{"id":1061,"date":"2015-04-07T08:12:26","date_gmt":"2015-04-07T06:12:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=1061"},"modified":"2015-04-07T08:12:26","modified_gmt":"2015-04-07T06:12:26","slug":"zanganele-xxxi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=1061","title":{"rendered":"Z\u0103ng\u0103nele (XXXI)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"z\u0103ng\u0103nele\"

S\u0103 nu ne mai v\u0103it\u0103m c\u0103 nu putem trimite iscoade c\u0103tre \u00eenceputurile omenirii \u0219i mai ales c\u0103tre cele dace, dar nu numai. Noi nu putem identifica nici ce-a m\u00e2ncat bunicul \u00een ziua de Pa\u0219te \u00een secolul trecut.<\/p>\n

Nu ne place, \u0219tergem, radem de pe creier orice devine inconvenabil, neconform cu propriul statut \u0219i ce este dup\u0103 acest statut gre\u0219it. Istoria scris\u0103 \u0219i cotidianul nep\u0103s\u0103tor stau m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 de c\u00e2nd se \u0219tie omul om, singura m\u0103rturie c\u0103 o persoan\u0103 a existat \u0219i c\u0103 \u00een final a p\u0103r\u0103sit lumea o de\u021bine serviciul, azi, de eviden\u021b\u0103 a popula\u021biei. Sec, precis, nu ca acum c\u00e2teva sute de ani c\u00e2nd ziua de na\u0219tere era o incertitudine; \u00eencifrat, individul este trecut pe lista cu numere de item \u0219i expediat pe u\u0219a din fa\u021b\u0103. Altul la r\u00e2nd. Bun, n\u0103scut, n\u0103scut, dar \u00een rest? \u00cen rest nimic. E\u0219ti c\u0103utat de trimi\u0219ii \u0219colii generale pentru \u00eent\u0103ia sau \u00een actualitate zero-a clas\u0103 \u0219i dac\u0103 aveai noroc s\u0103 te fi n\u0103scut b\u0103iat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een 1985-1980, te mai \u00eentrebau de s\u0103n\u0103tate cei de la Centrul Militar de Recrutare \u0219i at\u00e2t. Cine e\u0219ti, ce faci, pe unde umbli nu te mai \u00eentreba nimeni.<\/p>\n

A\u0219a am ajuns s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg comportamentele ie\u0219ite din comun dar \u0219i pe cele fade, acoperite de anonimat. Primii le adopt\u0103 din dorin\u021ba de-a-\u0219i l\u0103sa amprenta pe o mic\u0103 parte de istorie, chiar dac\u0103 unii sub imperiul pa\u0219ilor calcula\u021bi \u0219i proteja\u021bi \u0219i al\u021bii cu av\u00e2nt orbesc care uneori sperie de moarte, ceilal\u021bi din neputin\u021b\u0103, nep\u0103sare \u0219i pricepere c\u0103 \u0219i cu ei \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 ei istoria se scrie oricum. Privesc cu cea mai mare spaim\u0103 spre ei, spre abandonul \u00eenceput pe la patruzeci de ani \u00eenvelit \u00een m\u00e2ndrie adult\u0103, continuat la cincizeci cu siguran\u021b\u0103 \u0219i prestan\u021b\u0103 \u0219i la peste \u0219aizeci cu g\u00e2rbovire \u0219i \u00een\u021belepciune.<\/p>\n

