{"id":12367,"date":"2020-11-27T22:01:41","date_gmt":"2020-11-27T19:01:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=12367"},"modified":"2020-11-27T22:01:41","modified_gmt":"2020-11-27T19:01:41","slug":"spatii-culturale-nr-65-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=12367","title":{"rendered":"Spa\u021bii culturale nr. 65 (5)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Teodor DUME<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/dume.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/dume.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"182\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-12368 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 182px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 182\/200;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/dume.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"182\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-12368\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Fa\u0163\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 cu mine<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>azi stau fa\u0163\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 cu mine<br \/>\npentru a-mi putea da seama<br \/>\nc\u00e2t sunt adev\u0103r<br \/>\nc\u00e2t minciun\u0103 \u015fi<br \/>\nc\u00e2t sunt eu<br \/>\nceea ce \u00eenseamn\u0103<br \/>\nc\u0103 fac parte din lumea<br \/>\nlucrurilor ce \u00eenc\u0103 respir\u0103<\/p>\n<p>azi voi \u00eenv\u0103\u0163a c\u00e2t<br \/>\ns\u0103 dau vie\u0163ii<br \/>\nc\u00e2t mor\u0163ii \u015fi c\u00e2t s\u0103<br \/>\nlas lui Dumnezeu<br \/>\napoi<br \/>\nmai am de f\u0103cut<br \/>\nun singur drum<br \/>\nunul singur<\/p>\n<p>poarta o voi l\u0103sa \u00eentredeschis\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 intre to\u0163i r\u0103t\u0103ci\u0163ii p\u0103m\u00e2ntului<br \/>\n\u015fi c\u00e2nd moartea<br \/>\nm\u0103 va c\u0103uta pe acas\u0103<br \/>\neu<br \/>\nvoi fi departe<br \/>\ndeparte<\/p>\n<p>departe&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n\u00centre mine \u015fi cer e o umbr\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>nici nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 numele meu e teodor dume<br \/>\n\u015fi dac\u0103 st\u0103p\u00e2nul celui \u00eensemnat de Dumnezeu e<br \/>\nmoartea \u00eentr-un cap\u0103t \u015fi via\u0163a \u00een cel\u0103lalt<\/p>\n<p>uneori prins \u00eentre cele dou\u0103 lini\u015fti<br \/>\n\u00eemi lipesc urechea de marginea p\u0103m\u00e2ntului<br \/>\n\u015fi vorbesc cu tata \u00een prezen\u0163a c\u0103ruia<br \/>\nam \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 iubesc s\u0103 suf\u0103r<br \/>\n\u015fi s\u0103 aprind prima lum\u00e2nare<br \/>\n\u0163in minte cum am s\u0103rutat-o pe mama<br \/>\n\u015fi m-am rugat lui Dumnezeu<br \/>\ns\u0103 se joace cu mine<br \/>\neram devorat de fric\u0103 \u015fi de<br \/>\n\u00eentunericul decupat<br \/>\ndin ve\u015fmintele lui tata<\/p>\n<p>prins \u00een acest sentiment ciudat<br \/>\nam ucis o lacrim\u0103<br \/>\nam strigat \u015fi<br \/>\nmoartea s-a zg\u00e2it la mine<br \/>\nca la o prad\u0103<\/p>\n<p>nici nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 sunt fericit sau trist<br \/>\n\u015ftiu doar c\u0103 nu-mi apar\u0163in<br \/>\nam privirile amputate \u015fi oscilez<br \/>\n\u00eentre cer \u015fi o umbr\u0103 lene\u015f\u0103<\/p>\n<p>a\u015f putea s\u0103 m\u0103 prefac \u00eentr-un b\u0103iat care iubea<br \/>\nsau \u00eentr-o alt\u0103 prezen\u0163\u0103 \u00een care numele<br \/>\nnici c\u0103 ar conta<br \/>\nnumai c\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eentre mine \u015fi cer exist\u0103 o leg\u0103tur\u0103<br \/>\ncare define\u015fte via\u0163a \u015fi moartea<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi totul sf\u00e2r\u015fe\u015fte cu un alt anotimp<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nLacrima mor\u021bii, poate o alt\u0103 via\u021b\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd \u0219i moartea l\u0103crimeaz\u0103<br \/>\nse stinge un suflet<br \/>\n\u00eenghe\u021bul din lacrima ei salveaz\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eenceputul unui alt \u00eenceput<br \/>\ndoar umbra r\u0103m\u00e2ne real\u0103<br \/>\nat\u00e2t de real\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u00e2t<br \/>\n\u00eencepe s\u0103 respire<br \/>\ndin ad\u00e2nc<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nTriste\u0163i t\u00e2rzii<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>iubesc femeile triste<\/p>\n<p>iubesc-ul acesta are ceva comun cu<br \/>\nto\u0163i oamenii pe care i-am iubit o singur\u0103 dat\u0103<br \/>\na\u015fa cum iube\u015fti prima ploaie prima z\u0103pad\u0103<br \/>\nprima dragoste f\u0103cut\u0103 la cap\u0103t de linie un cap\u0103t<br \/>\nuneori interminabil cu multe secrete \u015fi arome de parfum<\/p>\n<p>oricum nu mai conteaz\u0103<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2ndva respiram unul din cel\u0103lalt \u015fi visam<br \/>\nun \u015fir lung de copii<br \/>\ndar poate c\u0103<br \/>\nlumea asta<br \/>\nn-a fost dec\u00e2t \u00een<br \/>\namintirea unui chip<\/p>\n<p>respir acum din mine pu\u0163in c\u00e2te pu\u0163in \u015fi<br \/>\nurm\u0103resc urmele tale neatinse de umbr\u0103<br \/>\n\u015fi din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd m\u0103 uit<br \/>\nla tot ce-a mai r\u0103mas &#8211;<br \/>\nun anotimp ploios cu mult frig<\/p>\n<p>voi \u00eennopta \u00een el strig\u00e2ndu-te<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nDecembrie se repet\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>tata a murit \u00eentr-o noapte de joi spre vineri<\/p>\n<p>aerul greu amplifica teama<br \/>\nsub cerul at\u00e2t de rece \u015fi negru<br \/>\nse pr\u0103v\u0103lea ca un bulg\u0103re lumina<br \/>\nad\u00e2ncind disperarea<\/p>\n<p>undeva s-a produs o gre\u015feal\u0103<\/p>\n<p>mama avea ochii sticla\u0163i \u015fi<br \/>\nmirosea a p\u00e2ine proasp\u0103t\u0103<br \/>\nm\u0103 \u0163inea str\u00e2ns c\u00e2t mai aproape de piept<br \/>\ns\u0103 mai fim \u00eempreun\u0103 doar pentru o vreme<\/p>\n<p>dincolo de toate acestea<br \/>\nchiar \u015fi Dumnezeu clipea \u00eeng\u0103duitor<\/p>\n<p>poate sunt vinovat \u00een ideea c\u0103<br \/>\nn-am \u015ftiut s\u0103 aprind o lum\u00e2nare pentru tata<br \/>\ndar exista riscul s\u0103 nu pot s\u0103-l mai strig<br \/>\nca atunci c\u00e2nd \u00eemi doream s\u0103 fiu b\u0103rbat<br \/>\n\u015fi \u00eei imitam toate mi\u015fc\u0103rile<br \/>\n\u00eens\u0103 am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at cu timpul<br \/>\nc\u0103 acel ritual<br \/>\ne jum\u0103tatea care r\u0103m\u00e2ne aici<\/p>\n<p>mi-e team\u0103 acum<br \/>\nrespira\u0163ia \u00eemi abure\u015fte vederea<br \/>\nb\u00e2ntui printre imagini<br \/>\nundeva la margine cade o stea<br \/>\n\u00eemi aduce aminte de copil\u0103rie<br \/>\nde serile t\u00e2rzii \u00een