{"id":14634,"date":"2021-05-15T21:43:16","date_gmt":"2021-05-15T18:43:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=14634"},"modified":"2021-05-15T21:43:16","modified_gmt":"2021-05-15T18:43:16","slug":"spatii-culturale-nr-57-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=14634","title":{"rendered":"Spa\u021bii culturale nr. 57 (6)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Cenaclul \u201eAnte Portas\u201d \u2013 Buz\u0103u<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Lauren\u021biu BELIZAN <\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan-254x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"254\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14636 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan-254x300.jpg 254w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan.jpg 367w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 254px) 100vw, 254px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 254px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 254\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan-254x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"254\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14636\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan-254x300.jpg 254w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/belizan.jpg 367w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 254px) 100vw, 254px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>maelstr\u00f6m <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>spatele meu sprijinind um\u0103rul t\u0103u<br \/>\nm\u00e2na mea c\u0103ut\u00e2nd m\u00e2na ta \u00een \u00eentunericul gofrat<br \/>\ndincolo de \u00eentunericul epidermelor moarte<\/p>\n<p>\u00een iubire<br \/>\ne ca \u015fi cum desf\u0103c\u00e2nd bandajele unui faraon<br \/>\nai g\u0103si \u00een ele \u00eembibat\u0103 ziua \u00een care a fost ucis<br \/>\nprivindu-\u015fi propriul soare<\/p>\n<p>poate c\u0103 uneori sunt un soare bandajat<br \/>\nda!<\/p>\n<p>a\u015fa vin \u00een fa\u0163a ta<br \/>\ns\u0103 ne desfacem \u00eencet r\u0103nile \u00eentr-un ritual al \u00eentregirii!<br \/>\nsemne apar peste tot<br \/>\nr\u0103nile vin de pretutindeni ca un fel de termite ro\u015fii<br \/>\niar noi un trib de copii s\u0103lbateci le ucidem una c\u00e2te una<br \/>\nsuntem r\u0103i suntem cruzi suntem alba\u015ftri<br \/>\nalbastrul nu e un semn de \u00een\u0163elepciune nici de<br \/>\nnoble\u0163e ci de m\u00e2njire<\/p>\n<p>dar tu<br \/>\ntu faci timpul s\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie spa\u0163iul ca o vioar\u0103<br \/>\ndansezi iar ghea\u0163a se fisureaz\u0103 sub noi cu o stranie ging\u0103\u015fie<br \/>\ne de ajuns s\u0103 te arunci \u00een ap\u0103 ca s\u0103 intri \u00eentr-o alt\u0103<br \/>\ndimensiune<\/p>\n<p>\u00een zadar vor \u00eencerca s\u0103 deslu\u015fesc\u0103 visul<br \/>\ntu e\u015fti testamentul meu din umbr\u0103 eu sunt semnul<br \/>\nt\u0103u pe nisip<\/p>\n<p>inima ta este la un ceas de Elsinore <\/p>\n<p>sunt zile ca ni\u015fte alveole<br \/>\n\u00een care doarme Yorick<\/p>\n<p>\u00ee\u0163i ating obrazul<br \/>\n\u015fi simt adierea timpului<br \/>\nne mu\u015fc\u0103m buzele<br \/>\nde parc\u0103 am prinde<br \/>\nboabe de struguri dintr-un ciorchine<\/p>\n<p>str\u0103zile sunt linii fr\u00e2nte de c\u0103rbune<br \/>\nm\u0103 plimb lini\u015ftit\/ \u015ftiu urm\u0103torul pas<br \/>\nalter ego m\u0103 urmeaz\u0103<br \/>\nun animal de companie care face tumbe<br \/>\nschimonosindu-se la cer<\/p>\n<p>petele din soare ar putea fi r\u0103ni<br \/>\nl\u0103sate de \u00eencle\u015ftarea cu \u00eentunericul<br \/>\nurmele unei ciocniri cu un \u00eenger c\u0103zut<\/p>\n<p>simt \u00een noi topit\u0103 at\u00e2ta poezie ca un plumb<br \/>\ndin care or s\u0103 fac\u0103 lingouri sau gloan\u0163e<\/p>\n<p>ora\u015ful ne \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015feaz\u0103 genunchii zdreli\u0163i<br \/>\nt\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-ne \u00een subterane<br \/>\n\u00een mintea fiec\u0103rui John Doe lic\u0103re\u015fte o