{"id":11442,"date":"2020-10-18T22:39:04","date_gmt":"2020-10-18T19:39:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=11442"},"modified":"2020-10-18T22:39:04","modified_gmt":"2020-10-18T19:39:04","slug":"spatii-culturale-nr-72-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=11442","title":{"rendered":"Spa\u021bii culturale nr. 72 (7)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Victoria-Maria PRIPON<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Cum a\u0219chia nu sare departe de pom, a\u0219a cum<br \/>\nspune un vechi proverb, nici Victoria-Maria Pripon nu<br \/>\nputea face excep\u021bie de la regul\u0103. S-a n\u0103scut la data de<br \/>\n25 septembrie 2009 \u00een Buz\u0103u \u0219i este elev\u0103 la \u0218coala<br \/>\nGimnazial\u0103 \u201eGeorge Emil Palade\u201d. \u00cen pofida v\u00e2rstei<br \/>\nfragede, av\u00e2nd un talent \u00eenn\u0103scut \u0219i dublat de o<br \/>\ntenacitate deosebit\u0103 a reu\u0219it s\u0103 publice poezii nu numai<br \/>\n\u00een revista \u0219colii, unele traduse chiar de ea \u00een limbile<br \/>\ngerman\u0103 \u0219i englez\u0103, ci \u0219i \u00een publica\u021bii de specialitate:<br \/>\n\u201eLiteradura\u201d, \u201eCartelul metaforelor\u201d, \u201eCaietele de la<br \/>\n\u021ainte\u0219ti\u201d, \u201eGlasul Adev\u0103rului\u201d \u0219i Almanahul<br \/>\n\u201eRena\u0219terea buzoian\u0103\u201d. Efortul s\u0103u literar a fost<br \/>\n\u00eencununat cu c\u00e2teva premii ob\u021binute la concursurile<br \/>\ndestinate elevilor. \u00cen anul 2019 a debutat editorial cu<br \/>\nvolumul de versuri \u201eOra\u0219ul Cuvintelor\u201d, unde poetul<br \/>\nLucian M\u0103n\u0103ilescu semneaz\u0103 o \u00eencurajatoare prefa\u021b\u0103,<br \/>\ndin care citez: \u201eCitindu-i poeziile, a c\u0103ror for\u021b\u0103<br \/>\ndep\u0103\u0219e\u0219te, cu mult, tiparul liric al candorii \u0219i visului,<br \/>\nam convingerea c\u0103 poeta \u2013 pentru c\u0103 este vorba despre<br \/>\no poet\u0103 \u00een cel mai adev\u0103rat sens al cuv\u00e2ntului \u2013 are o<br \/>\nintui\u021bie fabuloas\u0103 a existen\u021bei, a necuprinsului\u2026\u201d.<br \/>\n<strong>Stan BREBENEL<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Uitat<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Noi suntem ni\u0219te<br \/>\nAmintiri ale zilei de ieri.<br \/>\nNi\u0219te g\u00e2nduri<br \/>\n\u0218terse cu o gum\u0103<br \/>\n\u0218i uitate p\u00e2n\u0103 va spune<br \/>\nCineva:<br \/>\n&#8211; V\u0103 mai aduce\u021bi aminte de acel om?<br \/>\n\u0218i ne amintim.<br \/>\nNe amintim momentele<br \/>\nPl\u0103cute \u0219i nepl\u0103cute.<br \/>\nCa un zid al amintirilor.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nDoar de am vedea<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Doar de am vedea<br \/>\nCe este cu adev\u0103rat fericirea.<br \/>\nDoar de am vedea<br \/>\nCu al\u021bi ochi aceast\u0103 lume.<br \/>\nCu ochii drept\u0103\u021bii.<br \/>\nDoar de am vedea<br \/>\nCuvintele dincolo de vise.<br \/>\nDoar de am vedea<br \/>\nViitorul.<br \/>\nS\u0103 ne aducem aminte de trecut<br \/>\nCu bucurie.<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nDan SANDU<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/r-e1599216875821.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/r-258x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"258\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10470 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 258px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 258\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/r-258x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"258\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10470\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201e&#8230;C-a ie\u0219it comunicatu\u2019\/ c\u0103 \u0219i&#8230; <em>gripa<\/em> \u021bi-o<br \/>\nia statu\u2019\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd a fost s\u0103 m\u0103-ntarte B\u00e2tu\u2019 Ion Fercu, cel<br \/>\ndedat s\u0103rutului de buh\u0103 pustie cuib\u0103rit\u0103 pe um\u0103rul s\u0103u<br \/>\nde filosof ranforsat cu tocmele numai de el \u0219tiute, eu<br \/>\ntocmai m\u0103 rugam la Dumnezeu s\u0103 ne plou\u0103 (\u0219i-n gur\u0103!),<br \/>\ns\u0103 creasc\u0103 m\u0103m\u0103liga (\u0219i) pentru n\u0103t\u0103r\u0103i (adic\u0103 \u0219i pentru<br \/>\nmine!) \u0219i-l fug\u0103ream, imaginar, pe mo\u0219 Arghezi prin<br \/>\nchinovia mea ce seam\u0103n\u0103 a M\u0103r\u021bi\u0219or de Bucure\u0219ci, prea<br \/>\nbine cunoscut de mine, \u00een june\u021be, c-un vraf de amintiri<br \/>\nproscrise, rug\u00e2ndu-l\/conjur\u00e2ndu-l s\u0103 strige tare \u0219i abra\u0219,<br \/>\ncu voce de b\u0103tr\u00e2n Sisif neinventat \u0219i claustrat \u00eentre<br \/>\ncredin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i t\u0103gad\u0103: \u201eTare sunt singur, Doamne, \u0219i<br \/>\npiezi\u0219;\/ Copac pribeag, uitat \u00een c\u00e2mpie,\/ Cu fruct amar<br \/>\n\u0219i cu frunzi\u0219\/\u021aepos \u0219i aspru-n \u00eend\u00e2rjire vie.