{"id":12702,"date":"2020-12-15T13:34:42","date_gmt":"2020-12-15T10:34:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=12702"},"modified":"2020-12-15T13:34:42","modified_gmt":"2020-12-15T10:34:42","slug":"propozitii-pretentioase-ascita","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=12702","title":{"rendered":"Propozi\u021bii preten\u021bioase &#8211; Ascita"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>       Fiecare muzician are acea doz\u0103 m\u0103rit\u0103 de egoism c\u00e2nd se vede acolo, sus, \u00een aten\u021bia&#8230;. El, doar el, numai el. Cu ideile cele mai bune, cu interpretarea cea mai bun\u0103.<br \/>\n       Reversul \u00eeng\u00e2mf\u0103rii se produce \u00eentr-o situa\u021bie ca a mea de atunci: pr\u0103bu\u0219it cu vocea, un ton gutural, <strong>asprit<\/strong> de laringita ce nu-mi d\u0103dea pace de c\u00e2teva zile &#8211; acum realizez de ce \u0219i c\u00e2nd a avut loc, \u00een clasa a 11-a, de Cernob\u00eel (ca de s\u0103rb\u0103tori!) &#8211; \u0219i nici nu d\u0103dea semne de desp\u0103r\u021bire cur\u00e2nd, aprins la interne de teama a ceea ce urma. Nici nu puteam renun\u021ba, nici continua \u00een condi\u021bii m\u0103car rezonabile. Fie ce-o fi! <strong>Asudai<\/strong>, deh, c\u00e2nd te \u00eenchizi \u00een carapace \u0219i dai din col\u021b \u00een col\u021b \u00een sine, te ia cu febr\u0103, \u00ee\u021bi <strong>astupi<\/strong> urechile \u0219i te rogi&#8230; s\u0103-\u021bi ias\u0103, nu \u0219tii cum, dar speri, \u00eemi at\u00e2rnai chitara pe um\u0103r&#8230;. ,,Ceasul&#8221; \u0219i ,,Tren nebun&#8221;. \u00cenflorisem, frica a ac\u021bionat ca atare: notele aproape curate, aproape exacte. Aproape perceptibile, fiindc\u0103 la rock acurate\u021bea era atunci o chestiune de fason pentru preten\u021bio\u0219i, o imposibilitate pentru muzicieni. ,,Sta\u021biile&#8221; abia scoteau 30 W, difuzoarele obosite de at\u00e2ta ,,la maxim&#8221; g\u00e2j\u00e2iau f\u0103r\u0103 aportul fuzz-urilor, cablurile induceau zgomot de fond c\u00e2t s\u0103 sporeasc\u0103 ,,hard-rock-ului&#8221; valen\u021bele. Conchiz\u00e2nd, perfect. Urma doar s\u0103 <strong>ata\u0219\u0103m<\/strong> cele c\u00e2te note specifice de acompaniament pe corzile mi, la \u0219i re.<br \/>\n       Intrasem r\u0103gu\u0219it, ,,c\u00e2ntasem&#8221; ca privighetoarea \u0219i ie\u0219isem din scen\u0103 istovit, cu simptome \u0219i suflu specifice <strong>astmei<\/strong> \u0219i glas zero. Nu puteam r\u0103spunde niciunei felicit\u0103ri, mimam un ,,mul\u021bumesc&#8221; \u0219i treceam mai departe, spre cabine. Ce se auzise? Habar nu am. De ce erau liceenii din culise entuziasma\u021bi? Nu g\u0103sesc un r\u0103spuns adecvat. Poate v\u00e2rsta \u0219i exaltarea la orice stimul. Poate presta\u021bia, unde pe alocuri eu \u00eensumi am considerat-o extraordinar de bun\u0103. Incredibil de curat\u0103.<br \/>\n       Aveam s\u0103 descop\u0103r mai t\u00e2rziu, vreo doi ani \u00een urm\u0103, secretul. M\u0103 potcove\u0219te r\u0103gu\u0219eala cu o vorbire incoerent\u0103 \u0219i o cre\u0219tere a ambitusului, cu note <strong>atinse<\/strong> acolo unde muierile \u0219i feti\u0219canele se suie la cucuiata: la, si, do deasupra portativului cheii sol. <strong>Atipia<\/strong> \u00eentruchipat\u0103.<br \/>\n       Vocea ca vocea, mai peticit\u0103, mai p\u0103c\u0103lit\u0103 cu tonuri vecine \u0219i \u00eenrudite cu originalele. Cu degetele a fost mai greu. \u00cen\u021bepeneau \u0219i lucrau <strong>ataxic<\/strong>, nu se mai descle\u0219tau de o clap\u0103 o perioad\u0103, scurt\u0103. \u00cens\u0103 la muzic\u0103 \u0219i-o secund\u0103 este mult, tu c\u00e2n\u021bi re major \u0219i ceilal\u021bi au ajuns \u00een fa  major. Disonan\u021ba de pe lume. Cu toate c\u0103 unele suprapuneri pot suna interesant.<br \/>\n         De sup\u0103rare, de emo\u021bie, de repeti\u021bie prea pu\u021bin\u0103, piesa lui Tudose (da, nu f\u0103ceam caz pe vremuri a cui melodie e mai bun\u0103, nu purtam ciud\u0103 \u0219i nici nu pizmuiam pe nimeni, dorin\u021ba \u0219tergea orice urm\u0103 de r\u00e2c\u0103 \u0219i sup\u0103rare), ,,Unde e\u0219ti?&#8221; n-a sunat perfect, ocupat fiind cu ambele m\u00e2ini, grijuliu s\u0103 dau balans cu st\u00e2nga, basul din sintetizatorul Vermona, \u0219i s\u0103 \u021bin isonul cu dreapta, pianul strings de aceea\u0219i provenien\u021b\u0103. Speriat cumva dup\u0103 ce doi ani \u0219i jum\u0103tate nu mai participasem ca protagonist \u00eentr-un spectacol.<br \/>\n        Asta sim\u021bisem. Plus grija pentru&#8230;. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fiecare muzician are acea doz\u0103 m\u0103rit\u0103 de egoism c\u00e2nd se vede acolo, sus, \u00een aten\u021bia&#8230;. 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