amintire<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nsingura moarte adev\u0103rat\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>fluxul emo\u0163ional se \u00eengusteaz\u0103 \u2013<br \/>\nkatharsisul devine ultima lui zi<\/p>\n<p>cuvinte-aluviuni ajunse \u00een delta inimii<br \/>\nlacrimile florile cerul norii iarba soarele luna aripile<br \/>\n\u00eengerii<br \/>\nnonsensuri care perturb\u0103 grav comunicarea \u00eentre<br \/>\nnervii reteza\u0163i<br \/>\n\u015fi circuitele cipurile \u00eengropate-n nisip<\/p>\n<p>este greu s\u0103 descrii lumea \u00een \u015firuri de 1 \u015fi 0<br \/>\nochiul bionic nu poate descompune c\u0103derea unei<br \/>\nfrunze albastre<br \/>\n\u00een irisul lui un greiere fumeaz\u0103 pe o canistr\u0103<br \/>\nde kerosen<br \/>\ninvent\u00e2nd fluturi tatua\u0163i cu capete de mort<\/p>\n<p>dalai lama poart\u0103 dou\u0103 ceasuri \u015fi ridic\u0103 trei degete<\/p>\n<p>o lume unde nu po\u0163i muri este ca o hologram\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een care nu atingi extazul nici dulcea suferin\u0163\u0103<br \/>\nsingura moarte adev\u0103rat\u0103 &#8211; ie\u015firea din poem<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\npict\u00e2nd \u00eentunericul<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd ridic pleoapele se \u00eenchide<\/p>\n<p>dungi cenu\u015fii amenin\u0163\u0103 cerul lui manet<br \/>\nprobeaz\u0103 ziua asta ca pe o rochie<\/p>\n<p>soarele se sufoc\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103rut\u0103-l p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eei va s\u0103ri luna din g\u00e2t<br \/>\nnu te mai \u00eentreba cine \u00een g\u00e2ndul cui este<br \/>\nadun\u0103 doar t\u0103cerea \u00eentre palme!<\/p>\n<p>mi\u015fc pere\u0163ii<br \/>\napa picur\u0103 din grind\u0103<br \/>\nsuntem r\u0103d\u0103cini \u00eenecate de aer<br \/>\nfructe \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentunericul \u2013 avorton al luminii \u2013<br \/>\n\u0163ine visul ascuns<br \/>\n\u00eentr-un toc de vioar\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\ncuv\u00e2ntul ca o prescur\u0103 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>le simt termina\u0163iile nervoase ca \u015fi cum s-ar rostogoli<br \/>\nsub un grilaj de magazin la u\u015fa \u00eenchiderii<br \/>\npentru ca mai apoi s\u0103 m\u0103 pun\u0103 la zid<\/p>\n<p>reclama luminoas\u0103 mi-a bronzat fa\u0163a \u00eentr-un fel ciudat<br \/>\nde parc\u0103 a\u015f avea o masc\u0103 de zeu<br \/>\nlumina asta \u015ferpuitoare \u00eemi arat\u0103 drumul spre cas\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een ora\u015ful \u00een care str\u0103zile se bifurc\u0103 pe culori<br \/>\neu locuiesc \u00eentr-un coridor din piele albastr\u0103<br \/>\nca venele lui Petronius<\/p>\n<p>inima ta pompeaz\u0103 s\u00e2nge \u00een catacombele<br \/>\ndin preajma unui viaduct roman<br \/>\ndiminea\u0163a ajunge la mine o pic\u0103tur\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een care pun cuvintele  la macerat<\/p>\n<p>noaptea literele \u00eemi intr\u0103 sub unghii<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\ntu nu e\u015fti rama\/ e\u015fti tabloul <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd fac rondul de noapte \u00eemi place s\u0103 adulmec ora\u015ful<br \/>\nsunt str\u0103zi unde felinarele se \u00eenro\u015fesc privind geamurile<br \/>\n\u00een col\u0163 un tomberon de sticl\u0103 plin cu sabo\u0163i din lemn de cire\u015f<br \/>\n\u015fi o jardinier\u0103 cu lalele negre<\/p>\n<p>iarba palmat\u0103 p\u00e2nde\u015fte asfalt \u015fi trupuri<br \/>\ncrevasele cresc \u00een t\u0103cere<br \/>\ntrebuie s\u0103 mergi pe catalige de saltimbanc<br \/>\nimprovizate din aripile morilor de v\u00e2nt<br \/>\n\u00eemi place s\u0103 m\u0103 plimb pe o strad\u0103 unde se mai vorbe\u015fte idi\u015f<br \/>\nmokum mokum! se aude \u00eenc\u0103 glasul b\u0103tr\u00e2nilor anticari evrei<br \/>\ncare trec \u00een fiecare noapte prin cuv\u00e2ntul amsterdam<\/p>\n<p>\u00een port olandezul zbur\u0103tor pleac\u0103 spre Capul Bunei Speran\u0163e<br \/>\nne trezim cu globuri de \u00eentuneric \u00een m\u00e2ini<br \/>\ndin pia\u0163\u0103 vine miros de pe\u015fte<br \/>\nceasul din turn se prelinge ca un transsexual<br \/>\nnu simt nimic<br \/>\nde fapt mi-e dor de cas\u0103 \u00eentr-un fel nud<br \/>\n\u015fi barbar<\/p>\n<p>undeva pe coast\u0103 printre iahturi Gyselde<br \/>\no corabie cu nibelungi scutur\u0103 funiile groase ale nop\u0163ii<br \/>\ndin cer coboar\u0103 al\u0163i sabo\u0163i m\u0103t\u0103so\u015fi cu care am putea p\u0103\u015fi pe ap\u0103<\/p>\n<p>peste toate un b\u0103tr\u00e2n \u00een ro\u015fu st\u0103 cuminte \u00een fa\u0163a lui Rembrandt<br \/>\npare un personaj din lec\u0163ia de anatomie<br \/>\noare b\u0103tr\u00e2nul lui rembrandt<br \/>\nn-o fi fost vreun evreu anticar care i-a dat o carte cadou?<br \/>\nsau poate bunicul lui<\/p>\n<p>b\u0103tr\u00e2nul se odihne\u015fte \u00eentr-un fel familiar<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eel zugr\u0103ve\u015fte \u00eentre el \u015fi maestru se creeaz\u0103 o familiaritate<br \/>\na picta pe cineva e ca \u015fi cum l-ai spovedi absolvindu-l de p\u0103cate<br \/>\nel pleac\u0103 din fa\u0163a ta dar \u00eei r\u0103m\u00e2ne umbra ag\u0103\u0163at\u0103 de p\u00e2nz\u0103 ca un p\u0103ianjen<\/p>\n<p>cel mai veridic e omul trec\u00e2nd prin p\u00e2nz\u0103 ca printr-o u\u015f\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nautoportret cu Rimbaud<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>corpul t\u0103u tangent la soare<br \/>\nmiroase a p\u00e2ine pe vatr\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 \u0163i-ai schimbat linia vie\u0163ii<br \/>\nde sus cineva prive\u015fte strada ca entomologul un mu\u015furoi de furnici<br \/>\nai putea s\u0103 la\u015fi batistele de h\u00e2rtie pe crengi<br \/>\ndurerea ar r\u0103m\u00e2ne at\u00e2rnat\u0103 ca un fruct necopt al m\u00e2niei<br \/>\ntrebuie s\u0103 \u00eenve\u0163i s\u0103 mori \u00een orice secund\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 sunt un copil care vrea s\u0103 \u015ftie cum arat\u0103 soarele noaptea<br \/>\nu\u015for u\u015for \u00eencep s\u0103 uit<br \/>\ntrebuie s\u0103 inventez ceva pentru golurile din via\u0163\u0103<br \/>\npoezia cre\u015fte din mine ca unghiile unui mort<br \/>\ncu fa\u0163a vitrat\u0103<br \/>\nvoi fugi<br \/>\nca Rimbaud<br \/>\nde o frumoas\u0103 de\u015fert\u0103ciune<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nMaria NICULAI<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-1\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai-273x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"273\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14638 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai-273x300.jpg 273w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai.jpg 311w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 273px) 100vw, 273px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 273px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 273\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai-273x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"273\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14638\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai-273x300.jpg 273w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/maria-niculai.jpg 311w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 273px) 100vw, 273px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Din lumea singur\u0103t\u0103\u021bii<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>am urlat \u00een urechile mor\u021bii<br \/>\ns\u0103 \u00eenceteze s\u0103 se mai ascund\u0103<br \/>\natunci s-a oprit privindu-mi<br \/>\ncu ochii ei verzi<br \/>\nsingur\u0103tatea cuib\u0103rit\u0103 \u00een piept<\/p>\n<p>a \u00eenceput s\u0103 alerge prin \u00eentuneric<br \/>\nstr\u00e2ng\u00e2nd \u00een bra\u021be trupul unui copil<br \/>\n\u00eel auzeam tu\u0219ind<br \/>\nse zb\u0103tea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u021bipe<br \/>\nd\u0103dea din m\u00e2ini \u00een \u00eencercarea<br \/>\nde a apuca pu\u021bin\u0103 lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u0219tiam c\u0103 mor\u021bii \u00eei era team\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu \u00ee\u0219i care<br \/>\npropria singur\u0103tate<br \/>\na\u0219a c\u0103 \u021binea copilul str\u00e2ns \u00een bra\u021be<br \/>\n\u00eentorc\u00e2nd din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd<br \/>\ncapul spre mine.