{"id":10555,"date":"2020-09-09T23:08:19","date_gmt":"2020-09-09T20:08:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=10555"},"modified":"2020-09-10T12:22:19","modified_gmt":"2020-09-10T09:22:19","slug":"de-ai-nostri-laura-elena-ivanof-poezii-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=10555","title":{"rendered":"De-ai no\u0219tri! – Luiza Elena Ivanof – Poezii (3)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Din sc\u00e2ncet universul
\nR\u0103spunde gurii f\u0103r\u0103 form\u0103
\n\u0218i-ar vrea \u0219i melcii s\u0103-i \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 glasul
\nDar n-o s\u0103 se coboare
\nCurcubeul \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt stins
\nNici \u00een str\u0103fundul golului nestins
\n\u0218i nici \u00een apa vie.
\nNu, azi nu mai gr\u0103iesc limbi de foc
\nSub orizontul viu
\nNu ne mai prinde cerul de m\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ne dea lumin\u0103
\nAi auzit tu sc\u00e2ncetul din stele?
\nDoar gura f\u0103r\u0103 form\u0103-1 mai aude
\nSeara, sub v\u00e2nt de \u00eenserare,
\nSub p\u0103turi de \u00eentuneric,
\n\u00cengenuncheat\u0103-n calma ve\u0219nicie.<\/p>\n

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XXII.<\/strong>
\n01.10.2013<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd m\u0103 iubeai eram mai sus de primul cer
\nPe l\u00e2ng\u0103 \u00eengeri \u00eemi scuturam de aur p\u0103rul
\n\u0218i praf dumnezeiesc m\u0103 \u00eemb\u0103ta cu har
\nC\u0103ci m\u0103 iubeai mai pur ca un arhanghel m-acopereai
\ncu aripi vii de serafim \u0219i nu \u0219tiam c\u0103-n ap\u0103 e
\nv\u00e2rtejul florii de m\u0103tase \u0219i-am picurat lutul de sub nori
\nce s-a pierdut \u00een glia af\u00e2nat\u0103 de fulgi v\u0103ratici albi,
\nduhovnice\u0219ti.<\/p>\n

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XXIII.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Merg unde m\u0103 poart\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile,
\nTrenurile f\u0103r\u0103 cuv\u00e2nt, dimine\u021bile f\u0103r\u0103 rou\u0103
\nAu secat toate z\u0103rile aici,
\nNici p\u0103m\u00e2ntul nu mai e tulbure,
\nNici paji\u0219tea nu se mai \u00eembrac\u0103 noaptea,
\n\u00ee\u0219i las\u0103 g\u00e2tul s\u0103rutat de c\u0103ldura v\u00e2ntului \u0219trengar,
\nm-am dezvelit \u0219i eu la mijlocul nop\u021bii de fiorul t\u0103u.
\n\u021ai-am smuls toate s\u0103rut\u0103rile din carnea mea.
\nNu-\u021bi face griji, n-am profanat t\u0103lpile sfinte ale pr\u0103pastiei,
\nNu mai curgea s\u00e2nge demult…
\nNu-mi mai e frig, nu mai caut cu degetele mirosul t\u0103u de mai.
\n\u0218tiu c\u0103 nu mai e\u0219ti om de c\u00e2nd te-au s\u0103rutat nimfele
\nCu buzele lor de cea\u021b\u0103 ad\u00e2nc\u0103
\nLe v\u0103d umbrele dans\u00e2nd dincolo de mun\u021bi.
\nS\u0103 m\u0103 arunc \u00een pr\u0103pastie
\nsau s\u0103-\u021bi \u00eentind m\u00e2na peste v\u00e2rfuri de brad?
\nAi s\u0103-mi r\u0103spunzi sau trebuie
\ns\u0103 intru \u0219i eu \u00een hora voastr\u0103 de diavoli
\nca s\u0103 te mai \u021bin o dat\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103?<\/p>\n

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XXIV.<\/strong>
\n14.11.2013<\/p>\n

Tremur\u0103tor \u00een haos s-a urnit
\nRoata de foc ce m\u0103-nghi\u021bea \u00een lav\u0103
\n\u0218i am strigat sf\u00e2\u0219ietor dar m-a ucis \u00een grab\u0103 Demon nedeslu\u0219it.
\n\u0218tiu, nu eram n\u0103scut\u0103 din p\u0103m\u00e2nt,
\nNici din \u0219uvoi de vise –
\nEram \u021besut\u0103 de-nser\u0103ri gr\u0103bite mi-a\u0219 fi dorit s\u0103 fiu cuv\u00e2nt,
\nvaluri necuprinse t\u00e2rzii \u00een asfin\u021bit, nest\u0103vilite.<\/p>\n