\u201d&#8230; \u0218i<br \/>\nuite-a\u0219a, cufundat \u00een cuprinsurile medita\u021biei negre\u0219it<br \/>\nfaustice, am proiectat, fantasmagoric, un lazaret<br \/>\nmioritic, de circumstan\u021b\u0103, inconfundabil, cu viziuni<br \/>\nco\u0219mare\u0219ti, \u00een care po\u021bi fi, oric\u00e2nd, \u00eencoronat \u0219i covidat,<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 putin\u021b\u0103 de salvare. Noroc c\u0103 de prin clopotni\u021bele<br \/>\nr\u0103spopite ale celor sute \u0219i mii de bolni\u021be autohtone sau<br \/>\nexotice, mai mult sau mai pu\u021bin &#8230; mascate, mi-a s\u0103rit \u00een<br \/>\najutor Maja Lunde care m-a privit cu mil\u0103 \u0219i cu pu\u021bin\u0103<br \/>\ninvidie, \u00een acela\u0219i timp, \u0219i mi-a tr\u00e2ntit \u00een bra\u021be pl\u00e2nsul ei<br \/>\nstrepezit, izvor\u00e2t din \u00eencr\u00e2ncenarea potolit\u0103 cu care a<br \/>\nprevestit Colapsul Fiin\u021b\u0103rii, \u00een electrizantul s\u0103u roman<br \/>\nIstoria albinelor: \u201eTata murise&#8230; Avea pu\u021bin peste<br \/>\ncincizeci de ani, dar fizic era mult mai \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103. Umerii,<br \/>\nspatele, \u00eencheieturile, toate erau uzate&#8230; Se mi\u0219ca tot<br \/>\nmai greoi cu fiecare zi care trecea. Poate c\u0103 circula\u021bia<br \/>\ns\u00e2ngelui era deficitar\u0103, pentru c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi, dup\u0103 ce \u00eei<br \/>\nintrase o a\u0219chie \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, rana nu se mai vindecase.<br \/>\nAm\u00e2nase prea mult s\u0103 cear\u0103 ajutor&#8230; Iar, c\u00e2nd, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it,<br \/>\nmedicul consim\u021bise s\u0103-i prescrie antibiotice, cu toate c\u0103<br \/>\ntata era prea b\u0103tr\u00e2n pentru a beneficia de prioritate,<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd veni vorba de un tratament&#8230;, era deja mult prea<br \/>\nt\u00e2rziu. \u00cen mod surprinz\u0103tor, mama \u00ee\u0219i revenise rapid&#8230;<br \/>\nVedea partea bun\u0103 a lucrurilor. Se ar\u0103ta optimist\u0103. Era<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103&#8230; \u0219i mai avea o via\u021b\u0103 lung\u0103 de tr\u0103it. &#8230; Nu a<br \/>\ntrecut mult \u0219i nu a mai putut s\u0103 se prezinte la munca de<br \/>\npe c\u00e2mp. St\u0103tea doar acas\u0103&#8230;. \u00centr-o bun\u0103 zi, m-am dus<br \/>\ns\u0103 v\u0103d cum se mai simte, dar nu mi-a deschis u\u0219a.<br \/>\n&#8230; Aveam o cheie de rezerv\u0103 cu care am deschis \u0219i<br \/>\nam intrat. Apartamentul era ordonat \u0219i curat, mai<br \/>\nr\u0103m\u0103seser\u0103 mobilele vechi. Tot ce-i apar\u021binea<br \/>\ndisp\u0103ruse&#8230; \u00cen aceea\u0219i dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103 am aflat c\u0103 fusese<br \/>\nexpediat\u0103 \u00een nord. Responsabilul cu s\u0103n\u0103tatea din<br \/>\ndistrict m-a asigurat c\u0103 o ducea bine \u0219i mi-a dat chiar \u0219i<br \/>\nnumele c\u0103minului \u00een care se afla. Am reu\u0219it s\u0103 v\u0103d un<br \/>\nfilm de prezentare, t\u0103iat, ici \u0219i colo: un a\u0219ez\u0103m\u00e2nt<br \/>\nluminos \u0219i frumos, cu camere mari, \u00eenalte, \u0219i cu un<br \/>\npersonal numai z\u00e2mbete. Dar c\u00e2nd am cerut liber s\u0103 m\u0103<br \/>\nduc \u00een vizit\u0103, mi s-a comunicat c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 a\u0219tept&#8230;<br \/>\nC\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, am fost anun\u021bat\u0103 c\u0103<br \/>\nplecase dintre noi. <Plecat\u0103 dintre noi.> Acestea erau<br \/>\ncuvintele pe care le folosiser\u0103. Ca \u0219i cum s-ar fi ridicat<br \/>\ndin pat \u0219i ar fi plecat. Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc<br \/>\ncum au fost ultimele ei zile. Tusea sf\u00e2\u0219ietoare, febra<br \/>\nmare, spaima \u0219i singur\u0103tatea&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nAm citit cu durere \u0219i\u2026 nu m-am crucit! Po\u021bi s\u0103 \u0219tii<br \/>\nce-\u021bi aduce ziua de m\u00e2ine? Privesc de undeva, dintr-o<br \/>\nlatur\u0103, nu de sus, nu de jos, istorice\u0219te, vezi bine! \u0219i-l<br \/>\ndeslu\u0219esc, prin ani, pe Veteranul+65, bresla\u0219ul meu \u0219i-al<br \/>\naltora, cel din \u00eenchipuirea mea deloc \u00eenchipuit\u0103, care \u0219i-a<br \/>\nastupat, cum a putut, din fug\u0103, c-un pumn de \u021b\u0103rn\u0103<br \/>\nurmele de glon\u021b, c\u00e2nd ataca la baionet\u0103 redutele Plevnei,<br \/>\ncare \u0219i-a l\u0103sat tinere\u021bile pe la M\u0103r\u0103\u0219e\u0219ti sau prin cele<br \/>\npeste o sut\u0103 \u0219aptezeci de lag\u0103re de prizonieri germane,<br \/>\npe cel trimis la Cotu\u2019 Donului sau \u00een Tatra ca<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u0219i numere singur\u0103tatea \u00eenecat\u0103 \u00een s\u00e2nge \u0219i s\u0103 se mai<br \/>\n\u00eentoarc\u0103, uneori, de la Vorkuta sau de la Gherla, acas\u0103,<br \/>\n\u00een patria rom\u00e2n\u0103, sub form\u0103 de du\u0219man al poporului, pe<br \/>\ncel amenin\u021bat cu domiciliu for\u021bat sau cu binefacerile<br \/>\nraiului comunist (postpensionare!) din proiectatele \u0219i<br \/>\nnerealizatele falanstere ale Geniului din Carpa\u021bi (bine<br \/>\nc\u0103 \u201etimpul n-a mai avut r\u0103bdare!