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nC\u00e2nd am fost pas\u0103re<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>flash-back-uri cu o pas\u0103re<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 o arip\u0103 pierdut\u0103<br \/>\nprintre blocuri<br \/>\n\u0219i o ghear\u0103 care o \u00eempinge<br \/>\n\u00een\u0103untru<br \/>\n\u00eentr-o colivie de la marginea<br \/>\ndrumului<\/p>\n<p>\u00eemi aud vocea pentru<br \/>\nprima \u0219i ultima dat\u0103<br \/>\nnenorocita de ghear\u0103<br \/>\ntot m-a g\u0103sit<br \/>\nnu-mi uitase c\u00e2ntecul.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nDincolo<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>erai la cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t al lumii<br \/>\n(o umbr\u0103 cu nuan\u021be de alb)<br \/>\nunde Dumnezeu a uitat s\u0103 pun\u0103 lumin\u0103<br \/>\nera mare \u0219i nisip \u0219i \u00eentuneric.<\/p>\n<p>eram de cealalt\u0103 parte<br \/>\n(o proiec\u021bie compus\u0103 din griuri)<br \/>\nla polul unde Dumnezeu m-a vizitat<br \/>\nera z\u0103pad\u0103 \u0219i mare \u0219i lumin\u0103.<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd mi-ai scris pentru prima dat\u0103 cu s\u00e2ngele<br \/>\ncuvintelor smulse din timp<br \/>\nam crezut c\u0103 nu exi\u0219ti<br \/>\n(chiar dac\u0103 spuneai c\u0103 vrei s\u0103 vezi z\u0103pada). <\/p>\n<p>nu \u0219tiu pe unde plute\u0219ti<br \/>\nc\u0103ut\u00e2nd Polul Luminilor.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n(Nu)prim\u0103var\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>uneori \u00eemi bate la u\u0219\u0103 prim\u0103vara<br \/>\nde fiecare dat\u0103 m\u0103 cuib\u0103resc \u00eentr-un col\u021b de camer\u0103 la etajul 9<br \/>\n(acolo m\u0103 cred mai aproape de Dumnezeu).<br \/>\nprim\u0103vara insist\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een timp ce umbra vrea s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be s\u0103 zboare\/ m\u0103 str\u00e2ng mai tare \u00een bra\u021be<br \/>\n(probabil doar intuiesc o dedublare)<br \/>\nunghiile trec prin carne\/ m\u0103 aud \u021bip\u00e2nd \u00een camera<br \/>\ncu o fotografie a unei b\u0103tr\u00e2ne care \u00ee\u0219i \u021bine o m\u00e2n\u0103 la gur\u0103 \u0219i alta spre cer-<br \/>\n&#8222;nu e nimeni aici!&#8221;<br \/>\nb\u0103t\u0103ile \u00eenceteaz\u0103\/ la fiecare pas al prim\u0103verii b\u0103tr\u00e2na r\u00e2de<br \/>\nm\u0103 str\u00e2ng \u00een bra\u021be \u00een col\u021bul meu \u0219i \u00eenchid ochii<br \/>\npoate a\u0219a tace.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nMi-ai fost \u0219i luni \u0219i miercuri<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Mi-ai fost zi de luni<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd \u00eemi \u00eempart cafeaua<br \/>\nla c\u00e2teva amintiri<br \/>\ndup\u0103 peregrin\u0103rile prin<br \/>\nora\u0219ul gri<br \/>\nte-a\u0219 fi a\u0219teptat cu aceea\u0219i speran\u021b\u0103<br \/>\ncu care se roag\u0103 beduinii<br \/>\npentru a g\u0103si umbra unei aripi<br \/>\nde copac.<\/p>\n<p>Mi-ai fost zi de miercuri<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i t\u0103cerea are ecou<br \/>\nm-ai privit<br \/>\n\u00een singur\u0103tatea mea<br \/>\na\u0219a cum prive\u0219ti Guernica de Picasso<br \/>\n\u0219i nu \u021bi-a fost team\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 m\u0103 strigi cu bra\u021bele<br \/>\ndin \u00eentuneric.<\/p>\n<p>Mi-ai fost poate \u0219i zi de luni<br \/>\n\u0219i de miercuri<br \/>\nmai mult \u00eens\u0103 ai fost<br \/>\nsingur\u0103tatea dintre ele<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd mi-am dorit s\u0103 nu \u00eemi fii.