spre 18 ani. Avea ochi de cad\u00e2n\u0103,<br \/>\nsuflet de aventurier \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u021b\u00e2nare de golan.<br \/>\n\u00centr-una din zile plec\u0103, \u0219i nu se mai \u00eentoarse<br \/>\nniciodat\u0103 \u00een ora\u0219ul de pe malul Dun\u0103rii.<br \/>\n\u00cen urma ei s-au spus multe dar \u0219i mai multe s-au<br \/>\nt\u0103cut. Li\u0219ca intrase ad\u00e2nc \u00een lume. Despre calea<br \/>\nei, alt\u0103dat\u0103 sau poate niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nNina BELDIE<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-3\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14338 lazyload\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie-274x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"274\" height=\"300\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie-274x300.jpg 274w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie.jpg 331w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 274px) 100vw, 274px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 274px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 274\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14338\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie-274x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"274\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie-274x300.jpg 274w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/beldie.jpg 331w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 274px) 100vw, 274px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ni\u0219te vis\u0103tori&#8230; ***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u2026 \u0219i iubirile obosesc\u2026<br \/>\nne vine greu s\u0103 accept\u0103m<br \/>\nc\u0103 iubirea poate obosi\u2026<br \/>\nprin iubirile noastre ne credem<br \/>\npe r\u00e2nd<br \/>\na-toate-puternici\u2026<br \/>\na-toate-\u0219tiutori\u2026<br \/>\na-toate-rostuitori\u2026<br \/>\nnicidecum!<br \/>\nni\u0219te visuri iscate din vise<br \/>\ndin ni\u0219te nop\u021bi insomniatice\u2026<br \/>\n\u0219i Noi\u2026<br \/>\na-toate-puternici\u2026<br \/>\na-toate-\u0219tiutori\u2026<br \/>\na-toate-rostuitori\u2026<br \/>\ntr\u0103itorii unor visuri din vise\u2026<br \/>\nn\u0103zuind spre ninsorile<br \/>\nninsori\u2026<br \/>\nni\u0219te vis\u0103tori\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nPa\u0219aport tr\u0103ire ***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8230; cu suflet nalb\u0103,<br \/>\ntrec neobservat\u0103<br \/>\nprintre trandafirii impozan\u021bi<br \/>\ndin gr\u0103dini de cuv\u00e2nt&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; cu suflet romani\u021b\u0103<br \/>\ntrec nev\u0103zut\u0103<br \/>\nprintre inflorescen\u021bele maiestuoase<br \/>\nale gr\u0103dinilor de cuv\u00e2nt&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; m\u0103 strecor printre<br \/>\nposesorii de CV-uri cople\u0219itoare<br \/>\n\u00eenve\u0219m\u00e2ntat\u0103-n strai furat<br \/>\ndintr-un senin<br \/>\nde Rai&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; \u0219i trec pa\u0219ii mei<br \/>\nne\u00eensemna\u021bi<br \/>\ndincolo de barierele<br \/>\ngr\u0103dinilor de cuv\u00e2nt<br \/>\nav\u00e2nd pa\u0219aport<br \/>\nvulcan de tr\u0103iri&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0219i cel neimportant<br \/>\nat\u00e2t&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Florentina Loredana DALIAN Scrisori netrimise 5 C\u00e2teva r\u0103spunsuri, probabil, n-am s\u0103 le aflu niciodat\u0103. 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