\u201d). Bine c\u0103 n-au \u0219tiut-o<br \/>\nei \u0219i pe-aia cu zghihuitul! Cic\u0103, tot pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 muntele<br \/>\nNara (la vreo \u0219ase mii \u0219i ceva de km.!) \u0219i tot \u00een vremea<br \/>\naceea, tinerii \u00eei suiau pe b\u0103tr\u00e2ni \u00een pom \u0219i-l zg\u00e2l\u021b\u00e2iau din<br \/>\nr\u0103sputeri. Cine c\u0103dea \u0103la era! Ciorbi\u021b\u0103 sau toc\u0103ni\u021b\u0103,<br \/>\nspuneau gurile rele! Cu timpul, nu sc\u0103pa unu\u2019! Domnu<br \/>\nTrandafir+65 &#8211; e, musai, amenin\u021bat\/atins de Covid \u0219i<br \/>\nidentic \u00een suferin\u021be cu cei stahanovind, c\u00e2ndva, prin<br \/>\nfabrici \u0219i uzine (\u201ecum calc\u0103 din urm\u0103-n urm\u0103\/ parc\u0103<br \/>\nsunt f\u0103cu\u021bi de-o mum\u0103!\u201d)-, e m\u0103sc\u0103rici convins,<br \/>\nde-at\u00e2tea m\u0103\u0219ti (\u0219i pe bune!), e mai mereu priponit la<br \/>\ndomiciliu \u0219i e con\u0219tient de juste\u021bea m\u0103surilor luate de<br \/>\ncei ce vor s\u0103-i fac\u0103 un bine, fie \u0219i cu for\u021ba! C\u00e2nd nu e<br \/>\namendat de-l seac\u0103 la inim\u0103! \u2013 merge prea domol c\u0103ci<br \/>\ncoxartroza \u00eei taie av\u00e2ntul -, e condamnat de soart\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i<br \/>\n(de)pl\u00e2ng\u0103 inutilitatea \u00eentr-o lume \u00een care-a venit,<br \/>\nprobabil, copil nedorit, sortit a \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba, la b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021be,<br \/>\ncuvinte noi, absurde (carantinare \u0219i izolet\u0103!), e<br \/>\nblagoslovit a num\u0103ra, prin ochiuri de fereastr\u0103<br \/>\nve\u0219tejit\u0103, mai toate frunzele tremur\u0103toare din to\u021bi<br \/>\n(aproape to\u021bi) copacii v\u0103zu\u021bi \u0219i nev\u0103zu\u021bi (\u0219i \u201ecare \u00eei<br \/>\nie\u0219eau mereu f\u0103r\u0103 so\u021b\u201d) \u0219i, desigur, ca \u0219i Bunicu\u021ba, se<br \/>\npreg\u0103te\u0219te, de c\u00e2nd se \u0219tie, s\u0103 moar\u0103&#8230; Dup\u0103 ce \u0219i-a<br \/>\nrealizat distan\u021barea social\u0103 (ce pompos \u0219i malefic, de<br \/>\nparc\u0103 o alienare sau un alzheimer nu i-ar fi fost<br \/>\nde-ajuns!) i se recomand\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i ia medicamentele de<br \/>\ntrei ori pe zi, dup\u0103 mas\u0103 \u0219i, s\u0103racul, se aciueaz\u0103,<br \/>\ncuminte, dup\u0103 o mas\u0103 de brad b\u0103b\u0103tie \u0219i scorojit\u0103 ca<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u0219i ia cu sfiiciune \u201era\u021bia de singur\u0103tate\u201d \u0219i<br \/>\npomelnicul\/re\u021beta de buline, de vreun doctor milos<br \/>\nprescrise\u2026 de cum \u00eel vede c\u0103 intr\u0103 pe u\u0219\u0103&#8230; (Tot<br \/>\nmoare!). C\u00e2t despre m\u00e2ncare, &#8230;poate c\u0103 alt\u0103dat\u0103 \u0219i &#8230;c\u00e2t<br \/>\nse poate de costeliv, doar \u0219i-a l\u0103sat toat\u0103 pensia la<br \/>\nfarmacie (numa\u2019 spirtu\u2019&#8230; l-au scumpit nenoroci\u021bii \u0103\u0219tia<br \/>\nde vreo cinci ori! \u00ee\u0219i spune tot el \u00een mintea lui<br \/>\ninterioar\u0103). &#8230;S-ar zice, a\u0219adar, c\u0103 nu numai corbii \u0219i<br \/>\ncioclii prosper\u0103&#8230; Te uit\u0103, deci, cu luare aminte, cum<br \/>\nSeniorul+65 care \u0219i-a c\u00e2rpocit cei mai frumo\u0219i ani din<br \/>\nvia\u021b\u0103\u2026 construind socialismul, \u201eleap\u0103d\u0103 (acum)<br \/>\namintiri, scutur\u0103 stejarul poruncilor viguroase, \u00eemparte<br \/>\ndulci anateme pe fruntea celor cu fesele trase pe cap<br \/>\n(p\u00e2n\u0103 peste ochi) \u0219i cu oi\u0219tea \u00een gard, ca neinspiratul<br \/>\n(mereu) Eremia, se-nlumineaz\u0103 de unul singur c\u00e2nd se<br \/>\nvede c\u0103zut \u0219i, p\u0103relnic, astrucat sub \u021b\u0103r\u00e2na indiferen\u021bei,<br \/>\nse-nchin\u0103 crucilor din \u021bintirim purt\u0103toare de pasere-suflet<br \/>\n\u0219i crescute nefiresc, sub form\u0103 de mo\u0219i-str\u0103mo\u0219i<br \/>\n(ne)r\u0103zbuna\u021bi pentru \u00eengenuncherile lor. \u0218i toate<br \/>\nacestea, sub pecetea unui Tragism pe care-l pline\u0219te ca<br \/>\nDestin, inevitabil, numai Omul p\u0103m\u00e2ntului \u00eencrustat<br \/>\npentru eternitate \u00een am\u0103r\u0103ciunea propriilor r\u0103d\u0103cini<br \/>\nidentitare\u201d. Restu\u2019-i Poveste:<br \/>\n<em>\u201eEra ca o singur\u0103tate \u00eentre oglinzi&#8230;<br \/>\n-dom\u2019 profesor (dasc\u0103l de \u021bar\u0103)-<br \/>\nca un petec de oland\u0103<br \/>\n-vai!-<br \/>\ncu titlu de giulgiu \u2013<br \/>\npensia prefigurat\u0103 subtil,<br \/>\nscrijelit\u0103 alene<br \/>\n\u00een cupoane po\u0219tale&#8230;<br \/>\nm\u00e2na r\u0103mas\u0103 mut\u0103 de uimire \u2013<br \/>\n(cum? numai at\u00e2t ?!?)<br \/>\nsprijin\u0103 creta pe zid&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;la anu\u2019 poate vreo cruce<br \/>\nservind<br \/>\ndrept material didactic&#8230;\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nIon RO\u0218IORU<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>PANTUMURI<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>52<br \/>\nDin orice por al firii \u0163\u00e2\u015fnesc miresme rare<br \/>\n\u015ei-i tot mai f\u0103r\u0103 margini pascalul paradis.<br \/>\nR\u00e2vnesc spre mine \u00eensumi s\u0103-mi tai acea c\u0103rare<br \/>\nPe care parcurg\u00e2nd-o s\u0103 nu mai ies din vis!