care num\u0103ram<br \/>\nstelele \u00een c\u0103dere \u015fi inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea<br \/>\nca aripa unui fluture<\/p>\n<p>nici nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 totul e adev\u0103r sau minciun\u0103<\/p>\n<p>dar \u015ftiu c\u0103 dincolo de clipa aceasta<br \/>\nm\u0103 a\u015fteapt\u0103 tata<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi e decembrie<\/p>\n<p>am glezne de sticl\u0103 realitatea<br \/>\nmu\u015fc\u0103 din mine suf\u0103r dar nu spun nimic<br \/>\nnici nu vorbesc despre tata<\/p>\n<p>e decembrie<br \/>\n\u015fi oricum anotimpurile se repet\u0103<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nT\u0103cere, se moare<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>nimeni nu vrea s\u0103 moar\u0103 chiar dac\u0103<br \/>\nm\u00e2inile adunate l\u00e2ng\u0103 piept<br \/>\npliaz\u0103 lini\u015ftea din durerea ascuns\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een lumina fug\u0103rit\u0103 de \u00eentuneric<\/p>\n<p>tot ce a fost s\u0103 fie a fost<br \/>\nce trebuia s\u0103 fie este<br \/>\ndincolo de orizont<br \/>\nplou\u0103<br \/>\nvia\u0163a topit\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la os<br \/>\npicur\u0103 \u00eencet<br \/>\n\u015fi-ngusteaz\u0103 aleea<br \/>\n\u00eenspre un Dumnezeu lacom<br \/>\nmult prea lacom pentru o via\u0163\u0103 simpl\u0103<\/p>\n<p>nicio lumin\u0103 nu e at\u00e2t de puternic\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 lic\u0103re \u00een interiorul ei<\/p>\n<p>dar \u00eenainte de toate se moare<\/p>\n<p>t\u0103cere<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nC\u00e2nd umbrele trec strada<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>la fiecare col\u0163 de strad\u0103<br \/>\nsunt umbre<br \/>\ncu ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi<br \/>\ntraverseaz\u0103 strada<br \/>\ne aceea\u015fi aglomera\u0163ie<br \/>\nde ieri<br \/>\nam impresia c\u0103 trec<br \/>\ndintr-un trecut \u00eentr-altul<br \/>\n\u00eemi refac drumul<br \/>\n\u00een g\u00e2nd<br \/>\nintru \u00een istoria gesturilor<br \/>\npe care<br \/>\ntata le-a f\u0103cut<\/p>\n<p>dialoghez cu mine \u00eensumi de\u015fi<br \/>\npare ciudat<br \/>\nam impresia c\u0103<br \/>\nm\u0103 a\u015fteapt\u0103 la cap\u0103t de zi<\/p>\n<p>nu<br \/>\nazi nu voi traversa\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nNicolae SILADE<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/silade-e1606503672867.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-1\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/silade-271x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"271\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12369 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 271px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 271\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/silade-271x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"271\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12369\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>miniepistole<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>31<\/p>\n<p>ferice de cel ce afl\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103care \u00een inima sa \u015fi lini\u015ftire<br \/>\npentru sufletul<br \/>\ns\u0103u ferice de cel care ne\u00eencetat se caut\u0103 \u015fi ferice de cel<br \/>\nce g\u0103se\u015fte<br \/>\nc\u0103ci el se va bucura \u015fi se va minuna \u015fi