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XXV.<\/strong>
\n01.10.2013<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t s-au uscat gurile de dor
\nNoian de ape tulburi le-ar bea dintr-o sorbire
\nDar nu vor m\u00e2ntuire
\nDoar potolirea min\u021bii \u0219i-a dorin\u021bei
\nDin lacrimi tremur\u00e2nde \u0219i buze sur\u00e2z\u00e2nde
\nmai izvor\u0103\u0219te o lumin\u0103
\nF\u0103r\u0103-nceput \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 cap\u0103t
\n\u00eentemni\u021bat\u0103-n lac\u0103t de filde\u0219 \u0219i rugin\u0103 scump\u0103
\nNu mai iese acum dorul
\nDin cheia translucid\u0103
\nNu mai colind\u0103, nu mai ucide
\nbuze nen\u0103scute.<\/p>\n

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XXVI.<\/strong>
\n14.11.2013<\/p>\n

V\u00e2ntul – copil fugar din raiuri destr\u0103mate
\n\u0218i alungat din paji\u0219tile vii
\nIn ceruri prea t\u00e2rzii
\nPe neguri deshumate.
\nV\u00e2ntul – strig\u0103t trimis de departe
\nDe pe meleaguri fluide
\nDin bra\u021be de Ide
\nStrivit \u00eentre \u0219oapte
\nV\u00e2ntul – suflu de inimi \u00eenfr\u00e2nte
\n\u00een ploi \u00eennoptate
\nPrin ziduri desc\u0103rnate
\nDe aripile fr\u00e2nte.<\/p>\n

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XXVII.<\/strong>
\n14.12.2013<\/p>\n

Ne-am sugrumat c\u00e2nd ar fi trebuit
\nS\u0103 evit\u0103m am\u00e2ndoi hiatul
\nl-am strivit \u00eentre buze
\nca \u00eentre dou\u0103 semne de \u00eentrebare
\nuscate, ucise de seceta virgulei pustii
\n\u0219i-acum s\u0103 mai a\u0219tept\u0103m punctul e t\u00e2rziu,
\nm\u0103-mbat\u0103 unirea consoanelor dintre metale
\ntu, tu n-ai uitat s\u0103 pui linie de pauz\u0103 \u00eentre noi
\ndar eu, eu am l\u0103sat suspansul celor trei puncte de-a\u0219teptare
\nc\u0103ci \u00eentre noi nu-\u0219i are locul semnul exclam\u0103rii
\nsunt ve\u0219nicele \u00eentreb\u0103ri ce ne mistuie \u0219i ne separ\u0103.<\/p>\n

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XXVIII.<\/strong>
\n01.02. 2014<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t am s\u0103 mai pot sta ag\u0103\u021bat\u0103 de ecoul t\u0103u?
\nmi-am smuls unghiile \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 \u00eel p\u0103strez,
\ns\u0103 te p\u0103strez dar tu \u00eel smulgi din bra\u021bele mele
\n\u0219i \u00eel t\u00e2r\u0103\u0219ti dup\u0103 tine oare nici at\u00e2t nu vrei s\u0103-mi la\u0219i?
\nC\u00e2t am s\u0103 m\u0103 mai scufund \u00een umbra ochilor t\u0103i?
\nMi s-a zdrobit trupul sub albastrul lor de metal
\nContinui s\u0103 \u00eenot \u00eentr-o mare de fum
\n\u0218i-am obosit s\u0103 nu te g\u0103sesc
\nC\u00e2t am s\u0103 mai pot p\u0103stra amprenta m\u00e2inilor tale pe um\u0103rul meu
\nnici cu fierul \u00eencins nu vrea s\u0103 se prind\u0103
\nnici o urm\u0103 din tine nu vrei s\u0103-mi la\u0219i?
\nToate vor s\u0103 se vindece \u00een mine, dar eu nu pot s\u0103 le las…<\/p>\n

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XXIX.<\/strong>
\n14.12.2013<\/p>\n

Eu a\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 scriu despre mine
\nDar nu m-am \u00een\u021beles niciodat\u0103
\nO s\u0103 scriu despre al\u021bii \u0219i poate, la r\u00e2ndul lor
\nEi vor scrie despre mine dac\u0103 m\u0103 vor \u00een\u021belege desigur
\nDeocamdat\u0103 doar umbrele par s\u0103-mi fi ghicit \u00een privire
\nDar nu au glas \u0219i nici nu \u0219tiu s\u0103 scrie
\nAm \u00eencercat s\u0103 le fac s\u0103-mi arate prin semne cine sunt
\nDar mi-au ar\u0103tat umbre de ramuri tremur\u00e2nde
\n\u0218i frunze ce au \u00eenghe\u021bat \u00een c\u0103dere
\nDar ecoul lor? Umbra ecoului lor nu mi-au putut ar\u0103ta
\nAcolo era r\u0103spunsul. Dar a murit acum
\nStrivit \u00eentre frunze \u0219i p\u0103m\u00e2nt stins
\nCine o s\u0103-mi mai vorbeasc\u0103 acum despre mine?<\/p>\n