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nSimina Maria SIMA<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/simina-sima-e1621104137424.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-2\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/simina-sima-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14635 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 300px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 300\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/simina-sima-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14635\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>spovedanie<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>deja se face sear\u0103 mai devreme \u00een sufletul meu, iar fiecare bucat\u0103 de h\u00e2rtie<br \/>\nse-nmoaie \u00een cerneal\u0103; eu m\u0103 sting<br \/>\ndin ce \u00een ce mai spre ziua de m\u00e2ine,<br \/>\ndin ce \u00een ce mai \u00eenspre cuvinte \u0219i g\u00e2nduri<br \/>\nl\u0103sate sub patrafirul vreunui preot<br \/>\ncare se va l\u0103sa mereu furat<br \/>\nde spovedaniile lungi, de \u0219irul de m\u0103t\u0103nii<br \/>\n\u021binut \u00een m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103, chiar l\u00e2ng\u0103 cruce.<\/p>\n<p>am redus toate c\u0103ut\u0103rile de la marginea gr\u0103dinii<br \/>\nla un trandafir singuratic l\u00e2ng\u0103 care st\u0103tea o vulpe;<br \/>\ndesenez oi\u021be de c\u00e2nd m-am n\u0103scut<br \/>\n\u00een joia aceea c\u00e2nd a plouat \u0219i tot p\u0103m\u00e2ntul<br \/>\ns-a umplut de singur\u0103tate<br \/>\n\u0219i-am \u00eenceput s\u0103 fiu pe B-613;<br \/>\napoi am desenat  un copac de ramurile c\u0103ruia<br \/>\nerau ag\u0103\u021bate stilouri f\u0103r\u0103 cerneal\u0103,<br \/>\nde fapt, e o caracati\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nUrlet<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>s-a f\u0103cut at\u00e2t de t\u00e2rziu \u00een mintea mea, iar cerul a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se scurg\u0103<br \/>\npe geamuri;<br \/>\nera un timp c\u00e2nd m\u0103 duceam s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00een mijlocul oglinzii din alice \u00een \u021bara minunilor,<br \/>\nca s\u0103 nu m\u0103 vad\u0103 mama \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentrebe c\u00e2t am pierdut la poker<br \/>\n\u00een noaptea aceea de mai c\u00e2nd toate catedralele erau \u00eenchise<br \/>\ncu turlele lor \u0219i crucile de fier ruginit str\u0103lucind \u00een lumina venit\u0103 de la felinare ;<br \/>\nera un timp c\u00e2nd c\u0103utam s\u0103 r\u00e2d din orice nimic pe care universul \u00eel \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bea cu mine,<br \/>\nca de exemplu, o gaur\u0103 neagr\u0103 care visam c\u0103 e o u\u0219\u0103 spre narnia lui c.s. lewis<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tiu c\u0103 narnia nu exist\u0103.<br \/>\nera un timp c\u00e2nd nu \u0219tiam de existen\u021ba carului mare<br \/>\ncare se \u00eentindea \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 pe cer \u0219i nu \u0219tiam nici c\u0103 pot s\u0103 miros a praf<br \/>\nde la \u00eenceputul timpului \u0219i p\u00e2n\u0103 acum;<br \/>\natunci, \u00een timpurile acelea, am ap\u0103rut pe nepus\u0103 mas\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eentr-un col\u021b curat de cer, m-am hr\u0103nit ani \u00eentregi cu lapte de planet\u0103 apropiat\u0103 de soare,<br \/>\napoi, m-amtrezit \u00een mijlocul unui r\u0103zboi \u00eentre negru \u0219i alb, un r\u0103zboi care nu era al meu,<br \/>\npe o tabl\u0103 de \u0219ah care refuzase s\u0103 fie c\u00e2mp de lupt\u0103 \u0219i, prin urmare,<br \/>\nfusese asaltat \u00een timpul celui de-al doilea r\u0103zboi mondial;<br \/>\n\u0219i azi se mai lupt\u0103 dou\u0103 armate pentru regii lor,<br \/>\n\u0219i azi carul mare se \u00eentinde pe cer,<br \/>\n\u0219i azi sunt un nimeni \u00eentr-un r\u0103zboi care nu e al meu.