st\u0103p\u00e2n va fi el<br \/>\npeste toate \u015fi<br \/>\n\u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia cerurilor va fi \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia sa. i-am zis sufletului<br \/>\nmeu: fii calm<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi taci \u015fi a\u015fteapt\u0103 oamenii p\u0103m\u00e2ntului se duc \u00een<br \/>\n\u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia p\u0103m\u00e2ntului<br \/>\nca ni\u015fte umbre se duc \u00een \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia umbrelor \u015fi veacul<br \/>\nacesta va trece<br \/>\nveacul ce vine va trece ca ni\u015fte clipe vor trece mileniile<br \/>\nfii calm \u015fi taci<br \/>\n\u015fi a\u015fteapt\u0103 \u00eensufle\u0163it de miracolul ce \u00eentrupeaz\u0103 cuv\u00e2ntul<br \/>\n\u00eensufle\u0163it de<\/p>\n<p>cuv\u00e2ntul ce na\u015fte miracole. \u015fi a zis sufletul meu c\u0103tre<br \/>\nmine: ferice de<br \/>\ncel ce puritatea g\u0103zduie\u015fte ferice de cel ce ocole\u015fte<br \/>\nr\u0103utatea \u015fi l\u00e2ng\u0103<br \/>\nizvorul apelor se a\u015feaz\u0103 \u015fi de lumina lumii se las\u0103 purtat<br \/>\npe c\u0103ile sale<br \/>\nel este ca roua din zori \u015fi ca adierea de sear\u0103 a v\u00e2ntului<br \/>\nel este ca un<br \/>\npom roditor \u00een pustie ca o oaz\u0103 \u00een de\u015fert \u015fi ca o cas\u0103 zidit\u0103 pe st\u00e2nc\u0103 el este st\u00e2nca \u015fi p\u00e2inea \u015fi vinul \u015fi calea<br \/>\nadev\u0103rul \u015fi via\u0163a ve\u015fnic\u0103 este<\/p>\n<p>32<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 nu spui c\u0103 nu-\u0163i place s\u0103 stai seara pe balcon s\u0103<br \/>\nascul\u0163i<br \/>\nc\u00e2ntarea de greieri a nop\u0163ii de august cu laptopul stins \u015fi<br \/>\ntoate<br \/>\ng\u00e2ndurile stinse risipite \u00een nem\u0103rginirea stelar\u0103 c\u00e2nd<br \/>\nluna trece<br \/>\nimperial\u0103 pe deasupra platanului \u015fi platanul \u00eenalt c\u00e2t<br \/>\n\u015fapte vie\u0163i<\/p>\n<p>de om arunc\u0103 o frunz\u0103 la picioarele tale s\u0103 nu spui c\u0103<br \/>\nnu-\u0163i place<br \/>\ns\u0103 prive\u015fti o femeie frumoas\u0103 cea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie<br \/>\ndin lume<br \/>\ngoal\u0103 c\u00e2nd trece dintr-o \u00eenc\u0103pere \u00een alta goal\u0103 c\u00e2nd se<br \/>\ndezbrac\u0103<br \/>\nde frumuse\u0163ea ei de tinere\u0163ea ei s\u0103 nu spui c\u0103 nu-\u0163i place<br \/>\ns-o faci<br \/>\nfrumoas\u0103 \u015fi t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 frumoas\u0103 \u015fi t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 iar c\u00e2nd timpul<br \/>\nse-ntoarce<br \/>\n\u015fi nem\u0103rginirea se-adun\u0103 \u00eentr-un cuv\u00e2nt s\u0103 nu spui c\u0103<br \/>\nnu-\u0163i place<br \/>\ns\u0103 dormi pe balcon \u00eenf\u0103\u015furat \u00een stele \u00een raze de lun\u0103 \u00een<br \/>\nsimfonii<br \/>\nde greieri s\u0103 visezi cum se face ziu\u0103 \u00een timp ce se face<br \/>\nziu\u0103<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 nu spui c\u0103 nu-\u0163i place s\u0103 te treze\u015fti \u00eentr-o via\u0163\u0103 nou\u0103<br \/>\nsub soarele nou s\u0103 nu spui c\u0103 nu-\u0163i place s\u0103 fii<\/p>\n<p>33<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 prive\u015fti un r\u0103s\u0103rit de soare ca \u015fi cum ai<br \/>\nprivi<br \/>\n\u00eenceputul s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 