{"id":10617,"date":"2020-09-11T11:29:27","date_gmt":"2020-09-11T08:29:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=10617"},"modified":"2020-09-11T11:29:27","modified_gmt":"2020-09-11T08:29:27","slug":"literadura-nr-17-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=10617","title":{"rendered":"Literadura nr. 17 (5)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Elisabeta Bo\u021ban<\/strong><br \/>\n(Spania)<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/botan-e1599812154100.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-0\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10618 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/botan-251x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"251\" height=\"300\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 251px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 251\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10618\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/botan-251x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"251\" height=\"300\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Scrisoare aceluia\u0219i poet plagiator<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Acum nu mai tac, v\u00e2n\u0103tor de suflete naive.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Poezia pl\u00e2nge \u00een bra\u021bele tale,<br \/>\nca o biat\u0103 amant\u0103 maltratat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i,<br \/>\nde aceea,<br \/>\npana ta rupt\u0103 de foame cotrob\u0103ie<br \/>\nprin versurile altora,<br \/>\natunci c\u00e2nd le g\u0103se\u0219ti pe re\u021bea.<\/p>\n<p>Tu,<br \/>\ne\u0219ti c\u0103l\u0103torul clandestin prin \u00een\u0103l\u021bimile<br \/>\ncuvintelor mele,<br \/>\ncel ce tr\u0103ie\u0219te \u0219i scrie cu muze de<br \/>\n\u00eemprumut!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Resemnare<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Am \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred<br \/>\n\u00een miracolul anaforei<br \/>\nAm \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred<br \/>\n\u00een vorbele tale de foc \u0219i de v\u00e2nt<br \/>\nAm \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred<br \/>\nc\u0103 ai putea desena eternitatea pe lin\u021boliul clipei<br \/>\nAm \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred<br \/>\nc\u0103 ai putea sc\u0103pa din mreaja sl\u0103biciunilor<br \/>\nAm \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred<br \/>\n\u00een jertfele aduse pe altarele iubirii<br \/>\nAm \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred<br \/>\nc\u0103 exi\u0219ti&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Fish<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>B\u0103rbatul-pe\u0219te<br \/>\n\u00eemi scap\u0103 mereu printre degete.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0103rbatul-pe\u0219te<br \/>\nm\u0103 prive\u0219te<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 clipeasc\u0103 \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 vad\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0103rbatul-pe\u0219te<br \/>\nse \u00eentoarce mut<br \/>\n\u0219i se pierde \u00een apele calendarului.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Iluzie optic\u0103<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>Pentru GBB<\/em><\/p>\n<p>El, armator<br \/>\npe m\u0103ri \u00eenvolburate de mistere.<\/p>\n<p>Ea, balerin\u0103<br \/>\npe o batist\u0103 furat\u0103 de v\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ruptur\u0103<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>Pentru Sof\u00eda Rodr\u00edguez Garc\u00eda<\/em><\/p>\n<p>S-au destr\u0103mat perdelele ploii<br \/>\ncu broderia lor de oglindiri de cer.<\/p>\n<p>Fereastra \u00eentunecat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00ee\u0219i m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie jelitul \u00eempietrit.<\/p>\n<p>Timpul \u00ee\u0219i macin\u0103 toate \u00eenfloririle<\/p>\n<p>Iar tu,<br \/>\ntu \u00ee\u021bi aduni<br \/>\nurmele pa\u0219ilor \u00een poal\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tablou de nisip<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>V\u00e2ntul \u00eemi leag\u0103n\u0103 dorin\u021ba<br \/>\nprins\u0103 \u00een dantela dep\u0103rt\u0103rii<br \/>\npe drumul care nu-\u021bi cunoa\u0219te pa\u0219ii<br \/>\n\u00een timp ce soarele \u00eemi m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie<br \/>\nresemnat singur\u0103tatea<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Adrian SF\u00c2RLEA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>MOTTO:<br \/>\n(&#8230;) Toate trec, ca floarea spulberat\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\nESENIN<\/p>\n<p><strong>NEROSTIT ADEV\u0102R<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(&#8230; Mi te voi ad\u0103uga unei simplit\u0103\u021bi sub\u021biate<br \/>\nde-at\u00e2ta zbor contorsionat spre departe,<br \/>\nvoi \u021bine minte \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rile cu pl\u00e2ns uscat pe ele<br \/>\n\u0219i-un sur\u00e2s \u00eencifrat pe-o fil\u0103 de carte \u2013<br \/>\nVom umbla-n salopete murdare de pulberi<br \/>\nde la construc\u021biile \u0219ubrezite de aspre r\u0103bd\u0103ri,<br \/>\n\u00eentre cuvintele nespuse vor r\u0103t\u0103ci fiare fl\u0103m\u00e2nde<br \/>\n\u0219i vom schi\u021ba \u00een al\u021bii atemporale nep\u0103s\u0103ri \u2013<br \/>\nSe vor \u00eenmuia sunetele \u00een g\u00e2tlejul privighetorii<br \/>\npentru ca numai noi s\u0103 le-auzim \u00een miez de noapte,<br \/>\nne vor a\u0219tepta zorii p\u00e2n\u0103 ce-or s\u0103 se usuce<br \/>\nca un punct cardinal refugiat \u00een \u0219oapte &#8211;<br \/>\nPere\u021bii mi-s plini de poeme desfigurate,<br \/>\nstraturi- straturi s-au al\u0103turat, acum zg\u00e2rii tiptil<br \/>\nceea ce nu-\u021bi voi putea spune cu niciun chip<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd pieptu-mi va s\u0103lta, parc\u0103 umplut cu trotil \u2013<br \/>\n&#8230; C\u00e2t timp a curs prin nev\u0103zutul acela crud \u0219i la\u0219<br \/>\nce scutur\u0103 merii de viermi r\u0103ma\u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 m\u0103r,<br \/>\nfiindc\u0103 o var\u0103 pustie cre\u0219te peste ora\u0219<br \/>\n\u0219i mi s-a aburit telefonul de at\u00e2ta nerostit adev\u0103r&#8230;)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>SALTUL<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(&#8230; M\u0103 tot mut de pe un picior pe altul<br \/>\n\u0219i m\u0103 tot ridic pe v\u00e2rfuri, poate-am s\u0103 v\u0103d<br \/>\ncum \u0219i tu faci la fel, avem mun\u021bi \u0219i codri \u00eentre noi,<br \/>\ndac\u0103 n-am proceda a\u0219a, poate ar fi pr\u0103p\u0103d \u2013<br \/>\nMi s-a fr\u0103gezit auzul de parc\u0103 mi-am \u00eendesat<br \/>\n\u00een urechi carne crud\u0103, \u00eengrozit m\u0103 simt ca mielul<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 nemirosind a cu\u021bit prost ascu\u021bit,<br \/>\nsunt apelat, n-am ton \u0219i mi se \u00eente\u021be\u0219te zelul \u2013<br \/>\nTotul \u00eemi pare mai scund \u0219i cerul se-njose\u0219te<br \/>\nspre p\u0103s\u0103ri de prad\u0103 ce-nghit fulgere fisurate,<br \/>\ndau s\u0103 traversez o strad\u0103 ce-mi pare scufundat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00een propriii pa\u0219i cu- atingeri compulsiv<br \/>\ninversate \u2013<br \/>\n&#8230; Se vede o arip\u0103, oare-i de avion, sau de<br \/>\npas\u0103re c\u0103l\u0103toare ?<br \/>\n\u00cemi e c\u0103- mi voi uita locul unde m\u0103 mut de pe<br \/>\nun picior pe altul<br \/>\n\u0219i c\u0103 norii cu smog vor \u00eenc\u00e2lci departele cu<br \/>\naproapele,<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u00e2t m\u0103 tot ridic pe v\u00e2rfuri, gata-gata s\u0103 fac<br \/>\nsaltul&#8230;)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Natalia MICALONA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Chemare<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Te caut \u00een ad\u00e2ncul meu<br \/>\nde sur\u00e2s copil\u0103resc,<br \/>\n\u00een g\u00e2ndul ce nu s-a petrecut \u00eenc\u0103,<br \/>\nte simt cum luminezi t\u0103cerea<br \/>\n\u0219i vocea pl\u00e2nsului meu.<br \/>\n\u0218tiu c\u0103 suntem \u00eempreun\u0103<br \/>\ndintotdeauna,<br \/>\nte chem \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103<br \/>\nprin sufletul meu, s\u0103 fim comple\u021bi<br \/>\n\u00een esen\u021ba iubirii ce o caut\u0103<br \/>\nnoaptea \u0219i zeii cere\u0219ti.<br \/>\nM-am pierdut \u0219i m\u0103 pierd<br \/>\n\u00een gustul amar de pe buze<br \/>\n\u0219i din stomac&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00ce\u021bi scriu, sunt pentru tine<br \/>\nvechiul somn de fericire,<br \/>\niluzia \u00eemplinit\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i timpul ce ne-a mai r\u0103mas.<br \/>\nCaut\u0103-m\u0103 \u00een tine<br \/>\nca s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti pe mine.<br \/>\niar eu te caut \u00een mine<br \/>\nca s\u0103 te simt pe tine,<br \/>\ndin nou \u00eempreun\u0103 suntem.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Amintiri<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00cen inima mea<br \/>\nne-am cunoscut de la distan\u021b\u0103,<br \/>\nfugar de vise,<br \/>\nacoperit\u0103 \u00een triste\u021bi<br \/>\ncu tine de m\u00e2n\u0103 am iubit<br \/>\ncea\u021ba ce s-a transformat \u00een nori.<br \/>\nTe str\u00e2ng \u00een bra\u021be,<br \/>\nte simt \u00een piept, pe mine<br \/>\n\u0219i te mai privesc o dat\u0103,<br \/>\nte v\u0103d, dar m\u0103 simt \u00een tine.<br \/>\nParc\u0103 singur\u0103,<br \/>\nat\u00e2t de pur e Dumnezeu<br \/>\ndin noi nu mai \u00een\u021beleg nimic!<br \/>\nEu caut acel altceva<br \/>\n\u0219i m\u0103 g\u0103sesc pe mine<br \/>\nla bra\u021b \u00een inim\u0103 cu tine!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dana BANU<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-1\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10619 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"240\" height=\"240\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu.jpg 240w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu-150x150.jpg 150w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 240px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 240\/240;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10619\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"240\" height=\"240\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu.jpg 240w, https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/dana-banu-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Schi\u021be din volumul \u00een preg\u0103tire \u201e<em>Cartea cu<br \/>\nferestre<\/em>\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>Culori\/Ro\u0219u<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Rodia se desface purpurie.