{"id":12759,"date":"2020-12-19T21:18:20","date_gmt":"2020-12-19T18:18:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=12759"},"modified":"2021-01-12T15:42:36","modified_gmt":"2021-01-12T12:42:36","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-asanai","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=12759","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Asanai"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Grija unui parcurs muzical impecabil. Aplec\u00e2nd urechea la tot. Reu\u0219ind s\u0103 m\u0103 distrag cu totul de la ceea ce-mi revenea.<br \/>\nP\u00e2n\u0103 mi-am dat seama, era prea t\u00e2rziu. Auzul fugea sigur, controlul m\u00e2inilor tr\u0103gea a imposibil. S\u0103 mai <strong>ata\u0219ez<\/strong> \u0219i vocea&#8230;.<br \/>\nMuzician, deh! Opt ani vioar\u0103, \u00een particular clarinet, un \u021b\u00e2r de chitar\u0103 \u0219i altele, m\u0103 puneau \u00een fa\u021ba responsabilit\u0103\u021bilor. Resim\u021bite. Fiindc\u0103 nimeni nu m\u0103 ridicase \u00een grad drept ,,<strong>ataman<\/strong>\u201d peste ceata de c\u00e2nt\u0103re\u021bi. Undeva \u00een sine \u00eemi <strong>asumai<\/strong> rolul ,,<strong>asului<\/strong>\u201d, \u0219tiutor ne\u0219tiutor, curajos \u0219i retractil. Dup\u0103 considerentele cuno\u0219tin\u021belor momentane. Un soi de <strong>atlant<\/strong> cu greul totului pe umeri.<br \/>\nLa fel ca la Intercoop. Numai c\u0103 la propriu cu greut\u0103\u021bi \u0219i nu din pozi\u021bia vreunei \u00eenchipuiri de \u0219efie. La 20 de ani e\u0219ti \u0219i r\u0103m\u00e2i ucenic cel pu\u021bin un cincinal. (Azi m\u0103 bucur c\u0103 nu l-am apucat, altfel&#8230;) R\u0103m\u0103sesem cu g\u00e2ndurile blocate dup\u0103 depunerea jur\u0103m\u00e2ntului, prinse subtil \u00eentr-un punct din orele de liceu c\u00e2nd fixam pe h\u00e2rtie cote, filete \u0219i sc\u0103ri 2:1, 3&#8230; \u0219i nu de pu\u021bine ori, la ie\u0219irea de la ora 4, pe poarta \u00eentreprinderii, tot ,,desenam\u201d un portret tehnic al viitorului. \u00cen naivitatea mea, credeam c\u0103 <strong>asiata<\/strong> fa\u021b\u0103, brun\u0103 deseori, violet\u0103 la frig, va deschide ochii directorului \u0219i \u00eentr-o doar\u0103 \u00eemi va propune, \u00eentr-o bun\u0103 zi, s\u0103 devin desenator tehnic.<br \/>\nUn vis ivit ca manier\u0103 de supravie\u021buire. \u00cen fapt \u00eemi rupeam c\u00e2rca \u00een fiecare zi, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 supravie\u021buiesc \u00eentr-o bul\u0103 incert\u0103, blazat\u0103, incendiat\u0103 doar la ceas de lini\u0219te de furiile muzicale, de \u00eenchipuirile de \u00eendr\u0103gostit. Cum s\u0103 te concentrezi \u00een infernalele zgomote de polizor, de borma\u0219in\u0103, de ciocane administrate fier\u0103taniilor, ce contemplare s\u0103 se iveasc\u0103 \u00een fuga de la o sec\u021bie la alta, de la o opera\u021bie la alta, de la un utilaj la altul? Opt ore infernale, <strong>ata\u0219ul<\/strong> fiec\u0103rui muncitor s\u0103rit cu o categorie mai sus. Ba sus pe <strong>aticul<\/strong> cantinei, ba jos la \u0219an\u021buri, ori la nivelul mediu al ma\u0219inii laborator metrologic, \u00eenc\u0103rc\u00e2nd \u0219i desc\u0103rc\u00e2nd etaloane cu miile de kile.<br \/>\nMunca &#8211; o <strong>aspid\u0103<\/strong>, un \u0219arpe veninos cuib\u0103rit la s\u00e2nul artistului, unul care <strong>aspira<\/strong> adolescentin, \u00eenc\u0103, la melodia perfect\u0103, suprem\u0103. Divin\u0103. Cu ce m\u00e2ini? Cu ce cap? Cu a cui voie? S\u0103-mi fi v\u0103zut degetele, palmele, \u00eencheieturile. Chircite de str\u00e2nsoarea cozii ciocanului, pilelor, de apuc\u0103tura greut\u0103\u021bilor de 20 de kilograme. Solouri, acorduri? Mostre de neputin\u021b\u0103. Pielea palmelor, ca de crocodil, se <strong>asprea<\/strong> cu fiecare s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 ad\u0103ugat\u0103 pe cartea de munc\u0103, cu fiecare minut de contact cu fierul la temperaturi sc\u0103zute. Poign\u00e9-ul \u00een\u021bepenit \u00een pozi\u021bia liniei perfecte radius-carpiene. Creierii \u00eembiba\u021bi de nelini\u0219tea iubirii ne\u00een\u021belese. Pe de o parte. B\u00e2ntui\u021bi de fantoma e\u0219ecului intr\u0103rii la facultate, neputin\u021ba trecerii dincolo de dospeala \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turii muzicii clasice. Z\u0103d\u0103r\u00e2\u021bi de la hot\u0103r\u00e2rile proprii.<br \/>\nNu v-am spus? P\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i la ,,fete\u201d voiau s\u0103 m\u0103 duc\u0103 tot ei. \u00cen special tata. Sigur, dup\u0103 \u00eendelungi discu\u021bii cu mama. Chestiune pe care am \u00eeng\u0103duit-o \u00een urma unui troc. Sper\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu mai cic\u0103leasc\u0103. S\u0103 m\u0103 fi v\u0103zut: eu, tata &#8211; care se oferise s\u0103-mi asigure ,,materialul\u201d de consum &#8211; \u0219i fata lui nea Neagu mecanicul. La col\u021bul parcului. ,,Hai, voi duce\u021bi-v\u0103 s\u0103 be\u021bi un suc.\u201d Ru\u0219ina\u021bi am\u00e2ndoi de situa\u021bie. Doi ucenici ai Intercoop-ului.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Grija unui parcurs muzical impecabil. Aplec\u00e2nd urechea la tot. 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