prive\u015fti \u00een oglind\u0103 un r\u0103s\u0103rit<br \/>\nde soare<br \/>\nca \u015fi cum ai privi propria via\u0163\u0103 \u00eentoars\u0103 s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103<br \/>\nprive\u015fti<br \/>\nsoarele urc\u00e2nd printre blocuri s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 prive\u015fti<br \/>\nd\u00e2ra de<\/p>\n<p>lumin\u0103 din ferestre \u015fi sur\u00e2sul primei femei \u00eent\u00e2lnite s\u0103 te<br \/>\ntreze\u015fti<br \/>\ns\u0103 ascul\u0163i lini\u015ftea din primele ore s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 ascul\u0163i<br \/>\nforfota<br \/>\np\u0103s\u0103rilor din platani \u015fi zgomotul ma\u015finilor din parcare<br \/>\ns\u0103 te treze\u015fti<br \/>\ns\u0103 c\u00e2n\u0163i ast\u0103zi e ziua mea \u015fi s\u0103 fie chiar ziua ta s\u0103 te<br \/>\ntreze\u015fti s\u0103-i<\/p>\n<p>treze\u015fti pe cei care vin s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 miro\u015fi o cafea<br \/>\naburind\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 gu\u015fti din dulcele clipei s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 te<br \/>\npip\u0103i \u015fi<br \/>\ns\u0103 urli sunt s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 te miri s\u0103 se fac\u0103 lumin\u0103 s\u0103<br \/>\nte treze\u015fti<br \/>\ns\u0103 te ridici s\u0103 umbli pe ape s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103-\u0163i aminte\u015fti<br \/>\ns\u0103 te \u00eenal\u0163i<\/p>\n<p>la cer s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 porne\u015fti pe propriul t\u0103u drum s\u0103 te<br \/>\ntreze\u015fti<br \/>\ns\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fti propria via\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 te treze\u015fti s\u0103 iube\u015fti<br \/>\ntreze\u015fte-te<\/p>\n<p>34<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd eram mai t\u00e2n\u0103r locuiam \u00een bucure\u015fti pe 13<br \/>\nseptembrie \u015fi<br \/>\nlucram la itb floreasca \u015fi visam s\u0103 devin un mare<br \/>\ntaximetrist pe<br \/>\no dacia 1300 sport. locuiam la o doamn\u0103 care avea<br \/>\noptzeci\u015fi\u015fase<br \/>\nde ani \u015fi pretindea c\u0103 este nepoata lui octavian goga.<br \/>\nnu-mi cerea<\/p>\n<p>chirie nu-mi cerea dec\u00e2t s\u0103 stau la taclale cu ea \u00een timpul<br \/>\nmeu liber.<br \/>\nnicolae \u00eemi zicea mergi jos la alimentara \u015fi cump\u0103r\u0103-\u0163i<br \/>\nvin \u015fi \u0163ig\u0103ri \u015fi<br \/>\ncafea \u015fi vino s\u0103 mai st\u0103m de vorb\u0103 am at\u00e2tea s\u0103-\u0163i spun.<br \/>\ndar eu eram<br \/>\nt\u00e2n\u0103r t\u00e2n\u0103r nu aveam chef de taclale \u015fi g\u00e2ndul mai<br \/>\nmereu \u00eemi zbura<\/p>\n<p>la feti\u0163ele dulci din bucure\u015fti. pe care le plimbam cu<br \/>\ntaxiul \u00een imagina\u0163ia<br \/>\nmea. \u015fi timpul meu liber se risipea pe vin pe \u0163ig\u0103ri \u015fi<br \/>\ncafea. n-am rezistat<br \/>\ns\u0103 stau acolo nici m\u0103car c\u00e2t a rezistat guvernul goga la<br \/>\nputere. dup\u0103 ce<br \/>\nam plecat ceau\u015fescu a d\u0103r\u00e2mat 13 septembrie \u015fi 14<br \/>\nseptembrie \u015fi toate<\/p>\n<p>zilele rom\u00e2nilor p\u00e2n\u0103 la revolu\u0163ie. plus visul meu de<br \/>\nmare taximetrist<br \/>\nacum \u00eengropat undeva \u00eentre grand hotel marriott \u015fi casa<br \/>\npoporului<br \/>\n35<\/p>\n<p>de ani buni tot \u00eencerc s\u0103-mi fac sim\u0163it\u0103 prezen\u0163a de