{"id":10537,"date":"2020-09-08T15:59:53","date_gmt":"2020-09-08T12:59:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=10537"},"modified":"2020-09-08T15:59:53","modified_gmt":"2020-09-08T12:59:53","slug":"de-ai-nostri-luiza-elena-ivanof-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziarulderimnic.ro\/?p=10537","title":{"rendered":"De-ai no\u0219tri! – Luiza Elena Ivanof (2)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Nu \u021bi-am cerut s\u0103 \u00eengenunchezi \u00een fa\u021ba pere\u021bilor goi,
\nLa rug\u0103min\u021bi de\u0219arte,
\nDoar s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i s\u0103 gust din cerul t\u0103u.
\nPoate a\u0219a am s\u0103 pot sf\u0103r\u00e2ma
\nToate celulele \u00eentunericului din mine.
\nO treapt\u0103 de univers \u021bi-am cerut s\u0103 mai cobori,
\nP\u00e2n\u0103 la penultima m-am t\u00e2r\u00e2t eu.
\nNu-i drept s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i s\u0103 mor aici,
\nStrivit\u0103 sub galaxii negre \u0219i planete moroc\u0103noase.
\nUite, m-am dezbr\u0103cat de orgoliu
\n\u0218i \u00ee\u021bi cer \u00eendurare, mil\u0103, salvare
\nTe rog, spune-mi c\u0103 po\u021bi s\u0103-mi mai aduci o dat\u0103
\nPe taler de argint
\nO bucat\u0103 din v\u0103zduhul \u00een care te scalzi de ere \u00eentregi<\/p>\n

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X.<\/strong>
\n12.02.2015<\/p>\n

\u021ai-am \u00eentins m\u00e2na \u0219i te-am invitat la eternitate.
\nL\u00e2ng\u0103 mine puteai s\u0103 ai totul,
\nlumea ar fi \u00eengenuncheat \u00een fa\u021ba ta
\nchiar \u0219i c\u00e2nd din ochii t\u0103i n-ar fi mai r\u0103mas
\ndec\u00e2t umbre \u0219i d\u00e2re de cenu\u0219\u0103.
\nPentru tine a\u0219 fi \u00eembl\u00e2nzit valurile s\u0103lbatice
\n\u0219i ultima r\u0103suflare de v\u00e2nt, te-a\u0219 fi \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00een raze ca un
\nzeu dezvelindu-te de ve\u0219mintele de muritor cu degetele
\n\u00eensetate de oameni.
\nOh! C\u00e2te pierde\u021bi voi muritorii rostogolind pietre,
\nstrivindu-v\u0103 unii pe al\u021bii pe drumul pierzaniei.
\nBie\u021bi fii ai lui Sisif, cum foamea de lut v\u0103 \u00eentunec\u0103 privirea
\n\u0219i sufletul.
\n\u0218i tu, tu cea mai dulce r\u0103t\u0103cire a mea, cum po\u021bi s\u0103-\u021bi
\n\u00eenmorm\u00e2ntezi albastrul ochilor \u00een rubine f\u0103r\u0103 lic\u0103r de via\u021b\u0103?
\n\u021ai-am pus \u00eentre degete cupa \u00een care Zoroastru picurase
\ninfinitul pentru noi, iar tu ai risipit-o pe-argin\u021bi. S\u0103 cred c\u0103
\na\u0219 putea s\u0103 te smulg din pr\u0103pastia \u00een care te zba\u021bi laolalt\u0103 cu
\nv\u00e2n\u0103torii de pl\u0103ceri desc\u0103rnate
\na fost prima nelegiuire a mea de c\u00e2nd m-am lep\u0103dat de plumb
\n\u0219i m-am azv\u00e2rlit \u00een gr\u0103dinile zeilor,
\nnici o mie de bice nu vor ast\u00e2mp\u0103ra setea moirei
\nde a m\u0103 stinge din nou printre voi….
\noh, c\u00e2te am s\u0103 \u00eendur pentru c\u0103 am \u00eendr\u0103znit s\u0103 v\u0103 iubesc,
\ns\u0103 v\u0103 cer s\u0103 v\u0103 lep\u0103da\u021bi de came ca mine…<\/p>\n

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XI<\/strong>
\n06.06. 2014<\/p>\n