<br \/>\nOlga Ivinskaya \u0219i Pasternak. Milena \u0219i<br \/>\nKafka. Jeanne Duval \u0219i Baudelaire.<br \/>\nAlma Mahler \u0219i Mahler \u0219i Kokoska. Callas \u0219i<br \/>\nOnassis. Maria T\u0103nase \u0219i Br\u00e2ncu\u0219i.<br \/>\nAstor Piazzola- Libertango.<br \/>\nSiluete \u00een cea\u021b\u0103 se \u00eentorc spre cititor \u0219i \u00eel<br \/>\nprivesc fix. Tr\u0103s\u0103turile chipurilor le devin<br \/>\nclare. Ca la teatru c\u00e2nd, dup\u0103 momentul de<br \/>\nt\u0103cere \u0219i purpur\u0103 al cortinei, apare scena<br \/>\nluminat\u0103 puternic.<br \/>\nPe l\u00e2ng\u0103 Place Pigalle, \u00eenainte s\u0103 \u00eencepi s\u0103 urci<br \/>\nMontmartre, Muzeul erotismului. Erotismul \u00een<br \/>\nfunc\u021bie de \u021b\u0103ri, zone, continente.<br \/>\nCe au \u00een comun toate acestea? Ro\u0219ul.<br \/>\nDai cu pumnul \u00een oglinda zilei. Spargi<br \/>\nfereastra. Toat\u0103 mizeria lumii pe care \u00eencerci<br \/>\ns\u0103 o evi\u021bi dar e peste tot. Tentaculele ei gata s\u0103<br \/>\nte cuprind\u0103. Priviri invidioase. B\u00e2rfe halucinante.<br \/>\nDiscursuri publice mincinoase.<br \/>\nContinua supraveghere a Svejk-ilor. S\u0103r\u0103cia<br \/>\nexplod\u00e2nd \u00een arteziene uria\u0219e prin cartierele<br \/>\nm\u0103rgina\u0219e. Nedrept\u0103\u021bile mici at\u00e2t de multe<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u00e2t toate la un loc creeaz\u0103 o singur\u0103<br \/>\nnedreptate uria\u0219\u0103. \u00cenalt\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la cer.<br \/>\nCe au toate acestea \u00een comun? Ro\u0219ul.<br \/>\nViscolul se aude de afar\u0103 r\u0103scolind siberian<br \/>\nz\u0103pezile. Singuri \u00een casa mic\u0103 de la marginea<br \/>\nOmskului. \u00cen plin\u0103 p\u0103dure. Cu ani \u00een urm\u0103<br \/>\ntat\u0103l lui Onisim \u0219i Nastya au locuit aici obliga\u021bi<br \/>\nde istorie. \u0218i au supravie\u021buit. E cald \u00een cas\u0103.<br \/>\nAbajurul l\u0103mpii deseneaz\u0103 umbre domestice<br \/>\npe pere\u021bi. De la televizor se aude un mar\u0219<br \/>\nrusesc. Atemporal. Se poate muri aici foarte<br \/>\nbine. Se poate \u00eens\u0103 iubi via\u021ba mult mai mult.<br \/>\nAici se poate visa despre t\u00e2rziu \u0219i departe cum<br \/>\nscriam \u00een \u201eC\u00e2ntecul samovarelor\u201d. Aici e locul<br \/>\nunde voiam s\u0103 ajung.<br \/>\nCum e locul acesta? Ro\u0219u.<br \/>\nJurnalul meu a \u00eenceput ca un semn de<br \/>\nmul\u021bumire pentru C\u0103l\u0103torul Panait (Istrati).<br \/>\nC\u0103r\u021bile lui mi-au salvat copil\u0103ria \u0219i<br \/>\nadolescen\u021ba. F\u0103r\u0103 de ce am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat din ele<br \/>\nmuream de mult asemenea fratelui meu.<br \/>\nPrietenia poate fi p\u0103tima\u0219\u0103. Nu patima c\u0103rnii<br \/>\ncare te poate duce direct \u0219i repede spre ur\u0103.<br \/>\nUr\u0103 de care dac\u0103 scapi, urmeaz\u0103 o via\u021b\u0103 \u00een doi<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t. Cum se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 cu mine \u0219i<br \/>\nOnisim.<br \/>\nPentru un prieten adev\u0103rat po\u021bi ucide zei \u0219i<br \/>\narunca deoparte prejudec\u0103\u021bi, principii \u0219i<br \/>\ntemeri. Nu a\u0219 muri pentru un prieten dar cu<br \/>\nsiguran\u021b\u0103 a\u0219 tr\u0103i pentru el. Am un singur astfel<br \/>\nde prieten: Grig.<br \/>\nFac parte dintre oamenii ferici\u021bi. Rari cei care<br \/>\nmerg um\u0103r la um\u0103r \u0219i \u00eenfrunt\u0103 ca prieteni via\u021ba<br \/>\nfiindu-\u0219i aproape necondi\u021bionat p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<br \/>\nV\u00e2rtejuri de praf acoper\u0103 oamenii uneori. Se<br \/>\n\u021bes r\u0103zbun\u0103ri. Se \u00eentunec\u0103 lumi. Se cl\u0103de\u0219te cu<br \/>\nur\u0103. Se ridic\u0103 averi. Toate ajung scrum \u0219i<br \/>\ncenu\u0219\u0103. Arse de focul din sufletele oamenilor<br \/>\ncare ur\u0103sc \u0219i caut\u0103 r\u0103zbun\u0103ri abra\u0219e.<br \/>\nCe au \u00een comun toate acestea? Ro\u0219ul.<br \/>\nGr\u0103dina de Trandafiri a Bunicul Ozgur cu<br \/>\nmicul bazin din marmur\u0103.<br \/>\n&#8211; Gul Han\u00e2m, tu e\u0219ti un trandafir ro\u0219u! \u00eemi<br \/>\nspune Ali Zb\u00e2rlitul.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0218tii c\u0103 to\u021bi \u00eemi spun Gul\/Trandafir pentru c\u0103<br \/>\na\u0219a se nume\u0219te firma, nu?<br \/>\nInutil s\u0103 \u00eei explic. Pentru pu\u0219ti sunt un<br \/>\ntrandafir ro\u0219u.<br \/>\nMai avem mere de Amasya \u00een c\u0103mar\u0103. Onisim<br \/>\ntocmai \u00eemi aduce unul. Ro\u0219u.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ali Zb\u00e2rlitul<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ochi s\u00e2mbure de m\u0103slin\u0103 \u0219i un smoc de<br \/>\np\u0103r ridicat mereu \u00een v\u00e2rful capului.