<br \/>\n53<br \/>\nFluierul de bambus ploaia o prezice<br \/>\nF\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai mi\u015fte mun\u0163ii \u00een vr\u2019un fel.<br \/>\nSunt Orfeu \u015fi drumul spre Euridice<br \/>\n\u00cel \u00eembib cu lacrimi \u015fi m-afund \u00een el!<br \/>\n54<br \/>\nBolta \u00een f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 se reflect\u0103 clar\u0103.<br \/>\nLas\u0103 locul roadei florile de meri.<br \/>\nPrima zi de Pa\u015fte. Dorm pe pat afar\u0103.<br \/>\nPariez cu soarta c\u0103-s mai viu ca ieri!<br \/>\n55<br \/>\nFelin valseaz\u0103 din tulpin\u0103<br \/>\nSmiceaua de gutui stingher.<br \/>\nPrizonier prin r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103,<br \/>\n\u00cencerc s\u0103 evadez spre cer!<br \/>\n56<br \/>\nGr\u0103dinarul orb cite\u015fte<br \/>\nFlorile dup\u0103 miros.<br \/>\nVersul bun \u00eemi r\u0103spl\u0103te\u015fte<br \/>\nP\u00e2nda flerului zelos!<br \/>\n57<br \/>\nOric\u0103rui \u015farpe i s-arat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00cen visu-i pomul interzis.<br \/>\nSentin\u0163a ni-i de-a pururi dat\u0103<br \/>\nS\u0103 fim exclu\u015fi din paradis!<br \/>\n58<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd drujba s-a-nfruptat din nuc<br \/>\nA scos Fecioara-n el pictat\u0103.<br \/>\n\u00cen eul meu cu trup caduc<br \/>\nP\u0103strez icoana ta curat\u0103!<\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nAdrian MUNTEANU<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/11-1-e1597947099511.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-1\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/11-1-284x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"284\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10168 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 284px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 284\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/11-1-284x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"284\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10168\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>LECTURI REG\u0102SITE<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Episodul 17<\/p>\n<p>24 septembrie 1997<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ieri (mar\u021bi) i-am predat lui Zoli Butuc piesa mea<br \/>\n\u201eT\u0103cerea\u201d. Moment important, c\u0103ci el marcheaz\u0103<br \/>\nintrarea mea \u00een categoria celor care au f\u0103cut ceva. Este<br \/>\ndebutul meu ca scriitur\u0103. Va exista \u0219i o premier\u0103, un<br \/>\ndebut ca dramaturg? Abia atunci\u2026<br \/>\nDumnezeu s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute!<br \/>\n\u201eCine a scris m\u0103car un singur poem bun vreodat\u0103,<br \/>\neste poet \u0219i asta nu i-o poate lua nimeni.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201eAm \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc o nou\u0103 via\u021b\u0103 cu calm, cu<br \/>\nbucurie, cu \u00eencredere. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 simt c\u0103 am din nou<br \/>\nun viitor.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201eOpera mea sunt eu \u00eensumi. Asta va spune orice<br \/>\nartist. Nu scriu poezie, proz\u0103 sau critic\u0103, ci m\u0103 modelez<br \/>\npe mine \u00eensumi \u00een tiparele lor. Asta chiar \u00een fiecare<br \/>\nmoment al vie\u021bii.\u201d<br \/>\n(Mircea C\u0103rt\u0103rescu)<br \/>\n<em>Munca pentru a doua pies\u0103 a \u00eenceput azi, 24<br \/>\nseptembrie (este ziua \u00een care au \u00eenceput s\u0103 cad\u0103<br \/>\nfrunzele).<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Obsesia timpului pierdut. Continu\u0103m s\u0103 alerg\u0103m<br \/>\n\u00eentr-o curs\u0103 cu obstacole, iar \u00een urma noastr\u0103 \u0219tachetele<br \/>\ncad una c\u00e2te una. Imposibil de ref\u0103cut drumul.<br \/>\n\u00centoarcerea este pr\u0103bu\u0219irea \u00een gol.<\/em><br \/>\nG\u00e2nduri disparate, fragmente de lectur\u0103 care mi s-au<br \/>\np\u0103rut c\u0103 au relevan\u021b\u0103 \u0219i atingere cu preocup\u0103rile mele<br \/>\nobsedante din aceast\u0103 perioad\u0103. Pe acestea le transcriu<br \/>\n\u00een paginile urm\u0103toare. Unora, cu regret, nu le-am mai<br \/>\nnotat nici autorul, at\u00e2t de prins am fost de simbioza \u00eentre<br \/>\nmulte min\u021bi \u00eenfierb\u00e2ntate de sinuozitatea \u0219i rodnicia<br \/>\ncuv\u00e2ntului ziditor. Printre ei \u0219i nota\u021biile mele.<br \/>\nFemeia \u2013 purificarea lui din fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103,<br \/>\n\u00eenainte de reluarea ostenitoare a cursei zilei.<br \/>\n&#8211; A te \u00eembr\u0103ca frumos \u00ee\u021bi schimb\u0103 starea \u0219i atitudinea<br \/>\nfa\u021b\u0103 de tine \u0219i fa\u021b\u0103 de ceilal\u021bi. S\u0103 fie oare aceasta lipsa<br \/>\nunei consisten\u021be interioare \u0219i mascarea acestei deficien\u021be<br \/>\nprin elemente exterioare, de circumstan\u021b\u0103? Un om al<br \/>\nmomentului imposibil s\u0103 urm\u0103reasc\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t un<br \/>\ng\u00e2nd, o devenire, lipsit de capacitatea de a-\u0219i sus\u021bine<br \/>\nconstant interesele? Superficialitate?