Eu n-am plecat niciodat\u0103 din tine
\nDoar tu ai \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 vezi,
\nS\u0103-mi sim\u021bi versul alunec\u00e2nd \u00eencet
\nPe portativul dintre stem \u0219i inim\u0103
\nDa, poate c\u0103 m-am r\u0103t\u0103cit cu printre artere,
\nPrintre vene cave
\n\u0218i tu ai crezut c\u0103 am fugit
\nDar am fost aici, r\u0103t\u0103cit\u0103 doar, \u00eenfrigurat\u0103 la g\u00e2ndul c\u0103 n-o s\u0103-\u021bi mai g\u0103sesc
\nPartitura dintre vertebre
\n\u0218i c\u00e2ntecul nostru va r\u0103m\u00e2ne iar suspendat \u00eentr-un sol disperat \u0219i apatic.<\/p>\n

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XII.<\/strong>
\n23.04. 2014<\/p>\n

Vino s\u0103 vezi cum cresc aripi din mine
\nDin unghii \u0219i din t\u0103lpi \u0219i din suflet
\nAi r\u0103m\u00e2ne surprins c\u00e2t de mult m\u0103 vrea cerni
\nC\u00e2te-mi \u0219opte\u0219te c\u00e2nd tu nu m\u0103 vezi
\nVino, c\u0103ci e ultima privire ce \u021bi-o \u00eeng\u0103dui,
\nTe voi strivi \u00eentre gene o dat\u0103 cu noaptea
\nAm aripi acum \u0219i nu-mi mai e team\u0103.<\/p>\n

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XIII<\/strong>
\n21.05. 2014<\/p>\n

E greu aici.
\n\u00eentemni\u021bat \u00een a doua toamn\u0103
\nDin sufletul t\u0103u
\ns-auzi cum se scurg apele din mun\u021bi
\nmi-e greu aici
\nrisipit \u00een siropu-\u021bi din gene
\nunde lacrimile au uitat
\ns\u0103 m\u0103 arunce din tine
\n\u0219i unde tu \u00ee\u021bi adapi ochii \u00een r\u00e2uri
\nde soare \u0219i dor.<\/p>\n

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XIV.<\/strong>
\n21.05.2014<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t de mult m\u0103 doresc nop\u021bile de mai,
\nC\u00e2nd zarea toat\u0103 m\u0103 vrea st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103,
\nC\u00e2nd \u00eei spun lunii: mai stai!
\n\u0218i merg cu stelele m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103
\nTu de ce nu m\u0103 vrei la fel?
\nC\u0103ci \u0219i \u00een tine e noapte,
\nTe-a\u0219 lumina ca pe un soare rebel,
\n\u021ai-a\u0219 da mirosul cire\u0219elor coapte.<\/p>\n

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XV.<\/strong>
\n22.06. 2013<\/p>\n

De ce ai luat totul c\u00e2nd ai plecat?
\n\u0218i sufletul meu \u0219i perna ta \u0219i r\u0103s\u0103ritul nostru?
\nm-ai aruncat \u00eentr-un gol nesf\u00e2r\u0219it
\nf\u0103r\u0103 via\u021b\u0103 sau moarte, lumin\u0103 sau \u00eentuneric
\nputeai s\u0103-mi la\u0219i m\u0103car imaginea ta din pragul u\u0219ii
\nce mi se \u00eentip\u0103rise pe retin\u0103,
\ndar tu mi-ai \u00eenchis ochii cu s\u0103lb\u0103ticie
\n\u0219i nu mai v\u0103d nimic
\nm\u0103car ecoul vocii tale puteai s\u0103 mi-1 la\u0219i
\nultimul adio
\ndar mi l-ai smuls de pe buze \u0219i l-ai strivit
\nsub ultimul pas \u00eenecat de sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2itul u\u0219ii \u00eendurerate,
\n\u00eenchise pentru ultima oar\u0103 de un om prin care curge s\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n

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XVI.<\/strong>
\n22.06.2014<\/p>\n

Nici z\u00e2mbet, nici lacrimi,
\nNici r\u0103s\u0103rit, nici apus.
\nNimic nu \u021bine,
\nNu st\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine mai mult de un ceas,
\nC\u0103ci \u021bi-am spus, m-ai otr\u0103vit cu privirea
\n\u0218i m-ai l\u0103sat f\u0103r\u0103 glas, \u00eenainte s\u0103 te-aud m\u0103car m-ai supus cu privirea,
\naici e locul t\u0103u, sus, \u00een cerul din mine.<\/p>\n