<br \/>\nSurtuc din ce \u00een ce mai mic la m\u00e2neci.<br \/>\nTricou g\u0103urit dar curat. Teni\u0219i vechi \u0219i mereu<br \/>\npr\u0103fui\u021bi. Ali Zb\u00e2rlitul.<br \/>\nMereu gata s\u0103 se certe. D\u0103 din m\u00e2ini. Alearg\u0103.<br \/>\nStrig\u0103 \u00een urma oamenilor care \u00eel sup\u0103r\u0103.<br \/>\nL-am cunoscut \u00een trafic. Sp\u0103la parbrizele<br \/>\nma\u0219inilor. Vindea ap\u0103 \u0219i batiste de h\u00e2rtie. Mi-a<br \/>\ntras cu ochiul \u0219i mi-a pl\u0103cut. Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 \u00eei<br \/>\nr\u0103spund dar nu mi-a ie\u0219it dec\u00e2t grimas\u0103<br \/>\nridicol\u0103. Am r\u00e2s \u0219i ne-am \u00eemprieteni pe loc.<br \/>\nI-am spus s\u0103 se urce \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103. L-a intimidat<br \/>\nOnisim, dar c\u00e2nd i-a tras \u0219i el cu ochiul a urcat<br \/>\nimediat.<br \/>\nAm m\u00e2ncat \u00eempreun\u0103 \u0219i ne-a explicat lumea<br \/>\ncartierului. Cel mai bun ghid pe care l-am avut<br \/>\nvreodat\u0103. \u00cemi aduce mereu la firm\u0103<br \/>\ngazoz\/sifon turcesc cu arome. Bem uneori<br \/>\n\u00eempreun\u0103 suc pe bordura parc\u0103rii \u0219i ne juc\u0103m<br \/>\ncu Langie, translatorul meu vocal de buzunar.<br \/>\nAre 2 fra\u021bi mai mici \u0219i o mam\u0103 t\u0103cut\u0103 \u0219i<br \/>\nru\u0219inoas\u0103. Bine c\u0103 \u00eei ai, spun. Chiar c\u0103 da!<br \/>\nspune. E b\u0103rbatul \u00een cas\u0103. Am fost odat\u0103 \u00een<br \/>\nvizit\u0103 la ei la mas\u0103. Casa curat\u0103. Mic\u0103 \u0219i<br \/>\ncolorat\u0103. Bine c\u0103 o ave\u021bi! am spus. Chiar c\u0103<br \/>\nda! mi-a r\u0103spuns.<br \/>\nE mult\u0103 s\u0103r\u0103cie pe strada lor pitit\u0103 \u00een spatele<br \/>\nbulevardelor.<br \/>\nEi sunt una dintre familiile de care avem grij\u0103.<br \/>\nNu din mil\u0103 ci pentru c\u0103 avem mai mult dec\u00e2t<br \/>\nstrictul necesar. Ali ne ajut\u0103 la firm\u0103. Altfel nu<br \/>\nar fi acceptat niciodat\u0103.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd omul e s\u0103rac cu adev\u0103rat onoarea e cel<br \/>\nmai important lucru pe care \u00eel are. Ali e<br \/>\nb\u0103rbatul casei.<br \/>\nOamenii simt la fel ca tine. Nu po\u021bi s\u0103 \u00eei<br \/>\n\u00eempar\u021bi \u00een cei care au bani \u0219i cei care nu au.<br \/>\nUnul care \u00eei detest\u0103 pe cei mai boga\u021bi dec\u00e2t el<br \/>\n\u00eei va detesta \u0219i pe cei mai s\u0103raci.<br \/>\nS\u0103racii din jurul t\u0103u \u00ee\u021bi sunt oglinda. Nu e<br \/>\ndestul s\u0103 dai vina pe stat. Pe guverne. Pe<br \/>\nsistem. Pune m\u00e2na \u0219i ridic\u0103-l pe cel de la<br \/>\np\u0103m\u00e2nt! Nu trece ca un bou nesim\u021bit! Ajut\u0103-l<br \/>\ndar d\u0103-i \u00eent\u00e2i bun\u0103 ziua. Respect\u0103-l. Altfel e\u0219ti<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 un dobitoc egoist ce vrea s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i cumpere<br \/>\nun loc mai bun pe lumea cealalt\u0103 sau \u00een ochii<br \/>\nprostimii.<br \/>\nPrietenia \u0219i respectul nu sunt de v\u00e2nzare. Raiul<br \/>\nnu se cump\u0103r\u0103.<br \/>\nOnisim l-a plimbat pe Ali Zb\u00e2rlitul cu<br \/>\nmotocicleta. De atunci Ali adun\u0103 bani pentru<br \/>\nmotocicleta lui. Spune c\u0103 dac\u0103 pune zilnic<br \/>\nc\u00e2\u021biva kuru\u0219i deoparte, peste 10 ani c\u00e2nd va<br \/>\n\u00eemplini 20 \u00ee\u0219i va putea cump\u0103ra \u0219i el una.<br \/>\nB\u0103ie\u021bii \u00eel mai plimb\u0103 \u0219i ei cu motoarele c\u00e2nd<br \/>\nnu sunt \u00een curs\u0103. Ali spune atunci c\u0103 e st\u0103p\u00e2nul<br \/>\nlumii. Prive\u0219te-m\u0103, Istanbuuul, sunt st\u0103p\u00e2nul<br \/>\nluuumiiiii! strig\u0103 el. \u0218i chiar e. Lumea e<br \/>\nasemenea lui. Cu tricoul g\u0103urit. P\u0103pucii<br \/>\npr\u0103fui\u021bi de drumuri multe \u0219i mo\u021bul de p\u0103r<br \/>\nv\u00e2lvoi \u00een cre\u0219tetul capului. Muncind enorm \u0219i<br \/>\nc\u00e2\u0219tig\u00e2nd pu\u021bin.<br \/>\nM-a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2rguiesc c\u00e2nd cump\u0103r din<br \/>\npia\u021b\u0103 pentru c\u0103 e politicos fa\u021b\u0103 de v\u00e2nz\u0103tori.<br \/>\nVine zilnic s\u0103 m\u0103 vad\u0103 \u0219i \u00eemi aduce c\u00e2te ceva.<br \/>\nSuc, batiste, brichet\u0103, ap\u0103. Juc\u0103rii de ma\u0219in\u0103.<br \/>\nFlori de plastic. Nu pentru c\u0103 se simte dator.<br \/>\nOh, cunosc st\u00e2njeneala omului care face daruri<br \/>\ncu sila doar pentru c\u0103 are nevoie de tine. Se<br \/>\nsimte inferior. St\u00e2njeneala aceea e un zid \u00eentre<br \/>\noameni. \u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu ai \u0219tiut s\u0103 oferi sau<br \/>\nomul nu \u0219tie s\u0103 primeasc\u0103. Cei care nu \u0219tiu s\u0103<br \/>\nprimeasc\u0103 sunt \u0219i cei care nu ofer\u0103 niciodat\u0103.<br \/>\nBie\u021bi mizantropi.<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd cre\u0219te zidul st\u00e2njenelii \u00eentre oameni<br \/>\ndispare orice posibil\u0103 prietenie. R\u0103m\u00e2n doar<br \/>\ndiferen\u021bele.