<br \/>\n<em>Vecinii \u2013 agen\u021bi racola\u021bi \u00een slujba \u201eagenturilor<br \/>\nstr\u0103ine\u201d. Te po\u021bi a\u0219tepta ca fiecare gest al t\u0103u s\u0103 fie<br \/>\ntransmis mai departe, altui agent, camuflat \u00een simplu<br \/>\ntrec\u0103tor, la cel\u0103lalt col\u021b de strad\u0103. Unii mimeaz\u0103 prost<br \/>\nindiferen\u021ba atunci c\u00e2nd \u00eei \u00eent\u00e2lne\u0219ti. Prea mul\u021bi ochi te<br \/>\nprivesc zilnic, te c\u00e2nt\u0103resc, te calific\u0103, te categorisesc,<br \/>\nsub masca unor intersect\u0103ri \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare. De fapt<br \/>\nnimic nu este \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor, iar lumea este<br \/>\n\u00eensp\u0103im\u00e2nt\u0103tor de bine ordonat\u0103 pentru a te cataloga \u0219i<br \/>\na-\u021bi extrage dosarul, tot mai complet cu fiecare zi care<br \/>\nse scurge din magma amorf\u0103 a celorlalte existen\u021be.<br \/>\nAgen\u021bii ace\u0219tia sunt \u00een stare s\u0103-\u021bi descopere fiecare rid<br \/>\n\u0219i fiecare tres\u0103rire de spr\u00e2ncean\u0103, semnific\u00e2nd o anume<br \/>\nreac\u021bie interioar\u0103. Mereu imixtiuni \u00een lumea ta. Nu po\u021bi<br \/>\ntr\u0103i \u00eentr-o lume proprie f\u0103r\u0103 agen\u021bi, g\u0103rzi de corp care<br \/>\nsunt \u0219i ei ni\u0219te agen\u021bi dubli \u0219i vecini de vie\u021buire pu\u0219i s\u0103<br \/>\n\u00ee\u021bi fure aerul \u0219i s\u0103 te \u00eemping\u0103 spre marginile scenei.<br \/>\nLupta asta nev\u0103zut\u0103 de fiecare zi. Am refuzat pe c\u00e2t<br \/>\nmi-a fost cu putin\u021b\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 interesez de via\u021ba celorlal\u021bi,<br \/>\ndin pudoare, din respect pentru intimitate, pentru<br \/>\ndreptul fiec\u0103ruia la izolare \u0219i t\u0103cere, dar nu acela\u0219i<br \/>\nlucru \u00eel fac ceilal\u021bi, majoritatea. \u00cei vezi cum te<br \/>\nexamineaz\u0103 \u0219i dup\u0103 ce ai trecut de ei.<br \/>\nUneori imitam \u0219i eu jocul lor de-a imixtiunea, dar<br \/>\no f\u0103ceam m\u0103car c\u00e2t mai pu\u021bin vizibil, nu \u00eentorc\u00e2nd<br \/>\ncapul dup\u0103 fiecare. Oricum, prin c\u00e2t mai pu\u021bine priviri,<br \/>\ninevitabil indecente, sfredelitoare \u0219i sc\u00e2rboase.<br \/>\nAM DEVENIT PARANOIC?<br \/>\nRefuzul de a sta la cozi. Sila de a deveni un num\u0103r<br \/>\n\u00eentr-o serie. Pierdere de identitate. Coada la magazine<br \/>\n\u2013 refuz de a m\u00e2nca. Coada din sta\u021biile de autobuz \u2013<br \/>\nplecarea mai departe pe jos.<\/em><br \/>\n&#8211; Un personaj trebuie s\u0103 plece pentru a ajunge \u00eentr-un<br \/>\nloc (\u00eentr-o situa\u021bie) care nu-i face pl\u0103cere. Se str\u0103duie\u0219te,<br \/>\nuneori f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vrea, s\u0103 am\u00e2ne momentul ag\u0103\u021b\u00e2ndu-se de<br \/>\nnimicuri \u0219i dilat\u00e2nd alte \u00eentreb\u0103ri prin care s\u0103 uite ceea<br \/>\nce-l a\u0219teapt\u0103.<br \/>\n&#8211; Caietele de la Augustin de folosit pentru a creiona<br \/>\nvia\u021ba unui personaj acas\u0103 la el. \u00cen afara lor, personajul se<br \/>\nva contura din dialogurile cu ceilal\u021bi. De extras nota\u021biile<br \/>\nzilelor, inclusive cele cu pomenirea s\u0103rb\u0103torilor<br \/>\nreligioase respective.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd un personaj nu se mai intereseaz\u0103 de cine<br \/>\nmoare \u0219i cine se na\u0219te, cine se c\u0103s\u0103tore\u0219te \u0219i cine<br \/>\ndivor\u021beaz\u0103, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu-l mai intereseaz\u0103 viitorul.<br \/>\nS\u0103 realizezi c\u0103 via\u021ba ta nu vine de undeva anume \u0219i<br \/>\nnu se \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre ceva. Este un abur pe care orice<br \/>\nadiere \u00eel \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tie pentru a nu se mai compune dec\u00e2t,<br \/>\neventual, cu mare greutate \u0219i \u00eentotdeauna cu trupul mai<br \/>\npu\u021bin \u0219i mai nesigur.<br \/>\n<em>S\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2iem amintirile; s\u0103 le ducem la plimbare.<br \/>\nAcolo \u00een parc, la umbra pomilor cu frunzele \u00een<br \/>\nneor\u00e2nduial\u0103, s\u0103 dialog\u0103m t\u0103cu\u021bi cu ele ca \u0219i cum ar fi<br \/>\naici, cu noi, tovar\u0103\u0219i \u00een singur\u0103tate &#8211; de continuat sau<br \/>\ndezvoltat ideea. S-ar putea constitui \u00eentr-un lung<br \/>\nmonolog al unui personaj care la un moment dat poate<br \/>\nintroduce secven\u021be din trecut cu care s\u0103 dialogheze<br \/>\nimaginar.<\/em><br \/>\nUmilin\u021ba \u2013 o boal\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 leac care poate caracteriza<br \/>\nstructura unui personaj. Privirea mereu aplecat\u0103 \u00een orice<br \/>\ndialog cu ceilal\u021bi.<br \/>\n&#8211; mereu credin\u021ba noastr\u0103 c\u0103 ceea ce ni se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103<br \/>\nnu are corespondent la ceilal\u021bi, e ceva unic \u0219i<br \/>\nirepetabil. Tendin\u021ba de a supralicita fiecare<br \/>\nam\u0103nunt cotidian. Fals. Oricare gest al nostru se<br \/>\nrepet\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la identificare \u00een milioane de alte<br \/>\nvie\u021bi \u0219i situa\u021bii.