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nOchi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>i-am cerut ochi doar ai mei \u0219i nici m\u0103car asta n-a putut s\u0103-mi dea,<br \/>\ni-am cerut o inim\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 a noastr\u0103, scopul era nobil, ne plictisiser\u0103m de singur\u0103tate,<br \/>\ndar n-a vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 asculte nici m\u0103car c\u00e2nd i-am spus c\u0103 nu mai pot s\u0103 aud<br \/>\ndou\u0103 tipuri de sunete \u00een acela\u0219i timp, c\u0103 am nevoie de corpul meu,<br \/>\nde casa mea pe care s\u0103 n-o \u00eempart la doi \u00een fiecare sear\u0103,<br \/>\nnu mai voiam s\u0103-l trimit \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 la culcare at\u00e2t de devreme,<br \/>\nmai t\u00e2rziu avea s\u0103 strige la mine cu m\u00e2inile \u00eencruci\u0219ate pe piept .<\/p>\n<p>credeam c\u0103 o s\u0103 mor \u00eenainte ca rugina s\u0103 p\u0103trund\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2inile tale,<br \/>\nai \u00eenceput s\u0103 sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2i mai ceva ca u\u0219a de la podul minciunilor,<br \/>\nmai \u0219tii c\u00e2nd ne plimbam cu m\u00e2inile legate \u00een jurul umerilor?<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nmama<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Locul din care mi-am extras buc\u0103\u021bile de trecut<br \/>\na r\u0103mas, \u00eenc\u0103 de la \u00eenceputul timpului, f\u0103r\u0103 nici un strop<br \/>\nde \u00eendumnezeire, iar \u00eenceputul lui a fost<br \/>\npu\u021bin mai aproape de \u00eenceputul pe care mi l-a h\u0103r\u0103zit<br \/>\nmama.<\/p>\n<p>mama e un soi de m\u00e2n\u0103 de p\u0103m\u00e2nt din care<br \/>\ncresc flori pe care nu le culege nimeni,<br \/>\niar ea e nevoit\u0103 s\u0103 scuture capul la fiecare dou\u0103 ore \u00eengere\u0219ti<br \/>\nca s\u0103 nu i se deschid\u0103 aripile.<\/p>\n<p>aripile ei sunt, \u00een fapt, p\u0103r\u021bi dintr-un cuv\u00e2nt<br \/>\npe care mi-l spunea c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103,<br \/>\nnu avea voie s\u0103 m\u0103 sperii de lumin\u0103,<br \/>\npentru c\u0103 n-a\u0219 mai fi devenit.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nValentin TUFAN<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/tufan-e1603106540985.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-3\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/tufan-267x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"267\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-11457 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 267px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 267\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/tufan-267x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"267\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-11457\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Pacientul<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>ora 7:00<\/p>\n<p>Am vizitat pacientul<br \/>\n\u0219i m-a privit cu aceea\u0219i sfidare \u00een ochi,<br \/>\ni-am fixat amprentele peste ale mele<br \/>\n\u0219i i-am m\u0103surat intervalele dintre noapte \u0219i zi.<br \/>\nDimine\u021bile se-ntind sleite,<br \/>\ne ca un sunet agonizant \u00een ureche,<br \/>\nca o developare din Pearl Harbor<br \/>\ncu voin\u021ba m\u0103cinat\u0103 de durere,<br \/>\napoi s\u0103-\u0219i destind\u0103 fiecare mu\u0219chi<br \/>\n\u00een contratimp ca \u201dPersisten\u021ba Memoriei\u201d<br \/>\nreadaptat\u0103 sub ochii mei<\/p>\n<p>ora 15:00<\/p>\n<p>i-am num\u0103rat coastele pacientului<br \/>\n\u0219i-am g\u0103sit-o pe cea lips\u0103,<br \/>\ni-am spus c\u0103 de aici mije\u0219te secunda,<br \/>\nc\u00e2t dintr-un v\u00e2rf de ac cu g\u0103m\u0103lia str\u00e2mb\u0103,<br \/>\nc\u0103 orice lucru m\u0103runt face parte dintr-un ansamblu<br \/>\niar ansamblul e v\u0103zut ca un dar.