<br \/>\nAli Zb\u00e2rlitul e prietenul meu. Am aruncat<br \/>\npietricele \u00een Bosfor \u00eempreun\u0103. Bem gazoz pe<br \/>\nbordur\u0103. \u00cei fac galerie c\u00e2nd joac\u0103 fotbal cu<br \/>\nb\u0103ie\u021bii \u00een parcare. \u00cel ap\u0103r de papucul m\u0103tu\u0219ii<br \/>\nOiku dac\u0103 fur\u0103 pog\u0103cele sau bag\u0103 degetul prin<br \/>\nbudincile ei cu lapte. \u00cemi arat\u0103 cartierul \u0219i m\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eenva\u021b\u0103 lumea lui. M\u0103 a\u0219teapt\u0103 la poart\u0103 uneori.<br \/>\nE Prietenul nostru al tuturor. El ne ajut\u0103. Noi \u00eel<br \/>\najut\u0103m. Nu cere poman\u0103. Noi nu d\u0103m poman\u0103.<br \/>\n\u00cemp\u0103r\u021bim cu el pentru c\u0103 avem mai mult dec\u00e2t<br \/>\nstrictul necesar.<br \/>\nEeeei, nu a\u021bi mai venit de mult acas\u0103, Gul<br \/>\nHan\u00e2m! V-am a\u0219teptat mult! A\u0219a mi-a spus \u00een<br \/>\ndiminea\u021ba asta Ali Zb\u00e2rlitul, prietenul meu.<br \/>\nAcas\u0103. Eu sunt de acas\u0103 de la el. Am reu\u0219it.<br \/>\nIstanbulul m-a primit \u00een cele din urm\u0103. Ali<br \/>\nZb\u00e2rlitul e vocea lui.<br \/>\nPlou\u0103 m\u0103runt. Am b\u0103ut gazoz de struguri \u0219i ni<br \/>\ns-au f\u0103cut violete limbile. Ne-am uitat pe geam<br \/>\nla b\u0103ie\u021bii ce \u00eencarc\u0103 tiruri. Ne-am uitat la<br \/>\ncostumule noastre de protec\u021bie extraterestre.<br \/>\nAm r\u00e2s. S\u0103r\u0103cie. Covid. Carantin\u0103. Toate au<br \/>\nr\u0103mas \u00een urm\u0103. Gul Han\u00e2m \u0219i Ali Zb\u00e2rlitul.<br \/>\nCe bine c\u0103 suntem prieteni, Ali! spun. Chiar c\u0103<br \/>\nda! Spune.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ioana T\u0102T\u0102RU\u0218ANU<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/ioana-tatarusanu-e1599812625116.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-image-2\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10620 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/ioana-tatarusanu-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 300px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 300\/300;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10620\" src=\"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/ioana-tatarusanu-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/p>\n<p>N\u0103scut\u0103 \u00een 2001, locuie\u0219te \u00een Ia\u0219i, studiaz\u0103 la<br \/>\nFacultate de Litere, Universitatea Bucure\u0219ti,<br \/>\nmembru \u00een Redac\u021bia Alecart. A c\u00e2\u0219tigat anul<br \/>\nacesta locul \u00eent\u00e2i la proz\u0103 la concursul<br \/>\norganizat de Re\u021beaua Literar\u0103 \u0219i PEN<br \/>\nRom\u00e2nia.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hrana<\/strong><br \/>\n(<em>fragment<\/em>)<\/p>\n<p>Ai ie\u0219it. Mama ta a fugit de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine,<br \/>\nrecuper\u00e2ndu-\u0219i puterile u\u0219or. \u0218i-a l\u0103sat<br \/>\ncapul s\u0103 cad\u0103 \u00eentre \u0219an\u021burile ude ale<br \/>\npernei, cu fruntea movulie, cu bobi\u021bele de<br \/>\ntranspira\u021bie rece alunec\u00e2nd f\u0103r\u0103 greutate pe<br \/>\nlinia g\u00e2tului, pe s\u00e2ni, pe bra\u021be, p\u00e2n\u0103 spre<br \/>\nv\u00e2rfurile unghiilor, ca o m\u00e2n\u0103 scoas\u0103 dintr-un<br \/>\nlighean, izbind puternic aerul \u0219i \u00eempro\u0219c\u00e2nd<br \/>\npere\u021bii. Dintr-o singur\u0103 zv\u00e2cnire, mama ta \u0219i-a<br \/>\napropiat picioarele \u0219i te-a privit \u00een bra\u021bele<br \/>\nVeronic\u0103i ca printr-o fereastr\u0103 nelustruit\u0103, ca<br \/>\nprintr-un ochi gelatinos care tremura \u00een retina<br \/>\nei. Femeia din care ie\u0219ise\u0219i f\u00e2lf\u00e2i cu putere din<br \/>\nm\u00e2ini \u0219i p\u0103r\u0103si \u00eenc\u0103perea, iar eu m\u0103 uitam deja<br \/>\nspre ea ca spre un corp vehicul care-\u0219i deta\u0219ase<br \/>\nremorca, purt\u00e2nd aten\u021bion\u0103rile luminoase,<br \/>\nfosforescente ale transportului de m\u0103rfuri<br \/>\nfragile, av\u00e2nd pe umeri \u00een loc de cap un girofar<br \/>\npestri\u021b pe care nu se disting culorile, peticit ca<br \/>\no fa\u021b\u0103 trist\u0103 de pirat. Te zbenguiai \u00eentre m\u00e2inile<br \/>\nVeronic\u0103i ca \u00eentr-un leag\u0103n de carne \u0219i \u00een<br \/>\nobrajii t\u0103i se mai vedeau \u00eenc\u0103, afundate ca<br \/>\ndup\u0103 un somn lini\u0219titor, cutele p\u00e2ntecului,<br \/>\nro\u0219ea\u021ba v\u00e2n\u0103t\u0103 a p\u0103turii de piele. Pleosc\u0103iai ca<br \/>\nun bot umed de pe\u0219te \u00eentr-o chiuvet\u0103 seac\u0103 \u00een<br \/>\ntimp ce mama ta a p\u0103r\u0103sit ca o pas\u0103re mare \u0219i<br \/>\nalb\u0103 ridic\u00e2ndu-se de pe st\u00e2lpul de telegraf,<br \/>\nsalonul. \u00cen urma ei, cear\u0219afurile s-au mi\u0219cat o<br \/>\nvreme, aerisite de r\u0103coarea dimine\u021bii, l\u00e2ng\u0103<br \/>\nferestre \u0219i ramurile stejarului din curte. \u00cen<br \/>\ncamer\u0103, Veronica se rotea cu tine \u00een bra\u021be,<br \/>\nneostenit\u0103 \u0219i palid\u0103, ocolind truse chirurgicale,<br \/>\nc\u00e2ntarul pentru nou n\u0103scu\u021bi, cordonul t\u0103u<br \/>\nombilical din care, privind aplecat, aburii se<br \/>\nt\u00e2r\u0219\u00e2iau, mole\u0219i\u021bi, sub\u021biri, spre capul patului.