<br \/>\n&#8211; 24 septembrie \u2013 prima zi a c\u0103derii frunzelor. De<br \/>\nacum vom \u00eencepe s\u0103 \u00eenaint\u0103m prin aburul uit\u0103rii<br \/>\n\u0219i al triste\u021bii din noi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Pentru ce mai tr\u0103iesc unii: ca s\u0103-\u0219i arate<br \/>\nfotografiile celorlal\u021bi. Tr\u0103ire \u00een trecut, moartea<br \/>\nzilei de m\u00e2ine.<br \/>\n&#8211; a te scoate cineva din s\u0103rite cu flec\u0103reala lui.<br \/>\n\u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 \u00een acel moment tr\u0103irea ta este \u00een alt<br \/>\ntimp. Uneori salvezi aparen\u021bele, alteori te<br \/>\nsalvezi prin t\u0103cere. Cel mai des.<br \/>\n&#8211; istoricul caselor uneori \u00eei serve\u0219te pe cei vii.<br \/>\nAlteori, c\u00e2nd \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0219te \u0219i are aspectul<br \/>\n\u00eenceputului de dec\u0103dere, casa \u00ee\u0219i schimb\u0103 \u0219i<br \/>\ndestina\u021bia, g\u0103zduind trupurile celor afla\u021bi pe<br \/>\ncalea spre ve\u0219nicie.<br \/>\nSuferin\u021ba. Suntem cuprin\u0219i \u00eentre tentaculele ei.<br \/>\n\u00cencepem cu ea \u0219i sf\u00e2r\u0219im la fel. Are ea grij\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103<br \/>\nsim\u021bit\u0103 prezen\u021ba \u0219i \u00een interior. Ca o ran\u0103 pe care n-o<br \/>\nputem vindeca niciodat\u0103.<br \/>\nPuterea sf\u00e2r\u0219e\u0219te prin a macula pe acela care s-a<br \/>\nstr\u0103duit s\u0103 ajung\u0103 la ea.<br \/>\nUn dialog \u00eentre un personaj care pune \u00eentreb\u0103ri \u0219i<br \/>\naltul care vorbe\u0219te despre momente pe care aceste<br \/>\n\u00eentreb\u0103rii le sugereaz\u0103 \u0219i despre considera\u021biile sale<br \/>\nreferitoare la cel\u0103lalt personaj.<br \/>\nExemplu:<br \/>\nA: Exist\u0103 legi. Nu te-ai g\u00e2ndit s\u0103 te lup\u021bi ca s\u0103 se fac\u0103<br \/>\nlumin\u0103?<br \/>\nB: Spune ceva numai ca s\u0103-\u0219i arate interesul. Fals. Se<br \/>\narat\u0103 indignat dar nu-\u0219i poate masca lipsa de p\u0103trundere,<br \/>\nde participare<br \/>\n(de v\u0103zut un limbaj mai direct \u0219i mai expresiv).<br \/>\nLumea ca un insectar. Fiecare tr\u0103ie\u0219te cu un ac<br \/>\n\u00eenfipt \u00een spate. Raza noastr\u0103 de mi\u0219care este de aceea<br \/>\nextrem de redus\u0103. C\u00e2nd cineva \u00eencearc\u0103 un salt prea<br \/>\nmare, rana provocat\u0103 de dislocarea din pozi\u021bia \u00een care<br \/>\nsuntem fixa\u021bi doare profund \u0219i uneori provoac\u0103 moartea.<br \/>\n&#8211; unele lucruri trebuie s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 neexplicate<br \/>\n&#8211; mila ucide mai repede dec\u00e2t dezinteresul.<br \/>\nAlt exemplu:<br \/>\nA: Vrei s\u0103 vii, s-o vezi \u0219i pe nevast\u0103-mea?<br \/>\nB: Iat\u0103-l cum m\u0103 minte. \u0218tiu bine ce crede so\u021bia lui<br \/>\ndespre to\u021bi prietenii lui.<br \/>\nIdee de pies\u0103? \u2013 personaje care \u00eencep prin a avea<br \/>\nni\u0219te idealuri \u0219i sf\u00e2r\u0219esc prin ratarea lor, \u00een<br \/>\npromiscuitate \u0219i lipsa speran\u021bei.<br \/>\nEx: femeia de serviciu \u00een restaurantul g\u0103rii. Ea voise<br \/>\nini\u021bial s\u0103 fac\u0103 o facultate de limbi str\u0103ine \u0219i apoi s\u0103<br \/>\nprind\u0103 un post dincolo.<br \/>\n&#8211; Trupul \u0219i sufletul deseori se afl\u0103 la mare distan\u021b\u0103<br \/>\nunul de cel\u0103lalt. Trupul se mi\u0219c\u0103, d\u0103 din m\u00e2ini,<br \/>\n\u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103 loc. Sufletul se afl\u0103 pe malul<br \/>\nr\u00e2ului, urm\u0103rind sclipirea luminii \u00een valurile<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 oprire. S-ar lua dup\u0103 ea, la vale sau ar \u00eenota<br \/>\n\u00een susul apei, tr\u0103g\u00e2nd cu spaim\u0103 c\u00e2te o gur\u0103 de<br \/>\naer \u00eentre dou\u0103 cufund\u0103ri \u00een m\u00e2lul de la fund.<br \/>\n&#8211; Un personaj care se rupe cu dezn\u0103dejde de casa<br \/>\nlui de la \u021bar\u0103 \u0219i vine s\u0103 se \u00eenghesuie \u00eentre pere\u021bii<br \/>\nunui bloc mizer de la ora\u0219. Dezr\u0103d\u0103cinare. Poate<br \/>\nfi \u0219i fenomenul invers (e mai actual).<br \/>\n&#8211; To\u021bi oamenii sufer\u0103 m\u0103car de c\u00e2te o boal\u0103.<br \/>\nAtunci c\u00e2nd se laud\u0103 c\u0103 au o s\u0103n\u0103tate de fier,<br \/>\nboala lor trebuie c\u0103utat\u0103 nu printer cele<br \/>\nobi\u0219nuite, ci \u00een zona psihicului.<br \/>\n&#8211; Atunci c\u00e2nd te doare ceva anume, e\u0219ti un om \u00een<br \/>\nputere. Atunci c\u00e2nd nu te mai doare nimic<br \/>\n\u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 puterile te-au l\u0103sat de tot.<br \/>\n&#8211; Fiecare are dreptatea lui. Problema e c\u00e2t \u0219tii s\u0103<br \/>\nla\u0219i din ea ca s\u0103 po\u021bi s\u0103 te \u00een\u021belegi cu oamenii.<br \/>\nCea mai rea dintre categoriile umane: cel care a<br \/>\nplecat de la \u021bar\u0103 \u0219i a ajuns la ora\u0219. Nu e nici \u021b\u0103ran, nici<br \/>\nor\u0103\u0219ean. \u0218i-a pierdut bunul-sim\u021b ini\u021bial \u0219i a c\u00e2\u0219tigat<br \/>\ntupeul \u021bop\u00e2rlanului.