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XXX.<\/strong>
\n01.02.2014<\/p>\n

Tu vrei s\u0103-mi ar\u0103\u021bi marea
\nDar eu tr\u0103iesc \u00eentr-un cub de sticl\u0103 opac\u0103
\nDe ce nu \u00een\u021belegi c\u0103 nu suntem la fel?
\nAm fi putut fi dac\u0103 a\u0219 fi reu\u0219it s\u0103 sparg gratiile de ghea\u021b\u0103
\nDar n-am reu\u0219it
\nAici limbile diavolilor se unesc \u00een blesteme
\n\u0218i m\u0103 muncesc \u00een focuri neadormite
\n\u00eemi rod sufletul pe din\u0103untru
\n\u0218i m\u0103 for\u021beaz\u0103 s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc \u00een afar\u0103
\nNu \u00een\u021belegi c\u0103 ei m-au distrus \u0219i nu mai am sc\u0103pare?
\nSalveaz\u0103-te tu m\u0103car, c\u0103ci ei pot fura \u0219i din Rai
\nCum crezi c-am ajuns \u00een m\u00e2inile lor?
\nFugi, fugi departe spre mare
\nEi ur\u0103sc marea \u0219i nu se apropie de ea
\nEu m-am obi\u0219nuit aici printre ziduri<\/p>\n

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XXXI.<\/strong>
\n01.02.2014<\/p>\n

Nu pot s\u0103 nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la tine
\nDar tu exi\u0219ti oare umbr\u0103?
\nM\u0103car s\u0103 \u0219tiu dac\u0103 \u00eemi fr\u0103m\u00e2nt g\u00e2ndurile \u00een zadar sau nu
\nTe v\u0103d, te visez ca pe a doua dragoste, cea mai marc
\nPrima m-a dezam\u0103git
\nSau poate prima n-a fost dragoste adev\u0103rat\u0103
\nPoate tu o s\u0103 fii cea dint\u00e2i iubire deplin\u0103
\nSau poate nici m\u0103car a doua
\nPoate o s\u0103 fii doar urm\u0103toarea
\nNici prima, nici ultima, nici cea mai mare
\nO dragoste \u0219i-at\u00e2t, f\u0103r\u0103 grad de compara\u021bie
\nF\u0103r\u0103 superlative care s\u0103-\u021bi sus\u021bin\u0103 umbra \u00eenclinat\u0103
\nDoar o t\u0103cere menit\u0103 s\u0103 umble golul dintre dou\u0103 momente
\nCare nu se vor \u00eent\u00e2lni niciodat\u0103
\nDe\u0219i se vor na\u0219te unul din altul.<\/p>\n

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XXXII.<\/strong>
\n01-02-2014<\/p>\n

\u00cen spatele t\u0103u am inspirat mirosul pielii
\nCe nu se las\u0103 niciodat\u0103 \u00eenvins\u0103, ucis\u0103, str\u0103puns\u0103.
\n\u0218i mai smulgeam c\u00e2te-o s\u0103geat\u0103 din carnea mea
\n\u0218i nu \u00een\u021belegeam de ce nu sunt ca tine
\nSau de ce nu e\u0219ti ca mine
\nSau de ce nu mor dac\u0103 s\u00e2ngele tot s-a scurs \u00een t\u0103lpi
\nSau de ce tu tr\u0103ie\u0219ti mai viu ca un duh
\nPoate pentru c\u0103 tu te-ai n\u0103scut mai \u00eenainte
\n\u0218i n-am mai r\u0103mas miez dumnezeiesc \u0219i pentru mine
\nDa, probabil asta este…
\nDe aceea nu pot p\u0103trunde \u00een era ta
\n\u0218i porii obrazului t\u0103u \u00eemi resping degetele
\nDar de ce nu te-ai \u00eentors niciodat\u0103 cu fa\u021ba?
\nAsta chiar nu pot s-o pricep
\nn-au mai r\u0103mas chipuri \u0219i pentru tine?
\nSau ochi? \u021aie nu \u021bi-au dat str\u0103lucire
\nDup\u0103 ce te-au fr\u0103m\u00e2ntat din lut?
\nProbabil asta s-a inventat mai t\u00e2rziu
\nDe-aia am eu ochi \u0219i pentru tine<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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