<br \/>\nLegase\u0219i printre ele v\u00e2rsta de corp, pl\u00e2nsetul<br \/>\nt\u0103u cre\u0219tea \u00eentr-un c\u00e2ntec gregorian, capul \u00ee\u021bi<br \/>\ntremura ca un ou \u00een bulbucii ibricului la fiert,<br \/>\n\u0219erpuiai \u00eentre pliurile \u00eenflorate ale bluzei<br \/>\nVeronic\u0103i, picioarele tale zv\u00e2cneau din pelinc\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i reveneau f\u00e2\u0219ne\u021be \u00eenapoi, balans\u00e2ndu-se scurt<br \/>\n\u0219i energic. Al\u0103turi, pe un ochi de aragaz<br \/>\nelectric, moa\u0219a l\u0103sase \u00eentr-o oal\u0103 ad\u00e2nc\u0103 la<br \/>\nfiert un m\u0103nunchi de haine, dup\u0103 \u00eendelungile \u0219i<br \/>\nsingurele rug\u0103min\u021bi ale mamei tale, c\u00e2nd tu<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 mo\u0219mondeai \u00een\u0103untrul ei. <em>S\u0103-i fierbe\u021bi<br \/>\nhainele!<\/em> A\u0219a clocoteau acum faldurile<br \/>\nrochi\u021belor ca de p\u0103pu\u0219\u0103, \u00eembulinate \u0219i ro\u0219ii, din<br \/>\nbumbac galben \u0219i p\u00e2nz\u0103 sub\u021bire, \u00eentre pere\u021bii<br \/>\no\u021beli\u021bi ai oalei ad\u00e2nci. \u00cen g\u0103oacea m\u00e2inilor<br \/>\nbunicii \u021bi-ai sprijinit pe r\u00e2nd genunchii, c\u00e2t<br \/>\nv\u00e2rfurile lucioase a dou\u0103 pere sub\u021biri, mo\u021b\u0103ind<br \/>\ndin tot restul trupului. Bulbucii clocotitori<br \/>\nmiroseau a cur\u0103\u021benia searb\u0103d\u0103 de \u00eenceput de<br \/>\nvia\u021b\u0103, \u0219erpuiau p\u00e2n\u0103 sub n\u0103rile tale arcuite ca<br \/>\nni\u0219te r\u00e2me aerate \u0219i pitice, str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd<br \/>\nconsisten\u021ba de alcool spitalicesc a aerului cu<br \/>\nviteza cu care o pic\u0103tur\u0103 de sudoare se prelinge<br \/>\npe o t\u00e2mpl\u0103. Aerul fierbea cu ferestrele<br \/>\ndeschise, ap\u0103s\u0103tor, \u00eenv\u0103lm\u0103\u0219indu-se cu<br \/>\ng\u00e2nguritul t\u0103u, ochelarii Veronic\u0103i alunecau pe<br \/>\nnasul ca un derdelu\u0219 de piele umed\u0103 \u0219i cald\u0103.<br \/>\n\u00ce\u021bi deschideai cu greutate ochii, ferindu-te de<br \/>\nlumina vaporoas\u0103 care p\u0103trundea camera oblic,<br \/>\nlipindu-se de albea\u021ba str\u0103in\u0103 a mobilelor din<br \/>\nsalon. \u00cemi amintesc de toate mi\u0219c\u0103rile tale, de<br \/>\ntoate detaliile camerei, de felul \u00een care pielea<br \/>\nta se obi\u0219nuia cu atingerea, de ochii sticlo\u0219i<br \/>\ncare se deschideau numai foarte rar \u0219i atunci<br \/>\nvioiciunea lor m\u0103 r\u0103punea ca pe o buruian\u0103,<br \/>\nfrumuse\u021bea vie\u021bii tale m\u0103 sec\u0103tuia \u0219i m\u0103<br \/>\ndezn\u0103d\u0103jduia. M\u0103 sim\u021beam, privindu-te pe<br \/>\nbra\u021bul mamei mele, ademenit, v\u00e2ndut, doar<br \/>\nascult\u00e2ndu-te \u0219i rotindu-mi ochii \u00een tine<br \/>\nsticleam eu \u0219i nu numai eu, r\u0103s\u0103rea \u0219i mama ta,<br \/>\npe care am v\u0103zut-o ridic\u00e2ndu-\u0219i bra\u021bele \u0219i<br \/>\npicioarele ca o pas\u0103re marin\u0103 \u0219i i-am v\u0103zut<br \/>\ndegetele \u0219i unghia de la cel mai lung deget<br \/>\nplec\u00e2nd ultimul de pe clan\u021ba u\u0219ii, am aiurat cu<br \/>\ntine p\u00e2n\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i \u021bi-am vorbit despre<br \/>\nplecarea femeii str\u0103ine, femeii purt\u0103toare,<br \/>\nfemeii mam\u0103. \u0218i tu din bra\u021bele Veronic\u0103i<br \/>\namu\u0219inai aerul \u0219i bra\u021bul l\u0103ptos al bunicii ca pe<br \/>\no raz\u0103 c\u0103rnoas\u0103 de lumin\u0103 pe care n-o<br \/>\n\u00eenduplecai s\u0103 te redea cear\u0219afurilor nici dup\u0103<br \/>\nore lungi. Eram, a\u0219ezat doar \u00eentr-o r\u00e2n\u0103 pe<br \/>\nmarginea patului, o camer\u0103 mobil\u0103, solidificat\u0103<br \/>\nla primul t\u0103u \u021bip\u0103t, respir\u00e2nd aerul respirat de<br \/>\ntine, b\u0103t\u00e2nd din inim\u0103 cu pumnul mic al inimii<br \/>\ntale, \u00eentinz\u00e2ndu-mi membrele odat\u0103 cu tine,<br \/>\nabsorbind praful din lucruri, aspir\u00e2nd microbii<br \/>\ndin ou\u0103, a\u0219ez\u00e2nd icoane pe pere\u021bi, ridic\u00e2ndu-i<br \/>\nVeronic\u0103i ochelarii pe nas cu degetul mic,<br \/>\napropiindu-mi m\u00e2na de fa\u021ba ta ca de o flac\u0103r\u0103<br \/>\nizbit\u0103 \u00een plin de v\u00e2nt, ca de o crest\u0103tur\u0103 \u00een<br \/>\ndreptul inimii.<br \/>\n\u00cen jurul meu se \u00eentindea o paji\u0219te<br \/>\nimens\u0103, c\u00e2mpia ta\u021bilor de pretutindeni avea<br \/>\ngarduri l\u0103ptoase cu grilaje pitice ale c\u0103ror<br \/>\nv\u00e2rfuri ascu\u021bite \u00eempungeau aerul form\u00e2nd o<br \/>\ncreast\u0103 \u00eenalt\u0103, metalic\u0103. Pe jos, \u00eempingeam<br \/>\nal\u0103turi de to\u021bi ta\u021bii un rulou imens de vat\u0103, pe<br \/>\ncare-l desf\u0103\u0219uram cu mari sfor\u021b\u0103ri pe toat\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eentinderea c\u00e2mpiei, av\u00e2nd grij\u0103 ca nicio fisur\u0103<br \/>\na gardului s\u0103 nu r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 neacoperit\u0103 de<br \/>\nconsisten\u021ba alb\u0103 pe care o rostogoleam.