De aceea sunt observator, ca s\u0103 privesc spre ceilal\u021bi. De la blugi a trecut la costum \u0219i cravat\u0103, pantofii sunt lustrui\u021bi, consoarta a lep\u0103dat \u0219i ea jean\u0219ii \u0219i are acum o pereche de pantaloni bej \u0219i taior de aceea\u0219i culoare, \u0219i-a vopsit p\u0103rul, \u0219i-a pus doi pome\u021bi fal\u0219i de pudr\u0103 ro\u0219ie, a renun\u021bat la ro\u0219ul de buze \u00een favoarea lui vi\u0219iniu putred \u0219i \u00een jurul g\u00e2tului \u0219i-a prins o e\u0219arf\u0103, numai bun\u0103 s\u0103 ascund\u0103 gu\u0219a incipient\u0103 \u0219i c\u00e2teva cute mai pronun\u021bate. Z\u00e2mbetului i-a a\u0219ezat cu solu\u021bie special\u0103 una bucat\u0103 protez\u0103 de por\u021belan.
\nPatruzeci de ani, v\u00e2rsta primei seriozit\u0103\u021bi. Am\u00e2ndoi se cunoscuser\u0103 la discoteca din sat. El ab\u021biguit de o jum\u0103tate de \u021buic\u0103, ea toant\u0103, cu maic\u0103-sa la bal. Am\u00e2ndoi absolven\u021bi medii de opt clase. Co\u021b\u0103i\u021bi, c\u0103s\u0103tori\u021bi, p\u0103rin\u021bi, muncitori. Sf\u0103tuitori de copii proprii \u0219i de al\u021bii asemenea. F\u0103uritori de cas\u0103. Pas \u00eenc\u0103 gr\u0103bit.<\/p>\n

Cincizeci de ani, anii gloriei vie\u021bii. Prima p\u0103l\u0103rie, burt\u0103 scoas\u0103 la vedere, floare de socru \u00een piept. Prima rochie, primele ,,sarmale” prinse-n p\u0103r, toc de pantof negru cobor\u00e2t la maxim cinci centimetri, anvergur\u0103 de bazin considerabil\u0103, ruj maro. Ambii \u00eemplini\u021bi. Pas ap\u0103sat, privire semea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u0218aizeci de ani. Via\u021ba merge \u00eenainte. Pentru al\u021bii. La ei a r\u0103mas \u00eencremenit\u0103. Copiii sunt la casele lor, nepo\u021bii la \u0219coal\u0103. Muierea \u00eenc\u0103 mai treb\u0103luie\u0219te prin b\u0103t\u0103tur\u0103, mai pune de m\u00e2ncare, mai pune o ceap\u0103 \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt. Mo\u0219ul e pasiv. Se a\u0219eaz\u0103 \u00eentr-un loc \u0219i prive\u0219te a mia oar\u0103 mul\u021bumit de ce vede \u0219i-\u0219i spune: eu am f\u0103cut, s\u0103 mai fac\u0103 \u0219i al\u021bii! Pas molcom.<\/p>\n

Peste, se a\u0219eaz\u0103 uitarea, durerile strigate de cei mai mul\u021bi. Ofuri \u0219i Auri la fiecare picior pus \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt. E drept, b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021bea doare. E drept c\u0103 n-ai trecut degeaba prin via\u021b\u0103 sau…?<\/p>\n

M\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam cu spaim\u0103 pe m\u00e2na cui va \u00eenc\u0103pea istoria ce vine, nu toat\u0103, o mic\u0103 buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103 \u0219i cum trebuie s\u0103 fi ar\u0103tat ea \u00eenainte s\u0103 m\u0103 nasc, uit\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 la un ajutor de curte, argat cum i se spunea pe timpuri. La ce s\u0103 fie bun un astfel de om? La c\u0103rat gunoi, la cur\u0103\u021benie prin ograd\u0103, la s\u0103pat, la spart de lemne. La \u021bar\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 o zeam\u0103 de prun\u0103 nu se urnesc mun\u021bii din loc \u0219i nu-l apuc\u0103 pr\u00e2nzul pe picioare pe individul nostru. \u00cens\u0103 el e chiar mul\u021bumit. A luat 40 de lei, a fumat un pachet de \u021big\u0103ri, a m\u00e2ncat, i-a pus cucoana la pachet ni\u0219te gogo\u0219i pentru cei \u0219ase copii \u0219i ziua a trecut pe nesim\u021bite. \u0218i nep\u0103sarea de sine \u00eengroap\u0103 istorii.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u0103 nu ne mai v\u0103it\u0103m c\u0103 nu putem trimite iscoade c\u0103tre \u00eenceputurile omenirii \u0219i mai ales c\u0103tre cele dace, dar<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":1062,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"video_url":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1,97],"tags":[84,88,139,48],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1061"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1061"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1061\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1063,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1061\/revisions\/1063"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1062"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1061"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1061"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1061"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}