<br \/>\n&#8211; A fost o singur\u0103 data \u00een acel loc, dar pentru<br \/>\nnimic \u00een lume nu va reveni. A\u0219a cum nu poate<br \/>\nmuri cineva de dou\u0103 ori.<br \/>\nAvem nevoie de extreme ca s\u0103 ne \u00eemplineasc\u0103:<br \/>\nfrumosul \u0219i slu\u021benia monstrului, monstrul \u0219i sublimul<br \/>\nfrumosului. Ce rezult\u0103 din aceast\u0103 combina\u021bie: un hibrid<br \/>\nsau expresia armoniei?<br \/>\n&#8211; Cum Dumnezeu s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat s\u0103-mi plac\u0103<br \/>\nrom\u00e2na? Am avut numai profesoare ur\u00e2te,<br \/>\nb\u0103tr\u00e2ne \u0219i zaharisite.<br \/>\nS\u0103 fii obsedat de punctul t\u0103u nevralgic, de o<br \/>\ngre\u0219eal\u0103 a trecutului \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 fii aruncat mereu la<br \/>\nmargine, mereu un \u00eenvins.<br \/>\nExisten\u021ba unor oameni obi\u0219nui\u021bi nu poate sc\u0103pa de<br \/>\nbanal.<br \/>\nProfesia este o parte din noi dar nu cea esen\u021bial\u0103.<br \/>\nNe poate modifica \u00een momente mai pu\u021bin semnificative,<br \/>\ndar nu ne poate transforma pe noi, ca oameni, ca f\u0103pturi<br \/>\ncare tind organic spre perfec\u021biune.<br \/>\nS\u0103 ai capacitatea de a \u00een\u021belege \u0219i a \u00eenmagazina<br \/>\ndurerile altora \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 fii un generos sau un \u00eenfr\u00e2nt.<br \/>\nFiecare prive\u0219te \u0219i vede \u00een fa\u021ba sa lumea lui<br \/>\nproprie. Pe ceilal\u021bi poate s\u0103 nu-i intereseze sau, din<br \/>\ncontra, s\u0103 fie captiva\u021bi de ea<br \/>\n&#8211; Posibile personaje: unchiul Costic\u0103 \u0219i tanti Susu<br \/>\n\u2013 lumea lor \u00eentr-un anume moment al meu.<br \/>\n\u00cent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri cu gust de sare.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0103 nu judeci \u0219i s\u0103 nu te por\u021bi cu cineva dup\u0103<br \/>\nconvingerile tale, dup\u0103 felul t\u0103u de-a fi.<br \/>\n&#8211; E fals s\u0103 crezi c\u0103 ceea ce ai c\u00e2\u0219tigat prin munca<br \/>\nta nu poate fi luat de nimeni. Se poate \u00eent\u00e2mpla<br \/>\ns\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 numai pentru tine. Totdeauna ai<br \/>\nnevoie de un partener de dialog. De cineva care<br \/>\ns\u0103 te asculte \u0219i s\u0103 beneficieze de victoriile tale.<br \/>\nIzolarea \u00een profesiune \u0219i chiar \u00een via\u021ba social<br \/>\ngr\u0103be\u0219te sf\u00e2r\u0219itul.<br \/>\n\u021ai se cere deseori s\u0103 schimbi c\u00e2te ceva din<br \/>\natitudinea \u0219i convingerile tale. Aceasta \u00een schimbul<br \/>\nlini\u0219tii \u0219i uneori chiar al existen\u021bei tale. Via\u021ba \u00een<br \/>\nschimbul c\u00e2torva vorbe.<br \/>\nPo\u021bi sau nu s\u0103 rezi\u0219ti suferin\u021belor trupe\u0219ti? Aproape<br \/>\nc\u0103 nu mai conteaz\u0103 pentru c\u0103 toate nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 nimic<br \/>\npe l\u00e2ng\u0103 nesf\u00e2r\u0219ita suferin\u021b\u0103 a sufletului.<br \/>\n&#8211; Unul dintre personaje poate fi scriitor. Ar fi<br \/>\ninteresante ni\u0219te scene \u00een care autorul<br \/>\ndialogheaz\u0103 cu unul dintre personajele sale.<\/p>\n<p><strong>29 septembrie 1997<\/strong><br \/>\nCea mai periculoas\u0103 \u0219i dificil\u0103 perioad\u0103 este aceea<br \/>\n\u00een care mai crezi \u00een posibilit\u0103\u021bile tale, dar ai \u00eenceput deja<br \/>\ns\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti \u00een trecut, reanaliz\u00eendu-\u021bi amintirile care<br \/>\nsf\u00e2r\u0219esc prin a te domina.<br \/>\nNu vrei s\u0103 superi pe nimeni? Te vor sup\u0103ra ei pe<br \/>\ntine. A spune un adev\u0103r nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 te ridici<br \/>\n\u00eempotriva cuiva. Cel mult \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 te aperi pe tine<br \/>\n\u00eensu\u021bi.<br \/>\nAmintirile pot aduce \u00eemp\u0103c\u0103ri fugare, z\u00e2mbete<br \/>\ntrec\u0103toare. Fundamental, ele ne acoper\u0103 de triste\u021be.<br \/>\nUn personaj cu o fantezie bogat\u0103 care dilat\u0103 multe<br \/>\ndintre evenimentele cu care intr\u0103 \u00een leg\u0103tur\u0103, d\u00e2ndu-le<br \/>\nalte propor\u021bii.<br \/>\n&#8211; C\u00e2nd cartea, ca \u0219i o construc\u021bie, este terminat\u0103,<br \/>\ndeci apar\u021bine altora, s-a \u00eendep\u0103rtat definitiv de<br \/>\nautorul lor, e cel pu\u021bin ciudat, dac\u0103 nu<br \/>\ndezgust\u0103tor ca autorul s\u0103 mai ias\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba<br \/>\noamenilor vorbind despre ceea s-a \u00eencheiat deja.<br \/>\nDar dac\u0103 mai sunt destule am\u0103nunte<br \/>\nneelucidate?<br \/>\n&#8211; se poate \u00eenainta mult \u00eentr-un dialog pentru a ne da<br \/>\nseama, la un moment dat, c\u0103 el este numai \u00een \u00eenchipuirea<br \/>\nunuia dintre personaje. Este obsesia lui.<br \/>\n\u201eTu nu te sprijini, \u00een clipa asta de marginea<br \/>\nscaunului. Sprijini o ne\u00eemplinire.