ani<br \/>\nbuni<br \/>\n\u00ee\u0163i tot spun te iubesc dar absen\u0163a ta e mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t<br \/>\nprezen\u0163a mea absen\u0163a ta doare \u015fi tulbur\u0103 \u015fi-mi \u00eentunec\u0103<br \/>\nexisten\u0163a \u015fi nu g\u0103sesc acele cuvinte magice care s\u0103 fac\u0103<\/p>\n<p>prezen\u0163a ta mai prezent\u0103 dec\u00e2t absen\u0163a \u015ftiu c\u0103 undeva<br \/>\n\u00een aceast\u0103 lume existen\u0163a ta e str\u0103lucitoare mai<br \/>\nstr\u0103lucitoare<br \/>\nca soarele \u015ftiu c\u0103 ai \u015fi tu soarele t\u0103u dar lumineaz\u0103-m\u0103<br \/>\ntu<br \/>\ncu prezen\u0163a ta cu sur\u00e2sul t\u0103u cu privirea ta \u015ftiu c\u0103<br \/>\nundeva<\/p>\n<p>\u00een aceast\u0103 lume cineva se bucur\u0103 de toate acestea cineva<br \/>\nchiar acum te \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015feaz\u0103 \u015fi te s\u0103rut\u0103 \u015fi te iube\u015fte \u00een<br \/>\ntimp<br \/>\nce eu adun \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015f\u0103rile absen\u0163ei tale \u00ee\u0163i s\u0103rut amintirile<br \/>\n\u015fi<br \/>\nvisele \u015fi te \u00eenv\u0103lui cu dragostea mea cu dorul meu<br \/>\nnesf\u00e2r\u015fit<\/p>\n<p>\u015ftiu c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi vei veni vei citi toate acestea vei<br \/>\n\u00een\u0163elege<br \/>\n\u015fi vei z\u00e2mbi iar z\u00e2mbetul t\u0103u \u00eemi va lumina absen\u0163a<\/p>\n<p>36<\/p>\n<p>conectat de-a pururi la re\u0163eaua wi-fi \u00ee\u0163i scriu ca \u015fi cum<br \/>\nmi-a\u015f scrie<br \/>\nmie \u00eensumi lungi scrisori de dragoste pe iphone pe<br \/>\nlaptop pe calc<br \/>\npe tablet\u0103 \u00een loca\u0163ii cu semnal excelent cum ar fi la<br \/>\nserviciu acas\u0103<br \/>\ncafenea bistro \u015fi trebuie s\u0103 recunosc \u00eemi plac notific\u0103rile<br \/>\nde genul<\/p>\n<p>conectat la re\u0163eaua silade la dallmayr kaffee la bistro de<br \/>\nl&#8217;arte la<br \/>\nactualitatea (e ceva s\u0103 fii conectat la actualitate adic\u0103 s\u0103<br \/>\ntr\u0103ie\u015fti \u00een<br \/>\nprezent nu \u00een trecut nu \u00een viitor) dar mie mie cel mai<br \/>\nmult \u00eemi place<br \/>\ns\u0103 fiu conectat la re\u0163eaua silade adic\u0103 la mine \u00eensumi<br \/>\npentru c\u0103 eu<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd m\u0103 conectez la mine \u00eensumi devin liber devin<br \/>\nputernic devin<br \/>\n\u015fi atunci \u00eencep s\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i scriu despre devenire despre<br \/>\nfiin\u0163are (sper c\u0103<br \/>\nai remarcat asta \u00een post\u0103rile mele anterioare) \u015fi \u00een timp<br \/>\nce \u00ee\u0163i scriu<br \/>\nsimt c\u0103 exist m\u0103 simt ve\u015fnic precum mun\u0163ii de la b\u0103ile<br \/>\nherculane<\/p>\n<p>st\u00e2ncile de la meteora alpii francezi sau ca mure\u015ful<br \/>\ndun\u0103rea<br \/>\ndac\u0103 vrei c\u00e2t despre dragoste \u00een ea m-am \u00eenve\u015fnicit de<br \/>\nmult<br \/>\n37<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 ai o cas\u0103 la \u0163ar\u0103 cum avea alecsandri la mirce\u015fti s\u0103-\u0163i<br \/>\nc\u00e2nte greierii<br \/>\nnoaptea \u015fi coco\u015fii \u00een zori de zi s\u0103 leneve\u015fti pe canicul\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een camera de la<br \/>\nstrad\u0103 ce binecuv\u00e2ntare s\u0103 te cuprind\u0103 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u015fit lini\u015ftea \u015fi visarea s\u0103 te<br \/>\nlegene ca-ntr-un hamac iar strada s\u0103 fie pustie cum e<br \/>\nacum c\u00e2nd pa\u015fii<\/p>\n<p>trec\u0103torilor nu se mai aud poate doar \u00een memorie<br \/>\nprecum ropotele cailor<br \/>\nde alt\u0103dat\u0103 sau zgomotul tractoarelor de mai ieri s\u0103 nu<br \/>\ntreac\u0103 nimeni pe<br \/>\nstrad\u0103 nici b\u0103rba\u0163i la sem\u0103nat nici femei la cules s\u0103 nu<br \/>\ntreac\u0103 nici timpul<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u0163i imaginezi c\u0103 tot ce-\u0163i imaginezi exist\u0103 deja precum<br \/>\naceste cuvinte<\/p>\n<p>\u00een care s-a lini\u015ftit toat\u0103 nelini\u015ftea lumii din care s-a ivit<br \/>\nun nou \u00eenceput<br \/>\ns\u0103 vin\u0103 \u00een cele din urm\u0103 ploaia s\u0103 vin\u0103 cu tunete \u015fi<br \/>\nfulgere \u015fi rupere de<br \/>\nnori cu fete dans\u00e2nd goale pe c\u00e2mp cu \u015firoaie de ape \u00een<br \/>\njur ce bucurie<br \/>\nce desc\u0103rcare \u00eentr-un weekend de var\u0103 la \u0163ar\u0103 \u00eentr-o \u0163ar\u0103<br \/>\nde deasupra<\/p>\n<p>de \u0163\u0103ri de oceane de r\u00e2uri de m\u0103ri \u015fi mai departe unde<br \/>\ndoar imagina\u0163ia<br \/>\nta fabuleaz\u0103 creeaz\u0103 \u00eentre hotarele unui mare \u015fi unic \u015fi<br \/>\nlini\u015ftitor adev\u0103r<\/p>\n<p>38<\/p>\n<p>niciodat\u0103 n-am \u015ftiut s\u0103 aleg \u00eentre o femeie frumoas\u0103 \u015fi o<br \/>\ncarte bun\u0103<br \/>\nmi-au pl\u0103cut \u00eentotdeauna femeile \u00eentotdeauna c\u0103r\u0163ile nu<br \/>\nle po\u0163i separa<br \/>\nsunt d\u0103t\u0103toare de via\u0163\u0103 am\u00e2ndou\u0103 am\u00e2ndou\u0103 sunt izvor<br \/>\nde iubire \u015fi de<br \/>\n\u00een\u0163elepciune dar o femeie frumoas\u0103 citind o carte bun\u0103<br \/>\nehei o femeie<\/p>\n<p>frumoas\u0103 citindu-m\u0103 ca pe o carte bun\u0103 \u00een timp ce eu<br \/>\ncitesc toate<br \/>\nfemeile frumoase ca s\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg via\u0163a \u015fi frumuse\u0163ea ei \u015fi<br \/>\nmisterul da<br \/>\nqui n&#8217;a pas connu la femme n&#8217;a pas connu la vie \u00eemi<br \/>\nspune cineva<br \/>\n\u015fi \u00eenclin s\u0103-i dau dreptate pentru c\u0103 via\u0163a f\u0103r\u0103 femei nu e<br \/>\nvia\u0163\u0103 iar<\/p>\n<p>cel ce iube\u015fte \u015ftie \u015fi cel ce \u015ftie iube\u015fte am aflat asta din<br \/>\nc\u0103r\u0163ile bune<br \/>\ndin cartea c\u0103r\u0163ilor pe care o tot citesc \u015fi o tot recitesc \u015fi<br \/>\ntot misterioas\u0103<br \/>\nr\u0103m\u00e2ne oare n-ar fi mai bine m\u0103 \u00eentreb eu pe mine s\u0103 fac<br \/>\ndragoste cu<br \/>\ncea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie din lume iar ea s\u0103 m\u0103 nasc\u0103<br \/>\ndin nou s\u0103 \u00eemi<\/p>\n<p>spun\u0103 mai pune \u015fi tu m\u00e2na pe-o carte pe cartea c\u0103r\u0163ilor<br \/>\nde exemplu<br \/>\nc\u0103ci na\u015fterea e cea mai mare minune iar eu s\u0103 \u00eei zic c\u0103<br \/>\ndragostea<br \/>\n39<\/p>\n<p>\u00eenc\u0103 mai aud motorul aeroplanului survol\u00e2nd marea<br \/>\nmediteran\u0103 marea<br \/>\negee marea ro\u015fie marea moart\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 mai v\u0103d norii \u00een<br \/>\ncare m\u0103 ascundeam<br \/>\n\u015fi cerul albastru \u00een care deveneam invizibil \u015fi c\u00e2mpiile<br \/>\nnesf\u00e2r\u015fite \u015fi mun\u0163ii<br \/>\n\u00eenz\u0103pezi\u0163i pe deasupra c\u0103rora am trecut cum