<br \/>\nDegetele noastre pip\u0103iau apoi \u00een direc\u021bii<br \/>\nhaotice, p\u00e2ndind pericole inexistente. Mi-am<br \/>\npetrecut a\u0219a orele acelea din spital \u0219i ani \u00een \u0219ir<br \/>\napoi, scutur\u00e2nd lumea din jurul t\u0103u ca pe o<br \/>\nhain\u0103, croindu-i pliurile din jurul feselor tale,<br \/>\ndin jurul \u00eencheieturilor \u0219i g\u00e2tului t\u0103u ca pe<br \/>\nni\u0219te f\u00e2\u0219ii ordonate dup\u0103 m\u0103rimea ta, dup\u0103<br \/>\nstructura epidermei tale moi, lucioase. \u00ce\u021bi<br \/>\niubeam pielea. Construc\u021bia ei din romburi<br \/>\nmici, diagonale \u00eentrep\u0103trunse care mi se ar\u0103tau<br \/>\ndoar c\u00e2nd ochii mi se apropiau scrut\u0103tori de<br \/>\ndup\u0103 ochelari, lipindu-se cu umezeala lor<br \/>\nlacrimal\u0103 de suprafa\u021ba pielii tale. Visam deja<br \/>\ncum \u021bi-a\u0219 fi mirosit centimetrii ca pe florile<br \/>\nc\u00e2mpului de vat\u0103 al ta\u021bilor, de unde deasupra<br \/>\ntimpului \u0219i a r\u0103bd\u0103rii r\u0103s\u0103riser\u0103 primele roade.<br \/>\nApa fierbea cu hainele tale \u00eenc\u0103 nepurtate<br \/>\nl\u00e2ng\u0103 capul meu, apa mirosea a tine, aburii<br \/>\nmiroseau a tine \u0219i pelinca ta. Uneori erai at\u00e2t<br \/>\nde lini\u0219tit\u0103, deschideai ochii c\u00e2t \u021bi-a\u0219 fi<br \/>\nstrecurat \u00eentre pleoape un fir de a\u021b\u0103 \u0219i atunci mi<br \/>\nse f\u0103cea o fric\u0103 groaznic\u0103, m\u0103 furnica din<br \/>\ncre\u0219tetul capului p\u00e2n\u0103 departe de mine \u0219i,<br \/>\nie\u0219ind pe fereastr\u0103, spaima mea ocolea stejarii<br \/>\nfrunzo\u0219i, arbu\u0219tii pitici care \u00eemprejmuiau<br \/>\ngardul spitalului \u0219i frem\u0103tau \u00een jurul urechilor<br \/>\nmamelor care-\u0219i tr\u0103geau r\u0103suflarea pe b\u0103ncile<br \/>\ndin curte. Le priveam \u00een timp ce tu scheunai<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 difuz \u0219i m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam, femeia aceea unde<br \/>\ne, pe unde \u00ee\u0219i t\u00e2r\u0219\u00e2ie\u0219te c\u0103ma\u0219a de noapte. M\u0103<br \/>\ng\u00e2ndeam la picioarele ei moi \u0219i sub\u021biri f\u0103r\u0103 s-o<br \/>\ndu\u0219m\u0103nesc pentru c\u0103 nu o cuno\u0219team, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103<br \/>\nst\u0103rui asupra degetului ei cel lung \u00een dosul u\u0219ii,<br \/>\ndesprinz\u00e2ndu-se ultimul de pe catul alb \u0219i<br \/>\nsf\u0103r\u00e2micios de la vopseaua veche. Femeia<br \/>\naceea se purta ca un aparat f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-\u0219i treaba \u0219i<br \/>\ndeclan\u0219\u00e2nd reac\u021biile unui \u00eentrerup\u0103tor din<br \/>\nmine, care nu \u00eei repera fiin\u021ba \u0219i, deci, nu-i<br \/>\nputea judeca plecarea. \u00cen mintea mea,<br \/>\ndintotdeauna f\u0103cusem loc bl\u00e2nde\u021bii. \u00cen fa\u021ba<br \/>\nranchiunei \u0219i a vijeliei, mai departe de<br \/>\ncr\u00e2ngurile mici de ur\u0103 \u00een care animalele se<br \/>\nascundeau pe dup\u0103 ierburi \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i f\u0103ceau culcu\u0219<br \/>\n\u00eentre obsesiile mele r\u0103d\u0103cinoase, g\u0103sisem un<br \/>\ncerc \u00eemp\u00e2nzit de lumin\u0103 \u00een mijlocul c\u0103ruia m\u0103<br \/>\nrefugiam \u0219i \u021bineam animalele la distan\u021b\u0103. Le<br \/>\n\u0219fichiuiam spin\u0103rile, le altoiam labele \u0219i<br \/>\nnasurile c\u00e2nd se av\u00e2ntau necuviincios spre<br \/>\nlumina mea. Uneori nu pot tr\u0103i f\u0103r\u0103 ea. Alteori<br \/>\nm\u0103 g\u0103sesc \u00een mijlocul ei cald ca dintr-un vis \u00een<br \/>\ncare m-am luptat s\u0103 recunosc realitatea. M\u0103<br \/>\ntrezeam \u00een mijlocul cercului, pe spate, aterizat\u0103<br \/>\ndintr-un lunecu\u0219 periculos, \u00eentotdeauna la<br \/>\np\u00e2nd\u0103. \u00cemi mijeam atunci ochii ca tine, \u00eenc\u00e2t<br \/>\n\u00eentre pleoapele mele ar fi \u00eenc\u0103put abia un fir<br \/>\nt\u00e2n\u0103r de salcie, dar pentru mine nimeni nu se<br \/>\nsperia, nimeni nu apuca bl\u00e2nde\u021bea de mijlocul<br \/>\nei frigid, s-o \u00eenv\u00e2rt\u0103, s-o r\u0103stoarne, s-o trag\u0103 la<br \/>\nr\u0103spundere, s-o ponegreasc\u0103 sau m\u0103car s-o<br \/>\nnelini\u0219teasc\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Adrian SIMEANU<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Cartea zilelor noastre<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Muzicantu` povesta\u0219<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00cen acte, Cre\u021bu R\u0103ducan. Br\u0103ila, 1<br \/>\ndecembrie, 1931. Pe afi\u0219e, Johnny R\u0103ducanu.<br \/>\nPianist, contrabasist. Compozitor, orchestrator.<br \/>\nOm de jazz p\u00e2n\u0103-n m\u0103duva oaselor.<br \/>\nRecunoscut ca atare chiar peste ocean. Finc\u0103<br \/>\ngenul a slujit vrednic \u0219i neobosit. Copios l-a<br \/>\nprop\u0103\u0219it, prin el \u021bara \u0219i-a f\u0103lit&#8230;<br \/>\nCui vrea s\u0103-l cunoasc\u0103 mai bine, \u00eei<br \/>\nrecomand s\u0103 citeasc\u0103 neap\u0103rat ,,Singur\u0103tatea&#8230;<br \/>\nmeseria mea\u201d. O carte* din primul an de<br \/>\nmileniu. Lucrat\u0103 echilibrat \u0219i u\u0219or de lecturat.