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XVII.<\/strong>
\n26.06. 2013<\/p>\n

n-a fost de-ajuns oceanul ce l-am \u021besut din lacrimi,
\nai vrut mare de s\u00e2nge \u00een care s\u0103-\u021bi scalzi trupul profan.
\ncu mine \u021bi-ai hr\u0103nit p\u0103catul
\n\u0219i-acum bei smoal\u0103 din cupe \u00eencinse
\nlaolalt\u0103 cu diavolii.
\nm-ai folosit doar s\u0103 smulgi
\naripile \u00eengerilor ce \u00eei slujeam
\n\u0219i s\u0103 supui Raiul cu v\u00e2rtejuri de foc,
\ndar azi te \u00eengrop \u00een cenu\u0219\u0103,
\nc\u0103ci cerul mi te-a stins pe veci
\n\u0219i mi te-a \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntat \u00een scoar\u021ba p\u0103m\u00e2ntului smerit.
\nn-ai existat, n-ai s\u0103 exi\u0219ti, nu te-am iubit.<\/p>\n

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XVIII.<\/strong>
\n26.06.2013<\/p>\n

Eu iubesc marea
\n\u0218i pe tine \u00eembl\u00e2nzitorule de valuri
\n\u0218tiu c\u0103 ai aduce r\u0103s\u0103ritul
\ns\u0103 pluteasc\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine
\np\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een cele mai \u00eendep\u0103rtate neguri
\n\u0219tiu c\u0103 noaptea, c\u00e2nd cerul va na\u0219te luna
\nvei dansa cu mine pe \u00eentinsul apei
\n\u0219i-mi vei z\u00e2mbi la apus
\nc\u00e2nd soarele ne va-neca pe am\u00e2ndoi
\n\u0219tiu c\u0103 tu e\u0219ti din alt\u0103 lume,
\nla fel ca mine c\u0103 tu iube\u0219ti marea,
\nluna \u0219i valul, \u0219tiu c\u0103 \u00een cea din urm\u0103 zi
\nne vom l\u0103sa dezmierda\u021bi de lumina
\n\u00een mijlocul apei, \u00een mijlocul cerului,
\n\u00een mijlocul sufletului dintre noi.<\/p>\n

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XIX.<\/strong>
\n01.10.2013<\/p>\n

C\u0103rei lumi apar\u021bin eu?
\nEu cea din cioburi de oglinzi
\nSunt din v\u0103zduh sau valuri f\u0103urite
\nAm inima de piatr\u0103, de sticl\u0103 sau de foc?
\n\u00eence\u021bo\u0219at \u00een stele \u00eemi v\u0103d portretul palid
\n\u0218i luna m\u0103 cuprinde cu unghii de v\u0103p\u0103i
\nS\u0103 m\u0103 izbeasc\u0103 de ziduri luminoase
\n\u0218i ramuri de o\u021bel
\nM\u0103 trag din cer \u00een glie,
\n\u00eemi s\u00e2ngereaz\u0103 carnea sub muguri otr\u0103vi\u021bi,
\nM\u0103 caut\u0103-nserarea
\n\u00een trup zdrobit de v\u00e2nt
\nPe bra\u021be s\u0103 m\u0103 poarte spre apusul meu,
\nCel ce m\u0103 vrea a\u0219a cum sunt.<\/p>\n

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XX.<\/strong>
\n12.07.2013<\/p>\n

La apus, c\u00e2nd corbii-\u0219i fr\u00e2ng zborul
\nVoi g\u00e2nduri p\u0103\u0219i\u021bi cu noaptea-n odaie \u00een suflet
\ns\u0103-mi \u021bese\u021bi v\u0103paie \u00een trup s\u0103-mi s\u0103di\u021bi fiorul
\nDar eu totu\u0219i v-a\u0219tept ne-ncetat
\nLa ora c\u00e2nd orizontul cheam\u0103-ntuneric
\nM\u0103 topesc \u00een apusul coleric
\n\u0218i m\u0103 pierd \u00een fior av\u00e2ntat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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