<\/p>\n<p>ora 21:00<\/p>\n<p>ne-am dat m\u00e2na \u0219i ne-am privit z\u00e2mbind,<br \/>\nparc\u0103 am \u00eenceput s\u0103 ne cunoa\u0219tem mai bine&#8230;<br \/>\nl-am vizitat la mas\u0103 \u0219i-l v\u0103d cu coada ochiului<br \/>\ncum \u00ee\u0219i ascunde soarele \u00een buzunarul de la piept\u2026<br \/>\nm\u00e2ncarea s-a r\u0103cit&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ora 7:00<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentr-un castron cu lapte \/ de sub caimac,<br \/>\nse zbate soarele pr\u0103v\u0103lit din piept<br \/>\ncel ce pulseaz\u0103 universul \u00een oceanul h\u0103ituit<br \/>\nal izol\u0103rii. <\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nFloare de maidan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Te-ai \u00eentrebat vreodat\u0103 unde se ascund visele c\u00e2nd se revars\u0103 lumina?<br \/>\nAsta e o \u00eentrebare bun\u0103 pentru copilul din fiecare &#8211;<br \/>\nla \u00eenceput de an, am \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, ca fiecare dintre noi, o nou\u0103 perspectiv\u0103 \u0219i un alt drum de parcurs,<br \/>\nprobabil c\u0103 a\u021bi ad\u0103uga asta la categoria cli\u0219ee nefericite \u0219i de sezon&#8230;<br \/>\neu, la \u00eenceput de an, desfac amintirile cele mai pure legate str\u00e2ns de inima mea \u0219i dau cu r\u0103bdare paginile \u00eenapoi, ca un cititor \u00eenfocat dornic s\u0103 revad\u0103 imaginile pas cu pas &#8211; <\/p>\n<p>Copil\u0103ria mi-e ca o noapte de S\u00e2nziene<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd adulmec din to\u021bi r\u0103runchii ve\u0219nicia satului<br \/>\n\u0219i maidanul m\u0103surat la pas.<br \/>\nAmintirile \u00een care seninul se rev\u0103rsa \u00een fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een ochii bunului \u0219i r\u0103m\u00e2nea acolo &#8211;<br \/>\nbunul tr\u0103ia cu eternitatea cerului printre gene<br \/>\n\u0219i-mi ascundea luna \u0219i stelele \u00een palm\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eenainte de culcare<br \/>\nmirosea a floare de maidan, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 c\u0103ra \u00een spate \u00eentors de la coas\u0103,<br \/>\niar pove\u0219tile bunului dep\u0103\u0219eau performan\u021bele celui mai iscusit povestitor din teatrul radiofonic,<br \/>\nimagini n\u0103scute \u00een fiecare r\u0103s\u0103rit de soare rural<br \/>\nrememorate acum \u00een fiecare asfin\u021bit de soare banal.<\/p>\n<p>Adulmec \u0219i azi puterea \u0219i chemarea maidanului,<br \/>\niar bunul are \u0219i acum ascuns cerul \u00een g\u0103vanele ochilor care au luat drept bun\u0103tatea prizonier\u0103 de r\u0103zboi,<br \/>\n\u00eel p\u0103streaz\u0103 \u0219i azi acolo, senin,<br \/>\n\u0219i revars\u0103 ploi calde de var\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 vede&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0103rut m\u00e2na bunul meu!<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nLaura COZMA <\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-4\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma-297x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"297\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14637 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma-297x300.jpg 297w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma.jpg 333w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 297px) 100vw, 297px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 297px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 297\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma-297x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"297\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14637\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma-297x300.jpg 297w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/l-cozma.jpg 333w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 297px) 100vw, 297px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong> <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>e ciudat cum dragostea tr\u0103ia \u00een noi\/ dou\u0103 trupuri asimetrice<\/p>\n<p>unul \u00eempins \u00een abis<br \/>\ncel\u0103lalt a\u0219tept\u00e2nd absolutul la semafor<\/p>\n<p>ecoul str\u0103zii penetreaz\u0103 v\u00e2rfurile degetelor p\u00e2n\u0103-n ventriculul st\u00e2ng<br \/>\nb\u0103iatul cu ochii verzi r\u0103t\u0103ce\u0219te-n intersec\u021bie cu o lantern\u0103<br \/>\ndurerea strive\u0219te bitumul ca un buldozer<br \/>\nAristotel ar scrie o \u00eentreag\u0103 teorie despre asta dar ce mai po\u021bi spune despre moarte?