{"id":11030,"date":"2020-09-30T12:52:50","date_gmt":"2020-09-30T09:52:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=11030"},"modified":"2020-09-30T12:52:50","modified_gmt":"2020-09-30T09:52:50","slug":"de-ai-nostri-traian-gh-cristea-supliciile-fiintei-launtrice-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=11030","title":{"rendered":"De-ai no\u0219tri! – Traian Gh. Cristea – Supliciile fiin\u021bei l\u0103untrice (3)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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… la sfatul celor vicleni m-am destr\u0103mat
\ndevenisem un nimeni
\ncu t\u00e2mple albite ciuruite de e\u015fuate peniten\u0163e;
\ntrebuia s\u0103 pl\u0103tesc ostenta\u0163ia unui refuz
\ncu uitarea cu lep\u0103darea de sine
\nbombardat de cuvinte expirate;
\nmi se spunea obsesiv \u201cT\u0103cerea-i ca mierea!\u201d
\n… m-am auzit strigat aten\u0163ionat
\nSisif \u00eemi f\u0103cea semn s\u0103-l urmez
\nDiogene m\u0103-ndemna s\u0103-i \u0163in felinarul.<\/p>\n

Hristos murmura: \u201cIart\u0103-i lor c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu ce zic!<\/p>\n


\nMETAMORFOZARE\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 o! iubi\u0163i confra\u0163i, arborele poeziei
\nl\u0103crimeaz\u0103 de prea multe cuvinte parazite
\n\u201enon multum sed multa\u201d
\n… suspin\u0103 de eludarea
\ngemetelor grele de esen\u0163e tari
\ndin polenul g\u00e2ndirii noastre; <\/p>\n

se cere o solu\u021bie pentru eliberarea
\nadev\u0103rului din lan\u0163ul alerg\u0103turii zilnice;
\nochiul urechea tictacul inimii spun
\nmulte \u00eens\u0103 despre tremurul fream\u0103tul
\ntumultul zilei ce\u0163oase \u2013 nicio vorb\u0103;<\/p>\n

omul l\u0103untric s-a emancipat are
\nplanuri m\u0103re\u021be dureroase…
\niat\u0103-l devenit p\u0103ianjenul care-\u015fi \u021bese p\u00e2nza
\np\u00e2ndind tacticos prada…
\nare propria-i strategie: atac\u0103 surpriz\u0103tor
\napoi se declar\u0103 salvatorul nostru…<\/p>\n

,,HOMO HOMINI LUPUS EST!\u201d
\nS\u0103 fie adev\u0103rat, Doamne? <\/p>\n


\nFERICI\u0162II DE-O CLIP\u0102<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 de c\u00e2nd lumea \u015fi p\u0103m\u00e2ntul
\nnu geniile nici
\n\u00een\u0163elep\u0163ii s-au bucurat
\nde cinstire…
\nprostia naivitatea ipocrizia
\nle-au luat \u00eenainte;
\n\u00een scaun domnesc – jur\u0103m\u00e2ntul cu m\u00e2na pe Biblie url\u0103,
\nacroba\u0163ii falsului curcubeu jubileaz\u0103
\ns\u0103rut\u0103 crucea \u015fi sorb
\nelixirul m\u0103ririlor nemernice;
\nbanul-fruct adorat modeleaz\u0103
\n\u00eencoroneaz\u0103 ferici\u0163ii de-o clip\u0103!<\/p>\n

Totu\u015fi, g\u00e2ndul de lumin\u0103 modeleaz\u0103 DESTINUL.*
\n*Joseph Murphy <\/p>\n


\nZEU AJUNS CER\u015eETOR<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 zeul ajuns cer\u015fetor peste r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u0163e de timp
\nroste\u015fte zadarnic: ,,Nu moartea fi-va m\u00e2ntuirea mea!\u201d
\napoi prive\u015fte dealul
\n\u00eempodobit cu morminte
\nascult\u0103 crucile culcate gem\u00e2nde:
\n,,Cine a \u015fters furi\u015f
\nde pe inima universal\u0103 cuv\u00e2ntul M\u00c2NTUIRE?\u201d <\/p>\n

,,Totul se pl\u0103te\u015fte mai devreme sau mai t\u00e2rziu!\u201d <\/p>\n


\nRUG\u0102MINTE<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 am tr\u0103it \u00een concubinaj cu singur\u0103tatea
\ncu t\u0103cerea cu veghea
\ns\u0103 nu fiu judecat pentru poligamie
\ns\u0103 nu mi se vad\u0103 setea nebun\u0103 de primenire
\ns\u0103 nu sup\u0103r noroiul b\u0103legarul verde
\ndin discursuri lacrimogene;
\nam pendulat \u00eentre extaz \u015fi smerenie
\ncu capul plecat spre clocotul
\nabisului din mine…<\/p>\n

Crede-m\u0103, filozofule, cu \u015ftreanugul
\npriponit de o stea,
\nn-am iubit pentru a-mi proteja
\nvidul am\u0103girilor!<\/p>\n


\nAT\u00c2T NE IUBIM PE NOI\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 Doamne, at\u00e2t ne iubim pe noi
\n\u00eenc\u00e2t nu mai avem loc \u00een azur;
\nhulim oc\u0103r\u00e2m r\u0103s\u0103ritul primenirea uit\u0103m
\nc\u0103 nu suntem dec\u00e2t ni\u015fte obiecte-juc\u0103rii
\ntriste \u00een m\u00e2na destinului!
\n\u2026Doamne, at\u00e2t ne iubim pe noi \u00eenc\u00e2t
\nnu mai avem niciun reper nici busol\u0103
\nnici nu \u015ftim unde te-am r\u0103t\u0103cit \u015fi
\ndac\u0103 loc mai este \u00een inima noastr\u0103
\ncu adev\u0103rat \u015fi pentru Tine!<\/p>\n