\u201d<br \/>\nUn personaj vorbind cu el \u00eensu\u0219i la desp\u0103r\u021birea de<br \/>\nso\u021bia sa: \u201eSec\u0103tur\u0103\/Incon\u0219tientule ce \u021bi-a mai r\u0103mas? Nu<br \/>\nai zile, \u00eenser\u0103ri, drumuri, priviri, brume, culori. \u021ai-au<br \/>\nr\u0103mas amintirile \u0219i cuvintele goale. Nici un \u00een\u021beles,<br \/>\nsec\u0103tur\u0103! Nu mai ai nici lacrima de pe obrazul ei. E\u0219ti<br \/>\ngol \u0219i singur. Str\u0103inule!\u201d<br \/>\nProdigioas\u0103 memorie vizual\u0103. N-ar fi putut spune<br \/>\n\u00eens\u0103 cum se numesc trupurile acelea \u0219i nici prea multe<br \/>\nam\u0103nunte despre statutul lor social nu ar fi fost \u00een stare<br \/>\ns\u0103 furnizeze. Ar fi putut spune c\u0103 nu-l intereseaz\u0103 via\u021ba<br \/>\naltora, c\u0103 nu se bag\u0103 \u00een sufletul lor, dac\u0103 n-ar fi fost mai<br \/>\ndegrab\u0103 o extraordinar\u0103 lips\u0103 de calit\u0103\u021bi \u00een a re\u021bine date<br \/>\n\u0219i nume.<br \/>\nTotu\u0219i el nu va \u00eendeplini la nesf\u00e2r\u0219it ritualul sc\u00e2rbos<br \/>\nal minciunii. Nu este dintre aceia care pot ierta prea<br \/>\nmult b\u0103loasele atitudini ale celor care \u00eel tr\u0103deaz\u0103. Fie c\u0103<br \/>\nsunt ei b\u0103rba\u021bi sau femei. Va \u00eencheia conturile cu ei<br \/>\nrepede, nervos \u0219i definitiv, cu singura m\u00e2ndrie a omului<br \/>\ncare poate accepta orice compromis, dar nu loviturile<br \/>\ndate propriei sale demnit\u0103\u021bi.<br \/>\nZgomote suprapuse. Cu mare greutate ar fi reu\u0219it s\u0103<br \/>\ndesprind\u0103 cui apar\u021bine fiecare. Izb\u00e2nd\u0103 par\u021bial\u0103. Mult<br \/>\nmai t\u00e2rziu a\u0219az\u0103 deasupra zgomotul pa\u0219ilor s\u0103i.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd motorul tr\u0103irilor noastre \u00eencepe s\u0103 se mi\u0219te,<br \/>\npornesc \u0219i visele \u00een haotica lor traversare prin lume.<br \/>\nS\u0103-\u021bi fie team\u0103 de zilele libere pentru c\u0103 nu \u0219tii cu<br \/>\nce s\u0103 umpli orele ce-\u021bi stau la dispozi\u021bie.<br \/>\nS\u0103 te gr\u0103be\u0219ti tocmai atunci c\u00e2nd nu te a\u0219teapt\u0103<br \/>\nnimeni \u0219i nimic. Graba, ca o spaim\u0103 de inactivitate. Sau<br \/>\npericolul de a sc\u0103pa un moment care ar \u00eensemna o<br \/>\nschimbare radical\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba ta.<br \/>\nAm\u0103nuntul de via\u021b\u0103, mai adev\u0103rat dec\u00e2t doctele<br \/>\nprelegeri sus\u021binute la plicticoase simpozioane. Mai<br \/>\nmulte astfel de am\u0103nunte, o pasionant\u0103 carte ce se va<br \/>\nvinde la suprapre\u021b, \u00een timp ce tomurile \u0219tiin\u021bifice vor<br \/>\nz\u0103cea \u00een rafturile libr\u0103riilor.<br \/>\nDai la o parte \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rile zilei, bucuriile,<br \/>\nsurprizele, patimile \u0219i deziluziile \u0219i consta\u021bi la sf\u00e2r\u0219it c\u0103,<br \/>\noricare ar fi starea ta dominant\u0103, ai r\u0103mas singur. A\u0219a va<br \/>\nfi p\u00e2n\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u0219it.<br \/>\nCe dificil este s\u0103 depistezi c\u00e2nd cuvintele se<br \/>\n\u00een\u0219iruie firesc \u0219i cumin\u021bi la locul lor pentru a imagina<br \/>\nceva cu adev\u0103rat serios, \u00een\u021belept \u0219i omene\u0219te \u0219i c\u00e2nd nu<br \/>\nalc\u0103tuiesc dec\u00e2t un num\u0103r de circ, cu clovni,<br \/>\ngiumbu\u0219lucuri \u0219i acroba\u021bii de efect, dar f\u0103r\u0103 nicio<br \/>\nsubstan\u021b\u0103.<br \/>\nVrei s\u0103 la\u0219i un semn \u00een lume.<br \/>\nDar lumea asta va mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne mult\u0103 vreme \u00een<br \/>\npicioare, s\u0103-\u021bi g\u0103zduiasc\u0103 urma ta firav\u0103 \u0219i singular\u0103?<br \/>\nOamenii, asemenea cuvintelor. Vor s\u0103 atrag\u0103<br \/>\nprivirile cu aspectul lor de clovni, vor s\u0103 par\u0103 altceva<br \/>\ndec\u00e2t sunt \u00een realitate. De prea multe ori chiar reu\u0219esc.<br \/>\nAsta pentru c\u0103 lumea este, \u00een fond, o aren\u0103 alc\u0103tuit\u0103 ca<br \/>\ns\u0103 accepte jongleriile celor care se dau \u00een spectacol, care<br \/>\np\u0103r\u0103sesc penumbra b\u0103ncilor care \u00eei \u00eenconjoar\u0103.<br \/>\nE a\u0219a de inteligent! St\u0103 \u00een cur la \u0219apte luni.<br \/>\nUn adev\u0103r at\u00e2t de mare, \u00eenc\u00e2t nici contrariul lui nu<br \/>\npoate fi luat \u00een seam\u0103.<br \/>\n(Va urma)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Victoria-Maria PRIPON Cum a\u0219chia nu sare departe de pom, a\u0219a cum spune un vechi proverb, nici Victoria-Maria Pripon nu putea<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":18,"featured_media":10070,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,328],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11442"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/18"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11442"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11442\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11443,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11442\/revisions\/11443"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10070"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11442"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11442"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11442"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}