<br \/>\nlumina nu se ad\u0103poste\u0219te dup\u0103 \u00eentuneric \u0219i respir\u0103 greu l\u00e2ng\u0103 el<br \/>\nultimul c\u00e2ntec pe clapele coastelor s-a prescris<br \/>\nazi diminea\u021b\u0103 pulsul i s-a oprit<\/p>\n<p>acum am v\u0103zut lumina pentru prima dat\u0103<br \/>\ndoar eu pot cuprinde p\u0103m\u00e2ntul \u00eentr-o \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219are<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nla ora 00:00 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>e minus un grad \u00een inima ei<br \/>\ndin prima zi pielea i s-a albit<br \/>\nde parc\u0103 tot varul pere\u021bilor s-ar fi scurs<br \/>\npe trupul \u0219ubred\/ desigur doar \u00een aparen\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n<p>buzele ei ro\u0219ii cheam\u0103 \u00een neant<br \/>\nunde nu e nici durere nici \u00eentristare nici suspin<br \/>\ns\u00e2nii ei a\u0219teapt\u0103 atingerea ce ar putea sf\u0103r\u00e2ma ghea\u021ba<br \/>\niar limbile ceasului ar l\u00e2ncezi zilnic la ora 00:00<\/p>\n<p>da<br \/>\npare \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103<br \/>\ne \u0219erpuit\u0103 de litera ce ruleaz\u0103 la nesf\u00e2r\u0219it\/ \u00een jocul desfr\u00e2n\u0103rii<br \/>\nlumea nu-i mai apar\u021bine<\/p>\n<p>ea<br \/>\nera doar regina mutat\u0103 pe tabla lui de \u0219ah<br \/>\na doua zi a pierdut-o<br \/>\nabsorbit s\u0103 sting\u0103 \u021bigara<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i s\u0103ruta iubita prins \u00een mrejele freneziei<\/p>\n<p>azi via\u021ba \u00eencepe<br \/>\nazi via\u021ba se termin\u0103\/ pentru cel care iube\u0219te mai mult<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\ndecenii de aur \u00eengropate-n m\u00e2l <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>te iubesc mai mult dec\u00e2t un orb iube\u0219te lumina<br \/>\nsunt cer\u0219etorul orelor incomplete<br \/>\nde\u0219i a\u0219 putea fi un maur ce ar lupta cu sine pentru sine <\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd Salvador Dal\u00ed a creionat femeia pe o bucat\u0103 de carton<br \/>\nculorile pastelate au impregnat venele tale<br \/>\nsufletul ei s-a ascuns \u00een spatele craniului<br \/>\napoi ai r\u00e2vnit-o \u00een alte femei\/ cinci decenii <\/p>\n<p>\u00een c\u00e2rcium\u0103 un b\u0103iat \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00een negru \u00ee\u021bi f\u0103cea cu m\u00e2na<br \/>\natunci\/ am suflat via\u021b\u0103 peste umbra ta r\u0103stignit\u0103 deasupra lumii<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n\u00een translucid<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>culorile reale s\u00e2ngereaz\u0103 pe platoul vie\u021bii iar noi primim condamnarea \u00een noi<br \/>\nnu putem nimic nu poate hr\u0103ni monstrul care pl\u00e2nge de pe o zi pe alta<\/p>\n<p>catapeteasma se fragmenteaz\u0103 \u00een ritmul unui cancer<br \/>\nfirul translucid pur \u0219i simplu nu se mai arat\u0103<br \/>\nl-am pierdut sau el m-a pierdut pe mine<br \/>\n\u00een drumul spre tine am c\u0103zut \u00een gol<br \/>\npentru c\u0103 pe palma ta liniile vorbesc adev\u0103rul f\u0103r\u0103 niciun sunet<br \/>\nsimt cum ochii t\u0103i a\u0219teapt\u0103 foamea neobosit\u0103<br \/>\ndansul fl\u0103c\u0103rilor se termin\u0103 cur\u00e2nd umbrele ies \u00een strad\u0103<br \/>\ntot ceea ce trebuie s\u0103 faci e s\u0103 ascul\u021bi vocea mut\u0103<br \/>\ndar eu cum a\u0219 putea spune timpului s\u0103 plece un timp \u0219i s\u0103 a\u0219tepte<\/p>\n<p>nu pot nimic<br \/>\nel nu poate ucide monstrul care se hr\u0103ne\u0219te cu tine<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cenaclul \u201eAnte Portas\u201d \u2013 Buz\u0103u Lauren\u021biu BELIZAN maelstr\u00f6m spatele meu sprijinind um\u0103rul t\u0103u m\u00e2na mea c\u0103ut\u00e2nd m\u00e2na ta \u00een 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