Aminte s\u0103 lu\u0103m ,,Deus in te, sed non
\ntollit appellant.\u201d
\n*Dumnezeu are loc \u015fi \u00een tine, dar tu nu-l chemi.<\/p>\n


\nTEMERE DE A DOUA C\u0102DERE<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026c \u00e2nd nu te-am descifrat,
\n\u00cen\u0163eleptule, m-am crezut un naiv;
\neram fericitul sc\u0103ldat
\n\u00een ignoran\u0163\u0103 \u00een impertinen\u0163a ce\u0163ii;
\nde c\u00e2nd te cunosc v\u0103d c\u0103 suntem doi
\nsuferinzi de-aceea\u015fi maladie incurabil\u0103!<\/p>\n

Fric\u0103 \u00eemi este de a doua c\u0103dere. <\/p>\n


\nGRAMATICA EULUI DAMNAT<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 f\u0103r\u00e2mi\u0163at mi-e timpul de-at\u00e2tea
\n\u00eentreb\u0103ri obstinate damnate ridate
\n,,\u00cenva\u0163\u0103, dom\u2019le Boulean, s\u0103 devii
\ncet\u0103\u0163ean – zice Mi\u015fu R\u0103scoptul!
\n…m-au ciop\u00e2r\u0163it f\u0103r\u0103 pic de ru\u015fine
\ngargaragiii cu libertatea mimat\u0103 \u00eentre
\nazi \u015fi miezul de p\u00e2ine;
\ntrecutul \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163itu-l-am f\u0103r\u00e2me
\nbotezate cu nume abstracte;
\nprimul pas al gre\u015felii trecute-IMPERFECT;
\nam demolat, \u00eenjurat,
\nam c\u00e2\u015ftigat praful de pe tob\u0103;
\nal doilea pas-PERFECT SIMPLU:
\ndisputa partidelor – falsul plasture
\nde clemen\u0163\u0103 peste infatuarea l\u0103untric\u0103:
\n,,Vreau mai mult, \u00eengere din strig\u0103t, vreau!\u201d
\na\u015fa m-am trezit pentru o clip\u0103 PERFECT COMPUS…
\napoi DESCOMPUS… praf \u00een ochi…!<\/p>\n

… neostoit\u0103 sete de absurd mi-au d\u0103ruit-o
\nm\u0103sc\u0103ricii regelui;
\nrodeau subtil pofta de imposibil
\nla ad\u0103postul rug\u0103ciunii;
\n,,\u00cenc\u0103 o treapt\u0103, pot s\u0103 gust din Graal-mi-am zis!
\nSigur c\u0103 pot fi MAI MULT CA PERFECT- autoabureal\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n

… sus pe val
\nbeat de mine ame\u0163it de gramatica
\ncuib\u0103rit\u0103 \u00een EUL damnat
\nm-am trezit f\u0103r\u0103 VIITORUL ANTERIOR…
\n… amurgul \u00eemi ar\u0103t\u0103 agoniseala Nimicului;
\nalungat-am sc\u00e2nteia unor timpuri trecute
\ncu imposibila cunoa\u015fere a gramaticii Eului damnat…<\/p>\n

Sentin\u0163a infipt\u0103-n auz: ,,Tot ce ai dob\u00e2ndit
\nfi-va pleav\u0103 \u015fi fum!\u201d <\/p>\n


\nMIRUITUL CU HAR<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026 \u00eenspinat r\u0103stignit \u00een azur
\nca s\u0103 renasc\u0103
\ndemiurg de veghe
\nhoinar prin nemurire
\nMIRUITUL cu HAR evadeaz\u0103
\ndin timp din cazarma de ziceri
\ndin paradisul mincinos
\nfuge de \u0163\u0103r\u2019na cu lauri
\nde-onoruri de stele ciobite,
\nnu-\u015fi vinde \u0163elul pe-argin\u0163i;
\nEl pleac\u0103-n vecie \u00een stele
\npururi at\u00e2t de fierbin\u0163i.<\/p>\n

Michelangelo \u00een Capela Sixtin\u0103
\nla sfat cu Sfin\u0163ii P\u0103rin\u0163i…<\/p>\n


\nM-AU CREZUT PROST JIVINELE<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2026c ugetarea de\u015fart\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103nat\u0103 cu florile
\nminciunii-acumulare de zbucium \u015fi sil\u0103
\n– zadarnic\u0103 trud\u0103!
\ncunoa\u015fterea adev\u0103rului –
\ndrama l\u0103untric\u0103 a celor lucizi; <\/p>\n

nu m-au \u00een\u0163eles jivinele m-au crezut prost
\nde\u015fi ochiul meu scruta menajeria l\u0103untric\u0103
\na unora care strigau implorau chemau:
\n,,Ne e poft\u0103 de tine.
\nHai, vino, nu fii mai prost dec\u00e2t e\u015fti!\u201d <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

TREBUIA S\u0102 PL\u0102TESC … la sfatul celor vicleni m-am destr\u0103mat devenisem un nimeni cu t\u00e2mple albite ciuruite de e\u015fuate peniten\u0163e;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":10980,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,320],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11030"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11030"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11030\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11031,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11030\/revisions\/11031"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10980"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11030"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11030"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11030"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}