trece timpul<br \/>\nprin ore \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>mai simt aerul proasp\u0103t al \u00een\u0103l\u0163imilor pe care nu le-a<br \/>\natins nimeni \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103<br \/>\nmai gust din alcoolul tare al zicerii: \u015ftim c\u0103 nu \u015ftim<br \/>\nnimic \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 aterizez<br \/>\npe o plaj\u0103 pustie din grecia antic\u0103 din grecia marilor<br \/>\n\u00een\u0163elep\u0163i pe o insul\u0103<br \/>\ndespre care nu a auzit nimeni nimic \u00eenc\u0103 mai v\u0103d m\u0103<br \/>\nrev\u0103d m\u00e2ng\u00e2indu-\u0163i<\/p>\n<p>chipul \u015fi pulpele \u015fi partea de jos a amforei care e\u015fti dar<br \/>\naici intervine<br \/>\niubirea da dragostea f\u0103r\u0103 de care nu exist\u0103 nimic mi-a<br \/>\nluat mult timp<br \/>\ns\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg c\u0103 dragostea nu poate fi \u00een\u0163eleas\u0103 \u015fi iat\u0103 c\u0103 \u00eemi<br \/>\namintesc de<br \/>\ntine \u00eemi amintesc de mine \u00eemi amintesc c\u0103 sunt \u00eemi<br \/>\namintesc c\u0103 e\u015fti<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi chiar e\u015fti \u015fi chiar sunt sunt cel din amintirea ta e\u015fti<br \/>\ncea din amintirea mea<br \/>\nnimic nu dispare de tot totul se transform\u0103 precum<br \/>\niubim cum g\u00e2ndim<\/p>\n<p>40<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 locuie\u015fti \u00eentr-un apartament cu dou\u0103 camere cu dou\u0103<br \/>\nbalcoane<br \/>\nca \u015fi cum ai locui \u00een propriul t\u0103u cer luminat de propriul<br \/>\nt\u0103u soare<br \/>\nhr\u0103nit din propriul t\u0103u p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u015fi te-ai sc\u0103lda \u00een toate<br \/>\napele lumii<br \/>\n\u00een toate oceanele \u00een toate m\u0103rile \u00een toate fluviile \u00een toate<br \/>\nr\u00e2urile<\/p>\n<p>p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultima pic\u0103tur\u0103 c\u0103ci ale tale sunt toate ale tale al<br \/>\nt\u0103u<br \/>\neste totul totul este \u015fi totul vine din tot \u015fi toate pleac\u0103 \u00een<br \/>\ntoate<br \/>\ntotul este genez\u0103 \u015fi totul apocalips\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenvierea un miracol o s\u0103<br \/>\nvezi o s\u0103 crezi \u015fi te vei minuna vei privi \u00eemprejur \u015fi<br \/>\n\u00eemprejurul<\/p>\n<p>va fi al t\u0103u c\u00e2t vezi cu ochii vei privi \u00een\u0103untru \u015fi vei<br \/>\nvedea totul<br \/>\nca-n palm\u0103 cu ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi vei vedea \u015fi dragostea<br \/>\nce-nv\u0103luie<br \/>\ntotul dragostea din care totul se na\u015fte vei privi \u00eenl\u0103untrul<br \/>\nt\u0103u<br \/>\n\u015fi te vei vedea pe tine \u00eensu\u0163i \u015fi te vei bucura \u015fi te vei<br \/>\nminuna<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103ci al t\u0103u este totul totul este totul vine din tot \u015fi toate<br \/>\npleac\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een toate totul este genez\u0103 \u015fi apocalips\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenvierea un<br \/>\nmiracol<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Teodor DUME Fa\u0163\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 cu mine azi stau fa\u0163\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 cu mine pentru a-mi putea da seama 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