<br \/>\nPlin\u0103 de-nt\u00e2mpl\u0103ri, tablouri, judec\u0103\u021bi inerente<br \/>\n\u0219i adev\u0103ruri. Scris\u0103 fluent, curat, colorat. Cu<br \/>\nsinceritate, verv\u0103 \u0219i claritate. M\u0103rturisire<br \/>\npovestire despre el \u0219i existen\u021ba-i deloc<br \/>\nanodin\u0103. Deopotriv\u0103 m\u0103rturie senin\u0103 despre<br \/>\nlocuri \u0219i oameni, obiceiuri \u0219i moduri de trai<br \/>\n\u00eentr-un veac cu fr\u0103m\u00e2nt\u0103rile sale enorme.<br \/>\n\u00cendeosebi pledoarie, cu modestie, despre<br \/>\nmuzic\u0103 \u0219i pruncul ei numit jazz&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00cen ce ne-a l\u0103sat pe foaie, R\u0103ducan s-a<br \/>\nspovedit. A vorbit \u0219i-a izbutit s\u0103 nu-l fac\u0103,<br \/>\nastfel, uitat pe ,,Giohny de R\u0103ducanu\u201d, din<br \/>\nneam de Petrea Cre\u021bu Solcanu. ,,Boier din<br \/>\nstirpea de mahon a Br\u0103ilei\u201d. Nu numai artist<br \/>\nvestit, ci \u0219i condei iscusit, de Istrati amintind.<br \/>\nCu nesa\u021b eu l-am citit, da` sunt un pic nec\u0103jit<br \/>\nc\u0103 textu` mic mi-a ie\u0219it pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ce-a povestit<br \/>\n\u0219i-a dest\u0103inuit bogat, inedit, pasionat. Precum<br \/>\na fost \u00eenzestrat \u0219i din plin a demonstrat prin<br \/>\nceea ce a creat \u0219i \u00een urm\u0103 a l\u0103sat. Are dreptate<br \/>\nFlorian Lungu spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 Johnny tr\u0103ie\u0219te \u00een<br \/>\nnoi \u0219i dup\u0103 moartea ce l-a r\u0103pit p\u0103gubos. Acu`<br \/>\nceva timp, chiar \u00eentr-o zi de R\u0103pciune&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>*<strong>Johnny R\u0103ducanu<\/strong>, <em>Singur\u0103tatea&#8230; meseria<br \/>\nmea<\/em>, Ed. RHP&amp;P, 2001<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Teatrul zilelor noastre<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Iubire \u0219i prejudec\u0103\u021bi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Maitreyi, sexagenar\u0103, rememoreaz\u0103.<br \/>\nPovestea-i de amor, cu Allan, inglezu`.<br \/>\nR\u0103pus\u0103 de familie \u0219i prejudec\u0103\u021bi. Dezv\u0103luit\u0103,<br \/>\npe r\u00e2nd, de cei doi. \u00centru celebritate<br \/>\nnestr\u0103mutat. Dramatizat\u0103 \u0219i regizat\u0103 \u00een zilele<br \/>\nnoastre de Chris Simion-Mercurian. Prilej<br \/>\npentru unii de Eliade s\u0103-\u0219i aminteasc\u0103. Sau,<br \/>\npentru al\u021bii, de filmele alea cu c\u00e2ntec, curat<br \/>\nindiene. Eu unu`, r\u0103mas cu regretu`, din nou,<br \/>\nc\u0103 iubirile pier, nu arar, din cauza celor din<br \/>\njur. Drept e c\u0103, \u00een spe\u021b\u0103, nici junele Allan nu<br \/>\nse v\u0103di ferm. Iar\u0103 Maitreyi a mai \u0219i negat<br \/>\npar\u021bial idila. De\u0219i, p\u00e2n` la urm\u0103, recunoa\u0219te<br \/>\nclar: dragostea nu moare&#8230;<br \/>\nCam asta e piesa, rezum\u00e2nd, desigur. O<br \/>\ndetaliaz\u0103 echilibrat, \u00eenmiresmat Maia<br \/>\nMorgenstern \u0219i Raluca Aprodu. Doru Ana \u0219i<br \/>\nVlad Zamfirescu. Teodora Calagiu, Bogdan<br \/>\nAlbulescu. Raluca Mastalier \u0219i Dan Micu.<br \/>\nCarla Maria Teaha, M\u0103d\u0103lina Doroban\u021bu.<br \/>\nAtent urm\u0103ritu-le-am jocu` fluent, firesc,<br \/>\nadecvat. Slujind \u00eentrutotu` nobilului scop. De<br \/>\na-nf\u0103\u021bi\u0219a \u0219i lumii de azi o trist\u0103 love story de<br \/>\nsecol trecut. Ginga\u0219\u0103 at\u00e2t \u0219i nemuritoare.<br \/>\nSemnificativ\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eendoial\u0103. Ar\u0103t\u00e2nd, la fix,<br \/>\ncum e cu sentimentul \u0103sta etern. Da` \u0219i cu<br \/>\nprejudec\u0103\u021bile ce \u00eei stau \u00een cale, \u00eentotdeauna<br \/>\nnefericit. Nemeritat ucig\u00e2nd-o, \u0219i dureros. \u00cen<br \/>\nnumele unor tradi\u021bii prea aspre. Nefast<br \/>\nizvor\u00e2te din lips\u0103 de \u00een\u021belegere a caracterului<br \/>\ns\u0103u inefabil mereu. Tocmai aici se afl\u0103<br \/>\nmeritu` cert al acestei echipe de teatru, dibace.<br \/>\nEa pun\u00e2nd \u00een valoare binevenit nara\u021biunea<br \/>\nintrat\u0103 peren \u00een literatura de soi. Deopotriv\u0103<br \/>\nireversibil. Recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 pe veci, Maitreyi<br \/>\nDevi, Mircea Eliade pentru spiritu` vostru<br \/>\nnestins&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Elisabeta Bo\u021ban (Spania) Scrisoare aceluia\u0219i poet plagiator Acum nu mai tac, v\u00e2n\u0103tor de suflete naive. Poezia pl\u00e2nge \u00een bra\u021bele tale,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":10522,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,329],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10617"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10617"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10617\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10621,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10617\/revisions\/10621"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10522"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10617"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10617"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10617"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}